Ryan's Love (25 page)

“
I
promise you I won
’
t do anything like
that again.
”

“
You
said the same thing last time.
”

“
I
know, but I didn
’
t want to do this.
None of us did. I only wanted to save you,
”
He
proclaimed.

“
Save
me, save me, for what. Save me so I can think about you and her
being together. Fucking, moaning, and groaning, having all the fun.
While I sit back and be miserable. No. You should have just said no
and let whatever happen, happen,
”
I say now crying.

This
time when he wrapped his arms around me and pulled me into him. I
let him. I buried my head into his shoulder and I cried until I
couldn
’
t cry anymore. When I looked up at him he was
smiling.

“
I
still can
’
t be with you anymore. Every time I think of you
a picture of you and her together flashes across my mind, and I get
sick to my stomach,
”
I say crying and shaking my
head.

“
I
’
m so sorry. Please let me make it up to you. Whatever
you want. Please.
”

I lean back and look at him, then
run my hands down his chest into his lap. I want to see if he
really means what he says.

“
Ok
then, take this thick hard dick out right now,
”
I say smiling and
rubbing him.

“
What,
”
he asks swallowing hard?

“
Take
your dick out and stroke it,
”
I demand.

He looks at his brothers then back
at me.

“
But,
”
he starts to say, but stops when I smack his
face.

“
I
thought you said you
’
d do
anything,
”
I say looking at him thru my lashes then lean in and rub my
breast in his face.

“
Damn, dude your woman is so hot,
”
his brothers say
laughing as they get up and leave out the room.

He shoots them a few daggers, but I
turn his face back around to me. I want his eyes on me. I slide the
front of my dress down and swirl my fingers over my
nipples.

“
Damn,
baby,
”
he groans and brings his hands up to touch them, but I
smack his hands away.

“
You
can
’
t touch me. But you should be stroking
this,
”
I say gently squeezing his hardness.

He moans then hurriedly unbuckles
and unzips his pants, then pulls his thickness from his pants and
begins to slowly stroke himself up and down.

Oh, it looks so good. Nice and hard
in his hands. I wish that was my hands wrapped around him. I bet he
is nice and firm.

“
I
want to touch you,
”
I purr.

His hands immediately move out the
way and he sits back and waits for me to touch him.

“
Spit in my
hand,
”
I
say.

He raised an eyebrow up as I brought
my hand up to his face. He groans and spits in my hand.

“
More,
”
I
say.

“
More,
”
he asks?

“
Yes,
I want it to be dripping all thru my fingers
.
”

“
Damn,
baby,
”
he says then spits in my hand again.

Lowering my hand and gripping as
much of him as I could, I began to slowly stroke him up and down.
My hand easily moved on him because it was wet with his spit. He
began to move with my stroke.

“
Stop, be still. No moving, no touching. No anything for
you. You only get what I gave you,
”
I say speeding up my
movements.

He was panting and groaning. I could
feel him starting to thump in my hand, so I stopped.

He
groaned and looked up at me.
“
Why
’
d you
stop?
”

“
Because you
’
ve been bad. You
don
’
t deserve to cum.
”

“
But
you can get down here and lick my pussy from the
back,
”
I say climbing from on top of him, and leaning over the
back of the couch.

My knees spread wide and my ass in
the air, waiting for the touch of his tongue.

He stood behind me for a few seconds
not saying anything.

“
Honey, your dress is in the way. Can you lift it
up,
”
he asks?

“
No.
Use your teeth if you have to,
”
I say smiling to
myself.

I hear him lower himself onto the
floor behind me, and I feel my dress move and his warm soft lips
kissing up the back of my thigh. I tremble under his touch. But I
quickly still myself. His kisses his way up to my throbbing sex,
blowing on it at first. Then softly licking my wet folds; causing a
moan to escape my lips. When he heard that, he began to hungrily
lap my sex. His tongue licking and sucking my bud between his lips.
Nibbling on it lightly when he does. His tongue dives deeper into
me as I wiggle my bottom around on his face.

“
Damn, baby you taste so sweet,
”
he moans into my
sex.

Causing another shiver to shot down
my spine. He licks up the back of my folds, stopping to flick his
tongue over my star.

“
Oh,
”
I
gasp,
“
Please.
”

“
Please what,
”
he asks as he teases me with his
tongue.

“
Please don
’
t stop doing
that.
”

“
What? This,
”
he says, then he lick my star lightly and sucks
it gently into his mouth.

“
Ryan,
”
I cry as he pushes his face all the way into my
body.

His
tongue invaded
my
virgin star. My star sucking his tongue in deep,
causing my legs start to shake. I not know how much longer I can
take it before I cum; and I want to cum on his
dick.

“
Ryan
stop. Please stop, I
’
m about to
cum.
”

“
Is
that such a bad thing,
”
he mumbles into my folds.

“
Yes,
”
I
cry.

“
Whatever you say,
”
he says getting up, but not before he
licked my wetness one last time; making me purr with
delight.

He stood as close to me as he could
without actually touching me. I could feel the heat from him on my
skin, and it had my going crazy.

“
What
do you want me to do next,
”
he asks moving from one foot to the
other, making his hardness bump against the back on my
sex.

“
This
you might not like. Rub yourself on me until I
cum,
”
I
say.

“
Why
wouldn
’
t I like that,
”
he asks rubbing up against
me?

“
Well
you can
’
t cum and you can
’
t stick it
in.
”

“
Say
what,
”
he asked, shocked?

“
That
’
s all
I
’
m comfortable with right now.
”

He
exhales loudly then finally says,
“
Ok.
”

Then he slowly rubs the tip of
himself down my folds; stopping only when he hit my throbbing bud.
He smacks his dick on my bud and presses it tight against me; and
rubs himself back and forth on me until I start to moan.

“
Like
that, baby,
”
he asks.

“
Yes,
”
I breath.

He
continues to rub me harder and harder until I feel like
I
’
m about to explode.

“
Oh
Ryan. You feel so good. I
’
m about to cum, baby.
Please don
’
t stop.
”

He begins rubbing my bud in a
frantic pace. Quickly drawing an orgasm out of me.

“
Yesss,
”
I scream as those delicious waves rock my whole body making
me collapse into the couch.

Ryan was behind me panting like
crazy. I fall over on the couch, my whole body spent.

“
Sunshine,
”
Ryan says his voice understandably
shaky.

My eyes were heavy, I could feel
myself falling asleep.

“
Thank you, Ryan for loving me enough to
wait,
”
I say closing my eyes and falling into a deep much needed
sleep.

Chapter 14 (Ryan)

When I woke up this morning, I went
back in the living room to check on Sunshine. She was laying in the
same spot she was last night. She was a dream. Her hair is splayed
all over the pillow and couch. The cover that I draped over her
last night for warmth, was now wrapped up in her legs. Her dress
rode up a bit and was showing her smooth thick thighs. I wanted to
run over beside her and kiss up those thighs until I reached
heaven.

As if
she heard what I was thinking she stretched out of her sleep, and
rolled over facing me. At first she said nothing. She just looked
at me with sleepy eyes, as she lay there. Then she carefully got up
and walked over to me. I
’
m thinking she was
going to freak out about what happened between us last night, but
she didn
’
t. She stood up on her tippy toes and kissed my
cheek, then turned and walked to the back; towards the room that
she had always slept in when she was here.

What
was that all about? I
’
m not mad that she
kissed me, but why didn
’
t she say anything.
Women.

Shaking my head I go plop down on the couch, stretching all
my limbs; then leaning back on the couch, closing my eyes. I think
on Sunshine and the hell she has been thru because of me and my
carelessness. I thought on how incredibly sexy a woman she is, and
how lucky I am that she is even agreeing to be in the same space as
me. Because if she did what I did I think I
’
d be a monster.
I would probably be the last person anyone wanted to be around,
because I
’
d probably take out all my hurt and anger on
whoever was around me. So last night when she started flipping out
on me, smacking my chest and face. I wasn
’
t mad at her at
all. I really felt sorry for her. Because I could see all the pain
we put her thru all over her face. It tortured me to see her in so
much pain. When she started giving me what she was feeling; how it
felt to see her touch another man when she grabbed my brother. I
saw red. I hated every second of it. I felt like I was going to
kill someone. So if I felt how I did and she only touched him, I
know I would be completely devastated if she did what I did. Even
if it was to save her and Mom
’
s lives. I
don
’
t think I would ever be able to look at her without
going crazy. So I
’
m damn lucky she even
spoke to me. Let alone stroked my heat; and let me lick her sweet
tight pussy last night. Every time she smack my hands away, I felt
myself get harder and harder. I nearly lost myself and slammed into
her when I was rubbing my hardness all over her wet folds. It was
hard not to. But I knew if I did she would never forgive me. So
after she zonked out, I went to my room and had the longest cold
shower in history. It helped for a while.