Shattered Hart (8 page)

I harrumph like an old man, even though I’m proud of her for being such a follow through type of girl. 
Making
our
way around the corner of the house to where her car
is parked
, we say our
goodbyes.  Standing on her tip toes Brooke gives me a hug, enveloping me in her arms and her scent.  When she stretches further up to kiss my cheek I
can’t
help myself.  I turn my face so that her lips will graze mine.

I meant
for it
just
to
be
one m
oment, but I’m weak
,
and
I wanted
to taste her
, just once
. 
Before I
fully
realize
that
I’m
going to do it, my tongue i
s tracing the bottom of her lip.
When
she gasps, I use
the opening and slid
e
my tongue in to her mouth.
  My heart pounds in my chest as
I move
us so that her back i
s against her car.

Not surprisingly
,
she tastes
like heaven
. 
My fantasies didn’t come near to doing her justice
and they didn’t factor in that she’d have such skill
. 
The
taste of her
is electric
, the slip and slide of her tongue against mine a major turn on.  It’s as if her mouth was designed specifically to drive me wild
.  The feeling of her rubbing against me is making me crazy, so crazy that when she widens her stance and wraps a leg around me, I grab her ass and lift her up so that she can wrap the other around too.

I’m like an animal, just barely containing myself from rutting her like a wild stallion.  I thrust up against her again and again as I seek relief. 
It feels like
I’ve won the lottery
.
She
’
s
even more perfect than I always knew she would be. 

Pulli
ng her lips from
mine, she
moans,
“Damien, help me.
  I feel out of control.”

This is heaven and hell, all wrapped in one beautiful package writhing against my cock.
It
’
s time to end this
…
before I do something she
’
ll regret.
  I’m trying to muster up the strength to put her down when she
rub
s
up against
my erection again
and moans
.

My heart thunders in my chest as I struggle not to explode
.  I
can’t
help
myself
,
I
have
to feel her.  I’m making and breaking promises to myself all over the place
,
but
I’m too far gone to do anything about it.

Unsnapping
her shorts
with shaking hands, I
pull her
zipper down
and
then slide my
fingers in
to her panties. Christ
she’s
on fire, her pussy dripping all over my fingers.  What I
would
n’
t
give to sink to my kn
ees and bury my face in her
, letting h
er ride my tongue as I drank
her arousal.

Laying
my
forehead
on hers
,
I say,
“Fuck Brooke.
 
You’re
soaked swe
etheart. 
So
fucking
wet and
hot
.”

Sliding my fingers over her
,
I rub
some
of the cream that is all but falling out of her tiny cunt onto her clit.  Doesn’t it just fucking figure that she’s perfect?  Her he
at all but burns me as
my
tongue
invades her mouth
in a rhythm that mimics the speed of my fingers.

Rubbing against me, she
let
s
out a muffled cry. 
My prick is about to explode in my pants, just from this.  I could bend her over the hood, pull her shorts down and be balls deep inside of her in less than a minute.  Fuck! I want to be inside her hot pussy so badly, it’s making me nuts. 

My fingers glide easily all over her soaking slit
,
and
I rub her
arousal over her clit faster and
faster.  “Let yourself go honey.
Cum all over my fingers.”

Sh
e cums beautifully, better than my best fantasy of how she
might
. She moans
in to my mouth while I rub circles all over her clit as she continues to cum. 
My cock wants to be where my fingers are so
bad
that it feels as though
I’m losing my mind.
I’m
terrifyingly close to pulling my cock out and taking her when the outside lights go off
,
and
I snap back in to reality.

Pulling my
hand
out of
her
shorts
, I
zipper and button them
.  Putting
my
hands under
her
thighs,
I look at her. 
She
i
s
flush
with pleasure, the dreamiest look on her face.  Fuck, I ache for her. 

Instead of telling her that I say,
  “You have to put your feet back down on the ground Brooke.”

Even in my relief that
she’s
doing as I asked, I hate the loss of contact. 
Leaning forward
,
I lay my
forehead against
hers
for a moment before pulling back.
  “I’m so sorry Brooke.  That
wasn’t
right.  Christ, I almost took
you
up against the car like an animal in full view of my brother’s house.  He could have looked out at any time.”

Brooke looks offended
,
and
she shakes her head at me
before giving me a smack
. 
“Stop that Damien.  I was right there with you.  Until you pulled back, I would have let you take me in front of a crowd of people.  I wanted this.  I
want
this.  So don’t blame yourself.  I was doing it too.”

I push back from her in horror.  What the hell
have
I done?

“Jesus Brooke, you deserve a hell of a lot more than being fucked up against a car like an animal.  I shouldn’t have touched you, and I’m sorry I did.  I hope this doesn’t affect our friendship, but you need to forget tonight ever happened.  I’m going to.”

The lie
s
burn
my throat like acid
.
  I’m not sorry that I touched her.  I’m not sorry that now I know what she tastes like. 
I’ll never forget this. 
I would
n’
t want to
forget it either
.
  Broo
ke is where I want to be
. 

For all that,
I
can
’
t
change the facts. 
Brooke d
eserves better than the likes of me, even on my best day.
The right thing to do is
let her find someone that
is worthy of
her.

It breaks something in me to see her so upset, but I silently cheer her on when she faces me head on, even though she
can’t
seem to
really
look at me.

“If that’s how you feel, than you’re right, this was a mistake.  It’s late, and I’ve got to go.  Don’t worry, we’ll be fine.  I’ll see you later this week. Goodnight.”

Before
I
even have a chance to respond
she
i
s
in her car. 
Within seconds
,
she’s
off like a shot
and
her tires screeching as she peels out of the driveway.

I’m filled with dread as I hear her continue down the street without slowing down.  If something happens to Brooke, I
do
n’
t
know how I’d face myself in the mirror ever again, much less how I’d survive.

I haul ass to my car and slide in to the driver’s seat, gunning the engine as I floor it out of Dante’s driveway.  She needs to slow down.
 

I’m easily going
seven
ty as I try to catch up with her, but
she
’
s
too far ahead of me.
 
On
the freeway
it
’
s easier to keep up with her
because it
’
s a straight shot, but my blood runs cold when I look at my odometer.
I’m doing almost ninety
,
and
I’m just barely keeping up with her. 

This is reckless and crazy and so unlike her. 
Hitting my dash display
,
I press the entry for Brooke’s cell.
  I’
m almost insane with worry as I hear her say,
“Hello?”

I
can
’
t
control myself and I yell,
“Goddammit Brooke.  Slow the fuck down, now!”

“Damien, just because I peeled out of the driveway
doesn’t
mean I’m driving like Mario Andretti.  I’m
OK
, so
you
can stop worrying.  Bye.”

Brooke fucking hung up on me!
  She
goddamn
hung up
,
and
now
she’
s
going even faster.  Hitting the dash with shaking hands, I call her again.

“Hello?”

“I’m not kidding Brooke.  Slow that fucking car down. 
Do
you
need your sister to lose you in
a car accident?
 
Hasn’t
she lost enough?”

Referen
cing Sabrina works immediately,
and I breathe a sigh of relief as her speed starts
backing down and I’m able to pull alongside of her.  I watch as she looks to her in her rearview and then to her right before she turns to me.

“Seriously Damien,
you
don’t
have to follow me.  I’ve slowed down. 
You
can go on home now.”

This is my biggest fear come to life.  I’ve hurt her
,
and
now
she’s
going to hate me.  
“Damn
you
Brooke. 
Don’t
be like this. 
Don’t
shut me out
sweetheart
.
Please.
I just want to make sure
you’re
okay.”

Her
frustrated
sigh leaves me sick inside
. 

“I’m
fine
Damien.  I’ll drive carefully, and I’ll see
you
on Thursday.  Thanks for talking sense in to me.  I’ll talk to
you
later.”

I follow
the
rest of the way
to her house anyway, needing
to make sure she got home alright. 

Once
Brooke is
safely home
,
I head to my house, relieved that at least I know she
i
s okay.
  Thankfully it
does
n’
t
take long for me to get home.  I’m hard as a rock
,
and
I need to cum before my cock explodes.

Slamming the front door and then locking it, I make my way in to my bedroom and quickly shuck my clothes before falling back on my bed. 
My cock is rigid,
standing at full attention with a bead of pre-cum right at the tip.
  I groan in
relief
as I fist my cock and start working my hand up and down.