Something to Believe In (The Renegade Saints Book 4) (23 page)

Her position over the console had to be uncomfortable but she didn’t seem to give one bit of a fuck. She slurped and sucked at my dick like it housed an elixir she desperately needed and her fingernails scraping gently over my balls made me want to fuck her into oblivion. As she was giving a blowjob for the ages I was busy rubbing her clit, loving how wet she was making my fingers. When she popped her head off my cock and sat up, I growled low in my throat.

“Get on my dick,” I ordered.

“Condom?” she asked breathlessly.

I shook my head, wanting to punch myself in the face. I should’ve had a goddamn pocketful.

“I need you in me,” she whimpered. “I can’t not ride your dick right now. Will you pull out?”

We both knew we were playing Russian roulette. Neither of us cared. The need for one another was too primitive and overwhelming to ignore. If I didn’t get inside of her, I thought I’d explode.

“Yes,” I assured her huskily.

She climbed into my lap and faced away from me as she set her hands on the dashboard.

“Fuck me,” she whimpered.

I guided my cock into her with one hand as I used the other to hold her waist. We cried out in unison as she sank down, soaking my cock with her wetness.

The hand I’d used to guide into her went up to her throat as I gripped her and pulled her back so she was right against me.

“You have to get on birth control,” I murmured. “Nothing feels better than being inside you without anything between us.”

Her tight cunt squeezed me as she started undulating on my lap. “Yesss,” she drawled breathlessly. “I want you to be able to come in me every day.”

The very thought of filling her full of come every time we had sex made me crazy. I wanted to come in her and on her, wanted to mark my territory.

We made the confined space of the car our bitch as she rode me like a fucking champ. Up and down and up and down she fucked me frantically, clenching around my cock as my mouth spewed filthy talk to turn her on more.

“Your tight little cunt is so wet I can feel it dripping down onto my balls,” I groaned. “Fuck me, Daisy. Fuck me.”

She shook and cried out as she continued bouncing on my lap. “Tyson,” she cried, “I can’t hold on!”

I reached around her with one hand and repeatedly smacked her clit with the palm of my hand.

“Do it,” I commanded. “Come on my cock. Be a good girl and get me all wet.”

‘’Oh fuck, oh fuck, oh fuck,” she chanted. “
Oh fuck
!”

She seized up on me so hard as she came that sweat poured down my face as I forced myself not to let go. I endured it for as long as I could, but it was too much. She had me crazy, and with no barrier between us, I couldn’t hold my orgasm off.

I took my hand from her clit and put it on her waist, using both hands to lift her up. She stopped me with a screech, her hands going to the roof of the car as she pushed down on me and started rocking back and forth.

“Shit, baby,” I whimpered desperately. “You have to let me out or I’m going to come in you!”

Her pussy squeezed harder as she wailed my name. “Don’t stop, don’t stop, just do it,” she begged. “Come in me.”

I was so fucking done there was no way I couldn’t. We’d missed the window for pulling out by like a mile. Throwing my head back, I bellowed her name over and over again as I filled her tight cunt with a flood of my come. It was, bar none, the hottest, strongest and motherfucking longest orgasm I’ve ever had.

It felt like it went on for an eternity. I was lost to everything but the two of us being joined and how fuckin’ hot it was to spill myself into her. She was the first woman I’d ever not used a condom with and now she was also the first I’d come in. I knew right then and there that there was a reason for that and it was that I only ever wanted to be with her. A van full of the world’s best strippers and porn stars could’ve pulled up next to us for a live show and offers of unlimited sex and I’d have flipped them the bird and told them to get the fuck out of my face. Not only could they not hold a candle to her, Daisy wasn’t just some girl I was trying to date. She was my world and I knew it was only going to continue to get stronger with each passing day.

When we were both completely spent, I went to lift her off. She stopped me by putting her hands up and pushing down again.

“Feels so good,” she whimpered. “Just give me one minute to enjoy it.”

She wasn’t kidding. It felt fuckin’ amazing. Even as I felt myself softening, and as come started sliding down my dick as it slid out of her, I loved it. I wrapped my arms around her waist and pulled her back against me with a sigh.

“My swimmers are probably racing right for your eggs,” I mumbled, “since every part of me would naturally try to claim you.”

Her pussy squeezed me again as she shuddered. “That shouldn’t be so hot,” she answered, “but holy crap it really is.”

My softening dick twitched and I groaned as a vision of her body swollen with our child flitted through my mind. I’d never even wanted kids and suddenly the idea of her pregnant was making me want to fuck her until we made it a reality. It scared the fuck out of me in a big way, but it also made me want something I’d never considered, and in the moment the need for her outweighed the fear.

“Jesus,” I groaned. “We’re out of our minds.”

She let out a little chuckle. “It’s okay,” she assured me. “I’m not due to ovulate for a few more days, maybe even a week. I didn’t plan to do what I did. I just wanted it so badly in the moment I went a little crazy. I’m sorry—”

I kissed her hair gently as I chuckled. “It’s okay, Freckles. I should’ve known you’d be powerless against my come. Who wouldn’t want this jizz, am I right?”

She snorted out a laugh. “You’re whacked.”

“Says the woman who couldn’t wait for me to fill her up.”

“Ugh,” she grumbled, “when you put it that way it sounds so bad.”

I kissed her hair again as I held her close. “It wasn’t bad, it was fucking hot. On a more serious note, when can you get on birth control?”

“I’ll talk to the road doctor and see if he can prescribe the pill. I’ve been on it before but until you I hadn’t had sex in two years so I didn’t want to keep taking all those hormones. If he can write the script, it’ll be easy. If not, I’ll make an appointment in one of our upcoming tour stops so I can start after my next period finishes.”

It probably seemed like it was an odd moment for us to have the conversation, considering we were still joined and my come was dripping out of her. To me, it wasn’t weird at all. That right there was
the
moment for me.

The one where I realized I more than liked her. I was falling in love with her. Every second we spent together made me feel more and more alive. I trusted her and was able to let my guard down because we had each other. There was nothing I couldn’t talk to her about, and vice versa. For the first time, I really and truly understood what Flynn, Gavin and Cole had with their women.

Daisy didn’t know it, but right then I decided to do whatever I had to do to keep her. I silently vowed to fight my demons and find a way to be the man she deserved.

I
thoroughly enjoyed driving the Mustang and loved that Tyson had put so much thought into doing something I enjoyed so much. It was probably the sweetest thing anyone had ever done for me. It certainly wasn’t the first time he’d done something so sweet. Being a good boyfriend seemed to come naturally to him, which I suspected was a surprise to him.

Truth be told, it was a revelation to me. He’d been insufferable when I first met him and I hadn’t seen any hope for even the most basic of pleasant interaction. Almost overnight we’d become a unit, and I couldn’t imagine being without him.

We walked into the lobby holding hands and leaning into each other. When we got to the elevator, I pressed the buttons for my floor and his. As much as I wanted to go up to his room to spend more time with him, the sticky situation between my legs needed to be addressed and I couldn’t put it off no matter how badly I wanted to. The elevator dinged when we arrived on my floor, but Ty stopped me as I went to step out.

“I don’t want you in there,” he said gruffly.

I sighed as I shook my head at him. I didn’t want to go back to my room, either. We’d not been together for long but I felt we were in to something real and it did bother me that we couldn’t sleep together. I repeatedly assured him I was okay with it and to an extent I was, but of course I wanted more. With Tyson, I wanted everything.

“I have to,” I told him softly. “I need to get changed and—”

He covered my mouth with his hand and pulled me to him, staring at me silently as the elevator doors slid closed.

“Give me five minutes.”

When he took his hand off my mouth I answered, “Okay, but—”

He cut me off with a kiss that melted my brain and turned my legs to jelly. The elevator dinging when we arrived to the suite level is what finally pulled us apart. He took my hand again and guided me to his room.

Entering the room, I’d assumed we would be going to his bedroom, but he walked past it and instead guided me to the unused second bedroom. I let out a gasp when he flicked on the light and I saw my laptop and iPad on the desk, my lotion and a paperback I was reading on the nightstand and my robe draped across the bed.

“What is this?” I asked.

He turned me to face him and lifted my chin so we were looking right at each other.

“I had you moved in while we were out because I want you with me all the time. I hate walking you back to your room, hate the fuckin’ space that separates us. We belong together in one goddamn room. I can’t sleep in the bed with you yet, but I’m going to get there. Just give me time. No matter what it takes, I’ll conquer this.”

I’d never in a million years expected him to be so proactive so quickly. It touched me at the deepest level to realize he was as affected by me as I was by him.

“Wow,” I breathed softly.

“This is okay, right?” he asked worriedly. “Fuck. I didn’t go too far, did I? Goddammit, this is presumptuous—”

It was my turn to cover his mouth. “I’m very happy,” I assured him. “I don’t like leaving you at night either.”

I barely had time to take a breath before he was on me, kissing me until I was breathless. In short order we were tearing at each other’s’ clothes and rubbing against one another like we were in heat.

I squeaked when we were both naked and he tossed me onto the bed. Before I could protest, he buried his face between my legs and he was tonguing me like he couldn’t get in far enough.

“Your come,” I squeaked.

He rolled his head back and forth as he tongued my clit and groaned. “This is us,” he growled, “and we taste fuckin’ perfect together.”

His words made me wetter than ever. My thighs clenched as I arched against him and moaned, riding his tongue as he licked and sucked on my clit. I let out a loud yell when he thrust two fingers inside me, twisting them back and forth as he fucked me with them. He was a frenzy of fingers and tongue, and he didn’t hold back. I came fast, letting out a little scream as he rubbed against that magical spot inside of me that lit me up and made me breathless.

“Oh, Jesus,
Tyson
,” I moaned.

He pulled his fingers out and rose up over me, and all I could think in the moment was that he was so beautiful it hurt. I thought he was going to kiss me, but he stopped before he ever got to my mouth. Instead he devoted his attention to my breasts, licking and nipping at them as only he could. He explored every inch of my breasts, my nipples, and the underside of each breast as well. I gasped for air as I hung onto his neck with one arm, the other carelessly thrown over my head.

My broken pleas for him to make me come were met with a deep chuckle. I was so wet by then it was painful not to be coming. Grabbing him by the back of the hair, I forced him to look up at me.

“Let me come,” I begged.

His whole face lit up in a smile as he positioned himself over me to rub the head of his cock against my clit.

“You want this?” he asked.

“Yes,” I whimpered. “Please, baby.”

Placing his hands behind my knees, he pushed my legs back and thrust in. Hard. Deep. I cried out as he pulled away and then yelped when he slammed back in.