Authors: Virginia Boecker
going on?’
George jerks his head at me. ‘Nicholas needs her.’
My stomach flutters with anxiety.
‘And he needs you, too. He’s not well. Last night took
a toll.’
John swears under his breath. ‘I’ll go now. Can you
take her?’
George nods and they both start towards the door. ‘We’ll
go when you’re ready.’
I still have on the clothes I wore last night: the dark green
trousers, the white shirt. The velvet coat is draped across the
back of John’s chair, the boots underneath it. I draw them
on, run my hands through my tangled hair, pinch some
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colour into my cheeks. I was feeling confident about
Nicholas, that he wouldn’t throw me out of his house, that
I’d get another chance. But now I’m not so sure.
George waits for me outside the door. He gives me a
quick nod, and, without a word, he starts down the hall, the
opposite direction from the stairs.
‘What’s happening?’ I hurry to keep up with him.
He doesn’t reply.
‘He knows about me. Veda told him. Did you
know that?’
George still doesn’t reply. We walk along the hallway
until we reach the double doors at the end.
‘George, what’s going on?’
‘It’s not my place to tell you. You’ll find out soon enough
anyway.’ He gives a quick, staccato knock. My heart is
beating a little too fast, my palms a little too damp. I swipe
them against my trousers.
‘How is he?’
‘Cursed,’ George replies shortly. Then he opens the door.
Inside is an enormous bedchamber. It’s dark, and it takes
a moment for my eyes to adjust. When they do, I see
Nicholas sitting in a chair next to the fireplace, John leaning
over him, speaking to him in a low voice. Nicholas looks so
frail, so fragile, and even from here I can see he’s trembling.
My stomach gives an uncomfortable twist.
‘Please, come in,’ Nicholas says. His voice is hoarse, thin.
George steps aside to let me through. John straightens up
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and makes his way to the door. He stops in front of me.
‘He wants to see you alone,’ he says quietly. ‘It’s
important, I know, but try to keep it quick, all right?’ He
and George leave then, the door closing behind them
with a quiet thump.
Nicholas beckons me to the chair opposite his.
‘Come. Sit.’
I cross the vast bedroom. It’s decorated entirely in shades
of red: red carpet, red walls, red bedcovers. Even the candles
are red, their flames flickering rhythmically off the walls. I
feel as if I’m inside a beating heart.
I settle into the chair. Up close, Nicholas looks even
worse. His skin is ashen, his hair is greyer than it was last
night, even his dark eyes seem grey. For a moment, he just
stares at me.
‘I’d like to talk to you about what happened last night,’
he says, finally.
‘Okay.’ I take a breath. ‘Which part?’
‘About Caleb and the others showing up.’
‘How they found us, you mean?’
He nods. ‘How they found us, how they knew we were
there. That was not guesswork, nor was it an accident. They
knew the location down to the village, the time down to the
hour. How do you suppose they knew that?’
‘I don’t know,’ I say. ‘But Blackwell always seems to
know everything. As for how, it could have been as simple
as using a spy, or as complicated as using magic.’
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‘As complicated as using magic,’ Nicholas repeats. ‘Has
it ever occurred to you how odd it is that the Inquisitor –
former Inquisitor, rather – a man who spends his life
rooting out magic and punishing those who practise it, uses
magic himself?’
‘Blackwell doesn’t use magic himself,’ I say. ‘He…
employs the use of magic, if and when it suits his needs.’
‘I fail to see the difference.’
‘There’s a big difference. Blackwell had to use magic to
educate us. To train us. We had to have magic in order
to know how to fight it. He couldn’t very well train us
without it. It would be like trying to train an army without
giving them weapons.’
I repeat the answers Caleb gave me to the very questions
I had asked, time and time again. But Nicholas just shakes
his head.
‘The things you describe, your experience, those were
not simple spells or mere enchantments. The power it
would take would rival my own. However, the lack of
conscience…those creatures…’
‘Blackwell called them hybrids; Caleb called them
halflings. I jokingly called them cockatrices, after the dish I
used to make in the kitchen.’
He nods. ‘But creating living creatures like that is no
joke. It is complex magic – highly difficult, attained through
many years of practise and trial and error. It could not have
been done by just anyone. How did he come by such magic?’
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I have to admit I never questioned exactly how Blackwell
made those things happen. Not that he would have told me
even if I did. He did everything in secrecy, behind closed
doors and blindfolds. I never even saw who marked me
with my stigma. At the time, I didn’t really care.
‘Caleb said he used some of the wizards we captured to
do things for him,’ I say. ‘There were plenty of wizards we
arrested that I never saw burn.’
Nicholas goes still.
‘Why is he after you?’ he says after a moment.
‘What do you mean?’ I say. ‘You know why.’
He waves it away. ‘What is it about you that makes him
so determined to find you? I’m a far bigger prize than a
sixteen-year-old girl. Why did he go through the effort of
trumping up charges for you? Do you really believe he
thinks you’re a witch? A spy? A traitor?’
‘He told me I was a liability.’
‘He may have been telling the truth about that. At
least, the truth the way he sees it. Rather, the way it has
been foreseen.’
‘What do you mean?’
‘I’m talking about the tablet.’
I frown. ‘Are you saying Blackwell had me arrested
because he knew I could find your tablet?’
‘Yes.’
I shake my head. ‘I don’t see how he could possibly
know that.’
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‘No? You said yourself Blackwell used magic if and when
it suited his needs. Wouldn’t it be possible, then, that he
used a seer?’
I shake my head again, but he presses on.
‘It would explain how he found us at Veda’s, how he
knew you were here. Perhaps you saw one in his room,
someone you mistook for a servant. Perhaps even a child?’
I think back to the night Richard took me to Blackwell,
the boy I saw scurrying down the hall. He was about five
years old, the same age as Veda. I look up to see Nicholas
watching me. He just nods.
‘So he has a seer,’ I say. ‘It doesn’t mean anything.’
Nicholas takes a breath, as though his words were a
weight he was about to lift.
‘Elizabeth, I’ve been watching Blackwell for a long time.
I watched him go from duke and brother of the king to
Lord Protector, as good as a king. Indeed, if Malcolm had
died from plague, too, Blackwell would be king. I don’t
doubt a day goes by that he doesn’t regret that.’
I can’t disagree. Malcolm knew Blackwell hated him; he
never knew why. I didn’t have the heart to tell him it was
because his uncle wished he were dead.
‘With Blackwell, change tends to precede greater change.
A king dies, a duke becomes Protector. A prince becomes
king, the Protector becomes Inquisitor. Now he’s handed
that title over to your friend Caleb. Do you think Blackwell
will be content to go back to being a duke?’
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I suck in a sudden, sharp breath. ‘Do you think he means
to be king?’
‘I think he’s after the greater victory,’ Nicholas replies.
‘Whether that is king or something worse than king.’
Something worse than king. The words send a chill down
my spine.
‘Whatever his plan, he needs me out of the way to
achieve it,’ Nicholas continues. ‘He knew you would
threaten that, so he was forced to take action. I believe it’s
why he’s after you now. I believe it’s why he cursed me.’
‘Why he had you cursed, you mean.’
‘No. I mean why he cursed me.’
His words hang in the air, swooping and swirling above
me like one of Blackwell’s winged reptiles; and when they
land, they pierce me like metal feathers: hard, sharp,
burrowing deep.
‘Why he cursed you,’ I repeat.
Nicholas nods.
‘So you think…you think that…’ I can’t say it.
He says it for me. ‘Blackwell is a wizard.’
I’m on my feet before he finishes the word.
‘No,’ I say. ‘No, no, no.’ I shake my head so hard it hurts.
‘Blackwell is not a wizard. No. That’s ridiculous. It’s
impossible. It’s insane.’
‘He trained you, using magic. He marked you, using
magic. He created things, using magic; and he, himself,
uses magic.’ Nicholas marches through the evidence
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like a barrister before the bar.
‘He didn’t do those things,’ I say wildly. ‘It was the
other wizards. The ones we captured, the ones we didn’t
burn. They did it. Not him.’ I cling to this scrap of possibility
as I might cling to a scrap of rock to keep from falling
off a cliff.
‘No.’ Nicholas’s voice is soft but firm. ‘I told you.
The only witch or wizard who could perform magic like
that is now dead. And they are dead: I witnessed their
deaths myself.’
‘It’s not true. Not true, not true, not true.’ I’m babbling.
‘He led a life of lies,’ Nicholas says quietly, almost
sympathetically. ‘He would have had to; a young wizard
living in a household of Persecutors. At best, they would
have sent him away; at worst, well. We know what they do
to witches and wizards, don’t we?’
I’m still shaking my head.
‘By the time his brother became king, by the time
he opened the door to the possibility of reconciliation
between Persecutors and Reformists, Blackwell’s choice was
made. It wouldn’t be enough for him to be able to finally
use his power. He wanted to rule with it. To take control
after all the years spent relinquishing it. I believe it’s why
he started the plague: to kill the king, to kill Malcolm, to
give him the throne.’
The ground shifts; everything shifts. The rock breaks and
I’m off the cliff now, falling through the air, plummeting
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towards the hard earth and an even harder truth:
Blackwell started the plague.
Blackwell killed my parents.
Blackwell is a wizard.
I sink back into the velvet chair, bury my head in my
hands. I don’t know how long I sit here, in this red, beating
room. It could be minutes; it could be hours.
‘What do I need to do?’ I say, finally. There’s no point in
telling him I can’t find the tablet, that I’m in enough trouble
as it is, that helping him will only make things worse for
me. There is nothing worse than this.
Nicholas nods. ‘First thing – and this is very important
– you cannot let anyone know you are a witch hunter. I
know that George knows. But he can be the only one.’
I frown. ‘Surely they’ll find out,’ I say. ‘If I get hurt, if I
heal, if I’m somehow drawn into a fight…it’s going to be
really hard to keep it from them.’
‘Then I’ll need you to try even harder to keep it secret,’
he says. ‘Don’t get in any fights, and don’t get hurt.’ A pause.
‘I’ve already told them you’re a witch.’
‘What? Why?’
‘Because they need a reason why you’re the one to find
the tablet. They need a reason why you survived jail. And
because you were arrested with those herbs in your pocket,
it’s the reason that makes the most sense.’
‘And what about Blackwell? That he’s a—’ I swallow.
I still can’t say it.
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‘I think it’s best we keep that to ourselves for now. The
truth will come out soon enough.’
I nod.
‘Second, I’m sending you away. Today. You’re to travel
with the others to Stepney Green, to pay a visit to Humbert
Pembroke.’
I blink. Humbert Pembroke is the richest man in
Anglia, next to the king. He’s a great friend of Blackwell’s
and a big supporter of the crown. He’s been a fixture at
court for many years, though I haven’t seen him in a while.
Why him?
‘He’s one of us,’ Nicholas says before I can ask.
I’m so surprised by this it takes me a moment to respond.
‘Why Stepney Green?’ I say. ‘Is that where the tablet is?’