Waiting for you (Part 1) (10 page)

Cammy leaned over the bed and kissed him, sending the shockwaves she had already started feeling through her again. She was so hot, sweaty, thirsty, yet she wanted to come. The
drug had taken full effect on her.

Grabbing her hand and pulling her ear to his mouth Hayden whispered to Cammy “Be with Liam, see what it’s like baby
, see what it’s like to be with someone that has everything like I did”

Cammy was mad at him saying that to her and pulled away.

“Asshole, I see now” Cammy said to Hayden. She now knew why he did it, why he slept with other girls in California, because they were rich or famous or whatever, that’s all that mattered to him sometimes, money, prestige, so easily impressed he was.

“Liam where is your shower. Please, I am so hot.”

Liam took her by the hand and led her to the shower. No longer concerned with Hayden or her surroundings, she turned on the shower water and stepped in, fully clothed. The water was dropping onto her and it felt like each and every molecule of her body was on fire, then freezing. It was exhilarating.

“Oh God, this feels so fucking good. Oh my God”

“Hayden, get in here and get her clothes off for me, will you” Liam was yelling into the bedroom.

When there was no answer, Cammy
asked Liam to do it for her.

“Liam, get my clothes off, help me, I am burning up”

“Drink water, Cammy”

Peeling off the wet layers of her clothes and giving her cups of water from the faucet, Cammy was in a euphoric state with the water beads upon her.

The music in the room got louder and it felt like a pulse in her body. Boom, boom , boom.

Running from the shower and back to the bedroom, Cammy saw Hayden on the bed with Tara, his clothes off and she was undressed f
rom the bottoms down.

“Hayden?”

“Cams, baby, come here” Hayden was talking but was in another state of mind and body, like Cammy.

“I have a condom Cammy. You cool with this” Tara said to her, standing in front of Hayden, naked f
rom the shower, no one even noticing.

“I Love you.” Hayden said to her.

Cammy left and ran back for the shower.

Liam was waiting for her in his bathroom, standing by the entrance of the stone shower door.

“You getting back in?” He asked her.

“Yes.” Cammy stepped in. The water pelted her chest first and she felt euphoric again.

“Should I help you?”

“Yes you can”

A light went on the shower floor. It was as if the floor were glowing, dimly lit with the black and gold glass tiles reflecting the light onto their bodies, Liam’s now naked. The door to the shower was shut, as was the bathroom door. All other lights in the bathroom were off. The pulse of the music still rattling in their bodies, boom, boom, boom. Here was a bench in the shower and Cammy sat down. Liam sat beside her, moving his head with the pulses of the music, his eyes opening and closing.

“I want to touch you Cammy, please let me touch you.”

“Liam, I don’t know. I feel so good.”

He said nothing more and started rubbing her body with his calloused hands. His fingers were very calloused f
rom the guitar. It sent shivers up and down her spine. She held his hands and helped him run them over her. Reaching out and touching his chest, she felt the hard muscles that rippled up and down him. He was in good shape and sexy. The water ran off of them and he kissed her. It felt as if they were in the moment for an hour, the drug carrying their senses away. He stood her up and kneeled in front of her to lick her, to kiss her tenderness between her legs. She threw her head back and felt as she were going to faint, she was almost there, her hands upon his shoulders, pushing him down, when he pulled away.

“Should I ask Hayden if it’s ok?”

“No”

Liam wrapped a towel around his waist and left the bathroom. Cammy followed. When the bathroom door opened Hayden and Tara were standing there, waiting to get in. Cammy could tell that they had been screwing by Hayden’s face.

“I was safe, I was safe” He whispered to Cammy.

“Tara get the fuck out
!” Liam yelled at her.

It was if he were the master or something, everyone listened to him. She grabbed her clothes and left the room, fast. Liam again, still in his towel and the shower running, locked the door behind her.

“I need to lay down baby, I’m gonna pass out” Hayden was holding his head, leaning against the wall.

“Drink this Hayden” Liam handed him a bottle of water which he chugged down.

“Whatever happens, happens.” Then Hayden passed out on the leather couch in Liam’s room. Cammy shook him, but he didn’t wake up.

“Is he ok Liam?”

“He’s ok Cammy, just done. He will sleep for a long time.”

Putting a blanket on him and looking at Hayden as he lay on the leather couch by the window overlooking Detroit Cammy again was overtaken with sensation, the pulse of the music. She ran to Liam’s bed and fell upon it.

“I have to turn off the shower”

“I’ll do it” Cammy jumped off the bed and headed into the bathroom. Liam followed.

“Do you want to finish what we started? You can’t give me a taste of your sweetness then take it away.”

Cammy let her towel fall to the floor and stepped back into the shower.

“I won’t do anything without protection Liam”

Cammy knew what she was going to do, whether it was right or wrong, she was a different woman with her magic butterfly inside of her. She now knew why Hayden did what he did and why she was going to do what she was.

“I know. You are a good girl.”

“Not that good
.”

The bathroom door shut and they were immersed again in the glow of the shower. Water was falling on them, through their hair, against their backs as Liam enveloped her, his mouth over hers, his tongue, so intrusive wrapping itself around hers. Boom, boom, pulses from her head to her thighs, every touch was like a zap of electricity running through her. She heard the condom unwrap and while her hearing got drowned out by the water, her senses got sharper. Grabbing her by the waist and pulling her up towards him, she wrapped her legs around his waist and he pushed into her, hard and furious. He didn’t kiss her anymore, he bit her shoulders and her neck and concentrated on his movements. She shuddered with each thrust, rough,
and hard, his hands pressing into her skin. He rocked her furiously until he gave one last push and was sent over his edge and growled low in his throat. He pulled out and took off the condom, throwing it onto the shower floor. He still held onto Cammy and lowered her back onto the bench, propping her up and open for his tongue again, like before. With skill he used his mouth to move her like a slow rolling wave to climax, sucking every last drop from her while she writhed in his presence. Then it went black after that.

Light was stinging her eyes as she opening them. The glass windows of Liam’s room let the morning sun pour into them. Moving under the blankets and feeling a body next to her, she turned to find Liam there, sleeping sound. She felt his body under the
blankets, he had on boxers. Feeling her own body, she had on a black t shirt, must have been Liam’s and her panties from the night before. Where was Hayden?

Silently slipping out of the bed, she found her clothes hanging up in the bathroom. Putting on her jeans and bundling the rest up and stuffing them into her purse, she grabbed Hayden’s clothes and slipped outside the bedroom door. Liam was sound asleep and never made a sound. Cammy padded down the hallway in bare feet, looking for Hayden.
The first room she came to, she found Davey sound asleep in a bed with that Larissa girl, the second room Cammy saw was a study, then turning to the room on the left was another guest room.

“Hay, Hay, wake up. Let’s go baby” In a very quiet voice, she tapped on Hayden’s chest and whispered into his ear.

“Baby?”

“Yes, Shhhhh. Let’s go”

“What the fuck?” Hayden was slowly coming too and sitting up, then looking from side to side in the bed and seeing Tara and Kimmy the two girls, naked in the bed with him.

“Cammy, I….” He started to mumble then get up, the girls only moving to let him out, not getting up themselves.

“Shhhhhhhh. Hay, let’s go”

Giving him his clothes, he quickly put on his pants and sh
irt. Cammy couldn’t find his boxers or shoes. His wallet was still in his back pocket of his jeans. They walked down the hallway, silent and slow. The elevator button was pushed and they waited for the attendant to come and get them. The motor of the elevator was loud as it traveled up. Looking around at Liam’s house, no one was there, everyone from the night before had gone. The penthouse was clean and all remnants of the evening were picked up. She prayed Liam would not hear the elevator.

“Morning. A car is waiting for you Mr. and Mrs. Brock” the elevator attendant said as she shuffled the doors open for them.

“How did you know our names and that we needed a car, if you don’t mind me asking?”

“Mr. Brock, Mr. Griffin is very detailed. He
lets us know what he needs ahead of time.”

The elevator went down and they were met by a driver who led them into the car. They were both barefoot, hungry, and walking the walk of shame. They held hands in the backseat of the car, not saying a word. The driver pulled up to the house where they thanked him for the ride and practically ran for the door, getting in as fast as they could. Heading upstairs and into the bathroom, they helped each
other get out of their clothes that they had on. Cammy wound them in a ball and tossed them into the trash can in the bathroom. They washed one another, their hair, their arms, legs, feet, everywhere. Hayden dried Cammy’s hair and sprayed her body with her usual body mist. She put on one of Hayden’s shirts she always wore to bed and boy shorts with tube socks. Hayden wore sweats and a grey shirt, fluffed his hair with his hands and sprayed himself with his musky cologne.

“Hungry?”

“Of course.”

“Let’s go downstairs and eat.”

Cammy followed his footsteps and they proceeded to eat sandwiches and chips with plenty of soda. They were both famished and craving sugar, so the soda sufficed.

“Let’s go take a nap baby”

Taking their cell phones and turning them off, Hayden turned down their bed and Cammy slid in. Hayden kissed her lips as they faced one another. Cammy put her fingers through his hair, and reached for him, holding him tight to her.

“I love you Cammy Sage. With all I am, I love you. Sleep now baby.”

“Hayden?”

“Yes Cammy?”

“Did you like it? Why did you tell me to do it?”

“Cammy, I don’t want to talk about it right now ok? Sleep.”

Cammy closed her eyes, as did Hayden. She would have visions of Liam Griffin flood her mind. She wondered what would happen now. Did Hayden want those girls or was it the drug?  Sleep finally got ahold of her and when she awoke, Hayden was nowhere to be found in the house. His cell was left on the table right where he had left it. Cammy turned her cell on and had several voicemails. She ignored them. Running back upstairs and getting dressed in sweats, boots and still wearing Hayden’s shirt, she threw on one of his flannels, and fled the house in her Beemer.

Cammy left a
note  on the door for Hayden
: I am waiting for you, where you said you will always be waiting for me. Love Cams.

In the cold, she drove.
It was the afternoon already. They had slept for hours. Cammy pulled into a spot under a tree that was near the end of the parking lot to Bella Lake. She pulled down the visor to check her face, she looked tired. Pulling out her lip gloss and a piece of gum from her purse, she listened to her voice mails on her phone.

Message one: Hey sis. It’s Davey. Some fucking party huh? How long did you and Hayden hole up there? Sorry I le
ft you guys hanging. I feel like shit. Serves me right. Call me. Love you.

Good, he doesn’t know. Cams thought to herself.

Message two: Hey Kitten, its Dad. Just checking in. Didn’t see you two at church. Call me.

Church, fuck that’s what I need after what I did last night.

Message three: Hi Cammy. Liam. Don’t know if I should be calling your phone, but I wanted to make sure you guys were all right. I don’t have to tell you that last night was incredible, on the stuff or not. Happy Birthday to me, one I will remember forever. See, I told you, you belong with me.

Oh God what have we done to us?

Tears were streaming down her face and she was wondering if her Hayden was going to show. This was their lake, their place. She needed him now more than ever.

A set of headlights was behind her. It was Hayden, finally. Quickly wiping the tears off of her face, she waved him into her car after he parked and he got into the
passenger’s side

“Hi baby.”

“Where were you Hay?”

“Just thinking.”

“Where?”