Authors: Sara Craven
have been over a woman, do you think?'
'A woman?' Mrs Pentreath looked astounded. 'I never heard such a
thing suggested. Whatever gave you the idea?'
'Lyall did.' Morgana hesitated. 'It would explain why no one
wanted to talk about it, I suppose. After all, Grandfather and
Grandmother were married at the time, weren't they? If it had been
that sort of thing, that would have been a good reason to hush it all
up.'
'Yes.' Mrs Pentreath laid down her tapestry with a slight frown.
'But I can't really believe it, all the same. Your grandfather was a
most devoted husband. I've always understood from everyone who
knew him that he never looked at another woman after he met your
grandmother. And he's the last person one can imagine caught up
in some sordid triangle.'
'Yes.' Morgana thought of the fierce old man with the piercing blue
eyes whom she had feared more than loved when she was small. It
was difficult to imagine even his love for her grandmother having
been in any way a softening influence in his life. He had always
had his own brand of arrogance, and a certain amount of moral
rectitude that commanded respect, if it could not instil affection.
She asked rather abruptly, 'Did Lyall tell you what he plans for the
attics?'
'Yes, he did. It all sounds most exciting, and all that space is just
going to waste at the moment.'
'Did you know that all Grandmother's things were still up there?'
'I suppose they must be.' Mrs Pentreath digested that for a moment
or two. 'Of course your grandfather would never allow them to be
touched in any way.'
'As I found out to my cost,' Morgana said rather drily.
'Oh dear,. I'd almost forgotten that awful day.'. Mrs Pentreath gave
a little sigh. 'I couldn't say so at the time, naturally, but I thought it
was a great deaf of fuss. Children all love dressing up, and a
trunkful of old clothes is a natural magnet. And it wasn't as if you'd
torn or damaged anything.'
'I thought you were on his side.'
'Let's say I could understand why he reacted as he did, although I
couldn't condone it.' Mrs Pentreath threaded her needle with some
care. 'He was the master of the house still, and his word was law
and always had been. My—position wasn't always as easy as it
could have been.'
No, Morgana thought, giving her mother a sympathetic glance.
Elizabeth Pentreath's early years in this house must have been
fraught with difficulties. Perhaps her husband's subsequent
spoiling had been an attempt to make up for this, and for the
unexpected career of hotelier's wife which had been thrust upon
her, and for which she must have been totally unprepared. Yet, in
her gentle, rather harum-scarum way, she had made a success of
things as far as she was able. If the business side of it had always
been a struggle, she had an innate ability to make people
comfortable, and soothe them out of ill-humour into a more
mellow attitude to life. It was a gift, and as such it had been
recognised by Lyall.
She began to consider for the first time that with a regular salary,
and her most pressing financial problems safely shifted to someone
else's shoulders, her mother might be able to achieve a degree of
happiness and independence which had never been available to her
before. No longer shadowed by her husband's extrovert
personality, she would be able to develop her own quiet strengths.
Well, Morgana thought grimly, it's an ill wind that blows no good
to anyone, and I have to be happy for her.
But in her own life, the wind of change had risen to gale force, and
she felt as helpless and vulnerable as one of the drifting leaves in
the garden. Suddenly, almost in the passing of a day, self-doubt
had become her only certainty, and she was terrified by the
violence of emotions whose existence she had never even
suspected before.
She looked round at the familiar shabbiness of the room, seeking a
reassurance which was denied her. Soon that too would change.
She thought in swift panic, 'Nothing will ever be the same again.'
And on the heels of that realisation came another, even more
traumatic. 'I shall never be the same again.'
Huddled in her chair, watching the flames licking round the logs
on the fire, she tried to rekindle her hate for the man who had
turned her world upside down. Tried, and with a kind of despair,
failed.
LYALL did not return that afternoon, and later there came a
telephone call to say he would not be back for dinner either. He
did not venture any explanation, and Morgana, who took the
message, returned the receiver to the rest with a slight thump.
'Treating the place like a hotel!' she muttered crossly, as she went
back to her self-imposed task of laying the dinner table, and was
forced to smile ruefully as the idiocy of her own remark came
home to her.
As the evening wore on, she found she was increasingly on edge,
waiting for the sound of his car returning. Ostensibly she was re-
reading
David Copperfield,
but for once, young David's trials and
tribulations with his stepfather Mr Murdstone had no power to
hold her attention.
And when the door did open to admit a masculine figure, it was
Major Lawson who had been up to London for the day. Morgana
found she was looking at his tall, unthreatening figure with real
pleasure and relief.
'It's a cold evening,' he said, as he came forward to the fire. 'I
wouldn't be surprised if we were to have a frost.'
'Oh dear!' Elizabeth rose from her chair and began to make up the
fire. 'Perhaps Elsa is right. She's been saying for weeks that we
were going to have a hard winter.'
Major Lawson laughed, the quiet, cool lines of his face dissolving
into humour. 'Elsa's prophecies are a joy and a delight, although I
must admit I didn't have a great deal of faith in them before today.
But when I came here she told me I had a lucky face, and the news
I was given today seems to confirm that.'
Elizabeth asked in her gentle voice, 'Has something happened?'
'Something rather startling. I hope it will turn out to be pleasant.'
He paused, then said, 'My appointment today was with my agent.
Apparently a publisher's bought my novel.'
Morgana gasped, and Mrs Pentreath, said 'Good heavens,' rather
helplessly.
'That was rather my own reaction,' he admitted, sitting down on
the sofa.
'What kind of a novel is it?' Morgana asked. 'Have you written a
great many? I mean -' she hesitated '—should we have heard of
you?'
'I wouldn't think so.' He sounded amused. 'It's my first book,
actually, and it's a thriller. I'm engaged with the second one at the
moment. That's what all the typing is about.'
'Well, we did wonder,' said Morgana, returning his smile. 'It's
wonderful news for you.'
'I suppose it is. My feelings are rather mixed at the moment. I can
see certain unavoidable changes in my peaceful existence.'
'Oh.' Elizabeth looked at him quickly. 'Does it mean you'll be
leaving us?'
'No, certainly not,' he said very positively. 'But my agent warned
me that there might be a certain amount of attendant publicity
which could be rather trying.'
'I think publicity is something we're all going to have to get used
to.' Morgana said resignedly. At his interrogative glance, she went
on, 'We discovered today that the new owner of this house is the
head of some enormous corporation called van Guisen-Lyall.'
'Good God!' Major Lawson leaned forward. 'They really are giants.
Had you no idea?'
'None at all,' said Elizabeth. 'I don't really understand the
connection fully, although Lyall did try to explain it to me. It
seems his mother was a Lyall, and after poor Giles' death—I
gather the marriage wasn't a great success—she married one of the
van Guisens—the man she'd been intended to marry all along.
Lyall and his stepsister inherited everything.'
Morgana wondered when her mother had acquired all this
information. She obviously thought from the sympathetic way in
which she spoke that she was in Lyall's confidence.
But that, Morgana thought with irony, is a confidence trick. Oh,
Mother, if you only knew! She sat in her chair, staring at the book
on her lap, trying to make sense of the meaningless printed
symbols on the page, while her mother talked of Lyall and his
plans for Polzion, and Major Lawson responded with more
information about van Guisen-Lyall. It seemed he had shares in
one of their companies, and Morgana found she was listening to
what he had to say with increasing alarm. The corporation was
infinitely more powerful and complex than she had ever suspected,
with ramifications in all sorts of areas—property, engineering, and
oil. She realised that one of the things which attracted her to Lyall
as well as frightened her was the sense of power which emanated
from him— not merely sexual power, but something more
dangerous and material. She supposed he was what people called 'a
tycoon'. It was a word she had never liked, or understood, and she
saw no great reason to change her opinion.
Everything that Major Lawson was saying simply helped to
emphasise the unbridgeable gulf that yawned between herself and
Lyall. Not that he had any intention of attempting to build a
permanent bridge. She had no delusions about that. She would be
an interlude, a diversion while he was in Cornwall, far from the
hub of everything which made up his world. But when the
conversion of Polzion was complete, he would go back to that
world— to the boardrooms, and the penthouses, and the VIP
lounges at airports. There was no place for her there. On the other
hand, to give Lyall credit, he had not indicated that there would be.
She was glad when the conversation switched back to Major
Lawson's novel. It was pleasant to sit and watch her mother, her
face alight with interest and enthusiasm, and it occurred to her
almost idly that Major Lawson must think so too. He included
Morgana in his remarks, but only she was sure, out of courtesy. It
seemed right that he should be confiding in Elizabeth. People did,
and always had, and he was alone. A long time ago, she
remembered, he had told her mother he was a widower. Probably
they were the nearest thing to a family that he had now. Certainly
he preferred to spend his evenings in here, reading or doing a
crossword puzzle, rather than go along to the smaller room just off
the dining room where the television was, and where Miss
Meakins usually spent most of her time.
Eventually Morgana gave up all pretence of reading or listening,
and excused herself, bending to kiss her mother goodnight. It was
late, and she felt physically and emotionally battered by the events
of the past twenty-four hours. But when she got into bed, sleep
was elusive, and she lay there staring into the darkness, listening as
the grandfather clock in the hall below chimed the quarters and
finally the hour of midnight, wondering where Lyall was, and
despising herself for wondering.
She finally drifted off to sleep, still listening in vain for the sound
of the car, and dreamed she still searched for him through endless
rooms where a party was going on, and every other guest was a
stranger to her, except one— Elaine Donleven, smiling
triumphantly and dressed as the Queen of Hearts.
She felt unrested and at odds with herself when she awoke the
following morning, and not even the sight of the garden, sparkling
under the cloak of the promised frost, had the power to lift her
spirits. The fact that she had overslept didn't help either, and she
had to wash quickly, fling on jeans and a sweater and drag a comb
through her thick cloud of hair.
Her mother and Elsa were already busy serving the guests'
breakfast when she entered the kitchen with a muttered apology,
and Morgana lifted the rack of fresh toast and the coffee pot and
took it through to the dining room. It was almost a shock to see
Lyall there, sitting alone at a small table by the window. A glance
at the long dining table where the others sat showed that the toast