No Going Back (21 page)

“I’ll see you soon.” He gives me a deep kiss and tight hug before turning away and climbing onto the tour bus. I watch as the bus pulls away and let the tears slowly fall down my face.

I had put in my two weeks’ notice in at work making today my last day. Since I only have a couple weeks left of school, I want to focus on it and getting everything ready to hit the road with Seth soon. I am dying to see my man again. My brilliant bestie Jes came up with the idea that I should have a get together before I take off with Seth. I agreed it was the perfect idea to have a gathering with all my friends from work that I’ve made over the years. I’m really going to miss some of the girls. But I had my own little twist that I was going to add to the party.

Jesika came over a couple hours before it was scheduled to start and helped me set up the table with finger foods and cups for drinks. We made punch, placing it in a big fancy glass bowl looking thing with a scooper. I sit a cup with straws in it next to the bowl and then pull the cookies out of the oven.

“Hey Jes, why don’t you test out that punch real quick and see if it needs anything?”

“It’s really good,” she replies. “Uh, Mallory? Why am I drinking out of a mini penis?”

“The same reason you’re eating one.” I shove a penis shaped sugar cookie into her mouth.

“Now this one right here I like to call the Dust Bunny. This lil feller is able to get into every crack and crevasse and clean away all the cobwebs from any stale sex life in a very quick manner I might add.” Holly hands us the rabbit foot looking vibrator to pass around the room. I quickly toss it to Jesika who says ‘
ewe’
as she drops it.

“Sorry Holly, but I don’t want something furry down there by my cootchie. Next.”

“The Terminator.” She’s proud of this one, holding it up so that we can take in its sleek shiny metal appearance. “I'll be back.” She says in her Arnold voice. “This one will always keep you yearning for its epic return.”

“What’s this guy’s name you ask? It’s called the Teeter Totter. Now this lil puppy is a battery operated tease on steroids...meaning one minute it will have you screaming its name, about to come your brains out, then the next minute it pulls back just enough to keep you from going over the edge. Tricky little fucker if I do say so myself.” She smirks.

“Who comes up with these names?” I ask as I pass the Teeter Totter over to Jesika. She’s finally starting to loosen up and actually taking the time to inspect the toys as we play show and tell with them.

Holly just shrugs. “No fucking clue Mal. But they’re pretty genius. And for all you twats that are too shy to wave your pride and joy pleasure mobile around for everyone to see because you want your kinky ways to go unknown and your boring missionary status sex life that you lead everyone to believe you have, when in reality you want nothing more than to be a freak between the sheets, we have the small, compact and very durable Dazzler. It's guaranteed to bedazzle your clit into oblivion.”

I watch Jesika as the realization of that being the toy I had bought her registers on her face. “This is it,” she mouths. I nod and she blushes.

“Oh, and last but certainly not least – The Unforeseen Cliffhanger. The Wicked Cliffy as I like to call it. We have this sort of love hate relationship. It feels so good. You think you have plenty of time to take in all the goodness it makes you feel...then BAM. It's over. You're coming undone before you even got to experience the full buildup. It definitely leaves you crying like a baby in a fetal position screaming
WHY
? But at the same time saying thank you...you rocked my world and I need more NOW.”

“How many things did you end up buying?” Jesika asks as she’s cleaning off the table. The party ended thirty minutes ago. I didn’t realize how hard it’d be to say bye to the ladies, but I did get pretty teary eyed.

I start counting on my fingers, silently naming off what I had bought. “Umm, I think I got around seven different things. Three different toys for Seth to try out, and then the taste stuff…well, besides the body paint. That’s the thing I’m most excited about. I might have to break out the black lights and try it tonight.” That idea instantly has me super excited to hurry up and get home to my man. “How many did you get?”

“Fifteen.” I spit out my penis cookie.

“Fifteen? Damn girl, what’d ya get?” I take a seat waiting for her to tell me. She walks into the living room and returns with a big bag that she empties on the kitchen table.

“Derek and I haven’t gotten kinky with any toys or anything yet, and I’m not sure how he will take me coming home with all this shit. I don’t want it to hurt his ego and for him to think that he doesn’t do it for me…because believe me, he does it for me. I just want to add a lil spice to our life. Hell, it’s not like I bought anal beads for him or a strap on. His ass is safe, so he shouldn’t complain — especially with this glow in the dark body paint and flavored oil stuff. I have a feeling our bed is going to turn into a Rainbow Brite Slip-N-Slide.” I just laugh at her, because as dirty as it sounds, I’m totally picturing it in my head.

My phone starts playing one of The Rifters songs, alerting me of a text from Seth. I’m already lying in bed when I grab my phone off my nightstand.

Seth:
What are you wearing?

Me:
Nothing. You?

Seth:
Damn baby. I’m hard just thinking about you naked. Just a min I’m gonna call you.

My phone goes off and I waste no time answering it.

“Hey baby.”

“I miss you,” Seth says quietly into the phone.

“Is everyone asleep?”

“Yeah, I’m in the back room, but it’s not like it’s much privacy.” His voice is so sexy. It instantly turns me on.

“I want you so bad,” I admit.

“You have no fucking idea how bad I want to be inside you. I dream about you every night and wake up with a raging fucking boner.”

“You should call me whenever that happens.”

“Oh yeah, why’s that?” he asks huskily, letting me know that he’s now turned on.

“Well, because maybe we could do something about it over the phone, or I could send an extra sexy picture.”

“That sounds like a great idea. Why are we just now coming up with this? What’s that noise?” he asks.

“What noise?” I try to play it off, but I’ve just been caught.

“That buzzing noise.”

“Oh, that. Well, I think it’s called the Unforeseen Cliffy.” I laugh, but I choke on a moan as well because the new toy I bought feels so damn good, especially with Seth’s voice on the other end of the phone.

“You bought a damn toy?”

“We had a toy party today. I’m only using it because your voice gets me horny. I’ll turn it off.” I turn it off and let my cliffy drop to the floor with a thud.

“I don’t care if you pleasure yourself Mal, as long as you’re thinking about me when you do. I want you here stroking my cock so bad.”

“How ‘bout you touch yourself for me baby and I’ll touch myself while imagining it being you?”

“I’m already touching myself. My dick has been neglected for the last month.”

“I want you to picture me kneeled down in front of you, taking your cock deep into my mouth baby.”

He moans. “Mmmhmm. What else baby?”

“I want you to tell me what you want me to do to you, baby.” I lay back listening to Seth and let my finger take over and drive me into Pleasureville.

Chapter Twenty-Six

*SETH*

I would have never in a million fucking years thought phone sex would be hot, but dammit, everything with Mallory is scorching. She could make shoveling snow look sexy and I’m not even exaggerating. Today is her graduation and she thinks that I’m not going to be able to make it. I lied to her. Yeah, I’m a dick, but I want to surprise her. Girls love that shit, don’t they? Derek and Jes are in on the secret so I think it should all work out.

I’m so proud of her that there is no way I’d ever miss such a big moment for her. Plus, the other night, she told me how some chick was talking about me in class and she mentioned that I was her boyfriend and the chick actually laughed at her. Fucking laughed at her. Guess we’ll see who’s laughing tonight.

I had ordered her roses and balloons the other day and made sure Derek picked them up for me since I’d be riding a taxi straight to her graduation and not have the time to pick them up, and it’d look suspicious if Derek didn’t show up with Jes. His truck is easily noticeable in the packed parking lot and I have the driver drop me off right by it.

“Thanks man.” I hand him my cash and grab my bag and get out. I throw my bag in the bed of Derek’s truck and quickly get out the shitload of balloons I had ordered along with the huge ass vase of roses. She won’t even be able to see me through all this shit. I quickly text Derek telling him I’m here hoping he meets me in the lobby since I have no clue where they are sitting.

“Seth, over here man,” I hear my brother say, but I can’t see him.

“What was I thinking? I can’t see where the hell I’m walking with all this shit. She better like it all.”

“Try driving with all that shit. Oh, by the way, here are your keys. I parked the jeep on the other side of the building earlier today so Mal wouldn’t see it. She rode here with Jesika.” He leads me through the double doors and up the bleachers of the fancy high school gym the graduation is being held in. All the students who are graduating are seated on the gym floor. There’s about fifty of them I would say. They’ve already started and by the sounds of it are on the letter L. Good for me, because I don’t have to wait much longer to scream for Mallory.

Her row stands up and I can see that she’s about five people down the line. As soon as they call her name I stand up with balloons and roses in hand and yell, “Way to go Foxy!” Everyone around us looks at me while Derek and Jes and all of Mallory’s friends clap for her. Even though she can’t see me through all this shit that now seems to have been a bad idea I can see that she isn’t following the rest of the students back to the seat. Nope, she’s running right for me. I quickly hand over the junk to Derek and jog down the bleachers to catch her as she crashes into my arms.

“Hey baby,” I say as I tightly grip her body to mine. Her body in my arms feels perfect and I don’t want to let her go.