What We Search For (22 page)

Waking up
slowly, I looked over at the sleeping form of Amanda. Her breathing gentle and
relaxed. Looking up at the ceiling, I couldn’t help but reflect.

Bob w
as right. A sad smile came
to my lips. I never got a chance to talk about Laurene, but he was so
insistent, I didn’t get the chance to say anything.

He was such an
inspirational person. I had utmost respect for him and Laurene, and it saddened
me to think I wouldn’t get the chance to talk to her again. I knew with
certainty though I would see Bob again. I would make sure of it.

Amanda was still sleeping
happily as I detached my arm from her, and slowly got out of bed. It had been
decided the night before we were going to the Caribbean as soon as we could. I was
excited to say the least. Finally, I would have the opportunity I had so
desperately been seeking.

No matter how long we went
I would make sure every waking hour would be used to its fullest. Walking out
of Amanda’s room, I made my way to the shower ensuring to knock before entering
even though the door was unlocked.

This time it was free, and
I locked the door to have a shower in peace. Thinking of going on a holiday
away from my current holiday put a wry smile on my face. Everything had
happened for a reason or so it seemed.

Moments away from stepping
in the shower a light knock came on the door. “What’s up?” I called.

“It’s me.” Amanda replied
through the door. Walking over I unlocked it and let her in as I stood there
naked. She walked in wearing her robe, but let it drop to the floor.

She was naked and I drank
in the sight of her bare body in front of me. Suddenly she jumped at me, and I
caught her and lifted her in the air. Her eyes spoke volumes, as she looked at
me dirtily. Kissing her, I walked us into the already running shower and let
the water run over our bodies. We grabbed each other’s asses squeezing and
kissing one another hungrily.

Her hands went to my penis
and squeezed. She seemed satisfied as blood rushed to it. Kneeling on the
shower floor, she took me in her mouth.

Letting out a groan as she
did so, I put my hands on the back of her head as she worked back and forth on
my shaft, flicking the tip with her tongue. She kept going until I couldn’t
take it anymore. My groans and grunts increased in intensity and I gripped her
hair as she quickened her pace.

Looking up at me she could
tell I was about to cum but obviously she didn’t care. Her lust was apparent as
she moaned around my shaft. She moved one hand to her pussy and stroked it. As
she continued, a spasm of pleasure flooded through me as my cum rushed into her
mouth and I let out an explosive groan.

I held onto the handhold
in the shower as Amanda still moved her head back and forth slowly. My knees
weakened as I became extremely sensitive to any touch. She gently removed her
mouth and swallowed my cum as she looked up at me. The water of the shower
rushing over her face and through her hair. “I was not expecting that at all!”
I said with a grin, “You are unbelievably sexy.” I added with my biggest smile.

Still playing with herself
she stood and ran her hand up my leg and cupped my balls in her hand giving
them a slight squeeze. She smiled coyly, “You have no idea.” She said, her
voice smoky. I pulled her towards me as I squeezed her ass. She inserted a
finger into her pussy and with the other hand she grabbed my ear and pulled my
head down. She leaned up against the shower wall as I went to one knee.

Taking one of her legs I
put it over my shoulder and sent my lips towards her mound as my insatiable
hunger took hold. She removed her finger and spread her pussy lips, and I eased
slowly into position.

She was already wet and
ready. I decided to tease her as I let out some moans of my own, and with slow
and deliberate licking, I worked from the bottom to the top of her pussy. Over
and over, I worked a rhythm. Ever so slowly. Water rushed over my face as I
did.

Amanda’s leg started to
shudder and each time I moved over her clit she would let out a little moan.
Giving up on the tease I isolated her clit with her lips still spread and I
focused all of my attention on it.

Running my entire tongue
over her clit with a firm pressure I wrapped my lips around it, and sucked
drawing it into my mouth. I flicked my tongue sometimes softly and sometimes harder.

Continuing, I could feel
her shaking. “Oh god.” She moaned, “Oh god! Holy shit!” She continued, as she
gripped my hair aggressively. She bucked on my face, riding it without care.

Letting out an enormous
moan her legs shook violently as she orgasmed. She took hold of my head and
tried to push me away, but I held my tongue in place not moving at all. She let
my head go as she continued to spasm.

After she regained her
balance I stood, slowly running my hands up her body and she shook as I did so.
A look of hunger crossed her face. My body was responding and was hard again.

Standing up, I picked her
up and pinned her against the wall roughly. Her arms wrapped around me while
her nails dug into my back as I positioned myself, and thrust into her slowly.

She was extremely wet and
the warmth coming from within her sent thrills through my body. Sliding in and
out, I increased the pace as she bit into my neck viciously, and her moans
mixed with mine.

She bounced up and down
violently ,as my hardness pushed fully inside her. Putting her back on the
floor, she faced the handhold and grabbed onto it while bending over to present
her amazing ass.

Stepping behind her I
entered her again and thrust forcefully inside. Skin slapping skin, as we
fucked each other aggressively.

I was breathing hard and
she was letting out louder and louder moans. I grabbed her hair with my left
hand pulling her head back and held her hips with the other.

Releasing her hips, only
to slap her ass firmly with my right hand. Squeezing and then slapping again, I
continued to thrust deep into her as far as I could go.

The water was starting to
get cold so I turned it up then returned my hands to her hips. Thrusting over
and over we worked together as she pushed back onto me.

Her moans became constant
and my grunts more forceful, “Fuck me!” She called. Increasing the pace my
thighs slapping noisily against her ass, “Fuck me harder!” She yelled,
“Harder!” She called again. I released a hand and slapped her ass violently, which
left a red mark. Her cry of pleasure only increased my own as I slapped her
again.

Grasping a handful of her
hair I yanked her head back as I slapped her ass and thrust deeply into her.
“Oh my god!” She screamed.

“You are so fucking sexy,
I love fucking you.” I said gruffly. My breath coming heavy. I was nearing
climax as I thrust as deep and hard as I could into her. She worked her ass
against my pelvis until finally, “I’m cumming!” She yelled.

“Me too!” I grunted as I
slapped her ass one more time harder than ever before. I breathed heavily and
she let out an explosive moan as her entire body shook against me.

I came inside her with the
next thrust, as the rushing built through me unleashing a loud sigh as I
released into her. Pulling out of her she turned around and stood facing me
with a satisfied grin on her face which I returned.

“Not bad.” She said,
dismissively.

“Hey!” I replied, “My
performance was at least a four out of ten!” I replied smiling.

“Three. But better than
nothing.” She said with a shrug. I couldn’t help but laugh.

We finished our shower and
got dressed. Walking out of the door Rachel was in the kitchen singing to
herself. Looking up she spied us walking out of the bathroom, and let out a
laugh and a thumbs up. Amanda was in front of me so she didn’t see me grinning
like a fool and my returned thumbs up.

“Solid effort!” She called
out.

“I have no idea what
you’re talking about.” Amanda replied haughtily.

“Whatever! The people the
next block over would know what I’m talking about!” Rachel replied with a laugh.
Amanda blushed slightly, and I joined in with a laugh of my own.

Some days passed and we
found ourselves packing to head away for our adventure. For me it was
incredibly easy, as most of my belongings were already packed away, but for
Amanda it was a different story. Trying to decide on shirts and pants and
shoes. It was comical to watch.

Thinking to myself,
one
of everything is plenty for a guy
, I grinned at the display.

Amanda looked over and
caught me grinning. “What!” She said exasperated, “It’s hard okay.” She added
defensively.

“I didn’t say anything!” I
replied, my grin only strengthened. She shook her head in disgust and returned
her attention to her packing and muttered something under her breath.

At my best guess Amanda
finished packing her bags a few hours later, and came over and punched me
soundly on the arm. “Dick.” She said with a smile.

“You know it!” I responded,
with a hearty laugh.

Walking past me she left
the room and I lay back down on her bed thinking I should call Chris to let him
know how everything had ended up. Picking up my phone, I dialed and he answered
straight away.

“Hey James! How are you
bud?” He asked with a hint of concern in his voice.

“I’m doing great thanks
man! How are you?” I queried.

“Everything is good here!
Nothing really changed since you left. Hasn’t been that long though. I have to
know. How did everything turn out with Amanda?” He asked.

“Perfectly. Well, almost
perfectly. It was a bumpy ride at first because I made the stupid mistake of
calling her and telling her I was here for her…” I said, “However, it all ended
well. Remember I told you about Bob and Laurene. Bob came and whipped some
sense into me and gave me a push in the right direction.” I paused for a
moment, “Sadly though he did it on the day of Laurene’s funeral. Crazy stuff.”
I said with a sigh.

“Wow that’s heavy.” He
started, “What a good man though. Going out of his way to help you, on that day
of all days. Unbelievable. If I’m ever down in LA, I’d like to meet him and
shake his hand.” He said admiringly.

“Yeah, definitely. I want
to see him too. I tried to call him a couple of times, but didn’t get an
answer. So I sent him a quick email but he hasn’t replied yet. I’m sure he just
wants some time to himself or something. It’s a bit hard to tell. Whatever
happens, I’ll come and visit him once I’m back. From the Caribbean!” I said
with excitement filling my voice.

“Now that’s pretty
exciting. You going with Amanda I guess?” He asked.

“Yes we’re going together
to work on our relationship. Just the two of us. In person. Fingers crossed I
can keep myself together and not do something ridiculous, hey?” I said with a
laugh.

“I’m sure you’ll do
something stupid.” He added with his own laugh.

“Thanks for the vote of
confidence.” I replied, feigning hurt.

“Come now James. You have
a horrible track record!” He said bursting into laughter again. This time I
joined him.

“I’ve got some work to do
I know that. Nothing is meant to be easy though.” I said more seriously

“That’s right! Just for God’s
sake, learn from your mistakes!” He exclaimed strongly.

“Yes, Dad.” I mocked.

“Good boy.” He said with
finality.

“How’s Brad, Sam and James
doing?” I asked.

“They are good. As I said
nothing, has really changed to be honest. Any saucy updates though and I’ll be
sure to keep you posted.” He replied

“Saucy updates hey.” I
laughed, “Appreciate that mate.” I added still laughing.

“I just figured you’d want
to know that sort of thing right? Brad’s sex life for instance. He’s still
having an on and off thing with his hand I’m pretty sure.” He said seriously.

“On and off?” I asked,
mirth touching my voice.

“Yeah! He puts his hand on
his dick, and then he takes it off when he’s done.” He replied, with a
ridiculous laugh.

“You’re a dumb-ass.” I
replied, but I couldn’t help laugh, “You’ll be a good dad one day with that
type of joke.” I added wryly.

“Someone has to do it.
Usually it’s Brad, but I can be as stupid as him if I want to be!” He said
happily.

“Damn right” I replied,
“Anyway mate, just thought I would call you to let you know I’m all good.” I
said seriously.

“Thanks for that bud. It’s
good to hear you’re back on track. Have fun in the Caribbean! And don’t do
anything stupid like propose!” He said energetically, with a laugh at the end.
I burst into laughter at the thought of a proposal.

“I’ll try my best to have
fun thanks mate. As for the proposal. I think for some reason that might be a
little bit too soon! But I appreciate the warning! Talk to you soon mate and
keep out of trouble!” I replied.

“You do things at a
million miles an hour James. Someone has to try and put the brakes on for you!
If you had it your way, you’d probably be married to her with two kids and a
picket fence already!” He laughed, “Anyway get out of here and have fun.” He
added more seriously.