Second Chances (16 page)

Grace and Lily came home around
seven forty-five to find
Zoey
and I on the couch
snuggled up watching ‘Dear John’. My girl loved chick flicks and I suffered
through them because I love her.

When it was time for me to leave
she walked me out on the front porch closing the door behind her. She turned to
me and we kissed then she wrapped her arms around me and I did the same. I held
her for a few minutes she felt so small against me. She took in a deep breath,
“I’m getting more comfortable with the thought of sex between us Luke. I know
it’s going to happen I just want to play for a while if that’s okay? It is all
new to me and
I
…” I pulled back to look down at her,
“Baby this isn’t a race. I don’t want you to feel rushed in any way. I love you
and spending time with you is amazing. Our relationship isn’t based on sex
Zoey
and that is something completely new to me. It is not
just sex
Zoey
it will never be just sex with you I
promise you that. I don’t care if it takes six months or a year. Whatever…we go
at your pace okay.”

She kissed me again lingering her
lips on mine, “I love you deeply Luke.” She can make my heart race so easily,
“I love you too Baby so much.” After a few more kisses I finally drove home. I
couldn’t believe how deep I was with
Zoey
. She
completely consumed me and I loved every single minute of it.

*
Zoey
*

I knew I wanted to take it to the
next level with Luke and the step we had taken tonight was just perfect for me.
Yeah it was a completely new experience but I didn’t regret a moment of it
especially after seeing the look of being satisfied on his face when we were
finished. I was moving slowly even though I honestly just wanted to rip our
clothes off and just attack him.

I set the reminder in my phone
for daily alerts I was starting my first pill tonight and I wanted to make sure
I took it every day.

Monday morning came way too soon
and I wasn’t ready for school. At least I no longer have to dread first period
Ashley and I can now actually tolerate being in the same room together. We are
far from best friends but at least we can say hello and smile. I hated that I
only seen Luke once and now I had limited time with him during the school week.
I was on my way to homeroom and my phone vibrated in my pocket.

Luke: ‘Friday night my parents
are leaving for a weekend getaway thought about having some people over. Will
you spend the night with me?”

He quickly sent another text
before I could respond to the first one.

Luke: “Please!
J
”

I smiled.

Me: “Are you hoping to get lucky
Luke?”

Luke: “I am always lucky when I
am with you.”

Me: “You’re so cheesy! I think
all the chick flick romance movies are getting under your skin”

Luke: “I thought you liked
romance…So is that a yes or a no?”

Me: “It’s a yes to spending the
night and maybe that you’ll get lucky”

Luke:  “I don’t expect to
get lucky baby...I love you. See
ya
tonight I am
going to stop by but late”

Me: “Good because I miss you like
crazy”

Luke: “Miss you too”

In Homeroom I actually squealed to
Sophia about Luke and me. She looked like she was going to pass out. “Wow Zoe
you probably almost gave him a heart attack I mean you guys have a kissing only
rule and then he shows up one night and the next thing you
know…
you
perform your first blow job. I bet he was in shock.” We both laughed and walked
to our next class. The rest of the day flew by and I was looking forward to
seeing Luke he always brightened my day even if it ended up being only fifteen
minutes one hug or kiss and I felt alive.

I was sitting at the dinner table
when my phone started vibrating on the counter. I figured it was Luke telling
me he was on the way. It was from Luke…but I felt disappointed when I read his
text.

Luke: “Can’t make it sorry
practice running late. Coach pissed about last game”

Me: “Damn…”

I decided to head to bed early
and maybe read a little to distract my mind from missing Luke I fell asleep
before I could read a page. Tuesday and Wednesday went pretty quickly and I was
starting to get really bummed because Luke’s coach wasn’t letting up with
practices so that meant that I wasn’t seeing him and it was putting me into a
nasty mood. Thursday came and my mom told me she took the late shift at work
and would be staying at the hospital later than usual which meant I needed to
watch Lily. I was a cranky bitch all day at school until I walked out and saw
Luke leaning against his car. He smiled and I walked straight to him dropping
my bag to the ground by his feet. “Don’t stay away from me that long again. I’m
Serious it puts me in a really bad mood.” He hugged me to him. It was exactly
where I needed to be. He wasn’t able to stay long he had to get back to
practice but the fact that he came all this way for ten minutes made my day. He
was a little disappointed about tomorrow night but I told him I would get there
as soon as I could once my mom got home.

It was Eight thirty and I had
gotten Lily in bed I was just getting ready to lay down myself when Luke Text
me…

Luke: “Can I come in?”

Me: “Are you really here?”

Luke: “Yes”

Me: “I’ll be right down”

I opened the door to Luke holding
a rose for me. I gave him a kiss and told him to come in. My mom was working
until eleven. He walked in and went straight to the refrigerator for water. He
was still wearing his practice clothes and I felt bad because I knew he came
straight here after practice to pacify me because I complained to him today.
“Luke you can jump in the shower if you want. You still have the clothes you
left here when you stayed after I came home from the hospital.” He looked
around, “Will it be okay with your mom?” I grabbed his hand dragging him up the
stairs, “She’s at work until eleven.”

After he finished his shower I
watched him as he walked out wearing just his sweats carrying his shirt. He
brushed his hand through his hair and started to pull his shirt on over his
head. I walked up behind him and ran my hands around his waist placing them
onto his stomach leaving a trail of kisses on his shoulder and back. He stopped
and turned around to face me leaning back onto my dresser. I let my hands now
rest on his chest. I hadn’t looked up into his face yet. I leaned forward
kissing his chest once than twice finding my way to his neck and then his jaw.
I could hear his breathing increase which only caused excitement in me. He
placed his finger under my chin lifting up to bring his mouth to mine. He
slowly kissed me just lightly sucking on my lip pulling back to look at me then
kissing me again. His hand was in my hair and the other on my lower back. It
was unbelievable what he could do to me with just a kiss. He was just so sexy
about it and erotic. I could get lost in him so easily. Our kisses increased
with intensity and he traced his tongue along my lower lip immediately I
responded allowing him full access to my mouth. He continued to look down into
my eyes between kisses. I felt so close to him at this moment. He lifted my
shirt over my head and ran his hands over my back pulling me in close to him. I
ran my hand up through his hair and rested it on the back of his neck guiding
our mouth to one another. We found our way to the bed and continued devouring
one another. He traced my jaw and down my neck finding my breast as they peeked
from the top of my bra. He wasted no time removing my bra and massaging as he
kissed and sucked. He was driving me crazy. I felt amazing at this moment and I
felt no sign of reluctance within me. I wanted him to touch me I needed him to
touch me. He placed kisses down my stomach running his tongue along my body
reaching the waist of my pants and slowly began to lower them looking up at me.
I just lifted to make it a little easier for him. I was now lying in front of
him in just my panties. He came back down to meet me deepening our kiss. He
rested his body to mine slightly to one side. I could feel him against my leg
and knew that he was completely turned on. I had no intention of stopping this
from happening. He ran his hand down my side to my hip and then across my
stomach. He hooked his finger in the side of my panties which made me jump
slightly with excitement. He stopped immediately and pulled back “Sorry Baby,”
kissing me sweetly. I grabbed his face and pulled it back to me kissing him
running my tongue along his lip then sucking. “I don’t want you to stop it just
surprised me...don’t stop Luke.” He smiled, “okay” swallowing hard he started
again. He found my hip and squeezed before he slid his hand back to my panties.
This time he went from the top and ran his fingers downward. Once he reached
his destination he slowly traced his fingers along my wetness. I think we
moaned simultaneously which only raised the excitement to the next level. He
slowly began rubbing my center. I was so turned on I felt like I may scream. He
inserted one finger slowly into me and brought it back out then in a little
deeper. Wow was all that was continuously running through my mind. This was
amazing and I was so in love with Luke it felt right. I needed him, “Luke I
want to…I’m ready for this.” I spoke in between kisses. He continued pleasuring
me slowly with his finger before adding a second finger while kissing my neck
and breasts. “
Zoey
this is good right here there’s no
need to rush it,” he whispered lightly. This guy was frustrating sometimes I
wish he would just stop treating me like I wasn’t ready and he had to analyze
it all. I knew what I wanted. I wasn’t going to let him make me feel like I was
rushing. “Luke I know what I want. I have refrained from sex while everyone I
knew was having it. You should know that I am not going to just do it to get it
over with or throw it out there when I am not ready…I want to…please don’t make
me feel like that’s wrong.” He was looking straight into my eyes his hand still
in my panties. “I don’t have anything baby I never thought to get condoms.” I
pulled him down to me and kissed him deeply whispering in his ear, “I have a
whole roll of them. I got them last week.” He pulled back again looking at me
slightly surprised. I felt the need to explain, “I went to the doctor and got
put on the pill last week. She gave me a bag full of condoms.” I bit my lip
waiting for his reaction. He just watched me as I slid out from under him and
walked over to the closet pulling down the shoe box and grabbing out the bag. I
pulled out a condom. After I put the box back onto the shelf I turned and
walked back to him. I crawled back onto the bed pausing long enough to grab his
pants and drag them down his legs dropping them on to floor. I had to even the
game as we were both now only lying in our underwear. Once I found my way back
to him I let him bring himself back down to me as he started his seduction
again. Finally leading to exactly where
had he
left
off but now showing special attention to my breasts with his tongue. There was
not an ounce of hesitation in me. This felt right and I wanted it so badly. I
reached into his boxers to slowly stroke him and caused him to moan deeply. He
slowly lowered my panties down and off bringing himself directly back to me.
His fingers were still teasing me and entering me with extreme pleasure I was
loving
every single minute of his touch. I began to lower
his boxers and he helped me finish getting them off. After caressing each other
and kissing we were both so worked up and breathing heavy. He looked at me, “I
want to ask one more time and then I won’t ask again. Are you completely sure
you’re ready for this?” I smiled at him I can’t believe just how sweet he is.
Never once has he rushed me or made me feel like I had to have sex with him and
I loved him so much for that. I feel amazing with him and I am so ready for
this. My body aches for him. “I’m more than ready for this Luke. I love you and
I trust you completely. I want this so badly.” I grabbed the condom and used my
teeth to tear the top open then handed the package to him. He looked down at me,
“I love you too baby more than I know how to explain.” He took the package from
me and I watched as he rolled the condom down onto him. He slowly leaned down
over me, “I’m going to go really slow. I hate that this may hurt you.” I braced
for it without trying to show that I was worried in any way.

Luke guided his hardness to my
wet entrance. The head of his penis rested against me. He slowly began to push
into me it was okay so far. I could tell he was tensed up because he had
scrunched up his eye brows in concentration waiting for me to show one sign of
soreness. I pulled him down onto me burying my face into his neck to hide the
discomfort. He pushed in a little further and there was a slight burning pain I
just gripped his back as he finished pushing into me. Once he was all the way
in he leaned up to look at me, “You okay?” I kissed him and told him I was
fine. Continuing our kiss he slowly slid back out and then in again. With each
stroke into me it felt less uncomfortable and more pleasurable. He glided in
and out so slowly…he brought his hand down to rub on my clit as he continued to
stroke himself in and out. I felt a pressure building within myself. His
breathing and the look on his face was such a turn on. I loved being able to
pleasure him. I felt a rush of pressure and then it exploded curling my toes.
“Yes
aww
oh my god Luke…Yes!” Was all I could manage
as I exploded around him? He groaned while moving inside me, “Wow baby.” He
brought his lips back to mine kissing me intensely and then resting his mouth
by my ear. “Baby you feel so good. I could get lost in you. You’re so tight and
so warm…It’s taking everything I have right now not to explode in you. I don’t
want this to end
Zoey
.” His words were driving me
crazy I loved that he was so vocal it turned me on so much. I loved hearing
that he liked how I felt. He picked up the pace a little as I wrapped my legs
around his waist. I brought myself up to meet him with each entrance. He was
moaning so much, “Baby I can’t hold off any more you feel too good. I am so
close
Zoey
.” I wanted to test if he liked an equally
vocal partner. “This feels so good Luke…I love having you in me.” He pushed
into me a little harder and stroked a little faster until I feel his ass
tighten under my legs. All at once he stiffened and lightly stroked pushing
himself into me until he could go no further “
Zoey
ah
baby yeah…yeah oh…yes!” He relaxed and we were both breathing hard and heavy.
Sweat dripped from his body as he kissed me lowering his chest back to rest
onto mine. He brushed my hair out of my face resting his hand on the back of my
neck looking into my eyes. I rose up and kissed him sweetly and rubbed my good
hand along his upper back. We lay there him still inside me as we kissed a
little more. He traced his thumb along my jaw line. “I love you
Zoey
. You mean so much to me.” He swallowed hard and for a
second I had to look away. I wasn’t sure if it was the look on his face when he
said that to me or the fact that I felt so much for him but I almost let myself
cry and this wasn’t the time. I didn’t want him to think I was having regrets
because I surely wasn’t I would do it all over again without regret. It was
amazing and he was so gentle. He pulled from me and yes at first it was tender
but not too bad that it hurt. It was now ten thirty and I knew he would have to
get going so he went off to the bathroom to clean up. I noticed a little blood
under me as I got up to get dressed. I removed my sheet and decided I would
have to throw them in the washer before mom got home. I heard Luke’s phone beep
and on instinct I just picked it up from the floor immediately noticing the
screen. Whitney…