Dimitri's Forbidden Submissive (Submissive's Wish) (19 page)

He made a growling sound that sent goosebumps all up and down her spine as he pressed a hand between her shoulder blades and pinned her to the soft mattress. Even though her body was getting tired, she didn’t let up her struggles, incredibly turned on by Dimitri overpowering her. He placed his big thighs outside of hers and managed to get his other arm beneath her hips, raising her butt up and exposing her sex to him. The head of his dick pressed against her and she went wild, thrashing unsuccessfully until he shoved into her with a loud shout.

The moment his engorged crest hit her cervix she screamed, her orgasm detonating in her pussy as she tried to writhe in pleasure, still trapped by Dimitri’s huge body pinning her. He growled again and stroked deep, riding her orgasm and drawing it out until she was making incoherent noises beneath him. He pressed in all the way until his balls slapped against her clit and she could only keen at how stuffed full of his cock she felt, how fucking good.

“
Yebanant
, your pussy is like silk.” He leaned down, covering her with his body, making her arch against him, trying to get him to move. “Never felt anything better. Heaven.”

She could only moan in agreement as he slowly stroked in and out, his shaft dragging deliciously over the overstretched nerve endings in her pussy. Somehow the tone of their fucking changed into love making and she moaned softly as he swept her hair to the side and began to kiss her neck while whispering things to her in Russian that she didn’t understand, but still broke her heart because of the adoration in his voice. She didn’t need to know the words to know that he cared about her.

He rolled them onto their sides and lifted her leg over his hip, opening her more fully to his deliberate, achingly wonderful thrusts.

“Play with your clit,
zaika moya
, come for me.”

She slipped her hand between her legs while he gave her what felt like a world class hickey on the side of her neck, driving her crazy with his harsh grunts as his pace increased. When he bit her she tensed, and when he increased the strength of his bite she screamed out, coming hard as she rubbed her clit. He really began to pound into her then, rough enough that he fucked another climax out of her on the heels of the last. Unable to stand the intensity, she sank her nails into his arm around her, crying out as he pressed deep and roared her name.

She could feel the hot pulses of his release inside of her and realized he wasn’t wearing a condom.

They shivered together, his dick twitching and the reflexive clamp of her pussy making him groan. After a few minutes of cuddling he began to move inside of her again and she moaned, exhaustion and pleasure battling within her. Manipulating her as if she was a doll, Dimitri shifted them so he was between her legs, looking down at her.

Their gaze locked and he didn’t look away when he slipped a hand between them and circled her clit with his thumb. She strained to keep her eyes open as the pleasure built with each thrust of his dick. Shifting his hips, he adjusted his angle until he hit that sweet spot inside of her pussy that made it feel like he was stroking her clit from the inside out. A long moan escaped her and he gave her a pleased, but savage smile.

“This is my cunt, my body. Mine. Say it, Rya. Who is your Master?”

“You are.” She couldn’t fight the tears that flowed down her cheeks. “Oh, Dimitri, I’m going to miss you so much.”

He held her close and buried his face against the side of her neck while increasing the pressure on her clit until all thoughts fled her mind except the need to come. She wrapped her hands around his shoulders and raked her nails down his back, urging him on, whispering for him to fuck her harder, faster. With a grunt he did as she begged and her cries filled the room as she clung to him, licking at his neck, biting his shoulder, moving with him as they chased their climax together.

His cock seemed to swell within her and she arched as much as she could with his bulk holding her down, crying out his name while almost blacking out as the unbelievable, exquisite pleasure from her climax roared through her.

A moment later his cries joined hers and she went limp beneath him while he filled her with his seed again. Her heart slammed against her ribs hard enough that she was sure he could feel it and he rolled just enough not to crush her, but kept his still hard length inside of her. The man wasn’t human. When he finally withdrew she whimpered at the sore, delicious feeling until he pulled out all the way and the wetness of their combined release flowed out of her.

For a long moment he stayed still next to her, but she was too tired to even open her eyes. She had no idea how much time had passed, but the next thing she knew she was sitting in a warm bath in a bathtub made of some kind of creamy stone, surrounded by candles that smelled like vanilla while Dimitri washed her. A sense of wonder filled her as she turned her head to look back up at him, the warm smile he gave her making her heart thud.

“Hi,” she whispered, her voice rough. “How long have I been in here?”

Smiling wider, he shook his head. “I have never met anyone who sleep as hard as you. We have been here for a while.”

Turning in his arms, she gave him a soft kiss. “That was…wow.”

“I do good with your fantasy,
da
?”

Rubbing her breasts over his chest, she giggled at the way his stiff cock twitched against her belly. “Are you ever not hard?”

“With you? No, I always want to fuck you.” He grabbed her ass and squeezed. “You are so soft, so womanly. I look at you and all I can think about is how good it makes me feel when you orgasm.”

Resting her head on his damp chest, she sighed. “You’re an incredible lover, an amazing Master, and the best man I’ve ever met.”

His chest lifted beneath her cheek with a sigh. “Little Rya, you are…I cannot think of English word to describe how much you mean to me, how perfect you are.” Sorrow tried to intrude on the moment, so she chased it away by concentrating on his body beneath her. A yawn escaped before she could stop it and his chest rumbled beneath her ear as he chuckled. “Let me dry you before you fall asleep again.”

“Okay.”

He helped her from the tub and she couldn’t tear her gaze away from his magnificent body in the candle light. The water dripping over the well-defined sections of his muscled abdomen and down the sexy V of his lower waist drew her gaze to his hard cock. She tried to reach for him, but he captured her wrist in a hold she easily broke.

Wrapping a towel around her, he began to dry her. “You are surprisingly good at fighting me off.”

She grinned while he patted her arms dry. “I told you I know how to fight.”

Suddenly serious, he knelt before her and drew the towel gently across her belly. “If you ever fight for real, for your life, you must go for their eyes and throat if you can.”

“What?”

He dropped the towel and took her hand in his, showing her how to make a fist in a way she wasn’t familiar with, then pressed it to his throat. “Hit him here, hard as you can. You are small so they will try to overpower you with their mass. If you cannot reach them with your hand, bite them here. Or, claw their eyes out.”

She stared down at him, shocked. “Dimitri, no one is going to hurt me.”

A shudder wracked him and he wrapped his arms around her, pressing his wet face to her belly. “I will make sure of it.”

Comforting him as best she could, she stroked his damp hair. “Really, I’ll be okay. I have a great security system, a license to carry a concealed weapon, and I’m pretty good at keeping track of my surroundings.”

He looked up at her. “You have gun?”

“Yep. I got a concealed permit after one of my co-workers was mugged on the way home from work.”

His grip on her waist tightened. “You live in dangerous place?”

“What? No. I mean yeah. Buffalo has its share of crime, but it’s pretty safe. I mean bad stuff happens to people everywhere, no matter where you live. My house is more out in the country than the city. At the moment my greatest threat is that one of my neighbor’s pet goats will escape and eat my lawn.”

He didn’t laugh at her lame attempt at humor. “I will get you bodyguard.”

She stared at him. “Are you insane? I don’t need a bodyguard. Besides, my step-dad would shit a brick if I suddenly started walking around with some stranger following me.”

He pressed his face against her again, his body as hard as stone with tension. “Is impossible for me not to protect you.”

Grabbing his hair, she pulled his head back hard enough to make anger spark in his gaze. “Dimitri, nothing is going to happen to me. It’s you I worry about. Your life is so dangerous.”

“Don’t you know? I am evil man. Evil men live forever. It is the good that die early. That is the bitter truth of my world.”

“Oh, Dimitri.” She put all her love for him into her touch her voice. “You are so good it makes my heart ache.”

“Is not true, but I like who I am in your mind.”

He stood and took her hand, leading her back into the bedroom. The sheets of the bed were rumpled so she straightened them as best she could before laying down. Instead of joining her, he simply stared at her for a moment before saying, “Close your eyes.”

She did as he asked and the bed dipped as he joined her. When something cool touched her throat she startled and went to open her eyes, but he said in a stern voice. “Keep hands down and eyes closed.”

A thrill of desire went through her at his dominant tone and she couldn’t help but smile. “Why is it when you get bossy with me I find it hot, but when anyone else tries it I have the overwhelming need to put them in their place?”

His fingers touched her ear and she startled as he put an earring in her left ear, then her right. “Because you know I am your Master.”

“What are you doing?”

“Hush, little Rya. Is something I have dreamed of doing. Indulge me.”

A moment later something cool, a bracelet maybe, went around her left wrist, then her right.

His lips brushed against hers as he whispered, “Something to remember me by.”

As she opened her eyes she held up her wrists and gasped. Two beautifully made cuffs with a swirling gold and silver pattern glittered on her wrist. She looked closer and made a choked sound. “Holy shit, Dimitri, are those diamonds?”

“
Da
. Is yellow and white diamonds. Reminds me of your eyes.”

Unable to comprehend what had to be a small fortune adorning her wrists, she leapt up from the bed and raced to the bathroom, turning on the light then freezing as she got a look at the choker around her neck. Large, yellow square shaped diamonds surrounded by white baguette diamonds formed a circle around her throat, going all the way around. A sparkle from her ear caught her attention and she shoved her hair back, gasping at the exquisite yellow and white diamond earrings. They were shaped like flowers and glittered with the brilliance found only in high quality diamonds.

She wasn’t sure how long she stood there, gaping at the jewelry worth more than she’d make in fifty years as a nurse, before Dimitri came up behind her, distractingly nude, and rested his head atop of hers while wrapping his arms beneath her breasts.

“You like?”

It took her a moment to find her voice. “Dimitri, I can’t take these! This is crazy. Please, take it back.”

He grabbed her hands before she could move to take the jewelry off and captured her gaze in the mirror. “You will take them. Please. Do this for me.”

“I can’t.” She tried to pull her hands away but he held her tight. “This must have cost a fortune. I can’t take it.”

A pained look entered his gaze. “Rya, please accept my gift. I have more money than you can imagine, but no one to spend it on. Please let me give you this. It is nothing but metal and rocks. Let me show you how much you mean to me in one of the only ways I know how. I do not have the words to tell you what I feel. Please allow me to do it instead by giving you beautiful things that I hope will make you happy, to let you know that you are important to me.”

“I don’t need these to know how much I mean to you.” Tears filled her eyes and she tried to sniff them back. “I can see it when you look at me.”

He groaned softly and held her tight. “
I navsegda tebya lyublyu, Rya. Y menya ne bydet nicogoi’ drygoi. Ti derjish moya temnoye serdze, moyu gryaznyu dushu. Vsyo shto moyo, tvoyo
.”

“What does that mean?”

Holding her gaze, he said softly, “It means, I would do anything, give anything to keep you in my life, to make you happy, to give you everything that I have.”

Swallowing hard, she let out a watery chuckle. “You know what? This really sucks.”

He turned her in his arms, looking down at her with such sorrow that her already hurting heart broke for him. “I am sorry I cannot be the man that you need, Rya. Even as my selfish heart urges me to keep you, I cannot.”

Lifting her face to his, she whispered, “Kiss me, then take me to bed and make love to me until the sun rises.”

He did, and as dawn breached the horizon, Rya fell into an exhausted sleep, cradled in Dimitri’s arms as he whispered against her neck that he loved her.

Dimitri stood out on the private patio off the bedroom and admired the desert sunrise. He felt alive, invigorated in a way he hadn’t experienced in years. Rya still slept inside and he made a rash phone call that would undoubtedly make Alex extremely pissed off, but he had to have one more day with Rya. The thought of leaving her right now was more than he could bear.

The phone rang twice before Alex picked up. “Where are you?”

“I am still in Arizona. I’ve decided to stay another day.”

“Dimitri,” Alex’s voice went low and deadly. “What are you doing?”

Anger filled him, but he tried to keep his emotions in check and his voice empty. “Nothing. I simply wish to spend another day here. It is beautiful; you would like it. Besides, once I return to Russia I won’t have time to relax. I just want time away from the bullshit.”

“Come back to the lodge.”