Breaking Through the Wall (Guarded Hearts Book 2) (6 page)

Tonight
, Nicole, Holly, and Christen were having a back-to-school party at their house. I was going, although I didn’t know how it was going to be seeing Nicole again. I was still undecided about our relationship, but I had missed her so much.             

I
had to admit, too, that I’m nervous she won’t be alone. She had told me, when I left last time, that she wouldn’t wait around for me. I didn’t really know how I’d react if I got there and she was with someone else. All I knew was that if she was, it was gonna kill me.

Nicole

I
couldn’t believe school was starting in a couple days. This summer had gone by so fast. I had missed Jason so much and Carter had been sneaking me updates here and there. I hadn’t been interested in finding a new guy, although that might have been the smartest decision.

It seemed like every time I tried to talk to a guy
, I lost interest. I knew that my infatuation with Jason was only hurting me, but I couldn’t stop myself from wishing that things would be different.

I
was around campus today to sign up for the play this semester and meet one of my friends. Just then, I saw him walking across the campus in his tight pink polo and bright blue khaki pants. That boy and his fashion choices astounded me.

“Hey
, Jamie!”

He
looked up and smiled when he saw me. Jamie was in one of my acting classes with me last semester and I loved him; he was so outrageous and funny. He would be the perfect person to help me get to Jason and make him snap out of it.

“Hey
, hot stuff! What’s going on, mama?”

“Listen, I need a huge favor if you’re up for it.”

“All right, well, let’s go grab lunch and you can tell me all about it.”

We went to eat at the coffee shop where Mads had been working. Once we ordered and got our stuff
, we headed over to one of the booths. “Okay, spill, girl.”

“So
, you know Jason Smith, right?”

“Ugh! Do I know him? That man could melt my panties in a minute with just one of those brooding looks!”

I choked a little on my coffee and had to catch my breath. “Well, we have kind of been hooking up.” I saw Jamie’s mouth drop open. “We both want more, but he is scared to make an actual commitment. I feel like, at this point, I need to give him a little push. So I have an idea. We are having a back to school party at my house tonight and I want you to be my date.”

“Your date? Girl
, you do remember that I’m—” His face lit up like a Christmas tree when he realized what I was suggesting. “Oh! This is going to be so much fun, bitch! You better put on something sexy for me. I like a lot of skin.” He winked at me and now I couldn’t be more excited for tonight.

* * *

“Damn, girl! You look bomb!” Christen was standing in my doorway and laughing. “This outfit wouldn’t have anything to do with a certain bad boy who is coming back tonight, would it?”

I laughed at her as I slipped into my heels. Christen, Holly, and I
had been getting along great since we moved in together. Holly and Christen were your typical gorgeous blondes, except Holly’s hair was long where Christen’s was more shoulder length.

The dress I had on tonight was bright red, the straps tied around my neck. I loved this feature
, because it seemed to make my boobs look at least a couple of cup sizes bigger. It dipped down low in the back, coming to a stop just above my butt and it was short enough to show off my legs that Jason always said he loved.

“If you must know
, I have a plan tonight.”

“Oh
, really?”

I heard the doorbell ring and started to get excited. “Let the games begin
, girl.”

When I went downstairs
, I saw Carter, Mads, and Jason. He looked sexy in his low slung jeans and tight T-shirt. I hoped this worked tonight, because I missed him and his incredible body. When he looked up at me I could see the sharp inhale of breath he took. Christen leaned down to whisper in my ear, “I hope you brought the boy oxygen, girl.”

I walked down the rest of the steps and gave everyone a hug. When the doorbell rang again
, I had a feeling it would be Jamie. I answered it and couldn’t believe my eyes. He was dressed in a tight black T-shirt and faded jeans. He looked so different, and when he saw me, he winked. He walked in, scooped me up in a hug, spun me around, and planted a kiss right on my lips. I swear to God, I think I heard Jason growl behind me. When I turned around to introduce him to everyone, Jason was fuming.

“Everyone
, I want you to meet Jamie. Jamie this is everyone. Jamie and I have started dating!”

The faces of everyone around the room were priceless. Christen, Holly
, and Mads all had smirks on their faces, because they knew exactly who Jamie was. Carter’s mouth was hanging open in surprise, and Jason looked murderous. I loved this plan!

Jamie was standing behind me with his arms around me
. He leaned down so his chin was resting on my shoulder. “How about we go get a drink, gorgeous?”

“Sure,
babe! Come on!” Once we got in the kitchen, Jamie and I busted out laughing. “Did you see his face? I thought he was going to blow a blood vessel!”

“You look damn sexy tonight
, girl! If this doesn’t do the trick, I don’t know what will!”

We got our drin
ks and went to sit on the couch. I was just about to sit next to Jamie, when he pulled me down onto his lap. I leaned down to his ear. “You’re a very bad boy.” We laughed and I felt my hairs stand up at the back of my neck.

I looked across the room and saw Jason
. He looked like he was barely able to keep it together. Mads came and sat next to us, while J stormed off to the kitchen. “What the hell are you two trying to do, give the poor guy a heart attack?”

Jamie and I started to laugh, but that died down once Jason walked back in
the room. “What can I say, Mads? Jamie is just amazing.” Jason threw himself into the Lazy-boy and slammed his beer on the end table. I really didn’t know how much more he could take, but I was interested to see. “Hey, babe? Do you wanna just stay here with me tonight?”

Jamie squeezed my hips and I let out a squeal. “Mmmm
, that sounds good, babe.”

I leaned down and gave him a peck on the lips.
“I’m gonna run to the bathroom. I’ll be back.”

I walked upstairs
, through my room, and into the bathroom. When I looked in the mirror, I laughed at the huge grin that was on my face. It was only a matter of time, at this point. I’d have him by the end of the night. I walked out of the bathroom to find Jason standing right in front of me. He was breathing heavily and staring at me like he didn’t know whether to scream at me or rip my clothes off.

I hope he takes the second option.

Jason

When I came to the house tonight, I thought it wouldn’t be that big of a deal seeing Nic. Then she walked down the steps in that short little dress and those high ass heels. I was ready to take her upstairs as soon as she came down. Then that tool showed up and he had his hands all over her. I was about ready to rip his fucking hands off. When I saw her walk up to the bathroom, I knew this was my shot.

I
couldn’t fight it anymore and now I was determined to make her mine tonight. When she came out of the bathroom and saw me standing there, she smirked at me. I walked over to her, grabbed her hand, and walked her over to her bed. She opened up her mouth to speak, but I crashed mine into her before she got the chance. I pushed her down onto the bed and settled myself on top of her. I was going to remind her exactly why we were so good together.

I reached down and hiked her dress up to her hips. She moaned when my hand brushed over her
, and I knew I had her. I hooked my fingers into the little piece of lace she had on and ripped them off. When I ran my finger over her, I was surprised at how wet she was already.

“Mmmm
, baby, you are always so ready for me.” I pushed two of my fingers into her and she moaned. “Did you miss this, baby?” I stroked her inside and played with her clit with my thumb.

“Jason!”

“I know you’re already close, baby. You are always so ready and into it.” I lowered myself and positioned my head between her thighs. I ran my nose up and down them, while she grasped my head and tried to push me toward her. “Do you want me to kiss it, baby?” I ran my tongue up her pussy, stopping just short of her clit. “Do you want me to make you come?”

“God
, yes!” She was grasping at the bed sheets and I knew it wouldn’t take long to get her there.

“If you want me to do that
, baby, you need to tell me whose pussy this is. You seemed confused tonight, so I just need to make sure you still know who it belongs to.”

“What?”

I licked her again just to prove my point. “Tell.Me.Whose.Pussy.This.Is.” I emphasized each word with a thrust of my fingers deep inside her.

“It’s yours
, Jason! Please, baby!”

That
was all I needed. I started to move my fingers in and out of her while I licked and sucked her pussy, so hard I might just leave a mark. When I moved up to her clit and sucked it into my mouth, she came, screaming my name at the same time. She tasted so fucking good, that I lapped it up until nothing was left.

When I moved back up to her
, she looked so pleased and relaxed. “I’m not done with you yet, babe. Ever since you walked down the steps all I could think about was being inside of you. This is going to be quick, though, because with all the buildup and watching you come while you screamed my name, my dick is about to explode.” I pulled my pants down just enough to free myself, pulled back, and rammed into her. “God, I missed this!”

“Fuck
, Jason, I think I’m going to come again!”

I was thrusting into her
, so hard I was surprised I didn’t break through. Her pussy was always so tight and made me come so fast. Not only that, but the constant dreams I had been having of her, and seeing her here tonight, already had me on edge.

“I’m coming! Fuck!”

When she came, her muscles started pulsating against me and that was it. “Shit, babe!”

I collapsed on the bed next to her and started to catch my breath. After a couple minutes I went in the bathroom and got us a couple washcloths to clean up with. When we were done and she put new panties on, she looked up at me for the first time. I
knew she really didn’t know what to do at this point and I needed to make the first move.

I walked over to her and wrapped my arms around her waist. “Nic
, listen, I know I acted like a possessive jerkoff tonight, but it’s only because I couldn’t stand the sight of someone else getting to touch you. I’m done with the games. I want you and I want everyone to know you’re mine.”

She wrapped her arms around me, then leaned up to give me a kiss. “You don’t know how long I have been waiting to hear that.”

“Good, now let’s get downstairs and tell that idiot to fuck off.” I started pulling her downstairs. I couldn’t wait to get that asshole out of this house.

She pulled me back int
o her room and started to laugh. “Wait a minute, J.”

“What?”

“I’m not telling Jamie to leave.”

“Are you fucking kidding me
, Nic? Now that you’re mine, you are not going to go back down there and let him put one hand on you.”

She was still laughing and I really didn’t see what was so funny. “Jamie is a friend of mine
, Jason, a very gay friend.”

What the fuck
? “What do you mean, Nic?”

“Jamie is in the drama program with me. I asked him to come here tonight to help me knock some sense into that stubborn head of yours.”

This girl was crazy. I couldn’t believe she did that, but it worked like a charm. I wrapped my arms around her and kissed her. “Gay or not, you better tell him that you are hands off now.” Then I smacked her butt and started to pull her downstairs with me.

Madison

When I saw Jason follow Nicole upstairs
, I couldn’t help the huge smile on my face. I just hoped, this time, he took his head out of his ass and stuck with her.

“Hey
, babe, you okay?” Carter was rubbing my back and looking over at me. I loved him so much. Especially after these last few months. I knew how hard everything was for him to deal with, especially losing the baby. He always put me before himself, though, which was amazing. I thank God every day that I met Carter and he is in my life.

“I’m fine.” I leaned over and gave him a kiss. “I think I am going to get a drink.” I
hadn’t had a drink, much less allowed myself to have fun and relax, since that night. Chris still haunted me every time I closed my eyes. Especially because I was so scared that he was going to get away with it. I walked into the kitchen, grabbed a drink, and decided that tonight I would let go.