“He hasn't split up with Angela,” she informed me. “I saw them together this morning, leaving their flat and kissing in the street.”
“Are you sure?” I asked surprisedly.
“Of course I'm sure, Jade,” she returned. “I've known them long enough to recognize them. The way they were kissing, I can tell you that they haven't split up. It looks as if Alan is trying to sow his oats elsewhere.”
“He told me that they'd split up because she's got someone else and ...”
“He's a lying bastard, Jade. You of all people should know that.”
“That's an understatement. He's a fucking ...”
“Calm down,” she broke in. “I've never heard you swear before.”
“I don't usually swear. But when a fucking bastard like that ...”
“Shall I come round?”
“He's here now so ... Yes, come round. Don't let on that you know anything.”
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“No, no of course not. You haven't ...”
“Had sex with him?”
“Yes.”
“Er ... No, I haven't. And I don't intend to. He's a lying fucking cunt, he really is.”
“Hey, hey. Relax, for God's sake. They're all the same, believe me. I'll see you soon.”
Returning to the lounge, I smiled at Alan, wondering how he could have spun such a sob story just to have his wicked way with me. There again, I’d instigated the cock sucking. I also wondered why I'd sworn on the phone. It wasn't like me to swear.
In fact, it was so out of character that I wondered what was getting to me. Alan was getting to me. I'd sucked him off, swallowed his sperm - and he'd gone home to the tart and probably fucked her rotten. He might even have fucked her before I'd sucked him off. God, his penis might have been covered with the slag's pussy juice. He was going to pay for this, I decided. I was out for revenge.
“Sorry about that,” I smiled sweetly. “It was my boyfriend.”
“You're lucky to have someone,” he said softly.
“Yes, I am. You must be feeling very lonely, Alan.”
“I am. Dossing on a sofa isn't much fun. I spend the evenings sitting on my own.”
You lying bastard!
“I wish I could help somehow.”
“It's nice being able to come here and talk to you.” He smiled and let out a chuckle. “I liked what you did to me this morning, Jade. It's a shame we can't ...”
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“We can be friends,” I said, smiling brightly. I hated him, hated his very being. “I know I was a bit off hand but ... Let's be friends, shall we?”
“Yes, I'd like that.”
“It's a shame about you and Angela. I know that I called her a slag but ... I saw her the other day. I wasn't going to say anything but, she was with a man. Obviously, it was her new man.”
“Oh?” he frowned. “Where was that?”
“They were going into a pub in town. They were kissing and groping each other ... Well, you don't want to hear about that.”
“What did he look like?”
“Oh, I don't know. Dark, tall, good looking. To be honest, I didn't take too much notice.”
As he fired several rounds of questions at me, I replied with the appropriate lies. If nothing else, I'd cause trouble between them and appease my thirst for revenge.
No, causing trouble wasn't revenge enough. I hadn't nearly finished with him. In fact, I'd barely started. Leaving the room to answer the door, I didn't tell him that it was Jackie. No doubt he was hoping for another blowjob, or more. He'd be really pissed off when he realized that Jackie was staying for a while.
“Hi, Alan,” she smiled, walking into the lounge.
“Oh, er ... Hi,” he stammered, rising to his feet and shaking her hand.
“How's
Angela?”
“She's OK.” He hung his head. “Actually, we've ... we've split up,” he sighed.
I hate self-pity, especially when it’s false.
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“Oh, I'm sorry to hear that. Are you two back together again?” she asked, turning to me.
“We've talked about it,” I replied. “We're sort of seeing each other now and then to see how we get on. Jackie, why don't you come and give me a hand with the coffee?”
“OK. You know, I always thought you two were made for each other.”
“Yes,” Alan murmured. “I ... I believe we are.”
“I reckon we’ll be back together soon,” I smiled as I left the room.
Jackie danced around the kitchen as if she'd won the lottery. Her face beaming, she suggested that we both play with Alan's dick. She then suggested that we drop him in it with Angela. Leaving her to rant and rave about telling Angela that Alan was screwing around, I made the coffee. Jackie loved the situation, I knew.
Excited, bubbling over with enthusiasm about having Angela catch Alan coming in my mouth, she finally calmed down and let me get a word in.
“We're not going to get his dick out,” I said, fighting my inner thoughts as I placed the coffee cups on a tray. Would Crystal have sucked and licked his knob?
Do
it. Suck his knob
. “No, I ... Stop it, for God's sake.”
“Are you OK?” Jackie asked.
“I'm a little confused, that's all.”
Suck the sperm out of his knob
. “I don't want to suck his knob.”
“I will, then,” she grinned. “I'll tell you what. You go upstairs and I'll seduce him, get his cock out and wank him off.”
“Jackie!” I whispered loudly. “We are not ...”
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“You can walk into the lounge and catch us,” she interrupted me. “And then we can both tell Angela.”
“I don't know,” I murmured pensively. “The idea's crazy.”
Do it.
“I can't do it.”
“Come on, Jade. Have a laugh, for once. Say that you're going up to your den to make a phone call. Say that you'll be a while and, when you've gone, I'll ...”
“Maybe,” I broke in, walking into the hall. “Let's see what happens. Play it by ear.”
I really didn't think it a good idea as we returned to the lounge. I wanted to drop Alan in it, but Angela would never believe that he'd been to my flat and Jackie had wanked him. It would have been far better to have her see me out with Alan, going into a pub or a restaurant.
Do it. Do it.
My head aching, I wished that my mind would stop playing tricks on me. Passing Alan a cup of coffee, I turned and grimaced at Jackie as she reminded me that I had an important phone call to make.
“Go and ring your agent now,” she persisted. “I'll entertain Alan while you're gone.”
“In a minute,” I replied, realizing that she wasn't going to give up. Crystal would have done it.
Do it.
“I'll go if ...” Alan began.
“No, no,” Jackie broke in. “Stay and have a chat. I haven't seen you for ages.”
Turning to face me, she frowned. “Go on, then,” she urged me. “You were saying how important the call was.”
“OK, OK,” I finally conceded. “I'll be about ... about ten minutes.”
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Leaving the room and hovering in the hall, I wished I'd never agreed to such a crazy idea. I felt as if someone was in my head, goading me to do things against my will. Was I going crazy? What the hell was Jackie going to do? I wondered, listening to her chatting to Alan. Rip his trousers down and grab his cock? And what was I supposed to do? Walk in just as he was shooting his spunk? There was no point in playing stupid games, I concluded. He wasn't my boyfriend and I really didn't care about dropping him in it with Angela.
Spying through the crack in the door, I shook my head. I was going to make my entrance before she'd started seducing him but she'd already moved in. Kneeling at his feet, she was whispering something and trying to yank his zip down. Almost raping him as she yanked at his trousers, she had no qualms whatsoever. How she could behave like that without becoming embarrassed, I really didn't know. I wished that I was Crystal more than ever.
“Come on,” she said huskily. “She'll be ages yet.”
“Jackie, we can't do it here,” he complained.
“Stop wasting time and get your cock out. I want to suck your knob.”
“Bloody hell,” he whispered as she finally managed to haul his stiffening penis out of his trousers. “You're some bloody woman.”
“I've always wanted to do this to you,” she grinned, pulling his foreskin back and sucking his purple knob into her pretty mouth.
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This was ridiculous, I mused, watching her gobbling - and him squirming and writhing in his illicit ecstasy. What was I supposed to say when I made my untimely entrance?
Oh, God, what's going on? Alan, how could you betray me yet again?
As he gasped and clutched her head, I reckoned that he was close to coming. The bastard had already come in my mouth that morning, and now he was going to sperm Jackie’s mouth. Gripping his solid cock by the base, she bobbed her head up and down, moaning through her nose as she mouth-fucked herself. Clenching my fists and grimacing in preparation for my debut, I took a deep breath. This was it, I knew as he let out a gasp. His spunk was about to flow. Mouth-fuck. Mouth-sperm.
“God,” I breathed, walking into the room. “Alan, what ...”
“Oh,” he cried as Jackie slipped his glistening knob out of her mouth. His sperm shooting through the air, he tried desperately to conceal his cock. “Oh, God. I
... I was just ...”
“Sorry,” Jackie said, clambering to her feet with sperm dribbling down her chin. “He went on and on and in the end ... Well, I did it.”
“There's no hope for us now, Alan,” I sobbed, wiping my eyes.
“But
...”
“I shall ring Angela and tell her that dumping you was the best thing she ever did.”
“No, don't ring her,” he gasped.
“I'm not surprised that she went off with another man.”
“Whatever you do, don't ring her.”
“Why not? What's it to you?”
“I think I'd better be going,” Jackie said, moving to the door.
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“Yes, I think you had,” I returned, gleaning from her expression that she was going to wait in the kitchen for me. “And don't bother coming back.”
“Jade,” Alan said, taking my arm as Jackie scurried out of the room. “Please, don't ring Angela. I don't want her to think that ... This has nothing to do with her.
We're not together anymore so ...”
“Not only am I going to tell her that you came in Jackie's mouth, but you also came in my mouth.”
“You ... you don't know the number,” he stammered, his eyes widening as he realized that I mean it.
“Don't I? Get out, Alan.”
Tugging his zip up, sperm splattered down his trousers, he finally made his exit. Shrieks of laughter came from the kitchen as the front door slammed shut. Jackie was loving every minute of the game, I knew as she bounded into the lounge. I supposed that it had been fun, but I felt guilty. Should I tell Angela? I wondered as Jackie flopped onto the sofa. Again wondering why Jackie seemed to have no inhibitions, I thought she might contact Alan and arrange to meet him for sex.
Knowing her, I wouldn't have put it past her.
“We'd better not tell Angela,” I said.
“Why not?” she frowned. “The bastard cheated on her, for goodness sake. If you won't tell her, then I will.”
“I suppose so. It's just that ...”
“Just that what?”
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“I don't know, Jackie. I don't know what's happening. My life was so quiet and
... Well, normal. Everything seems to be happening at once. What with Alan the musician and then ex Alan turning up, I don't know what's going on.”
“You're enjoying yourself, at last. That's what's happening.”
“Enjoying
myself?”
“You sucked the musician. I'll bet you enjoyed that.”
“I also sucked Alan.”
“Really? My God, you're a dark horse. When did this happen?”
“He came round this morning. I don't know why I did it.”
“That's great!” she beamed. “It won't be long before we're both sucking one dick. You wank and I'll suck, then I'll wank and you ...”
“Jackie, that's not what I want,” I sighed, sitting next to her.
“I don't understand you, Jade. We could have some real fun together. We ought to team up and seduce men. Just think of the ideas you'd get for your book. We could call ourselves, the cum-sluts.”
“Jackie, you're terrible.
The cum-sluts
?”
“Or the facial females.”
“What do you mean,
facial
?”
“Don't you know anything? Facial as in sperm all over your face. Cum-slut as in a girl who loves spunk all over her face and in her mouth.”
“I'm beginning to realize how little I know,” I sighed. “There's no way I'll be able to write a dirty book ...”
“Let's team up, Jade.”
“No, I don't want that.”
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“Call it research. We'll grab a bloke from the pub, bring him back here, and seduce him. What better way of gaining experience?”
“I'd be too embarrassed. It's one thing being alone with a man, but to ... to suck a cock with you watching me ...”
“I wouldn't be watching. I'd be sucking, too.”
“This is getting out of hand. I've sucked two men, and now you want us to team up and ... and seduce men.”
“That's not all I want to do.”
“What do you mean?”
“I want to seduce you, Jade.”
Running her hand up my inner thigh, she pressed her fingertips into the swell of my naked vaginal lips. I was stunned, unable to utter words of protest or move for several seconds. Finally managing to press my legs together, I thought of Jenny Hardbrooke. What the hell did Jackie think she was doing? I pondered, grabbing her arm and trying to remove her hand from between my thighs. The girls at school might have enjoyed mutual masturbation. Jenny Hardbrooke might have ... But I wasn't interested in lesbian sex.
“No panties,” Jackie breathed huskily as I again tried to push her away.
“Jackie, don't,” I protested as she managed to push her fingers into my wet sex crack. “For God's sake, stop it.”
“Relax,” she murmured, forcing my thighs apart. “I want to teach you, Jade.
Teach you how to enjoy your body.”
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“Jackie, this is wrong,” I murmured. What would Crystal have done? “Jackie, please don't.”