Dimitri's Forbidden Submissive (Submissive's Wish) (24 page)

Alex stood and hauled her up into his arms like she weighed nothing. Apprehension filled her as they approached the bed and Alex stopped walking. “Why are you scared?”

“I…well, I won’t have sex with you Alex. I’m sorry.”

His gaze thawed the slightest bit, “You care for him? You really do?”

“Yes.” She thumped his shoulder. “If it wasn’t for Dimitri I wouldn’t touch you.”

He actually looked hurt. “I see. Would it help to talk to him?”

“What do you mean?”

“I can call him and you can talk to him on my phone. It is secure, I assure you.”

“Really? You would do that for me?”

His gaze softened further and the smile he gave her was actually genuine. “Yes, I would do that for you.”

Before she could protest he had Dimitri on the phone. After briefly saying something in Russian Alex handed his phone to her. As soon as she had is she said, “
Volk moy
?”

“Yes,
zaika moya
, it is your wolf.”

At the sound of his voice she let out a little pained noise. “This is fucked up.”

His voice was thick, deep as he said, “I wish I could spare you this, but I will do whatever it takes to keep you alive. Please, help me protect you. Let my brother bring you pleasure. Those people will know if you are faking. That cannot happen. So you have my permission to do everything but fuck. Only my cock goes in your pussy or ass. Am I clear?”

“Yes.”

“Yes what?”

The dominance came through loud and clear in his tone and she melted against Alex. “Yes, Master.”

“Good. I am proud of you, little Rya. I know this hurts you and I swear I will make it up to you. Survive this and I will find a way to make you safe in my life. It will be hard, and take time, but I will make it happen. Nothing will keep me from making you mine.”

She sucked in a harsh gasp of air, anger burning through her and mixing with her lust and guilt until she was trembling. “I’m scared.”

“Do not be. Alex is good man. Let him please you. I swear I will not feel anger, or anything but pride. You are my woman, you are strong. You will do this and I will reward you for it. I meant it, Rya. If we can get through this anything is possible. Just give me chance to make things as safe for you as I can. If something happened to you, I would not be well. People would die. Many people. Please, help me keep you safe and please do not hate me so much.”

“Dimitri, I don’t really hate you…and I’ll try.”

“Such a good girl. Now relax, enjoy. Know that tonight you will be the only woman in the universe to me. No matter what is going on around me, it will be you owning my heart.”

“You suck,” she whispered, hating the tears thickening her voice.

“This is a bad and dangerous situation I put you in. I allowed my greed for your love result in danger for you. Is unacceptable and I am working hard to secure a future for you free from threat. You have my permission to enjoy everything this situation has to offer. I will always be close enough to keep you safe. Believe me. Trust me to be your Master.”

She startled when Alex firmly grasped her breast, then rubbed his thumb over the tip. A soft moan escaped her before she could catch herself and Dimitri chuckled. “That’s it, give in to his touch. Feel him, my little Rya, and know that he is only enjoying you because he has my permission, but the ultimate call is yours. I will not force you to endure any man’s touch that you find deplorable. Do you understand?”

“I do, and no, he’s not deplorable.” She gave Alex a shy glance and was startled at the sight of his pleased smile. “Though he is an insufferable asshole. I don’t know how you can stand him.”

Alex gaped at her while Dimitri roared with laughter. “I would give much to see his face right now. You, my girl, are very wicked. Now give phone to Alex and be aware that I will give him my blessing to punish you if he so chooses. Do not worry, you will enjoy it, and I will love watching you come undone.”

Feeling numb, she handed Alex the phone and watched his gaze narrow before he spoke with Dimitri in Russian. After he hung up he gave her a grim look that perversely made her aroused. Damn, she always loved a pissed off Dom.

“So, little Rya,” Alex purred, “You will allow my touch.”

“Yes? No? Shit, I don’t know.” She rubbed her face, trying to clear away what was probably some really smeared mascara. Alex needed to understand the boundaries between them in order for her to do this. “Okay…well see, if I had met you first and you were single I would have thought you were hot. But I met Dimitri first and I belong to him. He’s my Master.”

He laid her out on the bed, smoothing her hair around her head and generally just touching her gently. “I understand, Rya. But you need to understand that I would never hurt him. My love for my brother is without question, and I’ve never tried to take anyone or anything away from Dimitri. That is not to say I don’t want you, if you were mine I would spend years—decades—learning your body, taking care of you. But you are not, so instead, I can at least have the satisfaction of watching you orgasm. You are one of those women who make certain men, men like myself and my brother, wish to care for you. So soft, so delicate, I want to protect you. My only solace for my unusually strong protective feelings for you is that whatever I feel for you, Dimitri feels it a thousand times more. I know my place, Ms. DeLuca, and it is not as the owner of your heart. However, right now, my brother has given me the honor of playing with you, so I plan to make you climax, hard. I want to feel your slippery cunt on my face and lick you from the little bud of your asshole all the way to your clit. I may not have you, but I will have your pleasure.”

With a slight tremble she tried to ignore how her hand was by his cock as he curled up onto his side, facing her while lowering his hand back to between her legs. “Oh God.”

“That’s it, Rya, feel me. Feel my heat against you, the brush of my breath, my fingers deep inside your body. You are so wet, yet tight. It must drive my brother crazy to fuck you. No wonder he doesn’t want anyone else to experience you. Men would kill to fuck a pussy like this.”

He began to thumb her clit and she flexed her hand, loving how he froze as her fingers brushed his cock. His dick jumped against her knuckles and she shifted her hand, curving her palm lightly around him. Alex lightly pressed his cock against her palm and his chest expanded as he took a deep breath. When she squeezed again he pressed into her hand harder. His gaze bore down into hers, making her aware of how much bigger than her he was. And those eyes, god, it was like having Dimitri here watching her in an odd way. Together they played with each other, though Rya kept above Alex’s clothes. There was no way he’d come from her touching him like this, but it must have felt good because he was beginning to sweat and a feral smile curved his lips.

“Rya, we will do as little or as much as you want. I know you said no sex, but I’ve already had my mouth on your pretty cunt and I would love to have your mouth on my cock.” He groaned as she began to work on his zipper, then traced his dick through the small opening. Evidently Alex went commando, because she felt only hot, hard flesh beneath the pads of her fingers. Oh dear, she was pretty sure Alex shaved his pelvis. Curious, she unzipped him further and stroked her fingers over his pelvis while his cock brushed her wrist.

“Perfect,
dorogaya
. You have no idea how good you feel. Your skin is indescribably smooth, it feels amazing, and I can still taste you on my lips.”

The fact that she was calling the shots helped her to be bold, to further bury her guilt beneath pleasure. Dimitri got her into this mess, and for whatever reason, he wanted her to hook up with his brother. His hot brother. Oh man, this was so messed up, but Alex felt so good that her willpower was weakening by the moment. And if he kept talking dirty to her she was going to come without anything more than the press of her thighs.

“Do you like to be flogged?”

Blinking at him, she tried to process his words, but all she could really focus on was how much she wanted his mouth on her. Shame mixed with her need and her lower lip quivered, but she nodded. She was really going to do this. There was no doubt of it now so she might as well make the best of the situation that she could.

He ran his fingers through her hair, gripping her lightly. “I will flog you, tease your lovely breasts, and stroke that beautiful pussy. May I lick it?”

She bit her lower lip, then said in a hesitant voice, “As long as you promise me Dimitri is okay with this.”

If she thought the mention of his brother would make Alex back off, she was very wrong. If anything, his gaze darkened further. It was as if her caring for his brother turned him on. “He wants you to have pleasure, Rya, wants me to give you everything I can. You are so loyal to him, is beautiful. Makes the fact that your body is made for sin all that much better. Men see you and they think of what it would be like to be blessed enough to touch you, not knowing that you feel better than they could ever imagine. I want to fuck you, hard.”

“No sex,” she blurted out. “And I want to be blindfolded and have earplugs.”

He studied her for a long moment, a flash of regret in his gaze before he nodded. “Done.”

“Where…where will we be doing this?”

“The small dungeon by the game room. It will be mostly our friends, Dimitri is rather possessive of you.”

She couldn’t help laughing. “Possessive of me? He’s letting you do everything but screw me, Alex.”

To her surprise he cupped her sex again, grinding his heel against her mound. “If he wasn’t possessive of you I would be buried up to my balls in your hot little cunt right now. There is no way I would have been able to resist you from the moment you hugged me and pressed those big tits against me. If you had not been his I would be marking every inch of your body with my seed.”

Her heart thundered and it was a struggle to hold his gaze. The best her stunned mind could come up with was, “Oh.”

When he took her hand and wrapped it around his dick, she didn’t object, instead squeezing him and exploring his cock, watching his gaze darken to that familiar deep grey that made her heart ache. He began to stroke her clit again and she panted while watching him, her emotions so out of control that she couldn’t even begin to process the situation. Alex rubbed his nose against hers as he thrust up into her hand with a steady rock of his hips, like he was fucking her fist.

“I would dig my legs into the mattress and push into you as far as I can, filling you until you shatter around me, your cunt milking my cock. Dimitri tells me you allow him into you with no condom. I remember what that feels like. The only woman I’ve ever fucked without a condom was my wife. I know how special you are to him and I envy him. But no matter how much I may want to fuck you, it will never happen.” Pausing, he removed her hand from his throbbing shaft. His touch gentled and he gave her that smile again. “So yes, Dimitri is possessive of you.”

That thought brought tears to her eyes again and she curled up on his lap, wanting his comfort. He seemed to sense it and removed his hand from between her legs, hugging her to him. “Please don’t let me see him with another woman. I can’t deal with it.”

“I will make sure you see and hear nothing.”

“Thank you.”

He placed a gentle kiss on her forehead. “If you can get through this you will be able to spend the night with Dimitri before we leave tomorrow morning. That is if it is something that you want.”

“How? I thought we weren’t supposed to be seen with each other.”

“We have friends who will help hide it. Just keep that in mind. If you can get through the next few hours and convince our enemies, you will be rewarded by being in the arms of the man you love.”

She detected some jealousy in his tone and looked up at him, searching his face. “Are you okay with this?”

He gave her a startled look. “What?”

“Well, I mean this has got to be kind of awkward for you as well.”

His laughter vibrated against her and he gently moved her off his lap and onto her feet. “Touching a beautiful woman? Bringing her pleasure? Hopefully making her pussy melt on my tongue? No, is no hardship.”

Licking her lips, she swallowed hard and nodded. “Okay. So how are we going to do this?”

Alex knocked on the door of a room down the hall from his. A moment later a very pretty, curvy blonde-haired woman around Rya’s height opened it with a smile. She wore her hair in loose ringlets that flowed over the shoulders of her pink t-shirt and a pair of artfully distressed jeans hugged her legs. The smell of food drifted into the corridor while she held the door open.

“Alex, Rya, please come in.”

Rya glanced around the suite and took note of the deep burgundy and gold décor before returning her attention to the woman. Alex had told her that the blonde—her name was Catrin—would be helping her get ready for this evening, and that Catrin could be trusted. Although what Catrin could possibly do to make this any easier for Rya other than getting her shit faced drunk she had no idea.

Catrin turned and gave Rya an unexpected hug and said in surprisingly good English, “Rya, it’s so nice to meet you. Dimitri has told me all about you.”

The guilt and anger that churned Rya’s stomach surged and she stiffened in the other woman’s arms. “Thank you.”

Catrin gave her a searching look, then turned to Alex. “I’ll take it from here.”

“Thank you, Catrin.”

Alex gave Rya an uncomfortably heated look before he left her alone with the curvy blonde. As Rya looked her over she couldn’t help the pang of hurt that filled her. Catrin had the legs of a pinup girl. Jealousy chose that moment to remind her that Dimitri had either fucked, or possibly would be fucking this woman tonight. She tried to dismiss those catty thoughts, reminding herself that she’d just had Alex’s cock in her hand, and that she was still wet.

She was such a hypocrite.

Could this day get any shittier?

With a smile Catrin gestured towards the small four-person table near the window laden down with food. “Come, let us eat.”