Infinite Love (19 page)

‘O my God, are you ok?’

‘I’m fine, I feel so stupid, it was just a bit of fun, I was perfectly safe … I don’t know why …’ I shook my head and my hands and I breathed in slowly again. Lexi came and wrapped her arms around me.

‘You are safe, but don’t make out like you’re being stupid. Small things can trigger memories and those cuffs were a big part of your fear.’

‘God, everyone’s going to wonder what the hell’s wrong with me.’

‘Don’t worry about everyone else. Shall I get Gabe to come and get you and take you home?’

‘No! I just had a momentary freak, I’m fine, I’ll be fine. Besides, we need to set you and Dwayne up from what I felt on my backside.’

‘Here sit down a minute, I’ll get you a Bailey’s,’ she sighed and sat me down in my chair behind my desk and pushed the Jelly Belly jar over to me. ‘Sugar, it will do you good.’

‘Thanks,’ I nodded. I leaned back in my chair and closed my eyes as she disappeared. Every time I thought I was over it, something came back to remind me. I decided that Gabe was going to have to start using the cuffs on me at home, letting me get accustomed to them again, I missed him playing with me like that. I looked down at the thin black cord friendship bracelet on my left hand, tucked up against my silver watch. It had a sterling silver infinity symbol linking it and I ran my finger over it as tears spiked at my eyes.

It was my birthday present from Milo the first year I’d met him and I’d never even thanked him for it. I’d not opened it on the night, worried Gabe wouldn’t be happy him buying me a gift and I’d put it on one of the shelves in his wardrobe at his dad’s house and had forgotten all about it until Mrs. Darby spotted it when she was doing a spring clean before the wedding, so I’d saved it for my birthday and wedding morning and hadn’t taken it off since. I still missed him, I hadn’t been back to Pilates or the Uni gym since and even English was hard. The first couple of weeks had been awful with everyone staring and whispering, even Mr. Jenkins was nice to me which felt so out of character. Gabe had moved to take Lexi’s seat next to me when she’d dropped out, which helped, but I knew it was going to take time to accept that side of what had happened. I wiped my eyes quickly and opened the Jelly Belly jar and shoved a load in in my mouth.

‘Here, drink this,’ Lexi ordered as she came in with what looked like a double.

‘I’ll be pissed,’ I moaned. ‘I’ve had at least a bottle of champagne already.’

‘So? How often do you let your hair down lately? Never. I’ll have to start calling you Georgie again.’

‘Sod off,’ I chuckled and took a decent swig of my drink. ‘Come in,’ I called as there was a knock on the door and Dwayne entered, dressed in black trousers and a white shirt.

‘I just wanted to apologise, I’m so sorry.’

‘It’s ok, you didn’t know.’

‘I should have, I knew I recognised you from somewhere. Listen, I’ll waive the charge for tonight as an apology.’

‘God, so not necessary. It’s really sweet of you to have offered but you’ve earned that money. Just because I have a few issues with being tied up doesn’t mean you and your team should go unpaid. You’ve done an amazing job tonight and I’d like to talk business with you next week about setting up some regular ladies nights here if you’re interested?’

‘Of course I am, I’d better go and change, we only have two numbers left to do. Again, thanks for being so nice about the whole misunderstanding.’

‘No problem, I’d better get back out there, I don’t want to miss you, you guys are superb.’

‘Thanks,’ he grinned and headed out.

‘Sure you’re ok?’ asked Lexi. I nodded and knocked back my Bailey’s.

‘I am, I’m going to get Gabe to start cuffing me at home to get me used to it again.’

‘So didn’t need to know that,’ she smiled. ‘Come on, let’s go enjoy the rest of our evening and I may even forgive the arsehole and find a cosy corner to check out that erection you were talking about.’

‘You’re incorrigible, Clarke,’ I laughed and linked arms and headed back to our seat. Jess, Cindy and Max all gave me concerned looks so I gave them a big smile and put my thumbs up. The atmosphere in the club was crazy, the ladies were on fire with the show about to end and I squirmed in my seat as Dwayne and the boys did their sexiest number to date. I seriously hoped Gabe still didn’t have this ridiculous “you’re drunk, I’m not taking advantage of you” thing going on, because I was feeling very in the mood.

‘Mia, you so have to do this again,’ sighed Shey.

‘I’ll back her on that,’ added Sarah.

‘Even I’m down with it,’ laughed Cindy. ‘They got moves! I’ve pinched a few ideas for my next new routine.’

‘I’m thinking of holding exercise classes, teaching ladies to strip and be sexy for their men and even to use the pole.’

‘Brilliant idea, count me in, Doug would go crazy for that,’ laughed Sarah with a clap. I heard Lexi wince and turned to look at her with a raised brow. She sighed and shrugged and drained her glass and topped it up. I could slap her sometimes. I turned to look back at the stage as the ladies all started cheering and clapping again.

‘O my,’ I sighed as I looked at the back of the three men on stage dressed in loose army boots and tightly fitting fatigues, khaki muscle t-shirts and camouflage hats.

‘Hmmm, something about a soldier boy that gets me really hot,’ groaned Lexi. ‘Look at the arse on that one in the middle, he’s got a great body.’

‘O don’t worry, I’d already noticed, hands off Clarke, you can have Dwayne, I’m staking my claim on that one. Look at his
arms
.’

Everyone started screaming as Prince “Get Off” started playing and the guys started moving their backsides. I cocked my head and focussed on the main dancer, he could really move. They spun around and I let out a groan to see his firm chest and then had to wipe the corner of my mouth where I was starting to drool. I could just make out a pair of mirrored shades on him, and noticed they were all wearing them with their caps down low. They dropped to the floor and started doing press ups that looked more like they were making love to the floor. Actually no, making love was
not
what they were doing, they were humping it, wildly.

‘Shit,’ groaned Lexi. ‘This is hot.’

‘Hmmm,’ I agreed. Gabe had better have some serious stamina tonight, I was
seriously
in the mood for some frenzied fucking. They bounced back up and did some pelvic thrusts against their fists and I laughed and covered my ears, the noise from the crowd was insane, but even I screamed when they gripped the edges of their tops, ripped them down the middle and threw them, all three landing right on Lexi, Sarah and I. Sarah was screaming uncontrollably, Lexi was on the edge of her seat and I … well I was shifting uncomfortably in my seat. Soldier boy had turned on my arousal tap and my knickers already felt damp. I could feel the material of my dress causing a not too unpleasant friction against my aching nipples. I ran my eyes down the ripped torso of the dancer just feet away from me and screamed and clapped myself as he reached down and yanked his combats away and threw them at my feet.

‘Holy shit,’ muttered Lexi. ‘What I won’t give to have one of those guys in my bed tonight.’

‘Right there with you,’ I sighed as my eyes widened at the sight of the package being contained by the tightly fitted red Ralph Lauren stretch trunks. My eyes suddenly darted to his right hip and I froze. I could see the edge of a black tattoo. My heart started beating wildly and I lifted my gaze and looked at his face, at those full soft lips that curled into a knowing smile. ‘No. Way,’ I muttered as he ran his hands over his body in a way that made me want to rip them away and do it for him. He reached up and threw his hat into the crowd and I took in the sexy messy blond hair and moved to the edge of my seat holding my breath. As he lifted off his shades and the screaming got out of control, my stomach did triple axle back flips as his blue eyes locked with mine and he winked.

‘Gabe!’ I gasped, I picked my jaw up off the floor.

‘Doug!’ Sarah screamed.

‘Sam?’ Lexi screamed even louder, as women started chanting his name.

‘O.My.God,’ I mouthed at Gabe as they continued to dance in a way that screamed sex, but he never took his eyes off me for a moment. ‘I’m married to him, I’ve had sex with him,’ I giggled as I clapped my hands.

‘Me too,’ said Sarah and Lexi in unison. I cocked my head in Lexi’s direction.

‘Hey, Lex.’

‘What?’ she asked without taking her eyes of the stage. I sang “Two out of three ain’t bad” by Meatloaf and she whacked me laughing.

‘O he’s so getting laid when I get him home,’ Sarah sighed to my right.

‘O yeah,’ agreed Lexi and I at the same time.

My eyes bulged in horror as I realised Gabe was getting an erection. I glared at him and flicked my eyes down at his trunks and he gave me a small shrug and a smile. I looked back at the crowd and saw women doing girlish giggling as they pointed and nudged each other.
Suck it up ladies
, I thought,
that’s the closest you’ll ever get to seeing my man naked.
I looked back at him, feeling kind of proud that loads of these women were desiring him, but not as much as I did in that moment. When the hell had he had time to practice this? They dropped to the floor for some last pelvic thrusts as some women tried rushing the stage. I stood up mortified, but the three of them jumped up and pushed their way through. Sam and Doug grabbed Lexi and Sarah and hauled them against them for a kiss. I felt my knees start to shake and my hands trembling as Gabe slapped away the hands trying to touch him as he made his way toward me and he bowed down and scooped me up into his arms as I giggled happily, then carried me across the room, behind the bar and kicked my office door open, then shut it behind him with his foot.

‘Husband, we’re going to be having words,’ I advised him as I kissed his damp throat. His body had a light sheen of perspiration on it that was sexy as hell.

‘I was thinking of forgetting words and having actions,’ he winked as he looked down at me. ‘Are you drunk?’

‘Yes. Do you care?’

‘Funnily enough, no,’ he replied, in a dangerously low and sexy tone as his eyes smouldered.

‘Thank God,’ I groaned. He gently dropped me, propping me up against the desk and I was on his body instantly, my hands running over his firm biceps, over his moist abs, clawing at his muscular backside as our mouths melded in a pool of burning lava. I felt his hands snake through my hair and undo the tie of my halter neck and he yanked the dress down at the front, freeing my bare swollen breasts and his hands were straight on them, kneading them in a painful but very arousing way. ‘Shit,’ I sighed as I felt myself flood again.

‘I want to be rough,’ he growled into my mouth. I nodded my permission and shoved my hands down the back of his trunks and raked his backside with my nails as hard as I could, to let him know for sure that I was fine with that. He groaned and moved to the side of my neck and bit and sucked. I squealed, knowing I was going to bruise, but I didn’t care. I didn’t even care how upset I’d been earlier with the cuffs, this was Gabe, this was my husband, I was always safe with him. I shoved his trunks down under the curve of his backside and ran my fingers around the front and pulled them away and down freeing his erection. He groaned again as I grasped it and started to firmly pump him. ‘Fuck, don’t make me come.’

‘Let me, you’re so close and when you fuck me I want it to last,’ I pleaded as I tilted my neck to let him get a better grip on it. He left a trail of aggressive bites and kisses up it and then nodded his approval and I quickly sank to my knees and fisted him with one hand as I lowered my mouth over his salty sticky head and moved in conjunction with my hand.

‘Fuck Mia,’ he snarled and shoved his fingers in my hair and wound it around them tightly as he pushed and pulled my head against his thrusting hips. I took slow calming breathes through my nose as his cock filled my mouth and uncurled my fist until just my thumb and forefinger were circling it, the rest of my fingers and palm flat on his stomach, allowing me to deep throat him. He was grunting wildly above and I toyed with the idea of playing with myself as he fucked my mouth. I slid my hand between my thighs and my eyes rolled as my finger grazed my clit and felt how wet I was. Instead of masturbating I slipped my index fingers inside me and rotated it, coating it in my arousal then snaked my left hand between his trunks and balls to stroke his perineum firmly. He hissed through his teeth. ‘Yes, do it,’ he ordered.

My eyes widened at the command. He’d never asked me to play with his backside without me asking if he wanted me to. I didn’t hesitate and pressed and felt him open up to me as I slid my finger inside and searched out his prostrate and rubbed firmly. His thrusts into my mouth sped up and I released my hold on his cock and gripped one of his buttocks, pulling him further in, my nails digging into his taut flesh as he used my mouth and I worked his backside.

‘Fuck, Mia,’ he yelled and I felt his body starting to tense. He was close, so close, which only made me hornier. I hollowed my cheeks and sucked hard as I pressed his prostrate with as much pressure as I could muster and looked up into his eyes as his jaw went slack and his face contorted. ‘What the … hell do you … do to me?’ he cried as he held my head against his suddenly immobile pelvis and I prepared myself for the torrent that I knew was about to flood from him. He always came extra hard when I played back there. My nostrils flared as my breathing sped up and I tried to swallow him down. He groaned and swivelled his hips as his fingers massaged my scalp. ‘Damn, baby,’ he sighed as he looked back down at me, love all over his face. I winked and he chuckled, so I slid my finger out and he slowly pulled out of me and ran his hands through his hair as he caught his breath. I remained on my knees, catching mine, then suddenly he hauled me up and pressed me against his chest, clutching the nape of my neck and kissed me, his tongue plunging, probing and possessing.

‘
Hmmmm,
’ I whimpered, lost in the ecstasy of it. I heard him chuckle, it still amused him that he could render me so pliable and amenable with just a look or a kiss. He suddenly released me, spun me around and yanked my dress up over my hips. With one hand on the back of my neck he forced me down over my desk, the cold glass biting at my bullet nipples, squashing them and adding to the exquisite sensation of painful pleasure. ‘Gabe,’ I cried as I pressed one cheek against the glass and tried to see him behind me, but he was holding me down too firmly.