Sex and Crime: Oliver's Strange Journey (55 page)

"I don't know," I said. "I'd probably get
really jealous if I watched you have sex with someone else. I'd
feel really left out."

"After I fuck her, you can fuck me,"
Veronica said. "Or you can fuck her if you want to."

"You'd be ok with me having sex with Anita?"
I asked.

"Yeah, as long as I get to fuck her too,"
she laughed. "I had sex with Anita two weeks ago, before you got
back to Fort Myers. It was amazing. We fucked for like 2 hours.
You're gonna like fucking her."

Two hours? She had probably been rolling on
ecstasy or something, I figured.

Then Veronica pulled a bag out of her
closet, and poured out the contents onto the bed next to me. It was
at least half a dozen large dildos and vibrators.

"What the hell?! Where did you get all
these?" I asked. I regretted that question as soon as it came out
of my mouth. I really didn't want to hear that Urban or some other
guy bought them, because he liked to fuck her with these sex toys.
I couldn't handle that thought. And I didn't want to hear about her
fucking some other girl with a dildo.

"They're my mom's," Veronica replied with a
giggle.

"WHAT?!? Why do you have your mom's
dildos?!?" I asked. After everything I had heard about Veronica's
and Rachel's sick mother-daughter relationship, I honestly expected
her to tell me that she and her mother had played with the dildos
together while having sex with each other, or some guy. I wouldn't
put it past them that maybe they had a threesome together with a
dope boy or something.

"My mom stayed with me for a few days," she
explained, while closely examining each one of the dildos, sliding
her hand along the shaft, and checking the batteries. They were all
dead. I guess having sex for two hours with Anita will do that.

Veronica explained that Rachel had been
cheating on Veronica's stepdad with her new boyfriend, Ted, an
engineer from Toronto, Canada. That's why Rachel needed the dildos,
while she was staying at Veronica's apartment. And now she and her
mom were sharing the dildos. Lovely. No wonder Veronica was so
screwed up in the head.

"If you like watching me fuck Anita, the
three of us could have sex together all the time," Veronica
suggested. "Or maybe we could even be in a threeway relationship
together. That way I get to fuck a girl whenever I feel like it,
and you get to fuck both of us."

That was not my idea of a relationship. I
didn't want to share Veronica with anyone. I didn't want it to be
ok for us to sleep with other people. I knew it would just lead to
problems and heartache. Sometimes I really wished I could not care.
Life would be so much simpler.

But the more Veronica talked about us having
a threesome with Anita, the more tempting the idea became. Finally
she persuaded me. I was going to give it a try at least once. Hey,
how bad could it be to have sex with two beautiful girls? And if it
would make Veronica happy...

I started to get excited about the idea. I
couldn't wait to try it. Now I was actually looking forward to
having sex with Veronica and Anita. And then Veronica passed out.
She hadn't slept in a few days, and NOW she was gonna go to sleep?
What the fuck?!

I couldn't sleep. I went in the living room
to watch some TV. Anita was sitting on the couch. We ended up
talking for hours. She was really nice. Then she took a shower and
walked around naked in front of me, like it was no big deal, while
we continued talking.

I pretended not to notice how pretty she
looked naked. Eventually I asked her if Veronica had mentioned
anything about a threesome, or a threeway relationship. Anita said
yes, they had talked about it last night. I asked her how she felt
about it. She said: "I think you're really cool, and yeah, I'd like
to date you. And if Veronica is ok with it, hey, let's all be one
big happy family!"

We both smiled. I mentioned that Veronica
told me that they had sex two weeks ago. Anita replied: "Two weeks
ago? No, we had sex last night, when you went home to get some
sleep."

What the FUCK?!? Veronica had lied to me and
cheated on me again. This shit with her was just never gonna stop.
I just couldn't trust anything she said. Anita could tell I was
upset, and said she was sorry. "But once you and I had sex too,
you'll feel better," she said. "You wanna try to wake up Veronica,
so you can fuck both of us?"

I figured if we try to wake Veronica now,
who knows if she'll be in the mood to have sex, or if she's just
gonna want to smoke crack for hours again, and then we'd have to
wait forever.

"Nah, let's do it without her," I said. I
really wanted to have sex with Anita now. While she had been
walking around naked in front of me, combing her hair and
pretending not to be able to find anything to wear, all I could
think about was what it would feel like to be inside of her. I
didn't care if Veronica would be mad about it, because she did
whatever the hell she wanted, and she didn't care at all if I would
be upset about it. It was obvious that my feelings never made one
bit of difference in Veronica's decision making process.

That night I found out that Anita used to be
a gymnast. She did all sorts of acrobatics while we had sex. She
did a legitimate split on my dick. Then she rode me while facing
me, and then she rotated on my dick until she faced the opposite
way and she let me watch her ass while she was twerking with my
dick inside of her.

When I got on top of her, she pulled her
legs all the way back, until her knees were next to her ears, and
her feet were behind her head. Her wet lips glistened, and her
pussy looked so plump and juicy from this angle. I loved it. She
could tell that I couldn't hold it in anymore, and said: "Don't
pull out, baby. I wanna feel you cum in my pussy."

Yeah, I could definitely get used to that.
When Veronica woke up the next morning, she asked me what I did
last night, while she was sleeping. I told her Anita and I had been
talking all night.Veronica gave me a suspicious look, but I didn't
tell her yet that Anita and I had sex.

The next day, this girl Nina came over. I
knew from Veronica's Facebook page, that she had been cheating on
Jasmine with Nina. I really didn't want her here, because I didn't
want Veronica to tell me she wanted to go in the bedroom with Nina
and have sex with her. I would have flipped out. Nina brought her
friend Dallas along. He was a young skinny gay guy. And this girl
Miriam tagged along with them as well. Miriam was one of Veronica's
ex-girlfriends.

We all sat on Veronica's bed and talked,
while they smoked crack. The only one missing was Anita. Apparently
she wasn't invited to our little slumber party. She was alone in
the other bedroom.

Veronica was high as fuck, and she started
kissing Miriam right in front of me. It really bothered me, but I
didn't say anything.

Later everyone went on the porch for a
cigarette break. Veronica told me she needed to talk to me alone in
the bedroom. We locked the door. I asked her what was up. She said:
"Nothing. I just wanted to have a little time alone with you.
You've been so patient while we all smoked crack. I just wanted to
make love to you."

When the others were done smoking, they
tried to come back in the bedroom, but the door was locked. I was
on top of Veronica, about to cum, and she yelled at them through
the door to give us a minute and to wait in the living room.

After we finished, Veronica told me that
she'd like to be in a threeway relationship with me and Miriam.
"You'll like fucking her," she said.

"What about Anita?" I asked.

"Forget about Anita. You'll like Miriam
better," she replied.

You'd think I would have been used to this
crazy shit by now, but I wasn't. When we walked out of the bedroom,
I was still out of breath, and I felt self-conscious, because I
felt like the others were all staring at Veronica and me, because
they knew we just had sex. And they probably did, but nobody said
anything.

Veronica, Miriam and Nina went back out on
the porch and talked. As it turned out, Veronica had been talking
to this guy Warren, a black dope boy and pimp, who was looking for
some hookers he could send on calls. The three of them had
obviously been discussing this stuff the whole time behind my
back.

Now Miriam had to get ready to go on her
first call. Warren was about to be here, to pick her up. For some
reason Veronica was fixing her make-up, too.

"What are you doing?" I asked.

"Miriam is going on a date. But she's never
done that sort of thing, so I'll go with her," she replied.

"Bullshit! You're not going anywhere with
Miriam to fuck some guy. What the hell is wrong with you?" I
replied angrily.

"I'm not gonna let her go alone. I'll just
sit in the living room while she fucks him in the bedroom,"
Veronica said.

Yeah, right. I didn't believe a word she
said. I knew she was going to go on a "double" with Miriam and go
fuck someone, and use the opportunity to have sex with Miriam.

"You know what? Fuck this shit! I am so done
with you. Go do whatever the fuck you want, you piece of shit! I'm
outta here," I scoffed.

Obviously she didn't just ask me into the
bedroom earlier to make a baby, but because she figured it would
shut me up, and I wouldn't say anything if she was going to go off
with Miriam now.

When she realized her plan didn't work, she
frantically begged me not to leave: "Please don't go! PLEASE!
PLEASE DON'T GO!!!"

She was screaming at me with tears in her
eyes. She didn't care how this looked in front of the others. For
just a minute, she was unguarded, and let her true self shine
through. She really did care about me. She was a totally selfish,
inconsiderate, manipulative, fucked-up-in-the-head person, but she
really did have feelings for me, and she really didn't want me to
leave her. And for that short moment, I felt closer to her than I
had ever felt.

She told Nina to go instead.

Over the next few days, Veronica and I had
sex every day, and argued every day, because she kept acting like a
psycho on all that crack she was smoking.

Anita hated Miriam, because she knew she had
been replaced, and she was no longer going to be part of our happy
little threesome family. She started to dislike Veronica more and
more as well, and whenever Veronica wasn't looking, Anita would be
affectionate towards me, give me a kiss or hug me.

At one point Veronica claimed her mother was
going to come pick her up, and that I couldn't be there for that,
for some strange reason. She told me I would have to leave, and
come back at 10 pm, after her mother dropped her off again.

When I got back at 10:30 pm, Veronica still
wasn't home, despite her 10 pm curfew. I asked Anita if Veronica
was really at her mother's house in Naples. Anita said "Uh, yeah,"
but she didn't sound very convincing. I told her I was so tired of
not being able to trust Veronica at all, for even a second.

Anita replied: "You know how Veronica is.
She's never going to change. Why do you put up with it? Why are you
wasting your time with her? I'm looking for a good man like you. I
want to settle down and start a family."

I had lost count how many times one of
Veronica's so-called friends had tried to make a move on me by now.
But Anita was right. Ever since I had known Veronica, all she had
ever done was lie to me and make me miserable. Even in the very
beginning, when her leg hurt and she told me I was the only one she
wanted to have sex with, and then someone else's cum slowly dripped
out of her pussy.

Even after she had lost me for a few months,
and then begged me in tears not to leave her again a few nights
ago, she was still cheating on me now.

"Let's have sex," I told Anita. We went in
her bedroom, and she sucked my dick for a while, before I got on
top of her. It was after midnight by now. Veronica still wasn't
home, but I was kinda hoping she'd walk in on us. The thought
actually turned me on.

But she didn't come home in time. Anita and
I didn't get caught in the act. It was past 1 am, when Veronica
finally got home. She was so high, she couldn't even stand up
straight or talk. She obviously had not been with her mother. She
probably fucked that dope boy Urban and he gave her a bunch of
drugs for it. I asked her where she was. She acted all snooty and
said she didn't owe me any explanation. I got pissed, so I went
home.

The next day she called me and asked me to
come back. I got there around noon. A couple of different people
were there, smoking crack. Some of them left eventually, but a
short latin girl stayed. She had just been released from jail and
had nowhere else to go.

Veronica told me that Kathleen used to have
this sugar daddy Tim before she went to jail, and that Tim was
still coming to the house. She claimed he was fucking Anita, and
that when he showed up unexpectedly at the door this morning,
Veronica didn't let him in and told him to leave, because Anita
wasn't home.

Coincidentally, Veronica suddenly had a
bunch of new clothes from Victoria's Secret, and she had money and
drugs. Hmmm.