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around her will be given permission to do the same. Her heart will

then begin to heal and open once again.

Soul Destiny: 7-7

Keywords
:
Heart opening, unification in self and others,

networking

This is to open her heart and express her authentic feelings and

thoughts to the world. This truth would trigger others to do the

same, enabling her to network and unify like-minded people

together, thus creating a greater whole out of the whole of the

individual parts. This was already happening at school as she had

a big group of friends she hung out with.

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Case study 5: Jeri Michelle Taylor

SOUL CONTRACT READING

J E R I M I C H E L L E T A Y L O R

10-5-20-10-13-10-8-5-12-12-5-22-16-12-6-20

6. Spiritual Goals

10-22 / 32 / 5-5

5. Physical Goals

1. Physical Karma

13-5 / 18-9

10-8-16 / 34 / 7-7

Soul Destiny

15-6

4. Spiritual Talents

2. Spiritual Karma

10-12-20 / 42 / 6-6

5-5-12 / 22-4

3. Physical Talents

Physical Karma

7-7

20-12-6 / 38 / 11-2

Physical Talents

11-2

Physical Goals

18-9

Spiritual Karma

22-4

Spiritual Talents

6-6

Spiritual Goals

5-5

Total

69 33

Soul Destiny

15-6

Dominant Vibration

Figure 20: Chart for Jeri Michelle Taylor

Physical Karma: 7-7

Keywords for the 7-7
:
Work with and heal heart.

Jeri is stephanie Margaret Megan Taylor’s younger sister. she had

a lot of indecision over who she was, an actress, dancer, singer and

performer in the outer world, which was like a façade protecting

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the inner part of her. she was heartbroken as a child from the

neglect and inability of her mother Naomi Jemma Kelliher to share

love unconditionally with her and her sister stephanie Margaret

Megan Taylor. For some reason, her mother would not love her, so

her ego felt she must have been bad to have caused this. as a result,

she never felt safe to show her true self out of fear of being rejected

by people who might see her as this bad person. This lead to her

being a subtle controller of people, playing mind games with them

so that they would not see the vulnerable, wounded inner child,

her true self. it was like Jeri wore a mask which only those very

close to her could see behind to find her authentic self. The mind

games were so intense at times, to throw people off the scent of

who she truly was, that they really confused people as to what was

going on. Another effect of the indecision over whether to show

her true self or not was a general indecision in life when there was

a choice of what she should do. Even simple things like what to buy

given a choice of different clothes could be a real challenge.

A major effect of these indecisive energies was that Jeri lived

in dreamland, where she could not tell what was real and what was

not. This got her into lots of trouble in relationships, both in love

ones and in general. There was a filter over who the person really

was, and Jeri’s initial perception of them was not who they truly

were. Then having engaged in the relationship for a while, she

would suddenly wake up one day and realize that this was not the

truth of what was going on and that the perceived foundation of

the relationship was not there at all. This led her to leaving many

boyfriends. in relationships, the key for Jeri is to keep asking the

question ‘is this real?’ and to look for solid evidence to answer that

question.

The other thing Jeri needed to do is to gradually drop the

façade she had put on her whole life to hide and protect her

vulnerable inner child. she needed to start to express her true feel-

ings and thoughts, to be as authentic as possible. as she moved

higher up the scale of consciousness into more truth, her heart

began to open. When someone walks into a room and tells the

absolute truth, everyone goes quiet as there is nothing more to

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say when truth is shared like this. on the other hand, if someone

does not tell the truth, then everyone is on to them because they

instinctively feel the lower consciousness frequency of a lie. as Jeri

progressively shared more of her truth in her daily life in her per-

formances, this created a safety bubble of higher consciousness

energy around her which triggered everyone else to come into and

express their truth. Her ego learnt that it was completely safe to

express truth; in fact, the more that her ego did it, the bigger the

bubble of safety around Jeri got. a paradox, the exact opposite of

what it feared: that it would be seen as bad and be rejected.

as Jeri’s heart progressively opened and she healed the

wounds of childhood, it started to emanate the magnetics of the

soul. These attracted to Jeri like-minded people, situations and

opportunities for her to network with, to synergize into a greater

whole in what she could achieve in the world. it allowed her soul

to move more rapidly into the manifestation of its soul Destiny.

as her heart opened, Jeri’s decision making got better, because

she began to feel what was right to do next. she achieved this

by trying on the different options for a different situation in her

heart visually, as she was an artist and also at a deep feeling level.

When her heart expanded and she felt positive emotions like joy

and love, it was her soul communicating the spiritual signature

to her through these bodily sensations. When she acted upon the

most aligned action with spirit she could take, it always worked

out well. if she tried on something that was not in alignment with

spirit, then her heart closed down and she went into a dark place

at a feeling level. often grief or sadness would well up within her.

This was her soul telling her that this potential action was not in

alignment with spirit and that if she undertook it, things would

not work out well. The spiritual signature is not a logical, left-

brained, linear process. spirit moves in curves, never in straight

lines, so Jeri could never quite tell what was going to happen next.

she just knew from long experience that the more she went with

the right expansive feeling in her heart, the more love would flow

and open up for her. she learnt never to force things, just to allow

the Universe to actually love through her as she and the Universe

are ultimately one.

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Physical Talents: 11-2

Keywords for the 11
:
Discerning out of all the ideas and concepts

coming to her what was her truth and building her own unique

structure of truth from this in terms of her artistic expression

Keywords for the 2
:
Emotional resiliency to cope with shock and

change; to be objective and make wise decisions

Jeri was always seeking to build her structure of artistic expression,

learning new and improved ways of expression. she would take

lots of different ideas and styles of expression on board and spend

some time being with them to sense if they were true for her. This

is the symbolic Height of the 2 bringing objectivity and wisdom

to a situation. This is in order to make the right choice in terms

of what to assimilate and integrate into her structure of knowl-

edge and what to discard. she always found that if she resisted

the impulsive urge of the Foolish component of the Foolishness to

Wisdom polarity of the 2, things worked out well for her.

another part of the expression of the 11-2 was that she enjoyed

building her artistic career from small beginnings, where she

learnt ballet and dance as a child. Then she moved on to include

singing as a teenager. at high school she was always getting the

lead roles in the school plays as she kept wanting to show her real

self to the world, and this was a great platform from which to do

this. Because she was an excellent visual artist (spiritual Talent

6-6s) as well, she ended up studying graphic design as she real-

ized that she had to make a living somehow and it might as well

be with something she had a passion for. a lot of her friends went

off, did university degrees and followed the conventional norms

of society and the imprinting from their parents on what was a

respectable and secure life career to pursue. a part of Jeri resisted

this (the pioneering spiritual goal 5-5s) and just wanted to get out

into the world and perform from a place of total truth of who she

really was.

once she had established herself in her freelance graphic

design career in her 20s, she auditioned for the
Cats
musical,

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as performing was her real passion. She was offered a place in

their training school to get her ready to perform in the show

itself. This took about six months of hard work, but in the end

Jeri was on stage doing what she loved, performing through

singing and dancing, showing her true self through the physi-

cal karmic 7-7s. she had managed to build her career organically

over time (Physical Talent 11-2s) to the point where she was per-

forming in some of the top musical shows around. This process

started off slowly, then began to build exponentially. The resil-

iency of the 2s enabled her to cope with all the changes that

occurred in this process, especially when her career took off.

Fulcrum energies of the 11-2s:

Into the physical karmic 7-7s
: objectivity and wisdom of the

symbolic height of the 2 allows Jeri to overcome the lack of objec-

tivity of the physical karmic 7-7s where she could not see the truth

of what was really going on in her life.

Into the physical goal 18-9s
: The same applies to the dilemma of

the physical goal 18-9s, where the 18 is trying to make the decision

over whether to follow spirit of not.

Physical Goals: 18-9

Keywords for the 18
:
Choosing to follow Spirit

Keywords for the 9
:
Power and the resistance to coming into it

Jeri has to make a decision (18) on whether to follow spirit or not.

This requires surrendering to the power (9) of her soul and over-

coming the resistance to the full expression of her gifts and talents

in the world. it requires bringing into consciousness the Dark

shadow archetype within the ego, which in past lives has abused

power, and transmuting this energy into the positive expression

of the 9 dragon energies of great power. This is why she is uncon-

sciously scared to let her power loose in this lifetime, just in case

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she destroys herself, someone else or humanity. This is a powerful

program; it is the core master program of her entire ego struc-

ture, locking into place all her other programs. if she can work

through this one, then the rest of her programs will unravel much

more easily, and her spiritual mission and life Purpose will truly

happen.

However, this is not as intense as if it were in a karmic position.

it manifested a lot when Jeri was younger in feeling that she did

not have enough power (9) to make the final decisions (18) when

working on artistic projects in order to complete them. she often

ended up procrastinating, wanting someone else to finish them as

she could not break through the blockage to the expression of the

power of her creativity in her 9s. This would have enabled her to

make the right decision (18) to follow spirit in her artistic expres-

sion. sometimes she would overwork her paintings in the struggle

to get them just right. often she would look back on some of her

artistic decisions and would regret the choice she had made. There

was the feeling that she could have finished a painting or an illus-

tration in a different way, performed a role slightly differently. The

main learning for Jeri here was that she had made the best possible

decisions in life at each moment and to not look back in retrospect

and regret what she had already done.

For Jeri, the key to working through the 18-9s is to receive

healing for the lack of trust in the flow of the power of her Spirit

with the 9s and any form of abuse and trauma which they have

manifested in this lifetime. once this is done, she will be able to

surrender to the flow of creativity and power coming from them.

The 18s require healing for the unworthiness and past-life

issues which drive this configuration. Once the 9s are unleashed,