Authors: Virginia Boecker
‘No,’ Nicholas says. ‘But you’re not looking for the tablet
there. Remember what Veda said? Come third winter’s
night, go underground in green. What holds him in death
will lead you to thirteen. What you’re looking for in Stepney
Green is the thing that will lead you to the tablet, not the
tablet itself.’
‘That’s all I have to go on?’
‘Yes. But it’s enough, at least for now.’
‘How?’ I say. ‘It doesn’t tell me anything. Veda said more
after that, a lot more. What did it all mean?’
Nicholas hesitates. ‘There is nothing I can tell you that
you will not learn for yourself.’
‘So you do know, then. You know what’s going to
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happen.’ It hits me then, what he knows. ‘You know I’m
going to die.’
‘We all die,’ Nicholas says. ‘That’s not a prophecy; it’s a
certainty.’
‘Don’t mince words,’ I snap.
‘Elizabeth, this is your prophecy. How it plays out is
entirely in your hands. I can’t tell you what to do or what to
find, because I don’t know. All I can do is put you in the
right place at the right time and trust that you’ll know it
when you see it.’
I feel a sudden surge of anger. At putting my fate in the
hands of a child, into a string of meaningless words.
‘I realise this seems far-fetched to you,’ Nicholas says.
‘That’s not quite the word I would use,’ I mutter.
‘I’ve been deciphering prophecies for a long time,’
Nicholas replies. ‘Veda’s for as long as she could talk,
countless others’ before her. Some are simple, some
complex. Some are more riddle than vision. But regardless,
all prophecies require a measure of conjecture.’
There’s a soft tapping on the door, and John steps inside.
He’s dressed in a heavy black coat, his bag slung over
his shoulder.
‘I’m sorry to interrupt,’ he says. ‘But we’re ready to go.
I need to check on you one last time before we do.’
‘We’re nearly done,’ Nicholas says. John nods, glances at
me, then closes the door.
I spread my hands. ‘So I go to Stepney Green. Look for
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the thing that will lead me to the tablet. Then what?’
Nicholas smiles. ‘I cannot tell you that, either. But the
answer will present itself in time.’
I bite back my frustration. ‘Is there anything you can
tell me?’
‘Use your judgment. That’s very important. Do what
feels right to you, in whatever circumstance you find
yourself in, even if it seems improbable or even impossible.
And have faith. Everything else will follow.’
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An hour later Peter sees us off. It’s a six-hour walk to
Humbert’s home in Stepney Green. We can’t ride; it would
call too much attention to ourselves, make it harder to hide
if we came upon unwanted company. It’s just as well.
Nicholas has only one horse anyway.
Peter rubs his face with both hands and sighs. ‘Stay off
the main roads as much as possible. Stick together, but
don’t travel in a group. John, you lead the way. George can
bring up the rear. Cover your tracks. If there’s any sign of
trouble, or you think you’re being followed…’
‘Father.’ John places his arm on Peter’s shoulder. ‘We’ll
be fine.’
Peter nods and lets out a series of short whistles. An
enormous falcon swoops down from the sky and settles on
John’s outstretched arm.
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‘Send him back here the moment you arrive at
Humbert’s,’ Peter says. ‘If you don’t, I’ll assume something’s
happened. But if you don’t send him and nothing’s
happened…’ He looks at John sternly. ‘I swear to you, John
Paracelsus Raleigh, when I’m finished with you, you’ll
wish something had.’
George gapes at John. ‘Your middle name is Paracelsus?’
‘Shut it,’ John snaps. He turns to Peter, flushing
slightly. ‘I’ll send Horace. Everything will be fine. Please try
not to worry.’
‘Hmph,’ Peter grunts. He wraps John in a tight embrace,
patting his back softly. Then he releases him and looks
at us. ‘We’re taking Nicholas to Harrow so the healers there
can watch over him. Once he’s settled and we see Avis
and Veda to a safe house, I’ll meet you at Humbert’s. I’ll be
there as soon as I can.’
He unbolts the door and pushes it open, a flurry of
snowflakes rushing into the hall. The first snow of the
season. I pull my coat tightly around me and step outside.
‘Be safe,’ Peter says, his face still etched with worry. ‘If
you see anything, anything at all, just run.’
The four of us trudge across the wide gravel path and the
grass, into the woods. Fifer and John walk ahead of us, their
heads bent towards each other, murmuring. All the while
Nicholas’s voice is whispering in my ear: Blackwell is a
wizard. Blackwell is a wizard.
Blackwell is a wizard.
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‘What’s with you?’ George falls into step beside me.
‘You’ve barely said three words since you left Nicholas’s
room.’ A pause. ‘Did he put a spell on you? You know. To
keep you from getting all –’ He mimes choking and stabbing
motions with his hands.
I burst into a fit of giggles then. I can’t help it. Maybe it’s
nerves. Maybe I’ve gone mad. The whole world has gone
mad; seems right I should go down with it. My laughter
echoes through the trees, the only sound in the otherwise
silent forest. John spins around and flashes me a grin. Fifer
punches him in the arm and he turns back to her, a scowl
replacing his smile.
I compose myself. ‘No. I’m just…you know. I don’t
know.’
‘Mmm. Clarity is vastly overrated.’
I shoot him a look. ‘You know what I mean. It’s going to
be hard enough finding this tablet without having to hide
who I am from everyone.’
George nods. ‘Aye. But it’s important. Nicholas wouldn’t
ask it if it weren’t.’
‘Why? You know and aren’t getting all –’ I mimic his
choking and stabbing motions. ‘Why does it matter if
they know?’
He squints up ahead, in the direction of John and
Fifer. It looks as if they’re arguing now; Fifer is gesturing
furiously while John shakes his head. She glances back at
me and scowls.
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‘She doesn’t like me, does she?’
George shrugs. ‘Don’t take it personally. She doesn’t like
anyone except John. He’s the only one who can put up with
her anyway. He’s got the patience of a saint.’
I turn my attention to John then, watch as he walks
through the trees up ahead.
He’s so tall that he’s having a hard time avoiding all but
the highest branches. They brush against his face, the leaves
and twigs getting caught up in his dark hair. When he stops
to disentangle a cluster of leaves, he sees me watching him.
He gives me a little wave, then yanks the leaves out and
throws them to the ground, a grin lighting up his face.
Suddenly, my stomach feels as if someone tied a knot in it.
Without thinking, I smile back.
George elbows me. ‘Stop that.’
‘Stop what?’
‘Smiling. You can’t go around smiling at people like that.
It’s…’ He trails off, searching for the right word. ‘Distracting.’
‘Don’t be ridiculous.’
‘I’m not. Look, there’s something you need to know.’ He
glances at John, making sure he’s not paying attention. He’s
not; he and Fifer are back to whispering again. ‘John’s
mother and sister were captured by witch hunters and
burned at the stake for witchcraft. They were healers.’
‘What?’ The knot in my stomach grows tighter. ‘When?’
George sighs. ‘Last year. One morning Anne and Jane –
they’re his mother and sister – left Harrow, presumably
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to see a patient. John and Peter didn’t even know they’d
gone. Anyway, they never returned. I guess you know
what that means.’
I shake my head. But, of course, I know.
‘Peter and John knew, too. They both went to Upminster,
did everything they could. But Anne and Jane went to the
stakes anyway. At one point, John tried to get to them, in
the fire…’ George’s voice breaks. ‘I don’t know what he was
thinking. He’s lucky he wasn’t arrested, too; I don’t know
why he wasn’t. The guards got ahold of him, beat him
senseless. He lay there in the dirt, beaten and bloody, and
watched his mother and sister die right in front of him.’
I stop walking. Remember what John told me back at
Nicholas’s about the burnings. I hadn’t realised he was
talking about his own mother and sister. Never imagined he
had to see that. I feel sweaty, queasy. I wonder vaguely
if I might throw up.
‘I didn’t do it,’ I whisper. ‘Capture them, I mean.
I remember everyone I’ve ever arrested. It wasn’t me.’
‘Even so,’ George says. ‘He can’t know. He wouldn’t kill
you, but that’s not really what I’m worried about. Do you
understand what I’m telling you?’
‘Yes,’ I whisper.
‘On we go, then.’
We keep walking. I keep my eyes on the ground in front
of me, on the snow-dusted leaves and twigs that snap
underfoot like breaking bones. I can feel George’s eyes on
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me, watching me carefully. I ignore him.
But I can’t ignore the feeling that’s crept into my chest,
that uncomfortable twist of guilt, like a vine curling its way
inside, threatening to choke me. I may not have captured
John’s mother and sister, but I’ve captured others like them.
I’ve been responsible for their deaths, for ruining families
the way John’s was ruined, and for what? I thought I was
doing what was best for the country, to keep it safe.
It was all a lie.
After several hours the woods eventually break, giving
way to pastures. Rolling green hills, wide swaths of
browning, early winter grass framed by low stone walls and
dotted with sheep, fluffy in their thick white winter coats.
The land stretches ahead of us for miles, a narrow dirt road
our only passage through. The snow has now switched to
rain, accompanied by a low rumbling of thunder. After
being ensconced in the relative safety of the woods, I feel
vulnerable being out in the open like this.
‘We split up, I think,’ John says. ‘I’ll go ahead. George,
you follow behind. If there’s anything unexpected, Horace
will let us know. So if you see him, run. Hide. I’ll come and
find you when I think it’s safe.’
The falcon has spent most of the journey circling the sky
over our heads, but he is now resting on John’s outstretched
arm. We agree, and he releases Horace and takes off in
a slow run, down the road and over the first hill until he’s
out of sight.
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George hangs back, letting Fifer and me walk ahead. She
makes a show of ignoring me, so we’re quiet for the next
few miles, concentrating on the path in front of us. The rain
is still coming down, turning the road into a river of mud.
It’s slow going, trudging through the ankle-deep sludge.
Fifer is shivering under her wet cloak, her lips nearly
blue with cold. When she steps into a pothole and trips, I
grab her arm to keep her from falling. She looks grateful,
for a second. Then she yanks away from me and storms off,
muttering under her breath.
‘You’re welcome,’ I say.
She whirls around, a look of disgust on her face.
‘What are you doing here?’
I smirk. I can’t help it. ‘Theologists have long believed
that our time here on earth is—’
‘Not that, you idiot,’ she flares. ‘What I mean is, can you
do anything? Nicholas said you’re a witch, so I’m asking
you if you can do any magic.’
‘Oh,’ I say. ‘No.’
‘You’ve never done any spells? Curses?’
I shake my head.
‘Not even by accident? Say, wished harm on anyone and
caused it to come true?’
‘No,’ I repeat.
‘Well, do you get lucky a lot? That’s what happens to
untrained witches, you know. They do magic without
realising it and think they’re just lucky.’
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‘Do I seem lucky to you?’
Fifer snorts, her face softening a bit. ‘I guess not.
Although you did survive jail fever. I guess now you
know why.’ She purses her lips, thinking. ‘There must be
something you can do. Otherwise—’
She’s cut off by Horace, soaring towards us and clipping
the tops of our heads with his outstretched wing.
‘Run!’
We sprint across the muddy road, hurling over the wall
and into the fields, searching for somewhere to hide. The