Merger (14 page)

I scooted from the booth and moved around to stand
. “I need to use the ladies room. I’ll have the concierge get Benny to move the car around and meet you up front. I’d love to pay for dinner?”

“Not a chance
,” he said.

I walked towards ladies room and stopped at the hostess desk, so I could flaunt myself foolishly in front of the nobody female who had all but made a fool of herself ogling over my man.

“Get our car, please.” I handed her Benny’s number, then sauntered off towards the restroom. I looked back and smirked.
Take that bitch.

I stared at myself in the mirror wondering how I’d once again been caught by surprise
. Josh had really gotten under my skin and I was ashamed and surprised at my reaction to his questions.
I could have it all!
Marriage, a family, and a career.

He wanted to know how his future was going to play out…
really?
He was setting me up for the biggest fall ever. It was foolish, but I felt like I was falling in love with him.

“Oh
, hell,” I said out loud to no one. I looked into the mirror and applied my lipstick, then walked out into his hard chest.

“Come here
,” he said. I looked up at him and stood perfectly still, despite my desire to touch him.

“Yes
,” I said looking into his blue eyes.

“I can give you everything, if you let me?”
he said softly.

I looked from his eyes down to my hands
, which were balled together, not knowing where to put them. He was so forward and aggressive that it always took me off guard.

“Why are you always so direct?” I
asked, moving my eyes back to his.

“I don’t know how else to be
,” he responded, looking squarely into my eyes. “It’s a great asset in business.”

“Is this business
, Josh?”

“It’s the business of me acquiring something I want.” He bent down and
took my mouth, forcefully pulling me into him. “I want you,” he moaned into my mouth.

“You’re impossible
,” I said wrapping my arms around him. “Take me dancing.”

He pulled me from the hall and outside to where Benny was already waiting with the car
. He opened the door and we both slid in, Josh putting his hand on my thigh and me smiling and shaking my head. He was impossible and I was impossibly lost in him.

We pulled to the curb of the hottest club in New York City, the Velvet Room
. The line was out the door and the bouncer sat idly waiting to ID the beautiful people who wanted to get behind the velvet rope.

Josh stepped out first and reached back to grab my hand
. He smiled at me at me and pulled me into him.

“Are you sure about this
? Have you seen the line?” he asked, looking down at the long line of people.

“Don’t you worry your pretty little head, I got this
,” I said. I pulled out a hundred dollar bill and walked over to the bouncer bypassing the line of people. “Hey, Jules,” I said nonchalantly.

“Hey, K.K., you look smokin’ hot tonight
. Where’s all your pretty friends?” He replied.

“Just this hot number and me tonight
, Jules.” I pulled Josh next to me and handed Julian the crisp bill. He hugged me, nodded to Josh and with a tilt of his head, we were behind the velvet rope.

“Have fun.”

I pulled Josh forward and we stepped into the crowded bar. I could feel the beat of the base low in my stomach. I had drunk just enough to feel loose and swayed my hips back and forth as I moved through the room. I raised my arms in the air and turned to Josh.

“Dance with me
,” I smiled mischievously.

I pulled him by his arm to the lit floor
. We glided between the warm bodies that pulsed and moved all around us. The sound of Justin Timberlake reverberated through us overhead and my body moved with the tempo. The DJ had remixed Sexy Back with a terrific techno backbeat.

I thrust my hands in the air, and Josh advanced me
. His hips moved with mine and his arms rounded my back. He spun around and pushed his hips to my groin, his hands now in the air and moving sinfully back and forth on the floor. I beamed with delight because he really had the moves.

“You’ve got to be the hottest man here
,” I said pulling his back to me and rubbing my groin to his ass.

He spun around and grabbed me tightly, “I love me some J.T.
, baby,” he said warmly in my ear. We laughed and flirted as the song came to an end and another one started. He looked at me and pointed to the bar. “Drinks?”

“Sure
,” I answered.

We worked our way back through the crowd and found a small slit at the bar
.

“What do you want?”
he asked, turning to look at me.

“I guess wine
. I probably shouldn’t mix my liquor. What about you?” I asked.

“Scotch and water
,” he replied.

“Vodka and cranberry with lime, please
,” I changed my order, smiling.

“What happened to not mixing?”

I shrugged. “I’m good.”

“Yes, you are.” He kissed me and waved his hand to the bartender.

The bartender made his way towards us. Suddenly, Rihanna blasted from the speakers. My hands flew above my head, barely missing Josh, and my hips moved smoothly to the beat. “I’m going to go dance.”

“Sure
. I’ll get our drinks and be right there.”

I advanced the dance floor, Josh’s eyes on my back as I swayed my hips
. I looked over my shoulder and winked. I moved to the edge of the floor and let the rhythm take over. The voyeur in me craved his unfaltering eyes and I was ready to play into his desire of me. My eyes closed, my hands moved down my hips to my thighs, slipping my dress up slightly and exposing my legs. I spun around, like a seasoned stripper, bending over and turning to look back to meet his eyes. He smirked and grabbed his chest in a playful motion.

I licked my lips, turned back
, and ran my hands through my hair. I motioned for him to come and mouthed, “I want you.” My hand grazed lightly down both sides of my hips and I knew if I weren’t in public, I’d have my fingers submerged in the wet folds of my hot pussy, finishing what I’d started.

Josh moved towards me, drink in each hand shaking his head
. I kept moving until I felt the charge his body next to mine.

“That was quite a show
,” he whispered warmly in my ear.

I hadn’t realized that some of the people around me had stopped to watch my performance until I let my body come to a stop and touched my Adonis.

“Come with me,” he said. 

He handed me my drink and we walked up the stairs to the second floor
. I didn’t know where he was leading me, but I was eager to follow. We walked past several tables and when we’d run out of room to move any further, he turned me around and gently pushed my back to the wall.

“You are fucking making me crazy.” He grabbed my free hand and put it against bulge of his erect cock
. “I couldn’t take having all those guys watching what’s mine.”

He grabbed my drink from my hand and placed it on the table next to us
. He pulled me hard into his chest, grabbed under my dress and ripped my G-string from me.

“You won’t be needing these
,” he said. He placed them in his pocket and kissed my neck. He reached between my thighs to where I had already envisioned my own delicate fingers. I steadied myself against the wall sick with desire waiting for his touch. “No more panties, they just keep getting in my way.” He slid his fingers over my waiting clit and rubbed it smoothly until I was tight with anticipation. I felt myself getting wetter and hotter beneath his hand.

“Who’s making who crazy now?” I
asked, panting in his ear.

He lingered in my wetness, saturating his fingers on the outer edge of my opening before plunging them deep inside me causing me to melt with the force of each stroke
.

“You’re so
incredibly beautiful and the affect you have on me is overpowering. I’ve gotta have you – right here, right now.” He pulled my legs up and braced me against the wall. I looked around wondering if we were being watched, but I was so lost in the throbbing need between my legs, I was powerless to care. I reached for his zipper, desperate to feel him. “Please.” I whispered in his ear, unable to fully speak.

“Please what baby?”
he asked.

“Fuck me.”

With his pants opened just enough for his release, he slid his hands up my thighs, lifting my dress and burying his cock fully and taking my breath away.

I arched my back thrusting my hips forward wanting me capture him and never let go
. “Yes,” I said.

“Oh my god
, baby. You feel incredible.”

He moved his legs up driving deeper into me and stretching me into impossible tightness around him
. Our bodies glided together in unison. The pace of my breath quickened, my heart slammed against my chest and the deep moan that escaped my throat was muffled by his deep kiss. I tried hard to tame my breathless panting, but lost the battle with every thrust. I was coming undone. My orgasm was building as he pounded into me with abandon. My back probably bruised from the force, but both of us unwilling to stop. His mouth came crashing into mine as he pushed deeper.

“Come for me
, K.K.,” he said, putting his forehead to mine, but never breaking his stride into my pulsing sex.

His free hand moved over my swollen tight clit causing me to buckle over him
. He knew he had me and stroked me till I lost all control. I pulled my bottom lip into my mouth to stop from screaming out. He pulled me close and drove my legs higher crashing our bodies together in one smooth movement as he found his release and came hard into me. I held onto him for balance as my body weakened over his. His pulsing cock was still jetting into me. His words were warm in my ear: “I’m never letting you go.”

“Promise
,” I said softly.

“Promise.”

“I can’t get enough of you,” I said, trying to find my voice
.

“Thank
God,” he said, gently pulling out of me and letting my limp legs fall off his hips to the floor.

“It scares me
,” I said nervously. “I really, really like you.”

“Like me?”
he said, questioningly. He pulled my skirt down and I watched as he zipped his pants. “It’s time for us to go home, sweet thing.”

He pulled me forward and I pulled him back
. “I’m crazy about you, Josh.”

He pulled me tight
. His chest felt hard against my needful breast. He bent down to meet my eyes.

“I don’t know what it feels like to fall in love, but I imagine it feels something like this.” We stood staring at one another, him waiting for a response and me too stunned to speak
. My heart felt full and unsure all at the same time. Was he saying that he was falling in love with me? He leaned in and kissed my unmoving lips. “Have I shocked you?” he asked.

“No
,” I said with as much confidence as I could muster, but knowing he’d seen right through me.

“That’s funny
, K.K., because I’ve rarely seen you speechless.” I nudged him in the shoulder playfully trying to lighten the moment. I wanted him to feel the same way about me as I did him, but hadn’t expected to hear it. I felt giddy at the thought of him falling in love with me.

We pulled up to the building and I gathered myself enough to get out of the car
. Josh’s hand pulled me forward onto my feet. “Come on baby. One foot in front of the other.”

“I’m not drunk,” I said
. “I’m just trying to find my balance.” I stumbled forward laughing and grabbing Benny’s arm. “I love you, Benny.”

“I love you too
,” he said handing me back to Josh. “I have to get your Dad and the others tomorrow. Do you need me in the morning?” he asked.

“No
. I’m good,” I said.

“I believe you are
,” he said, winking at Josh. “Take good care of my girl.”

We walked into the elevator and Josh hit the button for the eleventh floor
.

“Let’s go up and see my place?” I said grabbing his hand and pumping it with excitement
.

“You promised not to look
,” he said.

“You’re no fun
,” I replied. I put my lower lip out to show my disappointment.

He shook his head at me
. “You’re like a little kid. I bet you secretly opened your Christmas gifts and rewrapped them.” He was laughing under his breath and I rolled my eyes at his teasing words. I had unwrapped a few gifts as a child, but not successfully. My mother always knew and went the extra mile to hide them in the future. I moved closer, licking my lips and speaking softly.