Ryan's Love (9 page)

“
Really, what situations,
”
my Dad says beaming and wiggling his
eyebrows, fully knowing what situations that I
’
m talking
about.

“
Sit
down guys,
”
my mom says motioning towards the table.

Dad and I sit down. I sat next to
Sunshine and Dad sat next to mom. They were sitting directly across
from us. At first we all were quiet as we dished out the food and
started eating.

“
So
Sunshine how is everything going for you these
days,
”
my Dad asked Ryan.

“
Sunshine. Oh Ryan now your Dad
’
s calling me
that,
”
she says blushing something fierce, then putting her head
in her hands.

“
Stop
messing with her Darling. Sweetheart don
’
t fret. I love
the name Sunshine. Honestly I
’
d love to call you
that also. It
’
d be a lot better for
all of us to start calling you that. So we don
’
t get
confused by calling the both of you guys Ryan,
”
my mom says.

Sunshine
’
s head snaps up and
looks at me with pleading eyes then at my mom. Who was looking at
her with a strong and comforting look.

“
It
’
s fine Mrs. Callahan. I
’
m just not used
to all the um, oh never mind,
”
she says taking a bite of
lasagna.

“
Remember I told you to call me Marissa.
Don
’
t worry about the rest.
”

Sunshine didn
’
t say anything. She
just continued eating and so did the rest of us. Having her sitting
here next to me was so hard. I want to feel her soft sweet skin
under mine. So without asking I reach my hand under the table and
slide my hand onto her thick thigh. She gasps and looks at
me.

“
What
are you doing,
”
she asks in a slow low tone.

Its a sexy tone that I want to hear
more of.

“
Sunshine, I couldn
’
t help myself. I had
to feel your soft skin. I
’
ve been dying to
touch you. I know you
’
ve been wanting to go
slow with us, but Honey you
’
re killing me. I need
you next to me like now,
”
I say squeezing her
thigh.

“
Now,
”
she stutters.

“
Yes,
now,
”
I say curling my finger around her trembling
thigh.

Her eyes close and she moans,
leaning into me.

“
Ok,
”
she breaths.

“
Mom
and Dad, dinner was amazing; but Sunshine and I are going to retire
for the rest of the evening,
”
I say helping a shy Sunshine up from
the table and up out the room.

She gave my parents a quick nod and
thank you, as we walked out of the dining room door. I lead her up
the stairs and back to the back of the house and into my room,
locking the door behind us.

Turning to her I say,
“
Are you sure about this?
As much as I want to feel you next to me, I don
’
t want to
rush you.
”

I snaked my hand into her hair and
bring her into my chest. Then I kiss slowly down the side of her
neck; nibbling all the way down to her shoulder.

“
Ryan, please. I need you,
”
she cries.

“
Tell
me what you need from me. Tell me what you want me to do to this
sweet body of yours,
”
I groan.

She is shaking underneath me as I
walk us over to the bed, and lay her down gently. She seemed a
little stiff, so I warm her up by kissing one of her palms then the
other. Then I kiss down her wrist and arm.

“
Can
I take this off,
”
I say tugging on the bottom of her
dress.

She barely looks up at me and she
nods yes. So I carefully slide the dress up and over her
head.

“
Damn
Sunshine. You wore this for me,
”
I say running my hands along her red
lace bra and panties.

“
Yes,
”
she says squirming as I rub her over her
panties.

I could feel she was already wet and
ready for me.

“
Did
you wear this cause you thought we were going to hook up; or is it
that you wanted me to rip them off of you,
”
I say grabbing ahold of
her panties and yanking them to the side.

Then I rub her tender bud, waiting
for her to open for me. When she finally does, I take over and rip
her panties from her body.

She
gasps,
“
Ryan.
”

I respond to her by sliding two
fingers inside her tight wet pussy. She moans and grinds into my
hand. As I slowly move my hand in and out of her, teasing her to
climax, I start to feel her tighten around my hand; and her
breathing speeds up. She grabs my arm and cries.

“
Ryan
please. Please don
’
t make me wait any
longer.
”

I
didn
’
t expect her to say that, but I
’
m happy she did.
I continued to flick her bud as she inched toward her climax; and I
swiftly took off my pants and boxers as I did so. Never letting my
hand leave her body. As I released my hardness from my pants, her
eyes got wide and her mouth hung open.

She looked up at me, then down at my
dick, then back up at me.

“
I
don
’
t think that can fit inside me. Your so hard and
big,
”
she says reaching down and grabbing my dick, slowly
stroking me.

Only stopping to flick her finger
over my dripping slit.

“
Damn, baby you
’
re going to have me
come undone doing that.
”

She
quickly snatched her hands away and says,
“
I
’
m so sorry. I was
just amazed at how large you were.
”

“
Don
’
t be sorry. I love how your small warm hands feel
on me. Its just you have me so wound up, that I feel like
I
’
m about to explode.
”

“
Oh,
”
she replies.

“
So
tell me Sunshine, are you scared of this,
”
I say as I rub my
thickness over her tender sex.

She
arched her body into and groaned,
“
No. I want it. I want
you inside me. Please.
”

“
Oh
Honey you don
’
t have to say please.
You can have me anytime you want,
”
I say and push the tip of myself
inside her.

I
could feel her innocence stretch around me. Just that thought alone
has me wanting to quickly bury all I have deep inside her. But I
don
’
t want to hurt her too much so I ease myself into her.
Slowly breaking that last barrier she had with me. She gasped and
bit down on my chest at the pain.

“
I
’
m sorry for hurting you baby. Do you want me to
stop,
”
I ask holding as still as I possibly
could.

“
Don
’
t stop,
”
she breathed into my
chest.

That
was all the incentive I needed to keep going. I at first slowly
moved in her. I felt her grip tighten on my arms, and her nails dig
into my skin. She moaned; more like groaned every time I moved even
an inch. I know I probably should have stopped and asked her if I
was hurting her. I damn near did, but when she began to move
underneath me and make the most delicious noises. I
couldn
’
t help but speed up and seek my
release.

When her legs wrapped around me
tight and she clawed at my back, I knew she was close. And I knew I
was going to be done soon. I kissed her sweet lips and stroked her
tight wet pussy until I felt my leg start to twitch and heat
beginning to build up in my groin.

“
Baby,
I
’
m about to come,
”
I grunt as grab her hips and begin to
ram my hardness into her.

She let out soft huffs of breath at
my forcefulness but she never complained.

“
Ryan, I love
you,
”
she screamed as she her pussy tightened around me and she
came.

I
probably should be freaked out and run at her admission to me, but
I wasn
’
t freaked out at all. All I felt was pure passion and
some of the same emotion for her. I thought that this amazing woman
was writhing underneath me, that she gave herself to me first, that
she said she loved me, had me ready to explode. After two more
strokes I did just that. I buried myself deep inside her and let my
hot seed spill into her.

“
Yessss,
”
I groaned and collapsed on top of her.

I
didn
’
t
mo
ve and neither did she. But
I knew I was too heavy for her when she let out a deep
breath.

I moan and rolled off of
her.

“
Sunshine,
I
’
m sorry if I hurt you. It will be much better next
time.
”

“
Ryan
baby, if next time feels any better then that I think I might die
and go to Heaven; because baby that was more perfect than I ever
dreamed it would be,
”
she says smiling over at me.

“
You
sure know how to make a man feel special.
”

“
Its
funny you said that, because that was exactly what I was
thinking.
”

Chapter 7
(Sunshine)

I
never knew that it could be like that between a man and a woman, I
think as I smile and let my hand touch my face where Ryan had
kissed last night. That first time we had sex blew my mind.
Although he kept apologizing for how rough he thought he was with
me, I felt like he was so gentle with me. He made me feel like a
princess. Every touch of his sent chills through my body; and the
next two times that night after that were even better. He did
things to my body that I
’
d be ashamed to speak
of to anyone else. He was strong and attentive; and I am in love
with him. I just hope he feels the same way about me. I mean its
been almost three months since the first time we were together
intimately, and he has always been so thoughtful of my feelings. He
would come and take me to lunch or bring me lunch to work. He would
spend me gifts; like flowers, chocolates, and jewelry. So I had a
feeling of how he felt about me. He just never said
it.

“
Hello Sunshine, can you go get a stack of the yellow files
for me,
”
Mrs.
Callahan asked?

“
Of
course, I can,
”
I
said.

She smiled then walked to her
office.

I quickly grabbed a stack of the
files from behind me and walked them back to her.

“
Here you
go,
”
I
say walking into her open office door and placing them on her
desk.

“
So
how are things going with you and Ryan,
”
she
asks?

I
blush deep to my roots because all I could think about was Ryan
kissing and touching me; and I know that I
couldn
’
t tell her anything about that.

“
Oh
we are fine. Actually he is supposed to come and take me out to
lunch later,
”
I say grinning, and thinking how much I missed
him.