Tank Fallen Angel's MC 2 (5 page)

             Chapter 12

With Cher planted firmly in my lap, my hands grip her hips roughly. My lips caress her neck as she wiggles around trying to get me deeper inside of her.

“Told you I would make you beg and you did, just like a good girl.” Biting down on her neck, she throws her head back. I could see it written all over her face before I ever made her do it.

“Shut up and fuck me Tank.” Mmm I love when she talks to me like that.

Pushing her hips down I raise my hips to hit her deep inside just the way she wants me to. I love being so deep inside of her. It melts away all the stress and hell of the day in seconds. I get lost in Cher and its pure fucking heaven.

Grabbing her around the waist, I pull her onto me harder.

“You wanted this sweetheart now fuck me like you mean it.” Cher’s head pops up, her eyes on mine before she grinds her pussy down on me. Her hands fly to my shoulders as her little hips roll. FUCK ME, now that’s good!

Cher’s eyes sparkle in the light as she rides me. Her pussy clenches and she squeezes her eyes shut.

“Open your eyes. Don’t you fuckin’ take them off me until you cum.” I lean in biting her earlobe hard before she pulls back looking at me. I love seeing her looking all flushed with want. It’s the sexiest thing I’ve ever seen.

“I told you about talking to me like that.” Whatever the hell she’s doing with that pussy of hers is fucking killing me right now. She clenches so fucking tight around me I lose all train of thought

“Shit don’t stop.” Gripping her hips again, I slide her around on me. I can feel that warmth flood my body and I want to cum so deep in this girl.

Suddenly she dead stops. I look up at her and her eyes are locked onto mine.

“What the fuck?” The little grin on her face tells me everything I need to know. She’s playing me right back. That shouldn’t turn me on as much as it but damn this woman.

“Beg me.” I let out a slight chuckle before she clenches and releases again. Fucking hell! Damn I never knew anyone could fucking do that but she amazes me all the time.

Her hand runs down my chest in between her legs as she licks her lips and rubs her clit.

“Beg me or I cum without you.” Looking into her eyes, I know she isn’t joking. She looks dead serious as she gets herself off.

“You want to play that game with me? Who do you think will win?” Taking on a now serious tone, I don’t play that shit in the bedroom, or life for that matter. I am in charge and she will learn that sooner or later. Sooner would be best for me but I’m open to giving her lessons.

“Tank.” I start to lift her off of me when she whines. I knew she wouldn’t like that.

“Fine. You win.” Slamming her body back down onto my dick, she screams. Yeah, I knew I would. She will learn soon enough who the boss is.

Cher rides me hard and fast until I feel her on the edge.

“Yeah, do it. Fuck us both.” Grabbing her hand, I slide it back between her legs rubbing her clit with her own fingers. Her breathing kicks up and I can feel her about to cum.

A few more thrusts and we both explode. I can feel her squirt like she never has with me before. Her juices flow from her as I spray mine deep inside of her.

Releasing her hand, she drops her head onto my shoulder as I hold her to me. My arms wrapped tightly around her, I want to enjoy every second of this.

Breathlessly, I reach up and brush her hair away from her face.

“I thought it was cute how you thought you could win that.” Cher slaps me as I chuckle. What? That was a good one!

“Let’s eat. I’m fuckin’ starvin’.” Cher slides off me but I stay seated as I watch that sweet little ass of hers move through the room. Damn that has to be the best little ass I have ever seen in my life. It’s so round and perfect. I just want to bite it.

“I wasn’t joking about earlier. That was fucking rude.” She drags her shorts up her legs as I watch. Shaking my head, I get up and pull my jeans back on. Here we go again.

“Didn’t ask if it was a joke darlin’. I say not right now, that’s exactly what I mean.” Short and sweet. I don’t need to argue this with her again. As a matter of fact, I thought it was finished when I made her beg and fucked her.

Cher turns to look at me with a hateful look on her face. Here we go, I can see it. She isn’t going to win this round either.

“You were gone for days! I was happy to see you asshole!” Watching her snap like that does something to my insides. Actually it does something to my dick too because I want to slam it into that mouth of hers.

“I was glad to see you too but club business needed to be handled.” Cher rolls her eyes before she looks back over at me.

“Is it always going to be like that? You come back, you walk away? I don’t want that shit Tank.” Sitting on the edge of the bed, I slide my boots back on before standing and grabbing my cut.

“It’s the life. You’ll get used to it. What the hell do you want? You want me to say fuck all this shit that’s happenin’ and run straight to you?” Her eyes blaze with rage. Looks like I struck a nerve. Well that makes two of us.

“I wanted a man Tank! Not some little boy that does as he’s told.” Now that struck a nerve with me that she didn’t want to strike.

Taking a step towards her my emotions running high. I take a deep breath trying to steady myself and not completely lose my mind.

“You want a man? You don’t think I’m a man for respectin’ every motherfuckin’ thing I have ever stood for? This is my fuckin' life Cher. This club, these guys. I do what I have to do to survive and take care of my family! If that doesn’t make sense to you then too damn bad! I don’t know how much more of a man I can be if that isn’t enough!” Screaming at her, I watch her face. She looks scared and sad all in one. Fear of the unknown really gets to her, I can tell but she needs to learn if she’s going to be hanging around. I can’t keep up with babying a grown woman, she just needs to understand.

Shrugging into my cut, I turn and head towards the door.

“I said let’s eat.”

               Chapter 13

Awkward. That’s the word that comes to mind as we sit here eating. Creed and Jada smile all happy and shit but Cher wouldn’t even sit near me. I can’t say that I blame her after what I said but she needs to get used to the way things work around here.

I really don’t have it in me to baby her the whole way. There are ground rules that need to be understood around here.

After I sit here and think about it, I realize that it’s all new to her but copping an attitude with me wasn’t the right way to figure it out either. Then again neither was the way I acted.

“Dad, Piper said he would homeschool me.” Turning my attention from Cher, where my eyes have stayed, I look over at Bella. She actually looks excited about that.

“Is that right? You gonna run his ass off like the last chick we had?” I’m trying to control my rage but this shit is hard. I have never had a woman. Candy wasn’t a woman when I was with her, she was a girl. All I’ve done around here is fuck and move on to the next. No one stayed.

“I don’t think I could run him off. Besides, I kind of like Piper.” I hear a cough come from across the table as I look over at Piper. He sits there with the biggest grin on his face.

“I like you too. We are goin’ to smarten your ass up young lady. You will be a valuable asset to this club one day.” Those words strike me deep. I never thought about Bella being part of this club. I get that she is through me but other than that, I didn’t want this life for her.

“I like the part of you gettin’ smarter. You need to be smarter than your dad was.” Pointing my fork at her she smiles and nods. I wonder what has gotten into her really. She isn’t the smart ass I found sneaking back in the house.

“I need to go.” I hear Cher’s voice before Creed’s eyes dart to mine and hold there. I shrug but he shakes his head. I know it isn’t safe for her to go out alone with all this shit going on but that damn stubborn woman isn’t going to listen to me right now, not after the way I’ve been handling her.

I take another bite before Creed clears his throat and nods towards where Cher is packing up her purse. Son of a bitch this is ridiculous. Now I’m being suckered into chasing that girl around like a lost puppy.

Setting my fork back down, I stand and move towards her all eyes on me of course. Thank god, we’re out of earshot.

“Hey wait a second.”  Cher looks up at me and her face is a blank mask. With her arms crossed over her chest, she stares me down.

“Just stay. There’s a lot of shit goin’ on and I don’t want to worry about you.” Cher rolls her eyes picking her bag up and flinging it over her shoulder. Well, that didn’t work like I thought it would.

I follow behind her as she makes her way towards the door before I step in front of her.

“God damn it! Would you fuckin’ listen to me for once?” Cher’s eyes dart to mine and hold there. There is so much fear and worry in her eyes that it rips at my heart. She’s been hurt before I can see it all over her.

“You aren’t my boss. Jada may like that kind of shit but I don’t. I don’t take orders from any man.” I watch her face as it burns bright red. She’s pissed but there is something more she isn’t telling me. She needs to get it out though and move past it.

“I’m not givin’ you orders. You are takin’ shit out of context. Fuck Cher. What the fuck do you want from me?” Throwing my hands out to the sides, I look her in the eyes.

“My ex controlled me. He took away everything I had. I lost my friends, my family. Jada was all I had but when I went to college, he took that too. Hell, Jada doesn’t even know about this shit. She thinks I was at college the whole time I didn’t see her but the fucking truth is he wouldn’t let me out of the apartment.”  My heart slams in my chest. Some asshole held her against her will. What kind of fucking man was he?

“I’m not him Cher. I don’t hold you fuckin’ hostage!” She raises her eyebrows as she looks at me standing here blocking the door…...holding her hostage. FUCK! My blood runs cold as I think about what she just said. If I ever find out who did that shit to her, I will kill him.

I surprise myself with the thoughts that I have but I can’t stand the thought of some asshole hurting her.

“Cher you know that’s not what I’m doin’.” I watch her blow out a breath before she drops her arms defeated. I don’t think I like that look on her. My stomach rolls as I realize I’m the one making her feel like this.

“I know. I just can’t go back to that Tank. I’ve tried so damn hard to move away from that stuff.” This shit wasn’t about me at all. It’s about herself.

Scrubbing my hand across my face, I lean down so I’m in her face, eye level.

“The only place I want to control you is in the fuckin’ bed but you need to understand that this club is all I have of a family. We’ve been through hell and back and I won’t turn my back on them. If that’s somethin’ you don’t think you can handle I will away.” Her eyes tear up as she looks at me.

“Is that what you want?” Damn this girl. How can I make her understand that I want her? I don’t know how much damage that other fucker did to her but he has really made it hard for her to trust.

My hands come up to grip her face making her look into my eyes.

“I never said I didn’t want you Cher. You are runnin’ from my lifestyle not me. I can’t force you stay with me and I won’t even try but I can tell you that I don’t want you to go.” Watching the tears trail down her cheeks rips my heart apart. After all, she had to deal with before I can understand why she is so closed off but I’m not him.

The tears keep falling as I drag her into my chest and hold her there.

“I don’t think you understand how much you mean to me.” Whispering into her hair, I hope she gets it now.

I hold her sobbing shaking body in my arms. I have her plastered to my chest and I love every second of it. I don’t like the fact that she’s crying and afraid to let her guard down with me, but having her in my arms is like heaven.

Whether I like it or not this woman has a hold on me.

             Chapter 14

Cher finally calmed down and came back to the room. I left her in the shower while I go to handle Bella for the night.

“Where’s Bella?” Walking out into the main room, I don’t see her anywhere. Creed looks around as if he thought she was there too.

“Fuck Tank. She was just in here.” Shaking my head, I know Joey was just in here too. Little shit had better not be with her. I swear that boy grates on my nerves for some reason. Maybe because he reminds me so much of myself when I was younger. No, fuck that.