Reluctant to Share: (A Mafia Love Story) (5 page)

"Yes."

"Good. Now do you
need anything else to feel comfortable?"

"I could really
use a shower," she said.

All of the showers were
upstairs. That meant I would have to allow her upstairs to fulfill her request
for a shower. I hesitated for a brief moment before telling her to follow me as
I led the way.

The house was
relatively empty. Most of the gang was out having a good time with the money we
had earned from helping a client launder his money.

I could have just let
her shower in the bathroom on the main floor of the house if I wanted to. But
ultimately, I decided to have her shower in the bathroom located inside my
bedroom upstairs.

Walking up the stairs
to my bedroom from the main floor, I had Vivian walk in front of me while I had
my hand on the small of her back.

I felt a jolt of
electricity surge through my veins as soon as I touched her body, even though
it was through the fabric of the cotton shirt. Her ass looked so tantalizing as
she climbed the stairs that I grew hard while walking behind her.

Chapter 6

Vivian

His hand was on the
small of my back the entire way. It was probably to discourage me from being
stupid and trying to run away. Nonetheless, his hand on my body made me feel as
if he was laying a possessive claim on me.

Being near him caused
all of my senses to be heightened. I could feel his warm breath on my skin as
he walked behind me. That led to shivers running straight down to my sex.

Once we had landed on
the upper level of the house, Tyler grabbed my wrist and led me to a large
room.

The room was easily
twice the size of my modest room back home, yet it only had about half the
amount of stuff I kept in my bedroom. Hence, the space looked sparse and tidy
but lacked the feel of home.

At the center of the
room was a large king size bed. It was draped in white linens and looked super
comfortable from where I stood. And for a moment there, I fantasized about
frolicking on that bed with Tyler hovering over me.
God, what was wrong with
me?
Why was I constantly thinking naughty thoughts ever since he came into
my life?

"The shower's in
there," said Tyler as he gestured towards a door inside the room.

I walked towards the
door and opened it, revealing a clean and spacious bathroom inside. The bath
was done Venetian style with a see-through glass shower overlooking a giant
Jacuzzi bathtub. Both the shower and the Jacuzzi bathtub looked heavenly right
about now.

"Go ahead and
undress. Then bathe for as long as you desire," said Tyler.

"Aren't you going
to leave to give me some privacy?" I asked, seeing that he was still
standing in the bathroom.

"I promised the
gang I'd keep a close eye on you. I can't just leave you in here by yourself.
After all, there are windows in here. Besides, it's not like there's even an
inch of your body I haven't seen already. So go ahead and undress. Unless, of
course, you'd rather I do the undressing for you."

I blushed at his words.
Then I went ahead and peel the t-shirt off of my body. Tyler's eyes were
affixed to my body the entire time, and he licked his lips the moment my
breasts came into view.

I slid out of my pants
and panties, completely exposing myself to Tyler's hungry eyes. Next, I opened
the see-through glass shower door and walked inside.

The Jacuzzi bathtub
looked extremely inviting, and I would have loved the chance to soak in it. But
with Tyler's eyes on me, I thought it was best to opt for a cold shower
instead.

Tyler

She turned on the water
and shyly started rubbing the soap on her voluptuous body. She looked so
incredible with her body all wet that I felt myself jealous of the beads of
water caressing her skin.

I was hoping she would
stay in the shower for a while longer to put on a naughty show for me. But her
shyness must have gotten in the way because the water was turned off before I
had enough time to admire her curves.

She asked for a towel,
so I walked to the linen closet to grab it for her. Thank goodness the closet
was inside the bathroom, allowing me to keep my eyes on her. I wasn't actually
worried that she'd run away while wet and naked. I was just concerned about
having to miss even a second of her gloriously naked and on display.

She was standing there
wet and shivering when I walked over to open the shower door. Our fingers
touched as I handed her the fluffy towel, and I couldn't help but feel the
spark ignite between us.

In that instant, I
wanted nothing more than to turn her around, lean her against the shower wall,
and enter her from behind. My cock pummeling into her over and over again would
be all she needed to feel warm again. Plus, it might finally get rid of the
erection I had going on in my pants.

Despite all odds, I was
able to control myself. I let go of her hand and watched with lust as she
toweled herself dry.

"Follow me into
the bedroom and I'll get you something clean to wear," I said once she had
the towel wrapped around her nubile body.

I reached inside one of
my drawers and fished out a t-shirt and a pair of boxers. Then I watched
intently as Vivian removed the towel to throw on the clean t-shirt I had just
given her.

The water droplets that
clung to her hair dripped onto the front of the t-shirt, causing her to look
like she was in the middle of a wet t-shirt contest. That did it for me. I
could no longer contain myself.

I grabbed her face and
tilted it up towards mine. My tongue probed inside her mouth. I flung the towel
onto the floor, making her naked body accessible to me once more.

Vivian

He had me ensnared
between his rock-hard, solid body and the mattress of his bed. His hands raked
over my entire body, caressing me, and squeezing me. His erection pressed
against my thigh, and it thrilled me to know how much he wanted me.

He roughly pushed me
onto the bed. His kisses trailed down my neck and onto my cleavage. He flicked
his tongue against my hard nipples before clamping down on them with his teeth.
I moaned and arched my back in response.

He stayed there and
lavished his attention fully on my breasts for a while longer before continuing
on his journey south. He licked his way down my belly, then bit on the
sensitive skin on my inner thigh.

He had me so turned on,
I would have given up my soul just to feel him inside my body.

After teasing around my
sex for quite some time, he finally had mercy on me and lapped at my wet folds.
Then he swept his tongue against my aching nub over and over again. It felt
incredible, but still, I needed more. I needed him inside of me now!

"Tell me, Vivian,
what do you want?"

"I want you,"
I moaned.

"You want me
how?" he demanded.

"I want you inside
of me."

"Louder, Vivian, I
can't hear you."

"Please, Tyler. I
need you inside me now."

He got out of his
clothes in record time. His strong body hovered over my much more delicate one,
enabling me to feast my eyes on his broad shoulders, ripped abs, and chiseled
chest.

His mouth covered mine
as he guided his hard-on to my entrance. I could feel the tip of him prodding
through my sex as our kiss deepened. My heart threatened to beat out of my
chest as he pushed in further.

I flinched when he
broke through the barrier that just a moment ago had signified my virginity. I
considered telling him to stop because it hurt so much. But then his finger
found my hot little button, and I was back to feeling pleasure again.

I relaxed my body, and
he resumed moving inside. His strokes were slow and sensual at first, then
quickened as he continued. The pain I felt earlier dissipated as I gave in to
the pleasure that consumed me with each and every single one of his thrust.

I was his completely
now, and it all felt so right. He pounded into me faster and faster while his
hands groped at my breasts. The sound of his body slamming against mine was
lewd and provocative at the same time.

He leaned down to kiss
me once more, and I lustfully moaned into his mouth. Over and over again he
slammed into me until we both uncoiled together.

He kissed my forehead
then collapsed on top of my body. I felt so safe and at home resting underneath
him like that. I couldn't have possibly asked for a better first time.

Then suddenly, the
expression on his face changed. He got up swiftly and told me to get dressed.

"You need to get
out of here now," he said in a tone I had never heard from him before.

Chapter 7

Tyler

It wasn't supposed to
happen. After my previous conversation with Mark, I had already decided that I would
not have sex with Vivian. Yet there she was lying on the bed with my cum
seeping out of her body.

I was a weak man who
gave in to my lust, and for that reason, I must now distant myself from Vivian.
Keeping her as my girlfriend or lover would lead to each member of the gang
demanding a turn with her since that was the rule amongst the Alpha Outlaws.
And since I was reluctant to share her with anyone else, I had no choice but to
end things with her despite it killing me inside.

I had only just met
Vivian a few short days ago. But if you asked me, time alone wasn't enough of
an indicator as to how deeply a man could fall for the right woman.

I wanted so badly to
hop back in bed and make love to her over and over again. Or better yet, run
away with her and keep her safe forever.

But neither of those
were feasible options. I couldn't let an innocent girl like Vivian stay here
and service the entire gang; that wouldn't be fair to her. Sadly, I couldn't
just run away with her either. The Alpha Outlaws would consider me a traitor if
I were to do that. They'd hunt both Vivian and me down. And while I wasn't
afraid of putting my life in harm's way, I couldn't bear the thought of putting
Vivian's life in imminent danger.

If I stay with the
gang, I had a shot at keeping her safe from a distance. On the other hand, if I
leave with her now, we would most likely end up having both the Alpha Outlaws
and the cops chasing after us. We would have nowhere to hide together with me
running away from the law with no one else to cover my back. No, there was no
way I could let Vivian live a life like that.

I needed to get her out
of this house, find a safe place for her to stay, and be her guardian angel
from afar.

If it wasn't for everything
else that I was feeling, I would probably laugh at the mere mention of me being
anyone's guardian angel. After all, I'd spent most of my life feeling like some
sort of angel of death.

Vivian was now dressed
in the boxers and t-shirt I had handed her earlier. Concerned about how naked
she looked, I found a sweater and sweatpants for her to throw on as well. Then
I led her out of the room and down the stairway to the main floor of the house.

I checked to make sure
the coast was clear before disabling the house alarm and security cameras. With
her hand in mine, I brought her to my motorcycle. I hopped on and told her to
get on behind me.

I turned on the bike's
engine and felt her arms wrapped tightly around me. My heart ached as I
realized I was literally driving her out of my life.

Vivian

It was my first time riding
on a motorcycle. And had it not been for the odd way in which Tyler was
behaving, I would have been having the adrenaline rush of my life. But because
of the look on his face and the sound of his voice, I just knew in the pit of
my stomach that something awful was about to happen.

After driving for quite
some time, Tyler finally stopped at a house located somewhere out in the
country. He helped me off of the bike and led me to the front door of the
house.

He found a key under
the welcome mat and proceeded to open the front door. I followed him inside and
scanned my eyes over the rustic-looking interior of the home. Then suddenly, I
found myself peering into the eyes of an older man with a striking resemblance
to Tyler.

"What the hell are
you doing here, Tyler? I thought I'd never see you again after you ran off with
those lowlifes," said the older man.

"They're not
lowlifes. They're my family now," said Tyler in response. "Anyway,
I'm here today because I need a huge favor from you."

"Why didn't you
ask your new family to help you?" the older man grumbled.

"Please, Father,
I've never asked anything of you before. So please, just help me watch over
Vivian without any further questions. It will only be temporary; I'll have her
out of here as soon as I figure something else out."

So that man was his
father? No wonder they looked so much alike.

"Okay, fine. She
can stay. But she better help with the cooking and cleaning around here or
something," said Tyler's father.

"I can do
that," I found myself chirping in.

Tyler led me into one
of the bedrooms and told me to sit down on the bed. He sat down next to me and spoke.

"Vivian, what
happened earlier was a mistake. I shouldn't have had sex with you like that. So
in order to somewhat make things right again, I need you to stay here with my
father until I figure out a better alternative for your situation."

"I don't
understand, Tyler. Why was it a mistake? I mean, I know I'm not experienced or
anything. So maybe it wasn't as good for you as it was for me. But to call it a
mistake, isn't that a bit harsh?"

"No, Vivian, it
wasn't a mistake because I didn't enjoy being inside of you. That's not it at
all. It's just...it's complicated."

"Then please explain
it to me."

"I don't have time
to do that right now. I need to get back to the house as soon as possible. So
just listen to me and stay here."

"Can't I go back
to my own house?"

"No, you won't be
safe there. The gang will be sure to look there first once they realize that
you're missing. This is the safest place for you right now," he said as he
turned to leave.

Tyler

My father was the last
person on Earth I wanted to ask a favor from. But right now, he was the only
one I could count on to help keep Vivian safe from the gang. The Alpha Outlaws
knew how strained my relationship with my father was; they would never think to
come to his house to look for Vivian there.

Vivian

I was no longer a
captive at the gang's sanctuary. I should have been happy. But instead, I was
more miserable than I had ever been. No, it wasn't because I still wasn't
allowed to go home. But rather, it was because I had the feeling I might never
get to see Tyler again.

For the first time
since meeting Tyler, I actually felt used by him. He took my virginity, then
discarded me right afterward.

Sure, he said it was
for my own good. But it didn't feel that way to me at all. Instead, I felt as
if I was a pet he had grown tired of and was now giving away for adoption.

Tyler

The gang wasn't happy
about me letting Vivian out of the house. One of the elder members even
threatened to kill me if I didn't reveal to him where I had hidden her. But I
didn't give a damn. It wasn't like I cared much about my own life anyway.

Eventually, the Alpha
Outlaws stopped harassing me about Vivian. But I could tell they were still
keeping a close eye on me. Therefore, I didn't dare to come to my father's
house to visit her.

Vivian

Three months. That's
how long it had been since I last saw Tyler. I had kept my word and helped
Tyler's dad, Mr. Dobson, with the cooking and cleaning around the house.

In a way, it was very
much like living at home. I was doing house chores and hiding away in my room
for most of the day. The only main difference was that I no longer had school
work to attend to now.

In the beginning, Mr.
Dobson and I both kept our distance from each other. Then one day, Tyler's dad made
small talk with me.

 "You're a good
cook for someone your age," he said.

"Thanks. I've had
lots of practice."

"What's a nice girl
like you doing with Tyler anyway? He's in a gang, you know?"

"Yes, I know. But
I don't care. Despite everything, he's the best thing to have ever happened to
me."

"Well, then my son
is one lucky guy."

"Too bad he
doesn't think so."

"Why do you say
that?"

"Why else would he
leave me here without ever coming back to check on me?"

"You couldn't be
more wrong, little lady. If he didn't care about you, he would have never
bothered to step foot inside this house again. Besides, he did check up on your
status."

"He did? He was
here?" I asked with wide-opened eyes.

"Well, not
here
here. But he did get in touch with me to make sure you were doing okay at
my place."

"Why didn't he
come see me for himself?"

"He's just trying
to keep you safe."

"
Safe?
Why
is that the only explanation I ever get from him? I need to know what's going
on. Why couldn't he just keep me safe by having me by his side? None of this is
making any sense to me."

"Don't you get it?
He's keeping you here so that he can keep you to himself."

"He doesn't even
see me here. Besides, wouldn't it be easier to keep me to himself by having me
living under the same roof as him?"

"No. Because then
he would have to share you with everyone else."

"Share me with
everyone else? What are you talking about? I don't understand."

"The Alpha Outlaws
have a rule about sharing everything with each other, including the women they
bed. So if you're having relations with Tyler, the rest of the gang will expect
to have their turn with you," explained Mr. Dobson.

My eyes blinked rapidly
as I absorbed the information just given to me. Tyler didn't send me here to
discard me after having sex with me. He had been keeping me here because he
didn't want to share me with the rest of the Alpha Outlaws. He did care for me
after all! In that case, I must be with him no matter what.

"Mr. Dobson,
please take me to Tyler now."