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“I’d like that.” She said
as she lowered herself on top of me still in her panties.

My manhood struggled
against my briefs as we ground our hips together. We teased one another
shamelessly until we couldn’t take any more. Latching each of my thumbs under
her lace underwear, I pulled them slowly over her ass, and she crawled forward
out of them.

She placed one of her
hands directly on the bulging of my briefs and squeezed. With her other hand
she dragged them off me slowly. Leaning over my stomach she planted a kiss
directly on my navel and began to kiss lower and lower until her lips were
hovering over my throbbing erection.

Taking deep breaths, I
tried to calm myself as she held my member with her hand, and her lips just out
of reach. She squeezed once again, but this time more firmly drawing a little
gasp from me. Amanda kissed the shaft of my manhood with a teasing grin and worked
her way back up to my stomach.

She continued kissing
across my chest and my neck until our lips met again, and I drew her to me
firmly. Flipping her onto her back I was on top of her, and my weight pinned
her down. I took her arms in each hand and held her in place.

Breathing on her neck I
kissed her softly again, and made my way down to her erect nipples, flicking
each with my tongue momentarily. Kissing her stomach then her thighs, I
released her arms and she groaned. My breath warmed her legs as I spread them
gently and kissed her thighs some more.

Working my way around her
thighs and stomach, Amanda quivered as the anticipation built. Looking up at
her with a grin, I latched my arms underneath each of her legs and pulled her
towards my face hungrily.

I flicked my tongue over
her pussy once, twice, and returned my attention to her legs and stomach then
back to her pussy. I enthusiastically licked, and sucked, and flicked at her
womanhood all over. “You taste so good.” I said between breaths. My reward
coming in short gasps and moans, “I love hearing you moan. It’s so fucking
sexy.” I said, as she let out a particularly loud one.

Slowing down I teased her
with kisses across her legs and stomach, and moved my hands slowly across her
thighs. “Don’t stop!” Amanda shouted at me. Forcefully she took my head in her
hands and guided me straight back to her wet mound. “Oh god! Please don’t
stop!” She shouted again, and let out a moan as her breath began to come in
short gasps.

I worked my tongue over
her clit and massaged it with my lips. Penetrating her lips with my tongue I
eased it out again only to return my attentions to her clitoris, and positioned
my finger to enter inside her. Slowly I slid it into her wetness, and her
warmth hit me.

Still working with my
tongue and lips, I used my finger inside her to rub against her upper wall
slowly. As I positioned my thumb just under her clit and massaged with both
fingers Amanda shook, as her moans increased and breaths shortened.

“James!” She cried. Still
using my tongue to accentuate the pleasure. Her moans caused me to double my
efforts while applying a constant pressure and rhythm. Her fingers tightened in
my hair, “Oh James!” She shouted, as she came to orgasm. Her body shook, as she
held my head firmly in place.

Breathing erratically, she
released her grip of my hair and collapsed backwards further onto the bed. Her
body still spasming from the ecstasy of the moment as she attempted to regain
some composure. Taking my arms she drew me up to her kissing me deeply.

Blood coursed through my
veins, and my member was harder than it had ever been before. Every touch was
doubly sensitive. My whole body was responding to the moment as my senses
heightened.

Breathing heavily she
whispered into my ear, “Please!” She said, taking hold of my shaft, and guided
it to enter her.

Not needing any further
encouragement, I slowly eased my hips forward, and the tip parted her lips as I
penetrated her slowly. She gasped and eased her legs apart, and wrapped her
arms around my neck. Looking straight into my eyes, we shared the moment
together as one.

The warmth of being inside
her was all encompassing. She was extremely wet and I quivered at the
connection. “Oh my god! That feels so good. I love being inside you.” I
whispered, as I let the feeling take hold of me entirely.

Kissing her softly, I
eased backwards with my hips drawing most of the way out of her to only return
my full length inside her.

Our movements were soon
working in tandem as we moaned together in pleasure enjoying every single
moment. “You are the most beautiful woman I have ever seen.” I whispered softly
into her ear. Just being with her, made me feel happier than I had ever felt
before.

Breathing heavily from the
act, she moaned at my words, punctuating each with every gentle thrust. Our
connection was a slow sensual rhythm to start as our hands explored the others
body entirely, stroking, squeezing, and gentle scratching. We were locked
together, entangled as one.

Continuing our rhythm, I
was starting to lose control, and my breathing came in shorter bursts. “You
feel so good!” I breathed, as a tightening started within my body. Amanda must
have known I was getting closer.

“My turn!” She said, as I
came to a stop.

Pulling out of her a spasm
ran through my body, shaking as I fully withdrew. Laying down next to her I let
out a heavy breath. “You are so fucking sexy.” I said, as I looked over at
Amanda. She sat up and positioned herself on top of me.

“You feel so good inside
me.” She replied huskily, as she eased down onto my cock. It slid inside her
and this time Amanda set the pace.

She worked her hips up and
down and leaned over me while her breasts hovered directly in my face. I
squeezed one and licked her nipple. My other hand wrapped around her hips and
squeezed her ass firmly.

Our moans becoming louder
together, we pushed at each other until my body started to tighten once more,
“I’m going to cum soon.” I breathed strongly as my control continued to lapse.

“Cum with me baby.” Amanda
said, as she flicked her head back with a moan.

Placing both hands on her
ass, I squeezed tightly and lifted her off of me giving me room to thrust into
her. Working my hips from the bottom, I thrust deeply inside her and found a
fast pace. The sounds of our lovemaking increased. Thrust after thrust we
moaned as our sex became more urgent.

Amanda wrapped her arms
around me and pulled me further into her. Breathing heavily, I let out a strong
final moan as I started to climax. Her arms still wrapped tightly around, me
not letting me withdraw.

“Cum inside me.” She
breathed into my ear. Stopping any further conversation with a deep kiss, I
could only moan as my member pushed deep inside her.

Her breathing was heavier
than ever, and every breath was joined with a sound of pleasure. I thrust deep
inside her as the most pleasurable sensation burst from within me. “You’re so amazing.”
I managed to say. A loud moan escaped my lips as a lightning bolt shot through
my spine, and my body tightened in every place.

Over and over my body
tightened and relaxed as I continued to climax. Short gasps and moans escaped
Amanda’s lips as she reached her own climax while I came inside her. “God yes!
Yes! Yes! Yes!” She screamed. Looking into her eyes the whole time we shared
the moment of ecstasy within each other’s eyes.

While I was still inside
her we embraced gently and locked lips ever so softly. Releasing our lips we
breathed together. Slowly I pulled out of her, and we lay there for a long time
together just being held by the other.

Amanda’s head rested
easily on my chest as each breath gently rocked her. My hand worked its way
through her hair slowly. “That was amazing.” I whispered into her ear.

“Yes it was.” She replied,
“Let’s do it again.” She added suddenly, looking up at me.

We kissed passionately,
and we were onto round two. Our lovemaking continued through the night for what
seemed an eternity of bliss. I had never been involved this way with someone
before, and never had such a deep connection during a sexual encounter.

To me, this was far more
than just sex. Hours later we fell asleep together, entwined, and everything
else in the world didn’t matter. I had never slept so well in my life.

Waking in the morning, I
opened one eye to see Amanda still resting against me. We had moved around in
our sleep, but I held her close to me with her back resting against my chest.
As I listened, I could hear her gentle breathing and knew she was still asleep.

Deciding to stay like that,
I thought back to last night. Our encounter had been one filled with sensual
passion, and I honestly believed I would never forget it. It was about sharing
that moment completely, which I believed we did.

I had come a long way from
when I first left home. Lots had happened in meeting new people and visiting
new places only to find out Sarah had been in an accident. Going home to make
sure she was okay, and finally making the decision to head back out into the
world.

I wouldn’t admit it to
many people but Amanda was the reason I had left home again. Perhaps it had
been love at first sight I just didn’t know. Whatever the case I was falling in
love with this beautiful girl in my arms. And I didn’t want to let her go.

Knowing I was to be
leaving soon was all the more difficult, but I had made that choice already.
Rachel lived here after all, and Amanda and I had nothing official. There was
only so much I could do.

The next step was to think
of what I would do about it. Heading back to Canada was an exciting prospect.
Brad and Chris were there and I’d have the chance to get back to the slopes to do
some more snowboarding.  But without Amanda, it wouldn’t be the same.

I wondered whether I
should talk to her about my feelings or not. I agonized over this for the next
hour or so as she stirred from her sleep. Finally, she woke with a cat like
stretch. She turned her head to see me watching her with a smile on my face.

“Good morning, beautiful.”
I said.

“Mmm.” She replied with
another stretch and a smile, “Good morning,  handsome.” She added, as she
wiggled her way further into my embrace.

“Sleep well?” I asked, as
I kissed her neck.

“The best.” She replied,
squirming a little at my kisses.

“I think I’ll go have a
shower.” I said, stretching.

As I started to remove my
arms from her, she stopped me as I was standing up. Rolling over to look at me,
her hair was disheveled, and she propped her head up in her hands and watched
me. I was still naked and I noticed her gaze tracing lines across my body.

Only a sheet covered her
legs and hips. I bent down and cupped her cheek with my hand, and kissed her
lightly on the forehead. “Enjoying the show?” I asked with a grin.

“Oh yes.” She replied with
a grin of her own, “Bring me with you to the shower.”

I gathered her up in my
arms and I did my best to dash us to the shower unnoticed. Rachel seemed to be
in the kitchen from the sounds of it. Getting through the door I made sure to
lock it this time.

Running the shower we both
got in together, and Amanda ran her hands across my chest and abs. The water
rushing over our bodies, we cleaned ourselves off while each kissing and
groping the other playfully. “You look good when you’re soaked.” She said,
running her hand up my chest and to my head brushing some hair aside.

“You should see me when
I’m dry.” I said with a quizzical look, but laughed as I pinched her ass in the
process.

Laughing, she
slapped my ass playfully in return and climbed out of the shower. I turned the
shower off and followed her out. Drying ourselves off, I wrapped my towel
around my waist, gave Amanda a quick kiss, and walked to my room for a change
of clothes.

Now changed, I made my way
back to Amanda’s room and gathered my clothing that was strewn across her floor
from last night. She was getting dressed and I paused to watch the process.
Once dressed she crossed the floor to me, “This is kind of hard to say.” She
started, as she touched my arm. “But I think I’m falling for you.” She said, as
she looked down at her hand.

Placing my hand under her
chin I softly guided her gaze to my own with my warmest smile on my face. “I’ve
already fallen for you.” I said easily, as I took her other hand, “I’m honestly
not sure what to do about it.” I added, holding her hand in mine I gave it a
squeeze.

“Why did this all have to
happen now?” She said with a look of confusion, and upset across her face.

“Nothing worthwhile ever
comes easy.” I said quietly, still holding her chin in my hand.

“Don’t leave just yet.
Stay with me for a couple more days, at least?” She asked, as her concern
slowly melted from her face.

“I’d love to.” I said, “I
just can’t stay for too long. It doesn’t feel right. I hope you understand.” I
added.

“I understand. It doesn’t
mean I have to like it.” She replied, grabbing hold of me. Holding on tightly,
she buried her face into my chest and she said something I couldn’t quite make
out.