Loving Her (11 page)

Another girl?!?  I smiled at the
thought of being ‘his girl.’

“Can we go inside?”  I wanted to
stop giving my noisy-assed neighbors a show.

“I can come in?”  He asked with
raised eyebrows.

“Yes.  You
will
come in,
Ry.  It’s not a choice.  It’s an order.”  He smiled at my words and kissed my
forehead.

“Yes ma’am.”  I laughed and opened
my condo door, but didn’t get very far.  Rylan grabbed my arm, spun me around
and attacked my mouth with his.  One hand intertwined through my hair to hold
me to him while the other pressed into my lower back and rubbed small,
caressing circles as his tongue gently searched my mouth.  He felt so good
against my body.

I shoved my hands through his
hair, holding his head to me as I tried to slow our kisses down.  I wanted to
savor this beautiful man.  “Hey, let’s move a little further inside.”

“Yeah, okay.”  He bent and
scooped me into his arms making me squeal. 

“What are you doing?”

“Taking us to your room.  I need
to touch every part of you, please.”   Rylan was searching my face for approval
as he slowly walked toward my bedroom door.

“Well, I guess that would be okay.”
I winked and smiled and his face dropped as he sighed and leaned his head down
on my shoulder.  “Hey, what’s wrong?”  I lifted his head with my free hand.

“Nothing.  I just thought you
were about to make me leave or something.  I was going to go crazy if you did,
baby.”  He smiled and kissed my lips as we entered my room.

Rylan slowly placed me on my bed
and crawled up to lay beside me.  We were face to face and he was staring at me
as he stroked my cheek.  “So, do you want to meet my mystery woman?”

“Oh, not funny babe!  You’re
little mystery woman made me feel all kinds of ‘crazy’ that I hadn’t felt
before.”  He laughed.

“Well, I know the feeling.  I was
considering going to beat the shit out of Jack before I came here, just so you
couldn’t go out with him.”  I smiled and kissed his nose.

“We’re quite the pair, huh?”  His
expression changed slightly and I caught it.  “Well, not a pair….just…”

“Shh.” He placed his finger on my
lips.  “Pair sounds nice.  It’s just been a long time since I was a ‘pair.’ 
Makes me feel a little strange, is all.  But, I certainly like it.”

I didn’t say anything.  I just
reached up and kissed him as I pushed his shoulder, making him lay on his back
so that I could climb on top of him.  Rylan wrapped his arms around my hips and
moved me to line up with his.  I felt what he wanted me to feel.  He was as
turned on as I was, so I started grinding against him as our kiss intensified. 
 “Ahh, you do crazy things to me, Ry.”

“I
want
to do crazy things
to you, Jen. It’s all I’ve been thinking about this week.”

“Hmm….sounds familiar.  I
couldn’t get you off my mind either.”  And, now I needed more of him.

I kissed down his neck then sat
up, straddling him and started unbuttoning my shirt.  He held his hands on my
hips and gently moved me back and forth on his hard cock.  I closed my eyes and
moaned at the feeling. I had to stop undressing myself for a few seconds just
to feel what he was doing. 

He stopped his movements and I
opened my eyes to see his slight, cocky smile.  “You keep going and I’ll keep
going, got it.” 

I slapped his chest and said,
“Oh, is that how you’re gonna play this?”

“Yep.”

I went back to unbuttoning my
shirt and he pushed his hips up just a bit and hit my clit.  I gasped and he
grinned.  Oh, he was going to pay for that one.

I tried to focus on my striptease
as he started moving our hips.  I finished my shirt, then reached around behind
me and unhooked my white lace bra.  I caught the look on his face as he was
staring at my lace covered breast just before I slid the straps down my arms
and revealed my taut nipples.  He was struggling to hold himself together.

I dropped my bra to the floor and
started rubbing my breasts.  His grip on my hips tightened as if he was
restraining himself.  I knew this drove him crazy.  He’d told me so the last
time we were here together. 

I slid my hands down my body to
the button of my slacks and unfastened them.  Rylan’s eyes glazed over with
lust as I let one of my hands slip down the front of my pants.  I grazed the
part of his cock that was right beneath where my hands stopped.  He jumped
slightly at my touch then squinted his eyes and groaned, “Hey.  No fair.”

“What?”  I said with a husky,
lust-filled voice that didn’t sound like me.  “I was just touching
myself….right here.” I grazed him again as I rubbed my clit.  We both moaned
and I leaned my head back and concentrated on the intense feelings I was
experiencing.

“Jen, look at me.”  His sexy
voice nearly had me exploding, but I did what he said and looked at him.  “You
are so damn sexy.  I love watching you do that to yourself.  Don’t stop.”  He
moved his hips and pushed mine harder against him.

“Ry….oh God.  I. Need. You.”  My
words were slow and raspy.

“I know, baby.  I can see it and
it’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.  I love that it’s
me and you
doing this to you….making you feel so good.”  He never took his hands off my
hips, but I desperately wanted him to.

“Ry,” I whispered.  “I need you
to touch me.”  God, how I needed him to touch me.

“Not yet, Jen.  Keep going.  I
want to watch you, babe.”  He lifted his hips again and hit my hand that was on
my clit.  I moaned and started grinding myself against him harder.  The hand on
my breast was pulling and tugging at my nipple.  “That’s it, baby.  Just feel
me.  I want inside you, Jen, but you have to come for me first….show me how you
make yourself come.” 

That was all I needed.  I
exploded, screaming out Rylan’s name and before my climax was over, Rylan
flipped me over, grabbed my breast and devoured my mouth with his, swallowing
my continued screams.  His hands were roaming my body, touching my sensitive
breasts and diving into my pants to slip his fingers into my wetness.  “Oh my
God, Jen.”

“Ry….”

“I need this.”  He moved his
fingers inside me.  “This is mine, Jen, and I need to be inside you, baby.”  He
lifted his hips off enough for me to push my pants down.  He removed his
fingers and leaned back to finish slipping them off me.  I lay there completely
naked, watching him as he stood staring at my body while he took off his own
clothes.

He made a slow crawl up my body,
kissing my thighs and stomach before covering one of my breasts with his
mouth.  I arched into him and gripped my fingers in his hair.  “That feels so
good, Ry.”

I felt him smile against me. 
“You taste amazing.”  I laughed a little and he nipped me with his teeth right
on my nipple.  I gasped at the feeling because it sent fire straight down
between my thighs.  “That feel good?”

“Hmm…”

“Uh huh, I can tell.  You’re
pushing your hips up to me.”  I didn’t even realize I was doing that.

“Ry…now…I want you in me. 
Please.”

He smiled, nipping my breast
again right as he pushed his cock into me.  I gasped and gripped his
shoulders.  “Oh, God!  Do that again.” 

Rylan laughed and said, “Feel
that good, baby?”

“God, yes.”  He pulled out of me
and did it again, but this time he bit a little harder on my nipple and thrust
hard into me.  “Oh, God!”

“Jen…”  He started moving so
slowly, going deep with every grinding move.  I cupped his face and stared into
his eyes. 

“You feel so good to me, Ry.”  I
pulled him down for a kiss.  His tongue moved with the same rhythm as his hips
and I was completely lost in him.  I felt my heart attaching to his and for
once, I wasn’t scared. 

I felt him grow harder and knew
he was close.  I pulled back from our kiss and said, “I want to see you when
you come.”  He grinned slightly and pushed hard into me causing me to close my
eyes at the glorious feeling.  He leaned down to my ear and said, “Open your
eyes, baby.”

As soon as I opened them, I saw
him fall apart and felt his warmth release into me.  It set off my own climax
that had me gasping for breath as we watched what we had done to each other.

Rylan’s hips made slow circles
with mine as we found our way back from the most wonderful sex I’d ever had. 
It was more than sex; I knew it, but couldn’t put a name to what it was yet.

Rylan laid his forehead against
mine and said, “Hi.”

I grinned and said, “Thank you
for coming here to find me and tell me the truth.”  I wasn’t being snarky.   I
meant every word.

“You don’t need to thank me.  I’m
just grateful you listened to me and didn’t try to kick my ass or something.” 

I laughed and kissed his lips. 
“Yeah, well, I’m glad I listened too and that know the truth about ‘what’s her
name.’  What is her name anyway?”

Ry chuckled and said, “Mia.  Her
name is Mia and my brother’s name is Romyn.”

“Well, to answer your question
from earlier…..yes, I want to meet her…them.”

He kissed me hard on the lips and
said, “So, you’ll go out dancing with us tomorrow night?”

“Yes, Ry.  I’ll go, but I need to
cancel a certain date with someone first.”  His face twitched at the thought of
Jack and it made me do a little happy dance inside knowing he hated me with
Jack.

“Well, I’d be happy to cancel
that date for you, if you want me to.”  Smartass.

“No.  I can handle Jack.  I’ll
call him later.”

He kissed my nose and rolled us
to the side, facing each other.  “Will you come home with me tonight Jen?  I
need to go take care of Butch, but I want to spend the entire night holding you
just like this.”  He softly kissed my lips and whispered, “Say you’ll come with
me.”

Oh, man.  Rylan was going to
absolutely break me.  I stared into his face and decided I couldn’t say no. 
“Okay, Ry.  Let me shower and pack a few things.”  His smile lit up his face
and he jumped up off the bed and pulled me with him into the bathroom.  “Um,
excited much?”

I couldn’t believe how I felt. 
It was like waking up from a coma.  I had slowly been awakening after spending
last weekend together, until I realized that Jen was about to throw me aside
and go out with the prick.  There was no way in hell I was going to let that
happen.  I was suddenly, fully awake for the first time in five years. 

We showered together, barely
making it out without consuming each other, and I helped Jen pack an overnight
bag and it was all so surreal for me.  I couldn’t believe I was inviting
another woman into my home, my bed.   I felt a bit of panic start to surface,
but I pushed it away when I saw the beautiful smile on her face.  She was
genuinely happy to be going home with me. 

I was a little worried how Butch
would react, though.  I hadn’t taken anyone around him since Kristen.  I hoped
he liked Jen as much as I did.

“Ready to go?”  Jen stood right
in front of me, her knees touching mine as I sat on her bed while she packed. 

I circled my arms around the back
of her legs and said, “Yes I am, beautiful girl.”  I heard her gasp as my words
and it made me smile.  I hadn’t said anything like that to a woman in a long
time, but it was so fitting for Jen.  She was incredibly beautiful and I loved
how she blended with me.

She leaned down and kissed my
forehead.  “Thank you….for inviting me over.”

I stood and wrapped my arms
around her waist.  “Thank you for saying yes.”  I kissed her lips and she licked
her tongue across my bottom lip and opened, inviting me into her warm mouth. 
She grabbed my hair and pulled me closer.  “Jen, babe…..if you keep doing that,
we’ll never make it to my place.”

“Okay.”  She smiled and kissed me
again and I pushed against her one last time before pulling away, grabbing her
arm and forcing us toward her front door.  She laughed and said, “Bastard.”

I knew she was teasing me so I
swiftly smacked her hot ass with my hand and laughed when she squealed. 

We climbed into my car and headed
toward my house.  She didn’t say much on the ride over and I wondered what was
going through her mind. 

I touched her on the knee and
said, “You okay?”

Jen turned and smiled at me. 
“Yeah, more than okay, Ry.”  She picked up my hand and kissed my palm sending
chills through my whole body.  I winked at her and ran my hand down her cheek. 

We pulled into my drive and I rushed
around the car to open the door for her.  She smiled and leaned in for a kiss. 
I had a strange feeling run through my body.  But, before I could think on it
too much, I heard Butch barking from inside the house.  Jen smiled and said,
“Ahh, I get to meet Butch.  Think he’ll like me?”

She said it jokingly, but my
heart nearly stopped.  I never thought about how Butch might react.  He’s a
good dog, but he has pined as much as I have over Kristen.

I grabbed her hand, lacing our
fingers together and led her toward the door saying, “You bet.  He’ll love
you.”  I sure hoped he did.

We walked in the front door and
were greeted with a wagging tale and loud barks.  Butch walked right up to Jen
and licked her on the hand making her laugh.  “Well, hello to you too, big
guy.”  She rubbed his ears and patted his head and that was all it took.  Butch
was smitten and my heart thawed even more.

“Okay you two….enough of the
flirting.  Butch come.”  I called him to go outside so that I could show Jen
around and have a little privacy.

I turned back to Jen and said,
“Come on in.  I’ll show you around.”  She grinned and stepped toward me, taking
my hand in hers.  “That feels nice….when you hold my hand.”  My words were
quiet.

“Oh yeah?  Well, I like it too…a
lot actually.”  I stopped walking, turned and wrapped my free hand around her
neck to pull her in for a kiss.  It was slow and gentle, but still left us
breathless.  “I like
that
a lot, too,” Jen whispered against my lips.

“Me too.  I pretty much like all
things I do with you.” 

Jen laughed and said, “Is that
right?”

“Absolutely.  Now, let’s take a
little tour.”  I pulled her from room to room of my house and showed her where
everything was.  When we ended in the kitchen, she propped herself onto a
barstool and watched as I made us some dinner.  It felt amazing to have her
with me, letting me take care of her.

We chatted about work, people we
both knew and life in general. Neither of us asked about past relationships,
which was a blessing.  I almost felt like she was as closed off about that
subject as I was. 

By the time dinner was over and
the kitchen cleaned up, it was late.  I walked up behind Jen as she finished
drying the last dish that she insisted she help with and circled my arms around
her. “Come on.  Let’s go to bed.  I need a lot more of you.”  I whispered in
her ear and she laid her head back on my shoulder.

“Sounds good.”  She turned in my
arms and kissed me.

I watched from the bed as she
slipped on her sexy little lace night shirt and matching panties.  She grinned
knowing I was staring at her.  “You like?”

“More than you know.  You’re
beautiful.”  I was hard and it was obvious.

“I think I might know just how
much you like it.”  She raised her eyebrows and moved her eyes to my hard-on.

I started to get up and go grab
her, but she put her hand up and said, “No.  Wait where you are.  I’ll come to
you.” 

She slowly walked toward the bed
and stopped at the end.  “No touching, okay?”  Huh?

“But….”

“Trust me,” was all she said as
she rubbed her hands across her covered breasts and down her stomach to her wet
folds. 

“Jen…”

“Trust me.”  She started crawling
up my legs, kissing along the way.  I had a feeling I was really going to like
what was coming.

When she got to my balls, she
just barely grazed them with her lips and I grabbed her hair, fisting my hands
in it.  “No touching, remember?”

“I’m not sure I can help it,
babe.”

“You’ll have to.”  She opened her
mouth and let her teeth brush against my still covered balls and I nearly leapt
off the bed.  She raised her arms to my chest to hold me in place…well, it was
the illusion that she was holding me in place.  I was much bigger than her, but
having her arms on me like that did the trick.

She nuzzled her nose against my
cock and kissed its length through my boxer briefs.  I wanted her to rip them
off and touch my skin, but she moved up my stomach placing more kisses and
licks….oh, God.  Licks.

When she got to my nipples, she
bit down and I instinctively grabbed her hair.  “No, no babe.”

I put my hands back behind my
head and tried to stay in control and not blow my wad.

She moved to the other nipple and
did the same.  I knew what this was about….payback for earlier at her place. 
But, that was totally fine with me.

Jen kissed up the side of my neck
and dragged her teeth on my earlobe.  I hissed, but kept my hands where they
were.  She whispered, “Good boy.  Now, a reward.”  She leaned back and grabbed
the edge of my underwear and with a little help from me, pulled them down my
legs releasing my massive erection. 

She smiled and looked down at it,
then took me in her hands and very softly rubbed up and down.  I nearly
exploded.  She leaned down and I took a deep breath and held it.  She kissed
the tip of my cock then licked from the base to the top along my bulging vein. 
“Baby…”

“Shh.”  She wrapped her mouth
around my head and started moving her hand along the base.  She only stayed
there for a minute, then looked up at me and said, “Feel good, baby?”

“Hell, yes!”  I think my words
came out as a Tourette’s sort of scream because she laughed. She leaned down
and took me again, deeper.  I knew she was just as turned on as I was because
the erect buds of her breasts were lightly rubbing across my skin through her
lacy shirt.  I took a chance and ran my hand down her lace covered folds and
she was soaked.

Jen moaned at my touch and pushed
herself into my hand.  She didn’t stop what she was doing and didn’t make me
stop touching either.  So, I slipped my fingers under her panties to rub her
clit and push two inside her.  She moaned around my cock and the vibration set
off an urgency to erupt.

I moved my hand harder and faster
against her wetness and she moaned again.  “Jen, you’re gonna make me come,
baby.  Don’t moan like that with me in your mouth.”  She did it again, on
purpose and I grabbed her off me and threw her down on her stomach in one fast
move. 

She gasped at how quickly I had
changed our game.  I ripped her panties to the side and ran my fingers up her
folds again and whispered “My God, you’re so incredible, baby.  I need to take
you hard.  Okay?”

“Yes….God, yes!”  Shit. 

I plunged into her from behind
and she pushed back meeting my thrusts.  I smacked her on the ass as I felt
both of us climax and she moaned in response sending me exploding into her. 
She followed, pulsing around my still throbbing cock. 

I slowly slipped out of her,
turned her over and placed soft kisses all over her face.  She smiled and
cupped my face.  “Hey.  It’s okay.  I said ‘yes’ and it felt incredible.”  How
did she know what I was thinking?

I closed my eyes and placed my
forehead against hers.  “How did you know?”

“I just know.”  She kissed my
lips.  “Hey.  Look at me, please.”  I looked into her eyes and saw such
beauty.  “I love that you are worried about me, but don’t…not about this.  We
make each other feel good, baby.  Nothing wrong with that.   I wanted to do
what I did to you and you wanted to do what you did to me and it felt
incredible, right?”  She was right.

“Yes.  Thank you” I whispered. 
“You have no idea what you’ve awakened in me, Jen.  I’m not sure I can really
explain it right now, but you have brought me back to life and I feel like I
can’t get enough of you.”

“I feel the same way, Ry.  So,
stop worrying about what we do in bed together.  I think we need each other and
I
know
we enjoy each other.”  She smiled and kissed my lips. 

“Jen, you are an amazing woman
and I’m so grateful to have you…” I paused then said, “to have you as mine,
here in my bed and in my life.”  It was strange to feel like I ‘had’ Jen as
mine, but that is exactly what it felt like.  I knew I would have to deal with
the ghosts later, but Jen was going to be part of my future….I wanted her to be
my future.

“Ry, I can honestly say there is
no place on Earth I would rather be than right here…in your bed, in your arms
and in your life.”  I kissed her thoroughly before dragging us to the shower
and settling back in bed, both of us completely naked. 

We fell asleep in each other’s
arms and it felt like ‘home’ to me for the first time in five years.