Too Much To Bear: BBW Shifter Romance (Shifters of Spellholm Forest - The Bears) (12 page)

"Lie down on your back." She thought he was going to fuck her, so she did as he asked, wanting to come with him. Instead of kneeling before her, he straddled her, with his cock hovering over her face.

Her heart beat rapidly; she knew what they were going to do. So when his fingers pushed inside her it shouldn't have been too much of a shock, but it made her clamp her thighs shut.

"Relax, I promise this will be good."

His mouth covered her mound, all the time his hands pressed her knees down so her thighs parted. At first, she could not think coherently, all her thoughts a jumble of emotion, but when she did, she decided it was time she played her part. With shaking hands she grasped his cock, using her hand to stimulate it, finding him wet from her saliva, this made it easy to slide her hand up and down him. The first drop of his pre come appeared, and instead of wiping it away, she licked it off with the tip of her tongue finding she liked the taste of his essence.

In return, he slid his tongue over her clit. She trembled, fighting to concentrate; the only way was to mimic his rhythm and movements. When he licked her, she used her tongue, when he pushed his fingers into her she took him fully in her mouth, using her hands on his balls. He sucked her, and licked her, her orgasm coming closer.

What would he taste like when he emptied his seed into her mouth, would she be able to swallow, or would she throw up? Her nerves added to the experience, and as she felt herself ready to explode, she didn't care what happened.

Two fingers deep inside her, his mouth sucking hungrily on her clit and then sliding down the length of her slit before circling her clit again. He found a rhythm, one she could not ignore, she thrust herself on to him, and at the point she came, his cock slid from her mouth as she cried out in release. Her hand pumped his cock frantically, and his seed spurted out thick streams into her hand and over her breasts. In some ways, she found it gross, only her intense orgasm making her feel anything other than dirty. She was his mate, and he had marked her as his territory, she might have to get used to it.

Damn if she wasn't everything, and more, than he could ever wish for. At first, her innocence scared him, but now he felt incredibly lucky to have broken her, and that she enjoyed him so much. This morning, spanking her and watching her flesh wobble under his hands, seeing the red marks appear, he had seen it as his brand on her. It was a primal feeling; he wanted everyone to know she belonged to him. Now he had come all over her, and that made his blood run hot. He owned her body, she was his. And he was hers. That was understood, but no man would dare approach a bear's mate, and there was no mistaking that was what she was now.

Collapsing down on the ground next to her, he turned and moved to lie beside her. "Ready for that swim now."

"That might be a good idea. I'm a little bit sticky."

He smiled. "It looks good on you."

She wrinkled her nose in disbelief. "That is not funny, and this is not my idea of a joke."

"Let's get into the lake then, I might have to fuck you properly under the water."

"Can you even do that?" she asked.

"Hey, I can take you anywhere, anyhow. I will always find a way."

"Romantic."

"Sorry, romance is not one of my strong traits. But pleasure; now that is my favourite department."

She giggled, looking a little more relaxed, not so freaked out about what had happened. However, she might take it as a joke, but he meant every word. He planned to swim with her, and then fuck her. Now things were settled between them, he intended to take every opportunity to enjoy her curvy body. At least for the next few days. After that, she would be nearing the change, and things might become a little less enjoyable as she tried to come to terms with everything that was happening. She had to learn to control the beast, a thing many struggled with. So he planned to have his fun, until the serious business of being her mate began.

Which he knew it would when she changed. It would be his responsibility to teach her how to control herself, and curb the urges that would try to take over her. Jenny would need to learn to stay in the human world where she belonged, the animal was part of her, but she would still be human, that had to be the dominant side.

When he had gone to live with his cousins in the mountains for a year or so, he had seen the battle that sometimes raged inside one who had just come of age. Out in the wilds it was easy to spend more time with your animal side, and that meant trouble at first.

He didn't want to risk anything happening to Jenny.

He smiled, looking at her beautiful face. Nothing would happen to her, she had supportive parents, there was no way he could screw this up. He needed to relax, and enjoy the way his life was turning out.

That smile became a grin.

"What's got you so happy?" Jenny asked.

"I'm thinking about how strange things turn out. I mean a farmer. How the hell did that happen?"

"You will be happy here, won't you? She asked, her face serious.

"Yes. I think I will. Let's go swim."

Beck pulled her to her feet, and hand in hand, they waded into the lake. The water was freezing, even after the sun had been warming it all day. Wrapped in his love, she tried not to notice.

He splashed her, and she yelped with shock, flicking the water back into his face. They played in the water, completely soaking each other from head to foot. Laughing like children, they ducked into the water and swam out to the small island where the birds made their nests. Her parents had always encouraged wildlife here, part of their true nature coming through. It was a relatively safe place for the birds to raise their young, where no predators could reach them. At least those that walked on four legs.

At this time of year the nests were filled with chicks, their parents landing with mouth's full of food, offering it to the gaping, forever hungry mouths. Jenny and Beck stayed in the water, not wanting to frighten the birds, and watched the endless cycle of feeding, and gathering.

"That is an exhausting lifestyle," Beck said.

"They work hard for their family. It's in their nature."

"Will you regret not being a bird?"

It was the first time he had directly asked her how she felt. "A little. But I will also be happy to run with you. I bet I'll be faster. And I'll be able to climb trees,"

"Bears can climb trees," he said. "They also have plenty of stamina. Want me to show you?"

He pulled her into his arms, supporting her in the water. Still she felt uneasy when he wrapped her legs around him and felt his hard cock pressing against her. "Here?" she asked.

"Why not? Or do you want to swim back to shore?"

His voice carried an urgency she found contagious. She slipped her arms around his neck, and wriggled against him, feeling the press of his hard length. "Do you think you have the stamina to swim back to shore, personally I don't think you do." She bent her head and kissed his neck, nipping him playfully as they bobbed up and down in the water.

"Is that a challenge, Jenny Wren?"

If he had called her that before, she would have hated it, now she simply smiled, and ran her hand down between them to slide over his cock. "I am wondering just how strong you are little bear."

He laughed. "Little bear huh?"

"Of course, I have nothing to compare you to..." His cock hardened further in her hand, despite the cold of the water, he felt pretty darn big to her, but there was no harm in teasing him a little.

"And I aim to make sure you never do."

"Is that a threat?" She teased, her hand covering the head of his cock, making him suck his breath in hard.

"It's a promise, you are my mate and I aim to please you in every way, you won't ever want to find another man."

"Show me."

Beck could just about stand in the water, and pushed his way over to a tree that had fallen down on the island and hung over the water. He pressed her back against it, and before she had chance to adjust herself comfortably he had guided his cock into her. The water rippled around her, and she clung to him gasping in shock at the invasion. With no real foreplay, her sex was not slick making the feel of him more raw and intense. He moved hard and fast, before slowing to a leisurely pace, one he could maintain for a long time.

Adjusting her body, so he could free one hand, he cupped her breast, his thumb moving over her hard nipple. Lowering his head, he took the little bud in his mouth, and sucked hard. Her insides tensed, the warm feel of his mouth upon her breast verging on pain, but making her thrust herself forward onto him. In return, his hand went to her bottom, and held her firmly in place while he pulled back and then thrust forward hard, timing his complete penetration with his tongue rolling over her nipple.

He felt so good, so masterful in his command of her body. The cold water surrounded her, and his heat filled her to warm her inside. Opening his mouth, he took more of her breast in, his tongue hard as he teased her nipple. Then he released it completely, licking it with the flat of his tongue. Instinctively she found herself bowing her head and watching his every move, mesmerised as she linked the image with the feelings he evoked in her.

All the time his thrusts filled her, and her orgasm grew. She whimpered against him, needing to reach the release she craved. His hand slid down her back, over her bottom, and lower, to join his cock inside her. He stretched her further, stimulating her outer lips, at that point her world shattered into a million pieces. The light glinting off the water, the sound of the birds, all around her things moved, sounds, smells, it was an overload of sensory stimulation.

Her fingers dug into his back, and he clasped her to his body, holding her tight and jerking into her as he came. His hands were rough against her soft skin, and he lowered his head and nipped at her flesh in a way she knew would leave marks. Thankfully, her clothes would hide them, only he would be able to see, to know they were there, another sign of his ownership of her body. With her eyes closed, she tried to hang on to the edges of her world as they threatened to disintegrate around her. He was right, she would never need another man, and she only hoped he would never want another woman.

Mother Hart's words came back to her, but she could not hold onto them, they drifted away as she rode the wave of pleasure he gave her.

When the intensity subsided, he loosed her to stand in the water by the side of him. His arms held her close and he rested his head on her shoulder. They stood in silence, allowing the world to pass by, for time to carry on without them. She had forgotten why they came here, all that mattered was the two of them, and the fact they were together.

Only when the evening grew chill did they stir, and swim back to the place where they had pleasured each other earlier. Shivering with the cold, they dressed, and then made their way back to the farmhouse. Hand in hand, the world was a perfect place, for this night at least.

Her parents were waiting, and Jenny felt bad because they had obviously held dinner for them. She wondered if it was obvious what she had been doing with Beck, and longed to go upstairs and have a shower, but she couldn't ask them to wait any longer. However, her mom took one look at them, and said, "Looks like you two fell in the lake. Why don't you go and change Jenny. Beck, there's a shower off the spare room, Jenny can show you where it is, and then we'll eat." Her dad opened his mouth to protest, but she silenced him with a, "Reg, why don't you open the wine. It needs to breathe, so if the kids are quick, it'll all work out fine."

Blushing, Jenny took Beck upstairs, slightly mortified that her parents knew exactly what they had been doing. Beck had been right, it would never have worked, they could not all live under the same roof.

"See you in a minute," she said, kissing Beck on the cheek. Then she hurried to her room, peeling off her still damp clothes and jumping under the hot water. Soon her body felt warm and glowing, she washed her hair, and grabbed a towel to dry herself.

As she rubbed her skin, she felt a strange sensation all through her body. It started at the tips of her toes, and travelled rapidly up her spine, disappearing into the base of her skull. She clutched at her dresser, and then staggered to the bed. Looking down at her naked body, she could see no sign of the change that was now beginning to take over her body. It had started. In the next week or so, she would complete the transformation. She would Come of Age.

The palpitations frightened her more than anything did. For a few minutes, she had to sit with her head between her knees, trying not to be sick. Her parents had prepared her as much as they could, but to experience this was something else. It made it real, in some ways it was like puberty, only more intense. She wasn't simply changing from a girl to a woman; she was changing from a human into an animal. Every child she knew who was destined to undergo the change had the same fear, well all the normal kids anyway.

What if she couldn't change back?

Time passed, until a knock at the door, and her mom's voice pulled her back to the present. "Can I come in, Jenny. We were worried if everything was alright?"

Her mom waited for an answer before she came in. "It's OK, mom. Sorry, I lost track of time."

"Ohh Jenny, what's the matter, did you get a chill from the lake?"

"No. I think the change is starting."

Her mom sat in stunned silence for a moment, and then said, "We're all here for you, Jenny. Remember what you've been taught, and it will all be OK."

She laid her head on her mom's shoulder. "I'm so scared."

Stroking her hair, her mom whispered, "It'll be fine. We will help you, you know that. Anything you need."

"Thanks Mom, I think it's passed, can we go eat?"

"Sure. You should tell Beck, and your dad. They'll know something is wrong."

"After dinner. I feel a little faint, so can we eat first."