Fighting to be Free by Kirsty Moseley (7 page)

“You have any music?” I asked, as he kissed down my neck.

He smiled against my skin. “Not really, I have a radio.” He grabbed the remote control and turned a crappy little stereo on.

Rihanna’s Rude boy was playing and I grinned, I pushed him down roughly into his dresser chair.

“No touching, that’s the only rule,” I purred seductively, as I started dancing in front of him, moving closer so I could grind against him, he looked shocked as hell. I could feel the bulge in his jeans rubbing against me making me burn in need.

Oh my God, I can’t believe I’m giving a guy a lap dance! I was actually enjoying it, and by the look on his face, he definitely was too.

“Holy shit,” he mumbled, as I bent over in front of him, putting my ass near his face swaying seductively as I stood back up. He raised his hand and grabbed my ass, looking at me hungrily.

I laughed and pushed his hand away, “Tut tut stud, no touching,” I teased, waggling my finger playfully at him.

He grinned, “Then don’t put your sexy ass in my face,” he growled, huskily. I giggled as I straddled him and started grinding into him hard, actually getting myself off at the same time.

He moved to kiss me, so I pulled away smiling. I trailed my hands down his toned chest to his belt, which I unbuckled slowly, rubbing my fingers along the edge of the material of his boxers. He groaned and moved to kiss me again and I pulled back. Wow, I like teasing him, this is so damn hot!

I went to stand up so I could turn, but he gripped my hips and pulled me down to his lap, looking pained.

“I can’t take anymore,” he whispered, kissing me passionately.

I wrapped my arms and legs around him, pressing into his chest as he stood up, wrapping one hand under my ass and carried me onto the bed, his other hand rubbing down my back making me shiver in anticipation. I unbuttoned his jeans and he unclasped my bra, pulling it off and throwing it onto the floor. He started massaging my breasts, flicking his thumbs over my nipp!es making me moan and wriggle.

He kissed down my neck, licking and sucking on my breasts, oh God Mark never made me feel like this. My whole body felt like it was on fire, I pulled his jeans off and started rubbing his erecti0n through his boxers, making him moan. I was breathing heavy, my heart was beating out of my chest, he kissed further down onto my stomach and pulled my panties off, slipping his hand between my legs, massaging me gently. My body was on a slow burn, waves of pleasure radiating from everywhere he was touching me.

When he pushed two fingers into me, I arched my back and cried out, holy crap that feels good. He grinned against my skin and kissed further down, putting his mouth between my legs, whilst continuing to work his fingers, making me moan louder and rub my hands over his short hair. My body was pushing forward through the stages. I couldn’t keep still, I was wriggling and moaning like crazy, oh God he’s good at this. I felt like my body exploded as I climaxed around his fingers crying out.

He chuckled and pulled his fingers out sucking them and kissing his way back up my mouth. He kissed me passionately, massaging my breasts gently. I pulled his boxers down and looked at him, holy crap he’s a lot bigger than Mark. I wanted him right now, I couldn’t wait any longer, the anticipation was killing me. I reached over and grabbed the box of condoms from his side table and ripped the plastic off opening the box, I got one out as quick as I could.

“Is someone a little eager?” he breathed against my ear, nibbling on my earlobe, making me even hotter.

Come on, what’s he waiting for? “Jamie, come on, now please,” I gasped, gripping his erecti0n and pumping him gently. He just chuckled again and kissed down my neck.

“Patience Ellie,” he mumbled against my skin.

“Jamie please. Take me now,” I begged, my body aching for him.

He looked at me, excitement dancing in his eyes, “Say that again,” he said huskily. Is he serious?

Can he not see how much I want him?

“Take me, please,” I begged, running my hands over his back, I could feel the same scars over his back as he had on his chest.

He pulled back, kneeling on the bed and slipped the condom on his shaft. I watched him eagerly, biting my lip, he laid back down on top of me nudging my legs further apart. I could feel him lined up at my entrance and the need was almost painful, I pushed my hips closer to him trying to get him in me.

“Say it one more time,” he ordered playfully, kissing my cheek and massaging my breasts gently.

“Oh God Jamie, take me now!” I almost screamed I was so desperate for him.

As soon as the words left my mouth he pushed in, I cried out as pleasure shot through my body, holy crap he’s big. He started thrusting in a slow and steady rhythm, we were both moaning and I started raising my hips to match his thrusts making him go in deeper. He grunted and lifted my hips higher thrusting slightly harder now, making me cry out. I dug my fingers into his shoulders as I climaxed around his shaft. He gasped, looking at me with wide eyes as he slowed right down, making my orgasm last longer.

Once I calmed down slightly he raised my legs, putting them up on his shoulders as he started back up again, faster than before. Oh my God is he not finished yet? Holy crap he’s good at this! “Oh God Jamie, harder, go harder,” I gasped.

He grinned and started pumping harder, each thrust a little harder and deeper than the last, making me cry out and moan. He was thrusting so hard now that I was moving up the bed. I put my hands above my head pressing against the headboard trying to keep still as he continued to pound into me.

My body was going crazy, I was tingling all over, I could feel it building, I couldn’t breathe.

“Holy shit, Jamie!” I cried as I climaxed again, my back arching, my walls tightening and convulsing around his shaft, he moaned and gripped my thighs as he came too.

He slumped back down on top of me, we were both gasping for breath and sweating. After a minute or so he eased out, pulling the condom off and throwing it into the trash next to his bed. He rolled onto his side reaching out his hand and pulling me against him, as he slowly ran his hands down my sides.

“That was incredible, Ellie,” he murmured, kissing my nose. I smiled, well at least he remembered my name.

“Yeah it was, thanks for not making me wait too long, stud.” I slapped his chest playfully.

He laughed, “Sorry, I couldn’t resist making you beg, that was the sexiest thing I ever heard, up until then anyway, your orgasm had that beat pretty easily,” he said, grinning from ear to ear.

I blushed, “Right.” I buried my face into his chest, knowing my face would be burning with embarrassment. He wrapped his arms around me pulling me tight against him. “You don’t have much stuff,” I stated, looking around.

He looked a little uncomfortable, “Err no, I’ve not even been here a week,” he said, sounding a little nervous.

“Where were you living before?” I asked casually, wanting to hear the sound of his sexy voice some more. He shifted uncomfortably and I could tell he didn’t want to talk about it, “That’s ok, you don’t have to say.” I rolled so that I was on top of him. I sat up straddling him and looked down at his handsome face, wow he really is hot!

He ran his hands up my thighs and rested them on my hips, just watching me with a smile on his face. I sighed, ok time to go I guess, wow this is a little awkward what do I say?
Thanks and
goodbye?
“Err…. I guess I should get going. Would mind you calling me a cab?” I asked, climbing off of him and looking round the room for my clothes.

“You’re going? Why?” he asked, frowning,

“Well, I’ve never had a one night stand before but I thought that was how it worked, you have sex then you leave,” I joked as I pulled on my panties.

“No, I mean, why do you have to go now? You could stay the night, I could drive you home in the morning.” He rubbed the back of his head looking a little nervous again.

“You want me to stay the night?” I asked, a little shocked. He got up off the bed and walked to me in all his naked glory, I couldn’t keep my eyes off of his body.

“Yeah I want you to stay the night,” he said, smiling his sexy smile at me, making my stomach flutter. Ok, I could definitely stay the night.

“Ok, I’ll just text my friend and tell her, I’m supposed to be staying at hers.” I grabbed my cell phone and sent a quick text to Stacy, saying I’d go to hers in the morning and asking her to leave the window unlocked for me so I didn’t have to walk through the front door and have her parents see me.

I snapped my phone shut and threw it on the side. Jamie was sitting on the bed watching me, I blushed when I realised I was only wearing a pair of panties. He patted the bed next to him and I grinned as I walked back over to him. Jeez this was going to be a great night! A slow smile spread over his face as he bent his head to kiss me, starting all over again where we left off.

I woke in the morning my head a little fuzzy from the alcohol, and my body aching all over slightly from our activities last night. Jamie was a lot of fun in bed and not like Mark at all. Mark was serious and dominant; he was a ‘lay on your back and spread your legs’ kind of guy. He never once wanted to change positions and if I ever suggested me being on top he refused adamantly, looking at me as if I had grown a second head.

Jamie on the other hand was different, he seemed up for anything, trying out different positions and angles. He wasn’t serious at all, he was flirty and would tickle me making me giggle and squirm, chatting easily in between sessions. After having sex for the third time we’d finally fallen asleep.

I tried to roll over, but I couldn’t. He was practically laying on me pinning me to the bed, his head was on my back, his leg thrown over mine. This was the first time I had actually spent the night with a guy before too. Whenever Mark and I had been together it had been a quick - actually compared to Jamie, Mark was very quick now that I think about it - anyway, it was a quick fumble somewhere before we would go home. He never once stayed over, and since we both lived with our parents that made it impossible.

I wriggled again and Jamie moved off of me, I rolled over to look at him, hoping that I didn’t have vodka goggles on last night and I was going to wake up to some spotty, ugly guy or something. I breathed a sigh of relief when I saw him, jeez he is so hot. He looked so peaceful sleeping, like an angel.

I scooted closer to him and he unconsciously wrapped his arms around me, holding me securely to his side. I glanced down his body, I drew in a shaky breath at what I saw. The scars that I had vaguely seen last night in the dingy light, whilst having too much to drink, were really noticeable in the daylight. He had a lot of them, way too many to count. They were all over his chest and abs.

Most of them were small, but a couple of them were raised and puckered and looked like they must have been deep.

They were a long time healed but I had to bite my lip to stop myself from crying for him. He had a few little round marks that looked like old burns or something. I trailed my fingers over them tenderly. When I got to a big scar the stretched all the way from his hip to half way across his stomach, I winced, and tried not to image the pain that this must have caused him. I bent my head and kissed it lightly.

“Hey,” he mumbled sleepily, putting his hand on the back of my head. I turned to look at him, willing myself not to cry about this. He sighed and rolled so he was on top of me. “Guess you’re gonna ask me about that now, huh?” he said a little sadly.

“I want to, but if you don’t want to tell me, that’s ok,” I said quietly, biting my lip.

“You want the truth or the lie?” he asked quietly.

Ok what the hell is that about? “The lie,” I whispered, running my hands up his back and pulling him closer to me, I could feel the scars on his back and I wanted to see them too. How the hell could this beautiful boy be put through so much pain like this?

“I’m clumsy, I fall down a lot,” he stated, kissing my neck.

“And now tell me the truth,” I said, holding my breath, not even sure if I wanted to know.

He sighed, “I didn’t have a very good childhood, Ellie. The people who should have looked after me, didn’t,” he said simply. I could hear the anger in his tone. I couldn’t help it, a tear escaped even though I was trying my hardest to keep them back and not make this harder for him.

The subject was close to my heart, one of my friends had been through something similar. She was messed up, but not to the extent of being scarred like Jamie, just emotionally messed up.

My heart broke for him and I just didn’t know what to say, so I pulled his face to mine and kissed him. He kissed me back fiercely; I wrapped my arms around him tightly as if I could save him from the memory of it. I could feel him start to get aroused against my thigh. Wow, this boy is insatiable!

Three times in one night not enough for him? We’d even used up the box of condoms so it’s not like I could have sex with him again anyway, even though my body was screaming for him again too.

He pulled away when I was breathless, and I smiled sadly at him. “Don’t feel sorry for me. It was a long time ago, I don’t need your sympathy, it’s ok,” he said quietly, kissing down my neck to my breasts.

I pulled his face back to mine, “No more condoms, stud,” I teased, raising my eyebrows and smirking at him.

“Yeah I know, that doesn’t mean I can’t make you scream.” He grinned at me wickedly as he kissed back down my body again. Holy crap this is the best night and morning of my life.

……………………

About an hour later, I was dressed in my outfit from last night, jeez I felt like a slut. The dress was
way
too short and
way
too tight. How on earth could I have liked wearing this last night? Oh yeah, because I was off my face. I cringed as I looked in his mirror, trying to pull the bottom down and somehow make it longer. I imagined walking in to Stacey’s house wearing this, having her parents knowing I stayed out like a dirty stop out.

Jamie laughed quietly and threw a t-shirt at me. “Here, you can put this on over it if you want.” He was grinning from ear to ear.