All I Want Is You (4 page)

Ryder

              “Man where the fuck is your head today, Ryder!” The couch yelled, his face was turning red and he was pissed.

We had a game tomorrow and I couldn’t get my shit together. I was too stressed dealing with my father’s affairs. He had me at his trap every day after practice, and I stayed damn near all night. But, someone was stealing money from ghost. My uncle didn’t have anything to do with that, and I knew that for a fact. My dad was pissed off about it, so me and my had been working over time trying to make sure we were making extra money so the money wasn’t going short. My uncle even had to lay a few people down.

              I personally thought that it was something going on with, Midnight. He was being very quiet, secretive and staying to himself. I knew the I saw that guy who came with him and lil Tim before. He used to work for my pop’s enemy.  He said that he got cut off because he wouldn’t take his orders anymore. I knew something more was going on and I was going to find out. I know I didn’t wanna take over the empire, but I didn’t like anyone thinking they were gonna get one over on my father.

              “Man, what is going on with you today?” Elijah asked. Giving me a mean mug, he was the other best player on the team. With the two of us we killed the court.

              “Man, my head just gone today I’m tired, I’ll be fine for the game tomorrow.” I looked down rubbing my hands together. I grabbed my things and headed towards the door.

              “I really hope so because right now it’s not looking so good. See you later, nigga.” He walked towards the locker room.

              Today I just wanted to go straight home and take a shower in my own bathroom and just watch movies. I haven’t heard from Blu in a few days, and I was starting to worry, because he never did this. I was going to call her and see where her head was at.

              I got into my Range Rover and put my phone through Bluetooth and called Blu. It rang a few Times before she finally answered.

              “What’s good Ryder? Hold on…Skie stop moving how I am supposed to lotion your back if you won’t stay still?” I heard her say.

              “Sorry Ryder, Blu signed into the phone. How are you? it’s been awhile since we talked sorry been kind of busy,” She explained. I laughed.

“Since when you and Skie start hanging out? The second question is when were you gonna tell me?” I was speeding through traffic.

              “Well you remember when I told you we had a coffee date? Well since then, we’ve been together every day since. Bae hold on I’m on the phone with Ryder.” I heard her telling Skie.

              “So are you two like together?” I had a confused look on my face. I swear I’ve been missing out on so much shit since I’ve been overlooking my dad’s trap house.

              “Actually I don’t know we kind of haven’t talked about it. We kind of just acting like it and been going with the flow. How are you though, I tried calling your phone the other day and it went straight to voicemail,” She sounded concerned.

              “I’ve been busy with basketball and something’s for my dad.”  I finally pulled up to my house. I jumped out the car and walked into the house to see my mom getting dicked down by my dad!

“Blu let me call you back,” I hung up.

              I hurried past and went straight up to my room, I can’t believe I just walked into my house and saw that. I hurried up and got into the shower. I had an hour before I had to go meet up with my uncle.

              I got out the shower and put my towel over my hips. My phone was ringing so I went to go answer it. It was my first love, Camila. I haven’t heard from her in a while, so I answered.

              “What’s up Camila?”  I went to my closet and put on some basketball shorts and laid in my bed.

              “Nothing Ryder I miss you, I know you said you wanted to focus on basketball and school but I need you back in my life.” She sounded like she was crying.

              “Camila, what’s going on? I miss you too mami. Now put a smile on your face. You mind if I come over once I handle something with my uncle?” I really wanted to see her I missed having her in my arms. I haven’t dated since we broke up.

              “Yes!” Her voice sounded cheery. “I’ll be waiting for you. See you later, Ryder.” We hung up the phone and I went to put my red, black and white Jordan’s on. I grabbed a T-shirt, and grabbed my car keys. I had to go put up the money from my uncle’s house and bring it to my dad’s safe. No one knew where it was but me and him. He came every two days to put it into different accounts.

              I drove to meet my uncle with Camila on my mind. The only reason we broke up was because she made me lose focus. She was the love of my life, I got her pregnant the last year of high school. She miscarried and lost the baby. After that, I broke it off and said I needed to focus on school and basketball. She ended up dating around for a little while but then I heard her mom got sick and she dropped out of school to take care of her. I felt bad for not being around but I had my own problems to deal with.

              I got to the trap house and went around back and did the secret knocking code. My dad was very old school when it came to things. He didn’t trust anyone.  My uncle opened the door and handed me the money.

              I grabbed the money, and walked away. I just wanted to get the hell out of here, I didn’t like doing this.  It felt uncomfortable holding this much money on me at a time. I hurried and got into the car and drove all the way to the bank where my dad’s safe was.  My dad had all kinds of people on his payroll from police to FBI agents to people at the bank. He had two different lawyers’ ; he was untouchable. I got back in the car and went to Camila’s house. She lived in a gated Community in palms bay. My dad didn’t know where her house was, so I could come here and hide.

              I pulled up and went to go knock on the door, her mom answered and had a huge smile on her face. She pulled me into a hug and I hugged her back. Her mother was one of the sweetest people I had ever met. She was tough when she needed to be, but sweet as can be at the same time. She married a guy named Enedetto when she was eighteen, and he was apart of an Italian mafia. He was shot and killed when Camila was three years old. Camila had twin brothers that were a year younger than her. They followed in their dad’s footsteps. They were twenty-one right now and both bad as hell.

              “Hi mama, how are you? Sorry I wasn’t around when you were sick.” I gave her a kiss on the check.

              “It’s okay, Ryder. I know you are a busy boy with basketball and college life. I’m much better. Cancer won’t stop me. Camila is in her room waiting for you, so go ahead.”

              I walked up the stairs to Camila room and the door was cracked, I sat and watched her brush her hair for a moment. Then knocked and walked in, I closed the door behind m. I planned on busting a nut tonight, we always had sex even when we weren’t together. She would forever hold my heart and have a hold on me. Even if we ended up with different people.

              “What’s up Camila?” I gave her a smile and sat on her bed. I looked her up and down, she had on a thong and a tank top. My dick jumped.“Girl why you teasing a nigga?” I licked my lips.

              She rushed over to me and kissed my lips. She started rubbing my dick through my pants.

“You know I was gonna get me some dick tonight, then we can talk.” She walked over to her iPad and turned it on. The song I’ll will make love to you by Boys To Men came on.

Close your eyes, make a wish

And blow out the candlelight

For tonight is just your night

We're gonna celebrate, all thru the night

Pour the wine, light the fire

Girl your wish is my command

I submit to your demands

I'll do anything, girl you need only ask

I'll make love to you

Like you want me to

And I'll hold you tight

Baby all through the night

I'll make love to you

When you want me to

And I will not let go

'Till you tell me to

              She took off her tank top and I looked at her perfect breast and pulled her over towards me. Placing my mouth on one of her breast, she started moaning softly. She pulled my shirt over my head and showed off my six pack as she rubbed them up and down. She licked my ear, and whispered that she wanted me inside of her. It took me no time to place her on her back, and take her thong off. I got out my basketball shorts and spread her legs. I spotted her pretty little pussy glistening, because she was so wet. Lowering myself down, I became face to face with her pussy, and went to town on eating her pussy. Camila was grabbing the sheets to the bed, as she came into my mouth. I went up and put the head of my dick into her opening, teasing her by putting it in and taking it out.

              “Put your fucking dick inside me now, Ryder” she moaned “Stop teasing me!” I did what she said and slammed my dick inside her wet walls and fucked the shit outta her pussy. I switched positions and bent her over while I pulled her hair. She kept moaning my name over and over.

              “Who pussy is this Camila?” I asked her while fucking her hard and fast.

“It’s yours Ryder. This pussy is yours,” She moaned.

              “I can’t hear you, say it louder who pussy is it.” I went deeper and harder.

              “It’s your Ryder!” she screamed.

She came on my dick and we switched positions again. I wasn’t anywhere close to being finished. I picked her up and put her on the wall and lowered her onto my dick.

              I kissed her lips while I went nice and slow, I felt myself about to release and nutted inside her. I carried her to the bed and we fell asleep.

              I woke up a few hours later and looked at Camila while she sleep peacefully. I loved this girl and I knew she would stick by me no matter if I was poor or rich. I knew I needed to make things right, she turned over and looked at me.

              “Hey Ryder.” she smiled “What time is it?” She looked at the clock. It was two in the morning.

              “We should talk shouldn’t we? That’s what I came over for right?” I looked into her grey eyes.

              She was so beautiful, she had brown hair that was cut into a bob. She was Sicilian, so her family had darker skin. She had wide hips and a nice round ass. She had a flat stomach and size c cups for her breasts. She was perfect in every way to me.

              “Ryder, I want you back. I know I make you lose focus and I know you want to just focus on school and basketball, but I need you. This year has been bad; I lost our baby then mama got sick, and now I have to wait another semester to go back to school,” She said tears in her eyes. I grabbed her and held her tight.

              Even though I knew my dad would never allow me to marry into an Italian family. Since I was black and Mexican, I was expected to marry someone as such. But I knew I wouldn’t turn Camila down; I wanted her just as bad.

              “I miss you too, Camila. I’m willing to work this out. Just as long as you understand that I have a lot of my plate right now and I need your support and I need you to be patient,” I kissed her lips softly.

              “I love you, Ryder, with all my heart. I’m willing to be patient as long as I get you in the end.” She smiled. We both laid back down and went to sleep in each other’s arms. I was willing to do anything to make us work.

Skie

              I was gonna meet Blu’s mother today, and I was very nervous. Even though Blu said there wasn’t anything to worry about it, I still was. Me and Blu have been doing great, but we hadn’t talked about making it official; but we acted like we were. I’m just happy I got my chance. Blu is like my other half, we fit so perfect together, and she thought it was a good idea that I met her mom.

              I looked at my closet to see what I had to wear. What do you wear to dinner with someone’s mother? We were just gonna be at Blu’s house but do I dress up or down? I dyed my hair black yesterday and cut the back off. I put my hair into a pony tail, I decided I was gonna wear a baby blue dress with a belt around the middle with a pair of black combat boots.

              I put a little make-up on and some lip gloss. Blu was coming to pick me up, but before we got to her house we were going to the grocery store. From what she told me, it was just she and her mother. They lived in a high rise condo. My phone was ringing I picked it up on the first ring.

“I’ll be right out, Blu.” I hung up the phone grabbed my bag and shut my door. I walked out the house and locked up and smiled at Blu as I got into the car.

              “You look beautiful baby.” Blu grabbed my hand.

“Thank you,” I smiled at her.

“I’m so nervous is what I’m wearing okay?” I self-consciously asked.

              “You look perfect. Don’t be nervous, my mom is sweet and she’s excited to meet you.” She sped through the streets to the grocery store.

              We pulled up to Milam’s market, we both got out the car and walked hand in hand in the store. Some people smiled others gave stank looks. We grabbed what we needed, and went to go pay for it.

“Blu is that you?” This one chick jumped up and gave Blu a hug.

              “Hey Mikki how are you?” Blu gave a half smile. She held on to my hand tighter. Who is this girl?

              “I’m great so um who is this Blu?” The girl named Mikki looked my way.

              “This is my girlfriend Skie, Skie this is Mikki. I dated her for a little while a few years ago.” We shook hands. This girl been giving me a mean mug since Blu introduced us as girlfriends.

              “Oh girlfriend? I thought I heard you were with Midnight.” She gave me an evil look. If this bitch didn’t stop with these looks I’m gonna slap the fuck out of her.

              “Blu, I’ll be in the car please don’t take forever, I’m sure your mom is waiting for us.” I walked away a little bit to see if I could hear some of their convo.

              “Wow Blu, so she is meeting your mother? I never got to meet, Emila, she must be really special to you.” She had a hurt expression on her face.

              I walked to the car and got into the front seat and checked my phone. I haven’t heard from Monroe in a couple of weeks. Anika was back and that’s all she ever focused on besides getting her group home up and running. I shot her a text.

             
Skie: have you heard of a girl named Mikki?

             
Monroe: She use to date Blu, I heard she a thot. Why?

             
Skie: we just ran into her at the grocery store and Blu is talking to her now.

             
Monroe: I don’t think you have anything to worry about.

              I swear Monroe knew everything about everything. You would think she would be drama filled but she is far from it. I was listening to music on my phone when Blu got in the car with a smile on her face. I didn’t like that another bitch was putting a smile on her face!

              “Why you smiling so hard, Blu?” I looked at her with a side eye. I had a funny feeling in my stomach and didn’t know what to think about it.

              “I just like running into my past sometimes, it’s weird. It shows me that I’ve grown a lot and that some people never change. She was trying to get me to give her a second chance. Mikki is the type that she only wants you to be happy with her.”

              “Oh so what did you do when she wanted you to give her another chance?” I looked at her.

              “I told her that I was happy with who I’m with and that she will never change. I laughed and walked away.” She reached over and lifted my dress a little and put her hands in my panties.

              “Blu what are you doing?” I moaned. I gripped the handle on the door and spread my legs. She put her fingers in me deeper and fast while she drove down the highway to her house. I started shaking and flexing my pussy muscles around her fingers.

              “I wanna make you cum before we get to my house.” She smiled and kept driving. I was about to cum. She was driving faster and I was so turned on right now. What is she doing to me? I squirted and let out a load moan. I’ve never squirted before. I was in shock. Blu was making me fall in love and I don’t think she even realized it. I’ll get her back.

              We pulled into the underground car carriage and parked. This place was nice. We got into the elevator and she put a key card up to the red light and we were on our way to the top floor. She lived in the biggest condo in the building. You had to use to keycard to get up because once the elevator stopped you walked into the apartment. I’ve driven past these apartments before and they looked cool, I always said I wanted to live up here.

              Once we got to her apartment we walked off the elevator and I looked around in awe. This place was hooked up. They had an all-white living room and a sixty inch flat screen TV. There was a pool on the patio and the kitchen was steel appliances. Then there were two stair cases one on the right and one on the left going to double doors. I was guessing thoughts were their bedrooms.

              “Mom!!!!” Blu yelled. She grabbed my hand and pulled me into the kitchen and set the bags down. I was in love with this whole place. I wished I could move in here and forget about my little ass room.

              I took off my shoes and went to put them down near the elevator. Blu headed upstairs to change quickly, so I was going to sit and wait. I looked up and one of the most beautiful women I’ve ever saw came down the left set of stairs in a flowing red dress. Her hair was bone straight and she had the same hazel eyes Blu had.

              “Hi you must be Skie? I’m Emila, Blu’s mother.” She smiled and pulled me into a big hug.

              “Hi Emila, nice to meet you.” I hugged her back and smiled. I can definitely see were Blu got her looks. Whoever would give Emila and Blu up, was a fool.

              “Come on let’s go in the kitchen and start cooking.” I followed her ,as Blu came out of her room wearing a long flowing skirt and a tank top.

              “Hi mommy!” Blu ran up to her mother and gave her a kiss on both checks and hugged her. I could tell they were close.

I wish I was that close to my mother. She was too busy having a new boyfriend every week to pay attention to her kids. She also didn’t understand why I was a lesbian. She always told me I needed good dick in my life. Little did everyone know, I was raped by my uncle when I was five years old. I blocked men out, because of what he did. He was huge, and I was so little. I remember it being so painful when he raped me. That abuse went on until I was thirteen years old. My father found out about it, and killed my uncle. They sent him to prison for life with no chance of parole. He wrote me twice a month, but he would never allow me a visit to see him. As far as I knew, no one was on his visiting list. He wanted it that way, and I guess he didn’t want anyone to see him caged like an animal.

              Blu came over and wrapped her arms around my waist and kissed my neck. I still didn’t forget that little stunt she pulled in the car earlier.

              “Don’t you two look like you’re in love,” Emila smiled at us and continued cooking.

It looked like she was making bacon cheese burgers with the cheese on the inside. My stomach was making noises. They had a deep fryer in their house so she had some onion rings in there and she had already made a chocolate cake with strawberries and a cheese cake.

              We both blushed at what she said. We were falling in love. Everyone told us that we had that glow.

              “Why don’t you girls find a movie for us to watch after we are finished eating?” She smiled, and went back to cooking.

              “Your mom is amazing, Blu. No wonder you are so close with her.” I grabbed her hand and we walked in to the living room.

              “Yeah, I love her. It’s been me and her since I was basically born. She doesn’t talk about my dad or why he left. I never ask either because I have a nice life.”

              We turned on the TV and went to the on demand movie section and looked at all the new movies that are on here.

“Wow y’all got movies that aren’t on DVD yet!” I jumped up and down. “I could get used to coming over here,” I laughed.

              She laughed at me. “Well you’re welcome to come over whenever you want. You could even spend the night; my mother won’t mind. I could tell she likes you already.”

              “So what do you wanna watch?” I was flipping through movies and excited that she had movies that weren’t even out yet.

              “How about we watch Southpaw?” I clicked on it and it pop up. I sat back into the fluffy white couch. It was so comfortable that I could fall asleep on it. It felt like I was on a cloud; the carper did too.

              Blu sat next to me and wrapped her arms around me. I figured this would be my time to get her back. Her mom was in the kitchen, I lifted her skirt up and started rubbing on her clit. Her mouth turned into an o, as I stuck two fingers inside her and went to work. I pressed on her bottom walls, and she was trying to hard not to scream. I saw her nipples peeking through her shirt so I grabbed one with my teeth. I continued to finger her, and I started going faster and faster. Blu was breathing heavy, and her eyes were closed.

“Girls, dinner is ready.” Emila yelled from the dining room. I took out my fingers and licked Blu’s juices off and walked to the kitchen to wash my hands.

              I looked back and Blu looked shocked; I smirked to myself. That would teach her not to start something that she couldn’t finish. I wanted to feel her mouth on my pussy, not just her fingers. I’ll make her cum tonight, this would have to hold me over until tonight.

“She came up behind me. “You are horrible you know that, Skie?” I turned around and laughed.

              “That means next time you wanna be sneaky make sure you finish the job. I don’t just wanna feel your fingers, Blu, I wanna feel your mouth. I wanna feel your pussy on mine. Now let’s go eat. I’ll take care of your pussy later.”

              I walked into the dining room where her Emila was sitting at the head of the table. I sat down on the left side of her, and Blu walked in and sat cross from me.

                            “So how did you girls meet? Blu never really got into it with me.” She passed the burgers around and we were all putting food on our plates.

              “We met at a dance battle. We actually danced against each other and I bumped into Blu backstage. I knew who she was before, but we never talked,” I explained.

              “I think that’s really cute. Y’all both have the same dream in mind.” Emila smiled at us and started eating her food.

              Me and Blu did the same. I couldn’t be any happier. I was over the moon that I bumped into Blu that night. I never told her that, but I wanted to. She was going to be mine.