Authors: Sara Craven
scowl. 'You could bear in mind that the quicker I see the rest of the
house and can make some sort of plan, the sooner I'll be away
from here. I do have other things to do. I have to be in Sweden
next week.'
'I'm sure we're all duly impressed,' Morgana said bitterly, and
walked out of the kitchen. She was halfway along the passage
when Lyall caught up with her.
'Pleased with yourself?' he asked drily. 'Feel that you've scored a
few points? Your little barbs aren't hurting me at all, lady, but they
are upsetting your mother for whom you express such profound
concern. I'd like to see some real evidence of it.'
'I'm staying here, aren't I?' she flashed. 'Wasn't that what it was all
about? I'm sorry if you don't like my attitude, but it's the only way
I know
to try
and convince you how totally unacceptable you are
to me.'
'Try convincing yourself first,' he came back at her, and Morgana
gasped, swift colour flooding her face.
'Your conceit is boundless!' she raged.
'And so is your capacity for self-deception.' He sounded weary
again. 'Now can we postpone this particular battle to another
occasion? I really would like to see those attics.'
'What do you plan for them?' she asked, turning resignedly
towards the stairs. 'A sauna and massage parlour?'
'I like your thinking,' he approved gravely. 'But as a matter of fact I
was wondering whether they'd convert into a self-contained flat for
your mother and yourself.'
'I suppose you're afraid we should intrude upon your guests.' she
said coldly.
'On the contrary, my main aim is to provide you with a little
privacy—or are you totally devoted to the present arrangement?'
Morgana was tempted to reply 'Yes' stonily, but common sense
prevailed.
'It would be better if we had a place of our own,' she admitted. 'My
father liked the idea of the guests living
en famille,
but it does get a
little wearing at times.'
'At least we can agree on something,' Lyall commented. 'What are
the attics used for at the moment?'
She shrugged. 'Not a great deal. We never come up here. There's
junk going back for generations. Daddy always meant to sort
everything out—but he didn't get around to it,' she added, giving
him a challenging glance.
Lyall nodded. 'I imagine the condition of the attics was the least of
his problems,' he said drily.
They went up the narrow, uncarpeted secondary stair case which
led to the top floor, Lyall bending his head to avoid the low beams
and arches of the gabled roof.
'I suspect there's worm in these timbers,' he said.
'I don't doubt it,' Morgana said indifferently. 'Well, here are the
attics. The doorway's rather low.'
'You shouldn't have warned me,' he said pleasantly. 'Think of the
enjoyment you could have derived from watching me fracture my
skull.'
The first room they went into was piled high with dusty furniture.
Lyall gave it a cursory glance.
'Infested as well, I expect,' he said. 'The best thing would be to
make a' bonfire of the lot.'
'You can't do that,' Morgana protested. 'There might be some
treasures among it.'
'I think if there were, they'd have found their way downstairs or
more probably to the saleroom by now,' he said coolly, eyeing a
wicker chair with a broken seat. 'However, if you want to sift
through it all, I have no objections.'
She said stiffly, 'You're probably quite right. There's nothing really
worth saving.'
'That's quite an admission,' he said mockingly. 'Can I be sure if I
organise the appropriate bonfire, that I won't be accused of being
an unfeeling vandal?'
She flushed slightly. 'I don't imagine that any accusations I might
level would make a great deal of difference, once your mind was
made up.'
Lyall inclined his head. 'I'm glad you're beginning to see my point
of view.' He stood still, looking around him. 'This room is really
quite spacious. Are the others like this?'
'Most of them are. I think the couple at the end are smaller.'
'So they could potentially convert to a kitchen and bathroom,' he
said thoughtfully.
She shrugged. 'Now that you mention it, I suppose— yes.' A
thought occurred to her. Staring down at the floorboards, and
tracing a pattern in the dust with her toe, she said slowly, 'If this
conversion goes ahead, just how self-contained and private will it
be?' He glanced at her his brows raised interrogatively, and she
hurried on. 'I mean, when you come here—or if you do—where
would you expect to stay?'
'You sound nervous,' he mocked.
'If I am,' she muttered between her teeth, 'then you have no one but
yourself to blame. Frankly, I'm not used to your brand of sexual
innuendo.'
'I thought I'd done more than hint,' he said coolly. 'What's the
matter, Morgana? Surely you aren't implying you don't know what
it is to be desired by a man?'
'I didn't say that,' she protested.
'I'm relieved to hear it,' he said sardonically. 'I wouldn't have liked
to think you could have reached your present ripe age, untouched
by human hand.'
'I appreciate your concern,' her voice was edged with sarcasm, 'but
it's both unnecessary and unwanted. My private life is my own
affair.'
'Do all these loaded references to your private life cover Robert
Donleven, or is there a string of eager swains queueing for your
favours?' he enquired.
'That's got nothing to do with you,' she snapped. 'And how do you
know about Rob anyway?'
'I think his name came up in conversation,' he said silkily.
'I bet it did,' she said furiously. 'You really enjoy prying, don't
you?'
He shrugged. 'You could put it like that. I prefer to think of it as
having all the relevant facts at my disposal.'
'Well, I don't see how Rob comes into that category.'
'Don't you?' He smiled slightly. 'I intend to have his woman. I
imagine he'd find that more than relevant.'
Morgana said in a stifled voice, 'I wish you'd stop saying things
like that. We—we have to try and get along together somehow, it
seems—and I don't find your remarks in the least amusing.'
'Neither do I. In fact, I was never more serious in my life,' he said.
His eyes met hers, and their expression made her moisten suddenly
dry lips with the tip of her tongue. There was a long, loaded pause,
then he added, 'But if it worries you, I can safely say that you and
your mother will have this flat to yourselves. Is that what you
wanted to hear?'
'Why—yes.' She felt foolish, suddenly.
He smiled slightly and walked on towards the door which
communicated with the next attic, and eventually Morgana made
herself follow him, to find him standing studying discoloured
patches on the plaster above him with a critical stare.
'The roof wants attention,' he commented.
Her lips parted helplessly as she stared at him. She couldn't fathom
these sudden changes of mood he seemed to display, the way his
attention could switch from stripping her naked with his eyes one
minute to the examination of a leaking roof the next.
He didn't, however, appear to notice her silence. 'What are these?'
He walked over to a stack of paintings in heavy frames, propped
against one wall. 'More family portraits?'
'I don't think so,' she said rather huskily. 'Mostly rather gloomy
landscapes and some bad studies of dogs and horses, from what I
can remember. I think we kept them for the frames.'
He nodded abstractedly, turning them over. Then he stiffened
slightly.
'Mostly, but not all,' he said, gesturing her to his side. 'Meet
Grandfather Pentreath—not yours, but mine. I suppose he was
banished here after the great rift.'
'I suppose he must have been,' she agreed rather awkwardly,
looking down at the thin, arrogant face that stared up at her from
the portrait. She said slowly, 'He must have been quite young when
this was painted, and when the quarrel took place. He was very
good-looking.' she added, realising too late and with dismay that
Mark Pentreath had been the image of the tall man who stood at
her side. She expected some sardonic remark, but Lyall remained
silent, and glancing at him, she realised that there was a slightly
bitter just to the firm mouth.
She said slowly, 'They're so stupid, these family feuds. They
begin—and no one has the guts to stop them. I wonder if either of
our grandfathers could remember if they were here now, how it all
began?'
'I understand it began over a woman,' he said. 'And don't look so
surprised. Our generation hasn't a monopoly on sexual passion,
although it sometimes gives that impression.'
'It isn't that.' Morgana flushed a little. 'It's—just my memories of
Grandfather. He was very old when I knew him, of course, but I
always had the idea that he was very upright and moral—and very
happily married to my grandmother. I didn't think he would have
been the type to have—adventures.'
'In other words, the rakes all come from our side of the family,'
said Lyall, faintly amused.
'Well, perhaps.' She lifted a defensive shoulder. 'There's always
been a wild streak in the Pentreaths. No one has ever pretended
differently.'
'And how does it evidence in you?' He put out a hand and lifted a
strand of thick waving hair which hung to her shoulders.
'It doesn't,' she said shortly, resisting an urge to pull away, and
trying to ignore the tremor which had possessed her as his
fingertips brushed lightly against her earlobe.
'No?' His smile widened. 'Dancing widdershins round standing
stones is quite usual for you, is it, Morgan le Fay?'
'Don't call me that,' she said pettishly. 'And I wasn't dancing
widder—whatever you call it. I was indulging in a silly
superstition. If I'd thought for one minute I was being watched . . .'
She paused and gave him a fulminating look.
He grinned mockingly, then bent and lifted the portrait of Mark
Pentreath clear of the other dusty frames.
'I think we might restore him to the family gallery,' he remarked.
'Or have you any objection?'
'Why should I? I've already said I think these feuds are silly.'
Lyall propped the picture with a certain amount of care against an
ancient chest of drawers. 'Does that mean you want to call a truce
between us, Morgana Pentreath?'
'No, it doesn't,' she said coldly, annoyed with herself for having
given even a hint of weakness.
'Good,' he said coolly. 'Because I warn you now, only your
unconditional surrender will do.' And ignoring her muffled gasp of
fury, he walked into the next room.
Morgana was sorely tempted to leave him to continue his tour of
the attics alone, and return downstairs, putting her foot through
Mark Pentreath's portrait on her way out, but she controlled herself
with something of an effort. If she could prove to him, and to
herself, that she would not rise to his bait, then life at Polzion
might become more tolerable. Like most tormentors, she thought,
Lyall would soon tire of a victim who made no response to his
goading.
She pinned on a cool smile and followed him.
'I'm sorry for all the mess,' she apologised sweetly. 'You won't find
any missing portraits in here, just a lot of old clothes and things.'
'So I see.' Lyall glanced around, his brows raised. 'Did anyone in
this family ever throw anything away.'
'Why, yes.' She hesitated. 'Actually, nearly all these things
belonged to my grandmother. When she died, Grandfather moved
everything up here—her clothes, letters, photographs. I imagine he
planned to go through it all eventually, but he never did.
Apparently once or twice he tried, but found it too painful.' She
swallowed, memory carrying her back to early childhood and a
magical afternoon spent alone up here going through the trunks,
unbeknownst to anyone, and finding a dress with floating gauzy
skirts in layers like the pointed petals of a flower, and a pair of
high-heeled silver shoes. She'd dressed up in them and made her
way slowly and carefully downstairs. After all, she was
Grandfather's little princess—he was always telling her so—and