Authors: Dennis Larsen
if he could use some direction.”
She left her hiding place and
stepped around the end of the shelving unit
to stand directly at the side of the stranger.
In
her
most
professional
librarian
whispered voice she said, “Is there
anything I can help you with?”
It became readily apparent that
he’d had no idea that the librarian was
even on the same floor as himself, let
alone right next to him. He bounced in the
chair as if it had been electrified, sending
his notepad skidding across the floor and
the mouse cord being yanked from the
back of the computer tower. Blanche
reacted with a slight giggle but maintained
her librarian demeanor in the process.
“I’m so sorry, I thought you knew I
was standing next to you,” she lied.
“Holy hell lady, you about gave
me a heart attack. You work here or
something?”
the
disheveled
reader
reasoned.
“Yeah, I’m in charge around here
in the evenings. I saw you were looking up
some non-fiction material. Is there
anything I can help you find?”
“No, I uh, I think I’ve got what I
came for but thanks for the offer.” He
couldn’t help but let his eyes wander up
and down the frame of the attractive
librarian.
Blanche looked directly in his
eyes through the thick glasses that made
his iris's look like large, green saucers. It
was somehow strange that he was looking
at her but not engaging her eyes directly,
however, she couldn’t help but notice
when those over-sized saucers looked her
up and down, then came to rest back on
her face with an approving smile on his
lips.
Her curiosity pushed her to say, “I
couldn’t help but notice you having some
trouble on the steps outside. Did you get
hurt?”
“No, just a little stumble was all,
ever since I got injured in the Gulf War
I’ve had to put up with a bum leg and bent
spine.” He hunched over a bit to make his
point.
“Oh, I see, sorry to hear that. Is
there anything more we can do to make
your experience with us more pleasant or
comfortable? We love to support our
troops both past and present. Will you
please let me know if there is anything we
can do for you?” she said, in the most
pleasing way possible.
His mind was trying to process a
thousand things at once. "She's getting too
good a look at me, have got to distract her
and make an exit. Do I have everything I
need to advance our agenda? Is my
disguise still holding up? Can’t see very
well but don’t remove the glasses. Don’t
remove the glasses! Damn this librarian is
hot, reminds me of Virginia May, filthy
slut. Nothing like what I expected - no
dusty shelves and a tasty treat as a
librarian. Focus damn it, focus!"
He tried to get his thoughts sorted
and his tongue under control before he
said something stupid or telling.
“That’s really nice of you but I
think I’m finished and I’ll be on my way
shortly.” Is what he said but what he was
thinking was, “Hell yes, there is something
you can do for me, set yourself up here on
this table and let’s have a go.” The
wicked thought brought a smile to his face
as he let that little fantasy play out in his
mind, if only for a moment.
“Do you want to take these books
with you?” Blanche said, pointing to the
pile of books on the table.
“No, I just wanted to take a look
through them for now and I don’t have a
library card anyway,” he replied.
“We can take care of that if you
like, come with me and we’ll get you a
card,” she said reassuringly, as she
scooped up the books in an effort to help
him.
He suddenly thrust out his hand
and slammed the books back to the
tabletop. Blanche stepped back in shock at
his reaction to her assistance and he could
tell she was upset.
“Don’t mind me, just don’t like
folks helping me if you know what I
mean.” Motioning to the cane.
“I see, would you like me to take
these and put them away for you?” she
said, relaxing a bit but still on her guard.
“I can get it, don’t like to make
work for anybody. I’ll just get my things
and be on my way.”
He stood using the cane to steady
himself and retrieved the notepad from the
floor. Blanche, still trying to be helpful,
plugged the mouse back in, then instructed
the odd character to leave the books on the
end of the table and she’d make sure
someone put them away. He smiled but
she could tell he was determined to clean
up the items he’d used and be gone. She
retreated to the main desk just as the
students were leaving for the day and
offered a cheerful goodbye to each as they
waved on their way home or elsewhere
for the evening. A moment later she could
see the hunched over man descending the
stairs leading to the foyer. One hand
wrapped tightly around the notebook he
seemed to prize and the other manipulating
the cane as he worked his way down the
steps.
She felt a certain degree of pity for
him; the sacrifice of those in the service of
their country had always held a soft spot
in her heart. She had family members who
had served and offered the greatest
sacrifice of all to defend her freedoms and
she respected those that were willing to
serve. Her heart filled with appreciation
for this crippled individual as she
struggled to understand him, if only in a
cursory way. He passed by the desk,
tipping his eyes to look over the lenses at
her, gave her a friendly nod and shuffled
toward the exit. A tear came to her eye as
she felt true compassion for his plight and
that’s when something struck her as
unusual, no, different.
Looking at him from this angle it
looked like he was holding the cane in his
left hand and limping with the right. Her
mind flashed back to the image of him
climbing the steps earlier. She was sure
he had used the cane in the right hand and
limped with the left. Watching him
carefully now, he stopped at the exit door,
tucked the notepad under his left arm and
used the right to open the door, leaving the
cane in the left. With the door open he
returned the notepad to the right and
limped his way out the door, dragging the
right leg.
“What the hell?” she thought. “It’s
not Halloween so what’s this dude’s
game?” she mused.
The thought had not completely
vanished from her mind before the door
swung open and an excited Seymour
hustled through it and approached the desk
and Blanche.
“Hey Ms. Delaney, how ya
doing?” he said, as he tried to catch his
breath.
“I’m good Seymour, what’s the
rush?” the librarian replied.
“The bus was late so I had to run
from the drop off.”
The war vet was still in the back
of Blanche’s mind and she asked, “Did
you see the guy with the green army jacket
before you came in?”
“Yeah, ‘bout ran him over at the
bottom of the steps. Why - what’s up?”
“He was in here doing some
research and just seemed really weird. I
would swear one minute he was using the
cane with the right and limping with the
left, then when he exited just now, it
switched and he was using the cane with
the left and dragging the right. Just seems
kind of out there to me. Didn’t appreciate
me offering him any help either, almost
acted like I was stepping on his toes,” she
said.
“You offered to help him or
something?” Seymour asked.
“Yes, thought I could be helpful
seeing how he’s a bit crippled and a vet.”
“That was nice of you. Was he
deaf, dumb and blind as well?” he
questioned sarcastically.
She laughed, “Why do you think
that?”
He continued, “That’s the only
thing I can think of that would prevent him
from accepting help from the best looking
woman in Valdosta.”
“Well Seymour, you’re making me
blush, but thanks anyway.”
The outfit Blanche was wearing
had not gone unnoticed by Seymour. His
pulse continued to be north of 100 beats
per minute and not because he’d been
running. On the few opportunities he had
worked with Blanche he had learned a
number of things about himself. Firstly, he
had a hard time expressing what he really
wanted to say without tripping over his
tongue and twisting his thoughts into a
jumbled mess before they came out.
Blanche had picked up on this and found it
somewhat sweet and endearing. Secondly,
he found it increasingly difficult to focus
when she was around.
He had no illusion that he was
infatuated with the beautiful librarian and
there was no doubt he loved being around
her. She was so pleasant, with such a
wonderful listening ear and people skills
that were genuine and caring. He was
impressed and enchanted with Blanche
after watching her interact with the staff
and public. Increasingly he found himself
thinking about her during the day, at
school, losing track of where he was and
what he should be doing, but he just didn’t
care because the thoughts of her smile and
timid laugh made him feel good, right
down to his toes.
“What’s the deal with the sign?”
he asked, pointing at the donation sign still
prominently displayed on the counter.
“Oh that, I almost forgot it was
there,” she replied, leaning over the desk
to get a better view of the sign and in the
process sending Seymour’s heart rate ten
percent higher.
“Mrs. Anderson was giving me a
hard time about my outfit and thought it
would generate a few more bucks for the
coffers if we had it on the desk.” She
paused, and with a sly grin continued,
“What do you think?”
Without saying a word, Seymour
pulled his wallet from his back pocket,
took a $20 bill and put it into the
receptacle. His point made, he kicked
himself mentally, “There’s my lunch
money for the rest of the week but I think it
was worth it.”
“Why thank you my good man,”
Blanche said, “Lean over here.” She
planted a tender kiss on his cheek, after he
leaned in.
Two hours into the shift, Seymour
basically had his responsibilities taken
care of and was anxious to do some work
on the assignment given to him earlier by
his instructor, Pink. There had been no
further news regarding the photo taken of
Thelma or a follow up among the college
students and no one had come forward to
claim
responsibility,
but
he
was
fascinated by the prospect that it wasn’t a
joke and there perhaps was someone out
there that was somewhat disturbed and
doing these types of things.
Blanche was seated at the desk
looking over a list of books that the local
chapter of The Southern Ladies Society
had put together and wanted to donate.
Some of the titles evaded her recollection
but the dates of many were impressive and
would add some wonderful flavor to the
historical section of the library.
“What’ve you got there?” Seymour
asked, stepping around the desk and
coming to stand next to Blanche.
“Oh, some ladies want to give us
some books and I’m just looking to see
which we want and if there are any
duplicates we already have on the
shelves.” She looked at her watch, “You
finished very quickly tonight, is everything
done?”
“Yup, hustled my buns so I could
work on something, if that’s okay with