After The Snap (17 page)

“God, no. You’re so fucking beautiful. Why the hell are you here with me when you could go to West Hollywood and have the best looking guys in the world begging for your attention?”

Seth placed a finger under Colby’s chin and forced him to break his ogling of Seth’s exceptional body. “I don’t want that. I want this.”

“We’re getting dangerously close to having something more than just fucking,” Colby said.

“I know. So let’s stop talking and get naked because by my accounts, you have way too many clothes on.”

Colby chuckled and tugged at his shirt, tossing it to the floor when it was free of his body. He moved his hands to take off his pants but paused as Seth shoved his pants low, revealing his amazing thighs that were covered with a light dusting of hair. Colby groaned and sunk his teeth into his lower lip. Seth chuckled and Colby’s gaze shot to Seth’s, his heart speeding up. Time seemed to still as he stared at the man, wondering how he’d ever had the balls to go up to Seth. He’d been desperate and Seth had been so freaking hot.

“What?” Seth asked as he chewed on his lower lip, insecurities evident in the way his shoulders rounded and how his brows pinched together.

“I can’t believe I actually approached you. If the lighting had been better, I never would have had the balls to talk to you, much less ask you back to my hotel room. You’re stunning. I mean, I knew you were good looking, but hell, you’re freaking beautiful.”

Seth shook his head. “I’m not that good looking. I’m just average.”

“No, Seth. You should be a model.”

“You’re being too nice. Now come here and let me wrap you in my arms. I need to feel your hot, sexy body up against mine.”

Colby shoved his jeans low and tossed his underwear on the pile, happy when Seth spread out on top of him, positioning his body so their dicks were grazing, the friction pushing him closer to an orgasm.

Seth didn’t kiss him as he moved, rubbing their cocks together, bringing him closer to orgasm. Colby held onto Seth’s huge biceps, arching up as Seth rocked above him. He was going to come just from grinding against his lover and it felt amazing.

“Seth, God…so good.”

“I’m close,” Seth ground out.

“Same here,” Colby whimpered.

Seth plastered their chests together as he reached under Colby’s back, wrapping his arm up and grasping the top of his shoulders, holding him tight in place as he humped harder.

“Fuck, fuck, fuck,” Colby grunted as his orgasm released. More sensitive than ever before, he gasped as Seth kept moving. Then Seth stilled, his breath frozen as his hot cum spurted between them. They lay quietly after their orgasms, their limbs tangled together. He could feel Seth’s heart beating and it felt awesome to be so close to another guy. But it wasn’t just another guy, it was Seth.

Colby loosened his grasp and Seth rolled to lie beside him, running a finger through their combined spunk before connecting with Colby’s gaze and lifting his finger to his lips, sucking it in to lick the digit clean.

Colby groaned and moved quickly, plastering his lips to Seth’s, licking his tongue and his finger. Seth removed his finger and swiped up more of their spunk before moving that finger so they could both lick it. He tasted himself and Seth. He thought that maybe this was the dirtiest thing he’d ever done in his life. Licking Seth’s cum covered finger at the same time as Seth licked it clean made his insides twist with excitement, wonder, and a whole lot of lust.

“Shower with me, then we can eat,” Seth whispered.

“Sure.” Colby moved to stand but Seth tugged him back to the bed, gently stroking his cheek before delivering the sweetest kiss he’d ever received. Seth pulled back and smiled down at him before standing, holding out his hand for Colby. “You ready for that shower now, tiger?”

Seth laughed and nodded. “Yeah, I just needed one more kiss.”

“I always can take one more kiss from you. I freaking love your kisses.” As he followed Seth to the bathroom, Colby realized he said that he loved Seth’s kisses and he did, but he hadn’t wanted that word to come between them. Commitment was the devil, relationships a trap. He would only end up hurt in the end.

Seth flipped on the light and then turned on the water, pulling the shower curtain so the spray didn’t splash out of the tub. Colby watched Seth in the mirror, memorizing the dips and curves of the man’s body because he was sure that as soon as Seth tired of him, he’d be gone. Heck, that’s what he wanted out of this relationship. No commitments, no strings, nothing that exposed his heart or made him vulnerable. He needed to be strong and not fall into wanting more than he and Seth had agreed to in the beginning. This was just fucking and he didn’t know Seth and Seth didn’t know him. But hell, he sure as hell would enjoy every second he had with this sexy man.

Chapter Thirteen

Seth stepped into the shower followed closely by Colby. Hot water sprayed on his back and he adjusted the temperature, making it comfortable before he turned Colby so the water sprayed on his back and shoulders. He grabbed the paper covered soap and freed it before making suds in his hands. The first touch of his soapy hand on Colby’s skin elicited a moan and Seth’s balls pulled tight.

“Damn, even the sounds you make turn me on.”

Colby chuckled and ran his hands over Seth’s waist to his hips. “Everything about you turns me on.”

Their “getting clean” shower turned into another session of kissing and touching, ending with him on his knees, his lips wrapped around Colby’s cock, sucking him hard. He looked up, taking in Colby’s gorgeous body and his beautiful eyes that were gazing deep into his. Seth kept his eyes up, not wanting to break the connection with Colby. This was feeling more and more like something and not the booty call he and Colby agreed to.

Colby cupped the back of his head as he pulled out slowly and then slid back in even slower. Colby sunk his teeth into his lower lip, his brows bunching together. Seth’s cock filled out more and he reached down with one hand, stroking himself as he continued to suck Colby.

“Fuck, your mouth is amazing. I’m so freaking close,” Colby said.

Seth could feel Colby’s dick expanding even more, growing thicker as he slid into Seth’s mouth. He was amazed that Colby was still moving slowly instead of slamming in and pulling out fast like he would have been. The man had patience and control that Seth just didn’t possess when it came to sex.

Colby’s eyes narrowed just before he grabbed onto Seth’s ears and sucked in a breath through is nose, making his nostrils flare. Seth kept his eyes on Colby and braced himself as he opened his throat, knowing he was about to be on the receiving end of a face fuck. Colby shoved in, then pulled out, shoving in again without any hesitation. Seth reached around and grabbed onto Colby’s butt cheeks, holding tight as Colby slid in again and didn’t pull out.

Salty cum filled his mouth and a little leaked out as he tried to swallow. Colby’s head was thrown back, his mouth open. He gave his hips a few quick thrusts and Seth started sucking him again, loving the way Colby’s fingers clutched his head. He smiled when Colby pushed him back, pulling his dick from Seth’s mouth.

“Too much,” Colby groaned.

“Did you enjoy that?” Seth asked as he stood.

“Hell yeah, that was freaking amazing. Kiss me.”

Seth leaned in and gently brushed their lips together. Colby pushed him up against the shower wall, his tongue tracing Seth’s lips as he reached down and took Seth’s cock in his hand and began jacking him. Seth was so close he knew it would take only a few strokes.

Colby pulled back and glanced down to Seth’s cock, then up again before dropping to his knees and sucking Seth into his mouth. Seth grunted as his balls pulled up tight. The heat of Colby’s mouth did him in and he came, trying not to scream as the orgasm rocked him.

Seth closed his eyes and tried to catch his breath. He felt Colby’s lips as he melted against him. The gentle brush of Colby’s fingers against his belly and sides made him smile. With a few more sessions like this, maybe a couple more nights in each other’s arms, he wouldn’t want to let go. It wouldn’t be too hard to come home to Colby in his bed. But how would that work. If Colby lived with him, people would know. His secret would be out and his job would be on the line. He didn’t want that, not yet. Maybe one day he’d pick Colby over football, but he needed to get to know the man better. It was too confusing, too twisted to work through. He wanted what he couldn’t have.

Colby’s lips nibbled on his jawline and neck, sending shoots of pleasure through him. He arched his back, pressing against Colby’s body, loving the feel of this man in his arms. Staring down at Colby’s rounded ass, his strong shoulders, his entire body, made Seth’s desire surge. Heck, he’d just had this man twice already tonight and he wanted him again.

“Thank you,” Seth whispered.

Colby lifted his brows as he slowly slid his finger up Seth’s body to his chest, then his neck, finally cupping his cheek. Everything Colby did, every touch seemed more than just a touch. His movements flowed into Seth’s soul, leaving him feeling better than before.

“I think the thanks goes to you. I’ve never been as excited, or whatever this is, with another person before. I-I feel—” Colby rested his head on Seth’s shoulder.

He felt it too, but they weren’t doing a relationship. They were just fucking and he needed to remember that. Seth was about to reach over and shut off the water when Colby looked up, his gaze colliding with Seth’s. It felt like he’d been hit when he saw the power in Colby’s gaze. Maybe it was just lust, but something deep inside of Colby pulled at Seth’s soul. He wanted things he couldn’t have and didn’t know how to get. Mixed in with the passion, desire, and lust, was something so powerful it would shake him for a long time, leaving him unable to breathe without Colby by his side. But there wasn’t room for a man in his life, not yet.

Seth reached over and turned off the water, grabbing a towel to dry Colby. Once Colby took the towel from him, he grabbed another and ran it over his shoulders and back. Colby opened the bathroom door, but stopped and turned to face him, the towel held loosely over his privates.

They stared at each other for a long moment and he knew Colby was probably having the same thoughts as he was. Would they be able to make it together? They worked well like this, but the real world was a whole different matter. After a long moment Colby reached out and touched Seth’s chest, placing his palm over Seth’s heart. Colby nodded, then lowered his hand and moved to the bedroom. Seth drew in a deep breath and closed his eyes. Something more than sex was going on and he didn’t know if he should cut it with a scalpel, ending this relationship, or just let everything play out naturally.

Colby opened the bag of food, looking at the boxes. “What did you get for us to eat?”

“Chicken Lo Mein, and Kung Pao beef with fried rice and steamed rice.”

“Yum, sounds good. I’m starving.”

Seth walked up behind Colby and wrapped his arms around his waist as he looked over his shoulder and down Colby’s naked body, over his pecs and abs and lower to his soft cock that looked so pretty Seth wanted to spend all day worshiping it. He reached around with one hand and palmed Colby’s dick.

Colby glanced over his shoulder, his lips quirked up. “You keep doing stuff like that and we’re not going to be eating anything other than each other’s cum.”

Seth laughed and turned Colby for a kiss. Their movements were languid, gentle, their tongues slid together slowly as they deepened their embrace. The kiss ended and Seth leaned his forehead against Colby’s, drawing in a deep breath.

“I could get lost in you,” Seth said.

“I feel lost in you already.”

Seth straightened, his gaze locking with Colby’s. “What time is your first meeting in the morning?”

“Eight thirty.”

“I have to be somewhere by eight so we both have early mornings. How about let’s eat and then snuggle.”

Colby nodded and then lifted on his toes, kissing Seth’s chin. “Sounds good. I’ll be in town tonight and tomorrow night. Will you stay tomorrow?”

“Sure.”

“I did get two keys for the room this trip. I’d like you to take one and if well…if you know you, you wanted to…I don’t know. Is that too much?”

Seth snorted out a laugh. “Are you asking me to just stop by at the end of my day and be waiting for you in bed, naked and prepped for your return?”

“Oh God, it sounds so dirty when you say it that way, but yeah, that would be perfect…unless?”

“Unless what?”

“I don’t want you to think that…never mind, I’m being silly. You’re in the closet and I get that. Going out to dinner wouldn’t work.”

Seth froze as fear filled him. He couldn’t be out, not yet and he didn’t want to expose himself even to Colby. Being liked, even wanted or loved for himself instead of his money or fame was important. The only reason Channing had wanted to be with him had been because he wanted to bang the star quarterback and then he wanted to be with the cool NFL starter. Channing had never wanted him, just plain Seth. If he gave it all up tomorrow, he figured that Colby would want him more than Channing ever did. But how the hell did Colby know he needed to stay in the closet?

“Hey, that’s a serious frown on your face,” Colby said.

“How do you know I need to be in the closet?”

“Um, ball cap pulled low, you took a taxi here, didn’t you? I don’t need to know anything, but it’s kind of obvious that you don’t want others to know.”

Seth blew out a breath and nodded. Colby didn’t have any idea he played in the NFL. “Yeah, it’s not that I’m ashamed, I just—”

Colby cupped his cheeks and stroked his face with this thumbs. “Shhh, seriously, it’s okay. You don’t have to explain yourself to me. I’m not ready for a relationship. I like this. If we change our minds, then we can change what we’re doing.”

“So you’re really okay with this—staying hidden?” Seth wasn’t sure if he would ever feel free enough to come out, at least not while he was playing ball.

“Yeah, I am. I like this. Hell, I really like having sex with you. You’re freaking hot and I don’t mind hanging out with you in my room. Having you naked all the time is a bonus.”

Seth laughed as he popped Colby on his ass. Colby jumped, moving closer to Seth, their bodies brushing together. He moaned and pulled Colby even closer.

“We really need to eat or I’m serious, I’ll just be having sex with you all night long,” Seth said.

“Okay, okay. Here, have a seat on this side of the desk and I’ll sit on the other. I wish we had a table, but there’s not really room.”

“Yeah, few hotels are set up for this kind of thing. Let me help you.” Seth helped Colby drag the heavy chair over and sat across the table from him.

“Maybe I’ll stay at a different hotel next time I come into town.”

“I’m fine with this one. I mean the shower works for blowjobs just fine and hell, jacking off together seems to be fine, so all of the important bases are covered.”

“You’re a pervert,” Colby laughed.

“Sure, you say that now, but later when I’m making you beg for release, you’ll be thanking me.”

“You know it, now chow down so I can kiss your mouth again.”

Seth dug in, eating a little from both containers as he thought about all the ways he’d like to take Colby. Even when he was in deep with Channing he didn’t think about sex this much. Colby inspired him. The man’s plump lips called to him. He wanted to kiss Colby for hours on end.

“Have you ever been out in a relationship?”

Colby’s question took him by surprise and he sat there for a few seconds before answering. “Um, not really. I mean I haven’t had that much experience and I just can’t with my job and all.”

“You don’t have to tell me anything about that, I was just wondering.”

“That’s okay, I just—I like hanging out with you.”

“Seth, you really don’t have to tell me. I guess I was just trying to get to know you a little better.”

Seth nodded. “I get it. It’s a little weird getting together just to have sex. I don’t mind, but I’ve never actually done anything like this…well, not exactly like this.” Thoughts of Channing and the beginning of their relationship came to mind. They’d hidden away at hotels, keeping everything a secret. But they’d known each other for years before they’d hooked up. This was different. He didn’t even really know what Colby did for a living, and Colby certainly had no clue what he did.

“How about we not talk about our lives outside of this room for today and tomorrow. Let’s just go slow. You know, after these few days you may never want to be with me again,” Colby said before taking a bite of food.

“That’s not going to happen.” Seth met Colby’s gaze as he ate. This slow building of a relationship would allow him to explore his feelings in depth. Maybe all they had was sex. And maybe all he would ever have with a guy was sex. He didn’t know, but who better to explore the depths of a relationship than with this incredibly good-looking man. They would take it one step at a time, not like with Channing where the guy had declared his love so quickly it had shocked Seth.

Colby took a few more bites of his food before wiping his mouth. “I’m going to use the bathroom, freshen up a bit and then I want to explore your beautiful body.”

Seth allowed the lust to build as he watched Colby head to the bathroom. The man was freaking fine. Even if they only fucked and never built anything outside of this room, it would be enough. When Colby shut the door Seth blew out a breath. Who was he kidding? Just fucking Colby would never be enough. He wanted more. The guy was amazing. Maybe he would end up being a douche outside of this place, but Seth hoped for more.

He munched on their food before putting the leftovers into the small refrigerator under the cabinet next to the TV. Colby had gotten a room with a king sized bed, which he appreciated. Seth tugged back the bedspread and stretched out with his hands behind his head. At some point he must have dozed off because he hadn’t heard Colby enter the room, but the man was kneeling on the bed, his tongue tracing the underside of Seth’s cock when he woke.