Read Who I Am: A Memoir Online
Authors: Pete Townshend
Skydell, Barbara, 398, 400
Sly and the Family Stone, 177, 179
Small Faces, 138, 140, 191, 310, 471
‘Smash the Mirror’, 269
Smile
, 127
Smiley Smile
, 144
Smith, Alan, 372
Smith, Jimmy, 56, 57
Smith, Tony, 378
‘Smokestack Lightning’, 3
Smothers Brothers Comedy Hour, The
, 129, 135, 289
‘Someone’s Coming’, 130
‘Something in the Air’, 176
‘Song is Over, The’, 215
Sonic Seasonings
, 246
‘Sound City’, 103
Sounds Incorporated, 263
South Bank Show
, 373
South Pacific
, 26
Space Dragon, 388, 390, 397
Spandau Ballet, 339
Specials, 339
Spitting Image
, 132
Spooky Tooth, 263
Springfield, Dusty, 73
Springsteen, Bruce, 281, 298, 316, 340, 351, 430
Springtime for Hitler
, 305
Spritzler, Florence (Floss), 500
Squadronaires, 10, 11–12, 15, 22, 29, 181
‘Squeeze Box’, 276
Stainton, Chris, 351
Stamp, Chris, 72–73, 75–78, 79, 82, 84, 85, 86, 87, 88, 89, 91, 92, 93, 94, 96, 98, 100, 103, 117, 130, 132, 136, 151, 157, 161, 175, 187, 191, 206–7, 210, 212, 214, 220, 225, 228, 252
n
, 253–54, 259–60, 262, 275–76, 279, 293, 300, 301, 349, 408
Stanley, Owsley, 120, 121
Stanley, Richard, 144, 145, 198, 202, 341
Stanshall, Vivian, 344
Stardust
, 263, 281
‘Star Eyes’, 10
Starkey, Zak, 344, 450, 451
Starlight
, 370
Starlight Express
, 369
Starr, Ringo, 304, 344
Status Quo, 339
Stein, Jeff, 304, 305–6
Stella
, 471, 495
Stevens, Cat, 112
n
Stevens, Guy, 70, 94–95
Stewart, Dave, 381
Stewart, Rod, 93, 226, 292, 432
Stigwood, Robert ‘Stiggy’, 93, 103, 117, 260, 262, 263–64, 277
Stilgoe, Richard, 370
‘Still Life’, 380
Stills, Stephen, 225
Sting, 382, 489
Stipe, Michael, 450
Stockhausen, Karlheinz, 85
‘Stop Hurting People’, 351
Stoppard, Tom, 369, 433
Story of Tommy, The
(Barnes and Townshend), 302
Stranger in a Strange Land
(Heinlein), 127
Streeting, Ruth (char.), 422, 428
‘Street in the City’, 296
Strick, Joseph, 222, 259
Strikebound
, 374
Strummer, Joe, 316
Stuart (friend), 42
‘Stuttering Blues’, 85
‘Substitute’, 92, 93
Sumlin, Hubert, 57
‘Summertime Blues’, 126, 130
Sun
, 469
Sunday Times
, 364
‘Sunrise’, 132
‘Surfing USA’, 129
Susie (Lane’s girlfriend), 138
‘Sweet Sound’, 365
Sylvester, Sam, 275–76, 300–301, 437, 445
‘Sympathy for the Devil’, 191
Szymczyk, Bill, 333, 345
Talmy, Shel, 75–76, 88, 93–94, 97, 98, 220
Tarbuck, Jimmy, 302
‘Tattoo’, 129, 130
Taylor, Derek, 118, 119
Taylor, Elizabeth, 299
Taylor, James, 348, 476
Taylor, Mick, 176
‘Teddy Bear’s Picnic, The’, 25
‘Teenage Wasteland’, 215
‘Tengo Tango’, 112, 117
Terry, Sonny, 56
Thacker, David, 424, 432–33
That’ll Be the Day
, 263
‘That’s All Right Mama’, 380
‘That’s Alright Mama’, 36
Then and Now
, 477
Thomas, Chris, 318, 319, 325, 352, 354, 396
Thomas, Jeremy, 324–25
Three Stooges, The, 13
Thunderbirds
, 58
Thunderclap Newman, 176, 201, 254, 471
‘Time is Passing’, 215
Tom (great-uncle), 15
Tommy
, 138, 142, 144, 146–50, 152, 156–67, 169–71, 173–76, 180–82, 184, 186–88, 192–93, 195, 198, 202–3, 207–8, 214, 217, 222, 224–26, 231, 233–34, 237–38, 241, 250, 251, 253, 257–58, 259–61, 263–69, 271–73, 275–76, 280, 282, 307, 310, 347, 348, 358, 372, 390–91, 403–5, 416–19, 421, 422–24, 425, 427, 429, 434, 437–40, 442–43, 447–49, 455, 462, 475, 491
Tommy (char.), 424
‘Too Late the Hero’, 403
‘Too Much’, 215
Torch, Sidney, 26
‘Touring Inside US’, 129
Townshend, Clifford Blandford, 4–5, 6–10, 11, 12, 15, 20–22, 24, 25, 28–29, 30, 32–33, 35, 37–38, 39, 40, 41, 48, 74, 84, 102, 108, 144, 181, 221, 232–33, 240, 270–71, 289, 294, 319, 321, 352, 354, 366, 379, 382, 383, 384, 386, 398, 452
Townshend, Dorothy ‘Dot’, 7, 33, 232
Townshend, Emma, 165, 167, 175, 177, 222, 231, 238, 280, 343, 362, 384, 387, 392, 401–2, 424, 440, 462, 488
Townshend, Horace ‘Horry’, 7, 33
Townshend, Jack, 7–8, 232, 379, 385, 464–65
Townshend, Janie, 248
Townshend, Joseph, 406, 410, 412, 417, 425–26, 431, 432, 435, 437–39, 440–41, 443, 451–53, 456–57, 458, 462, 474
Townshend, Karen Astley, 82, 88, 93, 95, 98, 99, 105–7, 110, 116–18, 120, 121–22, 129, 133, 136, 137, 138, 141, 143–44, 145–46, 149, 160, 165, 167, 168, 170, 173–75, 177, 192–93, 200, 208–9, 213, 222, 224, 225, 231, 234, 238, 240, 248, 258, 266, 280, 294–95, 296, 303, 310–11, 313–14, 315–16, 321, 326, 328–29, 333, 343, 350, 353, 355–57, 361, 365–66, 368, 372, 375, 376–78, 384, 392–94, 396, 398, 399–402, 404, 406, 409–10, 412, 413, 415, 417, 423–26, 428, 431, 435, 437–39, 440, 445–46, 447, 451–53, 456, 458, 459–60, 463, 469, 506
Townshend, Minta, 200, 221, 222, 231, 238, 280, 343, 344, 362–63, 366, 384, 393, 398, 400–402, 424, 440, 462
Townshend, Mrs Clifford Blandford, 5, 6, 10, 11, 12, 14, 15, 18–19, 20, 21–28, 30, 32, 36–37, 40, 41, 43, 51, 65, 66, 102, 132, 145, 232, 240, 294, 352, 354, 383, 384–86, 404, 452, 465
Townshend, Paul, 24, 36, 40, 144, 248, 385, 418
Townshend, Simon, 40, 144, 176, 177, 248, 351, 365, 385, 418, 494
Towser (spaniel puppy), 146, 200
‘Tracks of My Tears’, 92
Traffic, 111, 129, 243, 267
‘Tragedy’, 463
Traveling Wilburys
, 476
Tremeloes, 129
Trident, 60
Trilby (great-aunt), 33–34, 292, 388, 441, 495
‘Trilby’s Piano’, 495, 497
Trisha (nanny), 231, 234
Troggs, 148
Tubular Bells
, 382
Turner, Tina, 263, 269, 277
U2, 316, 382
Ultravox, 339
Ulysses
, 222
‘Unchained Melody’, 29
Uncle Ernie (char.), 159–60
Val (fan), 506
Val (Karen’s friend), 122
Valentino, Rudy, 88
Vanilla Fudge, 134
van Zandt, Little Stevie, 351
Vaughan, Frankie, 23
Vedder, Eddie, 431, 463, 469
Vickers, Cathy, 318, 321
Vickers, Jacqueline, 318–19, 321–22, 324, 328, 344
Vickers, Mike, 317, 318–19, 321
Vickers, Sue, 317, 318–19, 321
Visage, 339
‘Vivienne’, 354
von Strunckel, Shelley, 439
‘Voodoo Chile’, 108
Wadleigh, Michael, 180, 182, 183
Wagner, Richard, 85
Wah!
, 362
Wainwright, Martha, 494
Waiting Children, The
, 460
Walker, Patrick, 439
Walker Brothers, 91
‘Walkin’ ’, 380
Wall, Brian, 49
Wall, Max, 385–86
Wall, The
, 326
Walsh, Joe, 199, 201, 255, 348, 397
Walter, Little, 56
Walter-Lax, Annette, 273
Walton, Sir William, 133
Waring, Judi, 268
n
, 365
Waters, Roger, 106, 326–27, 433, 496
Wattis, Nigel, 373
Watts, Charlie, 153, 296, 310
Webber, Andrew Lloyd, 369
Weinstein, Bob, 377
Weinstein, Harvey, 377
‘Welcome’, 144
Welles, Orson, 131
Wenner, Jann, 148–49, 162, 167, 202, 394, 408, 427
Wesker, Arnold, 83
West, Carinthia, 304
West, Keith, 164
Westbrook, Darren, 471
Wexler, Jerry, 347
‘When the Saints Go Marching In’, 39
Whiskey, Nancy, 38
‘Whiskey Man’, 100
White City
, 374–78, 381
White Knight Syndrome, The
(Lamia), 486
n
Whiteson, Adrian, 448
Who, The, 2, 3, 7, 52, 60, 64, 66, 68, 70, 72–74, 76–77, 79–80, 84, 87–89, 91–94, 96–101, 103, 105, 107, 110, 112–14, 117–20, 123–26, 129, 131–36, 137, 140, 144–45, 146, 147, 149, 151, 152, 154, 155, 160–61, 162, 164, 166, 169, 173–77, 181–83, 186, 188, 191–95, 201–2, 204, 206, 209,
Who, The (
cont.
)
213–15, 220–24, 228–30, 232, 235–36, 239–41, 244–48, 250, 252, 255, 258, 261–62, 265, 267, 272–74, 275–78, 280, 285, 287, 293, 297–99, 302–6, 309–11, 312–13, 315–16, 320, 329, 335, 339–46, 350–53, 357–59, 361, 365–68, 372–74, 378, 382–83, 391, 395–402, 406–7, 408, 415–16, 424, 427–30, 436, 439, 443, 445, 450, 452, 456, 463, 464, 468, 470, 472, 474–78, 480–81, 494, 496–98, 505–6
Who Are You
, 305, 307, 309, 343, 397
‘Who Are You’, 226, 325, 437
Who by Numbers, The
, 279, 288, 294, 343
‘Who Exhibition’, 307
Who Sell Out, The
, 132, 135, 136, 144
Who’s Next
, 222, 224, 247, 255, 450
Wickham, Vicky, 79
‘Wild Horses’, 476
Wild One, The
, 51
‘Wild Thing’, 148
Wilkins, Helen ‘Spike’, 361, 390, 462, 471
Williams, Robin, 349
Williamson, Sonny Boy, Jr, 85, 158
Wilson, Brian, 125, 127, 144, 167
Wilson, Harry, 47, 48
Wilson, Pete, 42
Wiltshire, Billy, 9
Winterland
, 462
Winwood, Stevie, 111, 243, 244, 404, 450
‘Wired to the Moon’, 453
Wistle (Yorkshire terrier), 496
Withers, Bill, 239
Witness
, 450
Wodehouse, P. G., 271
Wolf, Howlin’, 57
Wolff, John ‘Wiggy’, 140, 147, 178, 223, 227, 246–48, 250, 252, 284, 330–31, 458
Womack, Bobby, 449
Wonder, Stevie, 89, 91, 264, 379
Wong, Dr, 288, 289
‘Won’t Get Fooled Again’, 215, 221, 306, 341, 376
Wood, Jessie, 352
Wood, Krissy, 244, 352–53
Wood, Ronnie, 243–44, 277, 352, 434, 446, 449–50, 472
Woods, Donald, 368, 376
Wright, Rick, 496
Wright, Tom, 56, 58–59, 65, 126, 148, 169, 199
Wylie, Pete, 362
Wyman, Bill, 153, 308
Yardbirds, 60
Yetnikoff, Walter, 311
‘You Are You’, 302
‘You Better You Bet’, 343–45
Youel, Jo, 494
Young, Jeff, 467
Young, Neil, 430
‘Young Man Blues’, 85, 158, 188
Young Rascals, 114
‘You Really Got Me’, 75
‘Your Kiss Is an Echo’, 380
‘You Stand By Me’, 497
Zappa, Frank, 125
Zazel (Karen’s friend), 122–23
Ziggy Stardust, 231
‘Zoot Suit’, 70
This book has taken me such a long time to write. There are so many people to thank, and to acknowledge not only for their encouragement, but also for their friendship. I’m not very good at friendship, not very sociable, and this is a chance for me to reach out to some of the important people in my life, especially those who have had some part to play in the book. If you are not mentioned, and you think you should be, let me know. I always like to be reminded who my friends really are.
Firstly I want to thank my agent, Ed Victor: he’s stayed with me through several major hiccups, and been a joy to work with. I also feel grateful to my publisher in the UK, Carole Tonkinson, and her entire team, including the intrepid Simon Gerratt who coordinated everything at HarperCollins UK. Their enthusiasm and support from the very beginning has kept me going when the empty pages taunted me. Jonathan Burnham, my US publisher, has been forthright and meticulous, keeping me alert to the fact that he and I both want this book to entertain, but also to convince. My US editor David Hirshey, and his associate editor Barry Harbaugh, have enjoyed some great brainstorming sessions that reminded me of my own days as an editor. Working with words on the page sometimes leads to fine conversation – words leading to more words. My first editor when I started was Robert McCrum, and I am still grateful to my publisher Michael Pietsch of Little, Brown for believing in me back in 1995, but also for permitting me to give up two years on when I found it too hard.
My personal assistant, Nicola Joss, has been invaluable to me on this project, creating a chronological boxed archive for me that I have been able to access on a whim. My long-time friend and aide-de-camp Paul Bonnick has also been essential, helping organise storage systems, shelving, moving weighty collateral back and forth – indeed many of my staff have put in hundreds of hours helping me with this book in the past year, but like Ed Victor, Nicola and Paul have stayed with me working or waiting for seventeen years.
My first webmaster, Matt Kent, came to the rescue to gather, date and credit photographs, and there is no one better qualified – his own photographs are wonderful and he is a guardian of Who history.
Martin Noble, yet another cherished new Jewish buddy for me, has been my hands-on editor here in the UK, and has connected wonderfully with us all. He is to me now like an angel, leading a seventh cavalry to rescue me from the complexities that arise when you try to cut 1,000 pages down to 500. He has worked like a demon, eighteen hours a day sometimes. I fear for his health, and for his marriage – but if his wife loves him as much as I do today he should get the right kind of chicken soup. If not, I will make it for him. Martin, let’s get that photograph together.
Roger Daltrey has been lovingly concerned about this book, wanting most of all to protect me from myself and my big mouth. I hope he doesn’t mind me giving my side of the Who story. He is one of the most important men in my life, and obviously the most important in my career. One day I hope he will write his own story. Meanwhile he has to sing the stories I write for him. No one does it better.
Another beloved and vitally important man in my life is our surviving manager, Chris Stamp, seriously ill at the time of writing. He doesn’t get perfect press from me about the early days in this book, but in the past twenty-five years, away from The Who’s affairs, we have been fellow music publishers and loving friends, and Chris is a shining and spiritual man. He is now a psychodrama therapist. I’ve learned by watching Chris learn. He calls these confusing days of getting older ‘The Gravy’.
My lawyer John Cohen deserves more than a mention here; so much more than a legal guide, he is a friend and ally, and has been a mentor and protector.
In preparing this book I have needed time and space, the toughest currencies to generate, something my accountant and dear friend Richard Rosenberg has helped me achieve. In Nick Goderson’s painful absence he has made the impossible seem possible. Indeed, the book is done, so he pulled it off.
My manager Bill Curbishley is a major protagonist in this book, and his friendship and loyalty to me and Roger is precious and valued in a way that simply cannot be quantified, but every time we work together we try to quantify it! I can’t imagine my career, or my life, without him. His ex-wife Jackie, who managed me as a solo artist, now lives happily in the Bahamas. Bill’s partner Robert Rosenberg is less well known outside music business circles, but is another vitally important man in my life. With their support and that of their team I have found time to complete this book.
Friends have come and gone. Jimpy, the last time I heard from him, was still alive and kicking, being a grandfather a long time before I made it. Barney is good, living with Nikki (my son Joseph’s ex-infant school teacher), and we were reunited recently with Irish Jack Lyons to confer on all things Mod for the
Quadrophenia
documentary recently on BBC TV. Lisa Marsh is married with children and did indeed publish a book (about Calvin Klein), and is still a working journalist in the fashion industry. Louise Reay also has several beautiful daughters. She still rides horses. Jackie Vickers is married to Reg Meuross, and lives in Somerset. Reg is a talented folk musician, and I am a great fan. They have two wonderful children. I have three godchildren: Benedict, Bob Pridden’s son, who is in real estate in Yorkshire; Claire Forlani (the Hollywood actress), married to the actor Dougray Scott; and Claire’s brother Christian, who is an adventurer.
Chris Chappel and Helen Wilkins are in my story but have also been vital to me in my career and were great partygoers with me. Carrie Cooke and Paul Curran work with me now creatively, and they have been important pillars in getting this book moving, and will assist in keeping it in the marketplace.
I want to thank the two major music producers in my life, Chris Thomas and Glyn Johns.
Bob Pridden, The Who’s soundman since 1967, has been my strongest supporter, through thick and thin, on the road, in the studio and all my wildest experiments. He’s been the best-behaved member of our travelling asylum – always a gentleman, mostly with his trousers on.
Alan Rogan has been with me as guitar technician and stalwart friend and aide-de-camp since 1975. No one has done more to help advance me as a guitarist; he has brought me many wonderful instruments I never thought I needed, and now cannot live without.
Mike Shaw recovered from his car crash. He managed to get some use of his hands, and was one of the idiots who worked at Track Records in its Jimi Hendrix heyday. Later he was involved in many special projects for The Who and other artists associated with Track. He now lives facing the wild Cornish sea in St Austell.
Two people who might be surprised to hear this from me are the Lords Matthew Evans, my old boss at Faber & Faber, and Melvyn Bragg, who commissioned me to write my first real play (sadly never filmed). Both have recently helped me to believe I could do this book, and make it work at more than one level.
I want to thank my doctor, Adrian Whiteson. As of now I am in good health, but he has been more than a doctor to me; he has been a friend and guide in my charity work, steering me (and Roger too) in one of the greatest challenges we have ever faced together, to help him fight the battle against cancer, especially in its most unfair manifestation, when it hits young people.
My two brothers, Paul and Simon, have growing families. Paul and his wife Sandy have Jessie and Jacob. Simon and Janie have Ben (recently married), Josh and Hannah. They both still live at the Townshend family home in Ealing. Paul is a fastidious painter and decorator; that’s where his artistic temperament has taken him. Simon is a musician, with a solo career, and tours with The Who.
Aunt Trilby died many years ago. She was my creative angel.
My wonderfully tempestuous mother Betty died last year. We were all around her bedside. Somehow, as she breathed her last few breaths, we all wondered how she would manage to continue to create havoc from the other side. Some of my nephews and neices are certain she is still dropping coins onto their shoes, something she did when they were infants. Pennies from heaven.
My ex-wife Karen’s sister Virginia Astley is still making music, and also working on a book about the river Thames at the moment. Her daughter Florence is also a musician, playing classical piano and harp.
Karen’s two brothers are still close to me. Gareth is a serious sailor, as is his older brother Jon, who has worked closely with The Who since 1976. We have all sailed together on some great adventures.
Karen’s mother Hazel, who taught me how to properly spend Sunday in the English countryside, still lives in Goring-on-Thames where
Quadrophenia
was mixed while the river glistened. Karen’s late father Edwin Astley – Ted to us, and a wonderful composer – is remembered here so fondly; he took me seriously as a composer.
My daughter Emma lives in Ealing, and now writes a gardening column for the
Independent on Sunday
magazine. She has published a book about Darwin’s dogs, but doesn’t do music professionally any more. She presented me with my only grandchild so far, Kester, who is now two, and thankfully very keen on boats. I have an excuse to paraphrase a line from
Jaws
: ‘We need a bigger boat.’ Her partner William is a graphic designer who works in publishing. Aminta, still a fine linguist, no longer works on feature films, but is still involved in media, at the moment for a growing internet events company. She lives in Shepherd’s Bush, Who stamping ground. My son Joseph is at Central Saint Martins College of Arts and Design and I’m glad to say I see a lot of him. He is full of the most exciting ideas and works really hard with them. He lives near Kennington Oval.
This leads me to my greatest supporters and allies – my fans and those fans of The Who. Thank you for giving me a day job, and not sacking me when I didn’t show up for work. You’ve been the best boss a man could ever have.
To those who are gone, Kit Lambert, Keith Moon, John Entwistle, Ronnie Lane, Brian Jones, David Platz, Keith Grant, Ahmet Ertegun, Ken Russell, Bill Graham, Nick Goderson, Denny, Trilby, Horry, Dot, Mum, Dad, Uncle Jack, Jenny, Robin, Delia DeLeon, Ivy Duce, Meher Baba, Adi K. Irani and the guy who stole my $50,000, I can’t wait to catch up with you wherever you are.
Finally I must acknowledge my partner Rachel Fuller. We’ve been together for fifteen years, and she is one intuitive romantic hunch that came right for me. Beautiful, funny, sexy, talented and completely nuts, Rachel has enriched these years that Chris Stamp calls ‘The Gravy’ to such an extent that I am sometimes described by cynics determined to mix metaphors as looking like the cat who got the cream. She plays Chopin like Chopin, and sings like Baez to my Dylan. Rachel and I have written songs together, so she broke my hex there. We don’t have children, and it is too late for me now, but Rachel has made up for it with seven dogs – Flash, Wistle, Spud, Harry, Barney, Cracker and Skrapovski (a Russian Yorkshire terrier who lives in Cannes).