Waiting for you (Part 1) (9 page)

Looking her up and down, she was the slut that Cams had envisioned sucking her husband’s dick, screwing random dudes. Little miss surfer girl. She was tall, brown eyes, bleached out and had tan skin,
fake tanned skin. Ms. Sylvia’s boobs were as big as my head, but she looked chubby under her pea coat.

“Wow, Dad that’s great, Sylvia, congrats to you t
wo”

“Thanks Hayden, but there is more”

Taking off her coat, surfer slut revealed a bulging belly, a pregnant belly which Dr. Brock rubbed. Hayden’s jaw dropped. The nausea returned in Cammy’s stomach.

“Dad?”

“Yes son, we are having a baby, at my age, but it’s what she wants, well, wasn’t planned, but hey I am happy, we are happy. You will have a sister in a few months”

“Isn’t that great” Sylvia blurted out.

“Sure” That was all Hay could muster out of his mouth.

“Well, sorry to spring this all on you, but Sylvia isn’t feeling well and is a little jet lagged, so I am going to take her to the hotel for some rest. We are only here through tom
orrow. I have a full schedule this week so I have to get back, but let’s do breakfast tomorrow before we board ok?”

“Umm, ok dad, I will call you later”

“Bye guys. Wow, she really is beautiful like you said Hayden. Lucky guy for her to have married you. Be good.” Sylvia gave Hayden a hug, turned on her heel and took Dr. Brock’s arm.

They left as fast as they came in.

“What just happened here?”

“Guess you aren’t the only one she was blowing in California Hayden, oh and be good.” Cammy was fuming and looking for her coat to get the hell out of there.

“Baby, what he hell, why say that?”

“I’m sorry Hayden, it’s just that this was supposed to be about us and now it’s ruined because your Dad is marrying the slut and having a baby with her. We will never be rid of her.”

“Nothing is ruined baby. I hardly have a relationship with my dad and do you really think that I am going to be babysitting my sister to be and visiting him or her?”

“I hope not. What did she mean be good?”

“She is trying to jab at me.”

“Did you know she was pregnant?”

“How could I, I haven’t talked to her in months since we broke communication that night, you know this baby. Please let’s go home.”

“
That sounds like a good idea. I know I have had enough for today”

Saying goodbye and thank you to Matthew and the cleaning crew, they were headed for home, but Hayden was actually driving to Bella Lake.

“Why are we going to Bella?”

“Remember Cams that’s where we go when we are fighting, upset, to talk”

“Oh Hay, what are you going to tell me?”

“Let’s go to the lake baby, it’ll be ok”

Stomach in knots, Cammy did and didn’t want to Lake Bella, worried about one of the many scenarios that were in head were true. Once they pulled up to the parking lot, she felt worse.

“Turn off the car Brock, let’s have it”

“Baby, I need to tell you something.”

“Oh God, that’s your baby!”

Cammy started to cry, hard sobs.

“What the fuck, no baby, no! I haven’t even been there. Cammy!”

“Oh, right, then what is it” Sniffling her nose, she stopped crying.

“I didn’t sleep with her, I told you that, I told you what happened. It’s something else”

“What! What!” Throwing her hands into the air and waiting for Hayden to answer Cammy stared into the welled up green eyes of her husband.

“When I was in California, I did some bad things. Sylvia knows that’s why she said that.”

“What did you do?”

“Remember when I told you we were out surfing?”

“Yes”

“Well we were, that’s not a lie, but Sylvia knows a lot of people and well we hung out and she took me and other people to places an
d everyone does x and I did it, and other stuff too.”

“So she turned you onto x? What else Hay. Who was she? I’m not stupid.”

“I don’t know who they were. I don’t even know if I had sex with all of them. Sylvia was trying to hold it against me to make me have sex with her and when I didn’t, I couldn’t, she tried to get me back. She has gotten me back royally with my Dad.”

“
More than one girl? Oh baby, why? Aren’t I enough?”

“
Yes you are, it’s the drug, the way it makes you feel. I just caught up really fast there, it’s so different from here, I was missing you, I was acting like I did when we met, I don’t fucking know.”

“Did you like it?”

“Like what?”

“The
drugs?”

“Honestly?”

“Yes Hayden, honestly.”

“Yes I do
. It feels incredible. I’ve done it since I came home. I’m sorry, I’m trying to stop, and I promise you.”

“Anything else?”

“Yes, Davey swore me to secrecy but when we picked him up that night at the pricks penthouse, he was on it too. Aspen does it all the time, and when they do it, sometimes they wind up with other people or multiple people together. He just took it too far at pricks place that night and broke it off with her too”

“That little fucker. Maybe that’s what he was trying to tell me.”

“Cammy, my love?”

“Yes”

“I can’t even tell you what a fool I am to have done this to you, but I will never do it again, ever, I love you, will love you forever. Please don’t leave me Cammy, you are my life.”

“
Please stop hurting us and yourself. We are a team, me and you, nobody else. I’m not sure I can move past all this, I’ll try as long as you promise me.”

Tears were streaming down his face and his green eyes were turning red. Sniffling and hands shaking, Hayden looked into Cammy’s eyes and pledged to her his love, his
never-ending love and sorrow for his faults.

“I will always be right here waiting for you Cammy Sage, waiting to fulfill you whenever you need it, to give you all the love in my heart, to be here for you, always.”

Cammy said nothing in return, numb and not knowing how to feel after this betrayal. This was supposed to be their day, not a disaster.

They went home after Bella Lake and didn’t speak of what happened again. There was not
going to be breakfast with the Doctor or Sylvia, either.

             
              In My Eyes

Life had been going well. Cammy and Hayden had been able to move on from his mistakes and Dr. Brock had the baby with surfer slut. There were no attempts made
to meet his new sister and that was ok with the both of them. Hayden had broken free of his contract and job with his father. His work was steady at home now and he worked at the Music Store with Cammy. They had gotten involved in some of the local talent in the “D” and would hold mini performances for paying fans at the store which brought in some extra revenue. Hayden was still using, but kept it a secret from Cammy who thought that he had stopped.

“Married life has its perks doesn’t it baby?”

“Oh it does.”

Running errands for work and stopping off for a quickie at home had become a regular thing for Cams and Hay.

Saturdays had become the regular night out for them, since the store was closed on Sundays. Tonight they were going to tag along with Davey and one of his girls. Davey had been slipping up and taking x, smoking pot and getting into a lot of things, all compliments of some of the people he had met through Griffin. The twins were a few months from turning 20, so Cammy could say all she wanted, but he was an adult as much as her, so she could only be there for him when he needed her.

“Where to tonight Davey?”

“Liam’s. His car will be here anytime”

“Dave, what the fuck?” Hayden was pissed.

“Come on man, he backed off, he knows what’s up, you guys are married, he said he would be cool and to invite you guys. It’s his birthday. If you don’t want to stay we will go. Please guys, please?” Davey had his hands together like he was praying, giving a sad face.

“Cams?”

“It’s your call Hayden, not me.”

“Ok Dave, but only for you, if he starts being a prick then we are out of there.”

Slapping Hayden on the ass, Davey shouted “Yes!”

The car arrived at the house and they were on their way to Liam’s lair. It had been months since the last time they had seen each other and Cammy was sure, with it being his birthday, he had some girl on his arm tonight and she would be safe.

“Let’s party!” Davey was practically jumping out of the elevator.

“Hey man” Griffin said
back smiling.

Liam and Davey exchanged bumps into each
other.

“Hello, Cammy, Hayden, come in”

“Happy Birthday Liam”

“Thank you my dear” Liam winked as he turned away.

They walked into a mass of people in the penthouse. Loud music was playing and voices were echoing off of every wall in the room. Food, bottles and cans of various alcohol and beverages were on the tables, the floor. It was a mess. Liam was in his usual attire, jeans and barefoot, but tonight his shirt was off, revealing a toned chest and muscular arms.

“Whatever you want guys, help yourself”

“Thanks Liam” Hayden said in return.

Liam walked down the hallway and turned into a room,
and then he was gone.

“I will get us some drinks baby”

“Ok, be right here Hay”

But Cammy found herself walking down that hallway and turning right into the very room that Liam did. He was standing in front of his windows, looking out over Detroit. She saw his reflection in the glass of the window, he looked sad. Putting his hands through his hair and letting out a sigh, he started to turn around. Cammy darted out of the room and down the hallway back to the people. Hayden and Davey were on a couch talking to some people Davey apparently knew. Cams sat down next to them and listened in on their conversation taking place.
She told Hayden she used the bathroom really fast. Out of the corner of her eye Liam emerged from the hallway, locking her blues to his radiant hazels as he corned the next wall and was gone again.

“What’s the matter with Liam?” One of the guys on the couch said to Davey.

“He is about to go on tour, he’s bummed about it, kind of burnt man.”

“Bummer
, the skinny little scrappy guy on the couch said back to Davey.

They were engaged in conversation again with Cammy listening when a petite girl, all of about 18 walked up to them. She had her eyes on Davey and he was smiling at her like they already knew each other.

“Hey Larissa.” Davey was still smiling at her.

“Hey Dave. Having a good time?” Her brown eyes were staring through him, while she twirled her dirty blonde hair.

“Yep. This is my sister Cammy and my brother in law Hayden”

“Hi. I’m Larissa.”

Cammy and Hayden nodded, while Davey watched her as if he were in a trance.

“Well, Davey, you want to go somewhere private? I have your favorite butterflies”
Larissa tugged at his sleeve.

“Yea baby, let’s go.”

Davey sprung up from the couch and grabbed Larissa’s skinny little arm.

“Oh wait, sorry guys, here.
I share. Have fun!” Larissa said as she reached into her pocket and motioned for Cammy’s hand, which she opened in response. A few blue pills fell into Cammy’s cupped hand. There were butterflies imprinted on the pills from what Cammy could see. When she lifted her head to say something back, Davey and the skinny little Larissa were disappearing down one of the long hallways and would be out of sight.

“What the fuck is this shit?” Cammy was looking at Hayden.

“It’s x.” Hayden replied hastily.

“X, really
? Fucking Davey, I’m going to go find him and break his neck.”

“Cams, leave him alone, you said all you could say to him baby”

Cammy stared at the blue pills in her hand. The pills were the reason Hayden had strayed, the reason that Dr. Brock was getting married, the reason Davey and Aspen broke up. Fucking pills. What was so great about them anyway?

“Hey, are you going to take all of those or can we have a couple?” Two pretty brunettes were standing in front of Cammy, Hayden and the rest of the people on the couch. One of the girls in particular was very pretty, brown hair, shoulder length, blue eyes, big boobs, not too tall. Her hand was out and she was looking at Cammy, begging for one of the blue babies in her hand.

“Umm, no, you can have a couple”

Cams dropped two of the pills into the pretty girls awaiting hands.

“Yummy, thanks.”

Pretty girl placed a pill in her mouth and one in her friend’s mouth. The stood for a moment holding hands then kissed. She turned back to Cammy and ran her fingers along Cammy’s arm.

“I’m Tara, this is Kimmy. You are so gorgeous, no wonder Liam is holding out for so long. This is your guy?”

She turned her attention toward Hayden now.

“Yes, he’s my guy” Cammy replied, pissed at what she said about Liam holding out.

“Oh, wow, well, he’s really yummy too. If you guys want to party when you get rolling, find us k?” Tara proceeded to half grab Hayden
’s hand and run her fingers along his jaw as if he were something to eat.

“Yea ok.” Cammy said stern and pissed, while the two girls h
eld hands again and ran off to the kitchen.

“Damn, they are hot, you guys gonna roll?” The random guy on the couch next to Hayden asked.

Cammy looked at Hayden who had his head down, staring at the floor. She knew he wanted the shit in her hand. He had told her how incredible it made him feel, but she had no idea that he had never stopped.

“Does everybody do this shit Hay?”

“No baby, not everybody. Here give me the stuff, I’ll put it on the table. You want to go? Are you uncomfortable?” Fidgeting and holding out his hand for the pills from Cammy, Hayden got up from the couch. Cammy put the pills into her pocket and they walked to the kitchen. Liam was in there, sitting on top of his kitchen island, eating a piece of his birthday cake.

“Not rolling huh?”

“We hardly ever drink Liam. What’s the appeal with these fucking things anyway?” Cammy replied.

“Why don’t you ask your husband here. I could see you light up when the chicks came over and she gave the some blues.”

Cammy was pissed at what he said but it was true, Hayden did get excited.

“Fuck it Hay, let’s go home and take this shit. I want to see what it’s all about”

“Cams that’s not a good reason to take it, because you are pissed” Hayden grabbed her hand, leading her out of the kitchen.

“Take it here, I’ll keep an eye on you guys, go in my room, it’s off limits to everyone, and they know that”

Liam was saying this as they were walking away. Cammy stopped Hayden and whispered in his ear

“Do you want to?”

He whispered back to her

“Do you baby?”

“I’m scared, but part of me wants too. Should we Hayden?”

“It’s up to you”

“Do you think we are safe here, like he says?”

“I don’t know. If you want to, then we will, but whatever happens, happens baby, I don’t know
if I will be able to look after you the whole time, it gets wild inside your body. Let’s just go. I don’t want you to do this for me.”

Cammy could tell that Hayden was
feigning for the drug, part of her was curious as to what it was really like, and if she took it, then maybe she would have an understanding of why Hayden did all of the things he did to her while he was on it.

Hayden pulled at her arm. Cammy didn’t move. She whispered again to Hayden:

“Let’s do it, just once. Whatever happens happens. I want to know what this stuff is that made you do what you did.”

“Cammy, I…….”

Before he could say anymore, Cammy had popped the butterfly into her mouth. Hayden stood in confusion, looking at her. Taking out another pill from her pocket, she put one into Hayden’s mouth too. Turning around and looking at Liam, she tossed a pill in the air to him, still sitting on the island. Liam caught it and quickly put it into his mouth, swigging a sip of his beer to wash it down.

“To my room with you two.
I don’t know how long it takes for this shit to work”

Jumping off the kitchen island and grabbing some bottles of water, he ushered Cammy and Hayden to the very room he was standing in earlier. They walked in and Cammy could hear Liam shut and lock the door.

“Oh fuck yea, you feel it baby?” Hayden was saying to Cams in her ear.

“Hay, I feel fucking weird, don’t leave me.”

“I won’t baby, let go and it’ll take full effect.”

Hayden was lying beside her in Liam’s bed at this point. She could hear Liam’s guitar playing in the room. Lifting her head up to see Liam in the corner of his room, next to the big windows she saw him in earlier, she smiled and he smiled back at her.

“Why did I do this Hayden?” She felt like crying, but then a wave of warmth and sensation overtook her body and she didn’t want to speak anymore. Cammy got up from the bed and was drawn to the guitar playing and started dancing and running her hands all over her body. She felt with every touch of her own hands like she was going to come. She rolled her head back and forth. Hayden was behind her, holding her, touching her, rubbing his body against the back of hers. This was a feeling she had never felt before, like a constant sexual high.

“Hey. Mind of I join in?” A voice said in Cammy’s ear.

Another set of hands was upon her. She dared not open her eyes, she simply wanted to feel. Rocking her from the front with their body, it felt softer, lighter than Hayden, the lips were soft and smooth, kissing her lips, moving, touching.

“You feel so good.” A
girl’s voice said.

Cammy opened her eyes and saw the pretty girl Tara in front of her. She was the one she was kissing. Hayden was still behind her, reeling in his own high. She took Tara’s hand and guided her towards Hayden.

“Baby, no.” Hayden called to her while Tara caressed his face then started kissing him.

“Shhhhh. Hayden, I want to see.”

Cammy turned to Liam who was in full view, the guitar down on the floor and music on in the room.

“Liam, who else is in here?”

“Kimmy.”

Cammy found the bedroom door, unlocked it and ordered her out. The girl scurried out quickly. Cammy slammed the door and locked it again, then turned to Liam.

“You said you would look after us. Nobody else in here.”

“
Allright Cammy. I will do as I said”

He offered her a water bottle, which she took and gulped down. She was feeling hot and sweaty. Her eyes found Hayden in the room. He was still kissing Tara and putting his hands all over her skinny little body.

“Do you want him Tara?” Cammy asked, rubbing her body from behind with her hands.

“Yes, you too” She answered, turning around to kiss Cammy again.

“Cams, do you feel good?” Hayden was looking at her.

“I’m hot, really hot. I need to get into the shower.”

“Go baby.” Hayden said as he fell onto Liam’s bed.