Authors: Chris Jordan
years—or months, at least. Fern, who loved being the play-
ground hero, swooping in like the wonderful wicked witch,
saying she’ll poo on them if they don’t shut their dirty
mouths, and from then on it’s her secret sister name for me.
A name that says we’re in this together, blood of my blood,
best friends forever.
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Thank God for Fern. Having her on my side makes an im-
possible situation just a little bit easier to take.
Randall Shane returns from the counter disappointed. No
Lincoln Town Cars available. “I settled for a Crown Vic,” he
says, handing me the paperwork. “You drive.”
On the short bus ride to the car lot he explains that he’s
into his twenty-seventh hour without sleep and doesn’t trust
himself behind the wheel.
“Are you sure you’re okay with the rest of it?” I want to
know. “Can you do this?”
“I’m fine,” he insists. “Never felt better. The twenty-four-
hour rule is my own personal thing. Like not driving if you
have a glass of wine.”
“Lots of people drive with a glass of wine. I have, if it’s
only one with dinner.”
“Not me. Never,” he says, very firmly.
End of discussion, obviously. Mr. Shane has his rules and
sticks to ’em, thank you, ma’am. What’s with him, anyhow?
The so-called sleep disorder—did he have an accident, fall
asleep at the wheel, is that what this is about? At some point
I do want to know, but it’s not important enough to pursue, not
at the moment. Certainly not worth surrendering my secrets.
Ancient history. There are bigger priorities.
Waiting in the Hertz lot is a big, dark green Ford sedan
with tinted windows. To me it looks suspiciously like a cop
car. Shane says that’s no surprise, lots of law enforcement
agencies use the Crown Victoria, including the FBI.
“You’re thinking of the P71 Police Interceptor model.
This is the rental version,” he says, sliding into the passen-
ger seat. “Less power, smoother ride. Also shotgun, police
radio, or on-board computer. Otherwise pretty much the same
vehicle.”
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“Feels like a boat,” I point out.
“Drives like one, too,” he says.
“Where are we headed, exactly?”
Shane unfolds the Hertz map. “I want to find that cell
tower,” he says. “We’ll go from there.”
3. Darkness My Old Friend
The mosquito is driving her insane.
Kelly knows she should conserve the battery in the lan-
tern—her only source of light—but for the past twenty min-
utes a mosquito has been sucking her blood like a winged
vampire. She’s decided she can take the confinement, the
hunger, the worrying about what has happened to Seth, the
toilet-in-a-bucket, but the goddamn mosquito makes her want
to run into a wall, knock herself out.
Crazy thought. How can she find a way to escape if she’s
unconscious?
Zzz-zzz-zzz, dive-bombing her ear. Stupid bug!
Kelly clicks on the feeble light. Catches a glimpse of some-
thing zipping around her face, then loses it. She crawls to a
corner, hoping the bug will stay around the light, leave her
alone.
The strategy works for less than a minute. Zzz-zzz-zzz.
With her back braced to the corner, swatting air, she makes
a terrible discovery: there’s way more than one mosquito.
There are dozens, attacking in turn, and more are streaming
in through the narrow air vent.
There will be no end to the biting, the buzzing, the swarm-
ing dots of madness. Sobbing frantically, she slaps at her ears,
hair, neck.
Kelly remembers a kid in the hospital having a seizure, how
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scary it was to observe, and this is like that—uncontrollable,
involuntary. Her limbs kicking out, her brain throwing sparks
instead of thinking. And she hates it, not being in charge of
her body.
As she continues to slap herself, the hate part gradually
overcomes the fear. She concentrates on hating what’s been
done to her. A hatred as white and hot as a knife to the brain.
How dare they? Not that she has a clear idea of who
they
are.
The mission was to deliver his father’s company plane to a
location in Florida—a fabulous flight in a dream aircraft, with
Kelly flying hands-on most of the way. Supposedly a favor to
some business associate. Deliver the King Air, then return on
a commercial flight, they’d both be home the same day, no big
deal. But when she and Seth exited the aircraft, three men were
waiting on the packed gravel runway. Dark, dangerous men—
one of them darker and more dangerous than the others. Glossy
black hair in a bowl cut—he’s the one who shot her, drugged
her. Wait. Does she have that right, was she really drugged?
Did he shoot her with some sort of dart or is that something
from a bad dream, the nightmare of waking up in the dark?
Hard to sort out that jumble of images, decide what’s real,
what’s imagined. Similar to how her memory got scrambled
when they gave her anesthesia in the hospital. You come out
of a black hole, can’t quite put it all together. Dazed and
confused for sure.
Gradually Kelly settles. Takes control of her breathing,
stops slapping at herself. Let the bastards bite, she’s got more
important things to do.
Figure it out, Kel. Or, like her mom is always saying, use
your noodle.
First thing, she turns off the lamp.
Darkness my old friend.
Something from a song her grand-
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mother used to play. An actual turntable album, probably still
there with the stuff in the attic Mom can’t bring herself to throw
out, although the turntable itself is long gone. Kind of a
spooky-pretty song, high boy voices, and when Kelly had to
go back into the hospital, face it all over again, the words reso-
nated.
Hello darkness my old friend, I’ve come to speak to you
again.
Made sense to her then, and it makes sense now: the
darkness really can be her friend, if she can find a way to use
it. She can’t break through the steel walls or fit through the ven-
tilation slot. She has no knife, no gun, no secret karate moves.
There’s only one way to escape: she has to think herself out.
Her weapon is her brain. Her brain and the dark.
4. Small Alligators
The road runs straight and true, a sliver of hot black tar
straight into the middle of nowhere. This is my first experience
driving in South Florida—with my mom we took shuttles and
courtesy vans—but I seem to be doing okay. With Shane navi-
gating, I manage to connect with a street south of the airport and
follow it west until the endless stoplights gradually diminish and
the flat, urban sprawl gives way to a sea of grass that stretches
all the way to the horizon. Nothing but sunburnt grass, and low
mangroves, and silvery glints of water under a bleached-out sky.
We’ve gone from the twenty-first century to some ancient,
empty wilderness in less than forty minutes.
“This is the Everglades?” I want to know.
“The edge of it,” he says, consulting the map. “Pull over
at the next rest stop.”
It’s not so much a rest stop as a narrow strip of baked earth.
When I shove open the heavy door and step out, the sudden
blast of heat takes my breath away. Shane is already peering
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off into the great flat distance, using a rock-steady hand to
shade his eyes.
“There,” he says, pointing.
Half a mile away, on a little man-made island in the grass-
lands, a sky-blue tower juts up like a rude finger.
“Got it,” I say, squinting into the brightness. “But what
good does it do us?”
Can’t say I ever before actually noticed a cell tower. Why
would I? Normally all I care is if the phone works, not the
technical aspects. But here we are, in the middle of the soggy
forever, staring up at this huge thing that bristles with what
Shane says are microwave transponders.
“Cell phone transmission is basically line of sight,” he
explains. “What you carry in your purse is a small radio
transmitter with a range of only a few miles. The nearest
tower picks up your transmission, beams it to a base station,
where the call is shunted into the normal phone lines we all
know and love. Think of it as a much bigger way of doing
what your cordless phone at home does, providing radio con-
nection between the bases. Pretty simple, really.”
Yeah, sure, pretty simple if you happen to be a techno-
freak. Some of us have never figured out how electricity
comes out of those little receptacles in the wall, let alone how
cell phones, or TVs or radios work. Mostly because we don’t
really care how stuff works, just so long as the toaster oven
gets all hot when you push the button.
I’m thinking about heat and toasters and ovens because it
feels like we’re being baked alive. When the big trucks roar
by, the gusts of wind hit like a hot slap in the face. I’m going
to need a hat or a visor, and most of all a pair of big, wrap-
around sunglasses—or maybe one of those welder’s masks,
to shield me from the brutal sun.
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Shane smiles, showing his teeth. Looks like a handsome
shark, pleased to be out of water. “The most recent calls
from your daughter’s cell phone were made in line of sight
from here, via that tower. Figure the height of the tower, that
means a radius of up to ten miles.”
“Yeah, I get it. But if someone else is using her phone, then
she isn’t necessarily within the same area, right? Plus there’s
nothing out here. Maybe the kidnappers were driving along
this road when they made the call. Maybe they’re a hundred
miles from here by now. Or a thousand, if they stole the
flyboy’s airplane.”
Shane nods, still shielding his pale eyes. “Agreed, lots of
maybes. But we have to start somewhere. I wanted to get a
physical look at the area before I start working from maps
and aerial photographs.”
The heat is curdling my brain, making me cranky. “Okay,
you had a look,” I say. “What do you see but a whole lot of
nowhere?”
He seems to take the question seriously, has another slow
scan around the area. “I see hundreds of birds. Mostly cattle
egret—those are the little guys—but some heron and ibis and
at least one osprey. I see miles and miles of waterway that
would be navigable in a flat-bottomed boat, or even better by
an airboat. I see a man in a straw hat fishing with a cane pole.
I see a small alligator.”
“What!” I do a little involuntary dance step, as if some-
thing is nipping at my heels.
“On the canal bank,” he says gently. “Over there.”
Blame it on the blinding light, but I really hadn’t noticed
much of anything but the sky and the grass. Shane is right,
of course. The little white splotches are birds, I can see that
now. A lot of birds, some of them circling high overhead,
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which probably means the place is teeming with life, right?
Nor had I noticed the canal that runs along the road, because
it looks more like a wide irrigation ditch, and who pays at-
tention to ditches? Most shocking, there really is a small al-
ligator—maybe three feet long—on the opposite bank, as
motionless as a moldy log. Never saw it. And the old man
with the really long fishing pole, how did I miss him? Or the
rusty old pickup that must have brought him here? If I didn’t
notice a man and a truck and an alligator all out in the open,
what else haven’t I noticed? Did I expect to find my missing
daughter waving her arms, shouting “Over here, Mom!”?
“This whole area, it was a major drug smuggling destina-
tion some years back,” Shane explains. “You can’t see it
from the road, but within a few miles of here there are remote
airfields, old storage buildings, trailers, bunkers, you name
it. Lots of secret places to run a criminal enterprise, hide an
abductee, whatever.”
Lots of places, I’m thinking, to bury a body.
“Those birds up there,” I say, pointing. “The ones way up
high. Are those vultures?”
“Buzzards.”
“What’s the difference?”
“Not sure. Vultures are bigger.”
“But they both eat dead things, right? Dead things out in
the swamp?”
Shane nods to himself. “I think we’re done here,” he says
gently.
5. Pretty Little Thang
The only thing Roy Whittle likes about the Glade City Hunt
Club is the stuffed wolverine perched atop the old wooden
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phone booth in the lobby. The nasty beast, big as a dog, is in
full weasel snarl, teeth bared, glass eyes flat with a hatred of
all creatures not itself. In the wild, a fifty-pound wolverine
in a bad mood can take down a moose, fueled by sheer
tenacity and scalpel-sharp claws. As a kid Roy used to