Walk Through Fire (15 page)

They stood there for a moment, neither blinking. Finally, Glacar chuckled. “Out of curiosity alone, I think I’ll stick around then. At least until you give me a reason not to.” He turned and staggered off to a dark corner and within half a heartbeat fell asleep.

* * *

Jonrell breathed a sigh of relief as the knot in his stomach eased.
What just happened?
He blinked away disbelief.
I never wanted this.
He looked over to Kroke who hobbled back to his seat. Their eyes met. “Thanks.”

Kroke blew out a heavy breath and leaned back against a post, then shrugged. “Think nothing of it, Boss. Whatever you need.”

Boss? Is he serious?
He‘d have to think on that later. He bent down and got Cassus to his feet. “You ok?”

“Yeah, just a headache.” Jonrell helped Cassus back to his seat. “I can’t believe you slapped Glacar like that.”

“You would have done the same for me.”

“Sure, but I would have gotten pummeled afterward.” Cassus shook his head. “I don’t know how you do it. You’re definitely the best choice to lead us now.”

Jonrell looked around and hissed. “I don’t want this, Cassus.”

Cassus gripped his arm and pulled him close, whispering. “Who would you have us follow instead? Hag? She does have the most seniority by several decades. No, Raker, right? He did such a good job of it by first letting Yanasi run off after you and then nearly destroying the ship and everyone on it. Should I go on? Others could lead and if you step aside others will lead. Just ask Glacar. But none can lead us half as well as you can. Ronav knew that. Otherwise he wouldn’t have moved you up so quickly, nor let you into his confidence. And unless my memory fails me, you never once denied those opportunities to prove yourself.”

Jonrell let out a sigh, seeing the truth in his friend’s words. “When I left Cadonia, I just wanted to disappear for a while, to fade away.”

“We both did. But you and I know that our wants don’t always coincide with what life throws at us. We all need you. There is no one else.”

* * *

The space breathed a sigh of relief. Some went back about their business, others exchanged a nod or a look with Jonrell.

Krytien watched Jonrell speak with Cassus for a moment then turn away. Rather than taking his own seat, Jonrell came over to Krytien and found a spot next to him. They sat in silence.

Feeling like he needed to say something, Krytien started, “I’m sorry I didn’t. . . .”

“Don’t apologize. I understand.”

Krytien inclined his head. “You do?”

“Not what went down before I arrived or how everything happened, but I understand how you’re acting now. I’m sure you have a lot to sort through, so there’s no need to say you’re sorry.”

“Thank you.”

“I do have a question though.”

Krytien gulped.

“How long before you’re back to full strength?”

“I don’t know if I could ever do that again, nor would I want. . . .”

“I don’t mean sorcery. I mean you. How long before
you
are back to full strength?”

Krytien gave him a confused look.

“I just wanted to be a nobody, and soldiering allowed me to do that. I was ok with taking on some responsibility but, One Above, I never thought about anything like this.” He paused. “No man can replace Ronav.”

“No. There will only be one like him,” said Krytien, sorrow in his voice. Jonrell’s shoulders sagged and the mage recognized the burden he had accepted.

He didn’t need to hear that.

“You just need to be yourself,” said Krytien. “The others wouldn’t have backed you if they thought you weren’t the right person for the job.”

“So, do you back me?”

Krytien cocked his head.

“You and I have been friends since Cassus and I joined. But our relationship was different then because you followed Ronav. Can you follow me?”

Krytien thought about that for a moment.
Why shouldn’t I?
“Yes.”

“Good,” said Jonrell. “I’m not ready to do this alone, at least not now.”

“You have Cassus. . . .” started Krytien.

“Cassus is a great friend, my best friend, but I need more than a friend. A commander needs someone who will be honest, and question his decisions. Yet that same person needs to trust and support those decisions afterward, whether I heed their advice or not.” He paused. “I know you did that and more for Ronav. Can you do that for me?”

Krytien saw the stress in Jonrell’s eyes then, the need for help.
He’s still so young.
“Yes, I can do that. And in that regard I’ll be ready whenever you need me to be.”

Jonrell rested a hand on Krytien’s shoulder. “Thank you. You’re a good friend.” He stood up. “Get some rest. We have a long trip ahead of us and a future to plan along the way.”

Jonrell smiled a knowing grin that left Krytien wondering to himself.
Does he have a plan already?

Jonrell sat down and Yanasi curled up next to him while he and Hag shared a laugh.

You were right, Ronav. He will be a good leader. He had the edge to stand up to Glacar and the heart to brighten even my solemn mood.

In the corner, Krytien heard the clacking of dice against the wooden floor. Raker hollered for others to place their bets.

A sign of normalcy.

Most of the soldiers lost what little coin they had in Asantia, so people betted with any random trinket they found in their pockets. None cared.

For the first time in days, Krytien felt like everything would be alright.

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The Hell Patrol’s story continues in Rise and Fall: Book One of the Blood and Tears Trilogy

“…This is the one that will break their back for sure, Commander. We’ll smash them to pieces. They will be talking about tomorrow for years to come…”

Aye, for years to come they’ll talk about tomorrow as one of the worst bloodbaths this continent has ever seen.

Jonrell stared across the open landscape below. The cliff gave him a full view of an expansive plain, littered with rows upon rows of tents from the opposing army’s encampment, more than double the size of their own forces.
Two years after taking this job and I’ve regretted every minute of it. Shorting us on pay, ignoring advice, putting us in dangerous positions…why am I here again?

“...I won’t be able to sleep tonight in anticipation…”

Anticipation of what? Stuffing your face while others fix your mess? I haven’t seen you do anything besides that since I’ve known you.
“I think the men are a little too eager,” said Jonrell.

Melchizan continued. “…Oh, yes. Naturally. They feel the significance of tomorrow as well…”

Jonrell cleared his throat and cut in, “I think we should withdraw to more favorable ground.”

“…yes, we will slaughter them, we will…” The would-be conqueror almost choked on his last words as he turned in the saddle of his mount. The short man’s demeanor suddenly turned from one of excitement to confusion, and then anger. “What do you mean withdraw? We have them right where we want them. This is what we’ve been waiting for…”

The setting sun bled across the land, reflecting dark purples and reds off the white canvases of the enemy’s camp.
Reminiscent of a bruise. A bleak reminder of what awaits us tomorrow. No Melchizan, I haven’t waited for that.

“Commander! I’m speaking to you,” said Melchizan, his great jowls swaying.

“I hear you. And unlike you, I actually listen to the person I’m talking to.”

Melchizan’s face reddened. “It’s bad enough you and the rest of your tattered outfit of mercenaries fail to address me as your lord, but I will not be spoken to like some common soldier. Is that understood?”

“No. You are not our lord and definitely not a soldier, just an employer. The Hell Patrol will not bend a knee to you. If you want someone to kiss your rear, you’ll have to look to the rest of that motley army of yours.”

“Have you forgotten that motley army has conquered over a dozen cities and hundreds of miles of land? An army
you
command?”

Jonrell snorted a laugh. “Cities? Most of that land was filled with nothing more than small tribes and villages. Your army is not ready for this,” said Jonrell, pointing toward the encampment. “The men are going to face more than two to one odds against a better armed and better trained force.”

“If
they
fail, then
you
have failed as a commander.”

“No. I’ve told you we needed to spend money on better weapons, rather than your lavish indulgences. We need to push the men to work on actual skill sets rather than allow them to function as a badly organized mob. But you’re too greedy to see that, so you keep pushing for more and undermining what I’m trying to do. Then you decide to engage an opposing army on a wide open plain without cavalry to match theirs.”

Melchizan ignored Jonrell’s remarks, his voice low and even. “I’ve waited too long for a kingdom to call my own. We will attack tomorrow and we will win. Otherwise, you and your outfit won’t see the rest of your contract.”

Jonrell stared at Melchizan, ready to reply, when the sound of approaching hooves and a shout from behind caught his attention. He held his employer’s glare for a moment longer, then turned toward the approaching rider. He refused to continue the conversation and instead kicked his mount forward.

“I’m glad you’ve seen it my way, Commander,” Melchizan called out.

Jonrell heard the amusement in his employer’s voice as if the man had won some victory over him.
Idiot. There will be no victory tomorrow. I hope you slice your own throat when you try to draw your sword in terror.

The advancing rider bobbed in his saddle as he pulled beside Jonrell. The two mercenaries descended the rocky trail in silence, interrupted by Jonrell’s heavy sigh and the grinding of teeth.

“Keep it up and you’re liable to crack another tooth.”

Jonrell turned to the man in faded black robes. “Are you my mother now?”

“That’s right, take it out on me,” the mage muttered.

“That man is an absolute imbecile and he’s going to get us all killed,” said Jonrell.

“Probably,” said Krytien. “But let me remind you who signed the contract…”

“I know who signed the contract. If I wanted to take this abuse, I would have stayed with… what does Raker call him? Lord Roundness?” said Jonrell coming to a halt. He drew a breath and calmed himself. “Now what do you want?”

“Well, remember that item I bought off a trader last time we were in Slum Isle? You know, to keep track of that particular situation of interest to you?” whispered Krytien.

Jonrell straightened in his saddle. “Yes?”

“Well, it worked. I mean, the king,” he paused, “passed away.” Krytien ran his fingers over his head, wiping the sweat from his brow and pushed back his thin white hair.

“How?”

“I don’t know. The device wasn’t designed to tell us how, just when.”

“You sound surprised.” said Jonrell.

“Well, there was always some question on whether it would work or not. The workings of such magical tools are not my expertise, you know.”

“Don’t give me that. That’s not what you told me before. If I recall, you assured me that the moment something happened, the device would brighten and you‘d be made aware of it. That was years ago.” Jonrell scowled, growing agitated. “Now, you’re saying this was all in question?”

Krytien cleared his throat. “The uncertainty came when trying to confirm the tool’s effectiveness at the time of purchase. Only the one who created the item could figure that out. However, I do know the device worked as intended.”

“Would you swear on it?”

“I’d swear on my honor as a mage.”

Jonrell snorted. “Honor? Isn’t that the same pledge you make when Raker accuses you of cheating at dice?”

“Well, that’s different,” he smirked. “My fingers are crossed then.” The mage raised his hands and wiggled his fingers as the smile vanished. “It’s true. I’m sorry for your loss.”

A breeze from the north blew Jonrell’s long auburn hair into his face. “You have nothing to be sorry for, I’m not.” He turned and kicked his horse into a quick trot and the mage did the same. “When we get to camp, gather the crew together and bring them back to my tent. Hell Patrol only.”

“I brought the device with me in case you wanted to see it for yourself.” Krytien reached into his robes and pulled out a round stone similar in appearance to a pearl, only larger.

Jonrell reached out and grabbed the device without examining it, sticking it in his pocket.

“I’ll ride ahead then.” The short mage gave his horse a kick and galloped toward camp, bobbing in his saddle.