Unhinge Me (13 page)

Alex slowly rode him, panting and building quickly. The rain was not quite done, but the sun was out and shining through the branches in broken beams, surrounding them. The tiny droplets danced around them and shimmered in the sunlight as they fell. The smell of the rain and the spring sun mixed like sweet perfume. The effect was like something magical.

As their love making heightened, their internal body temperatures got so hot that the small rain droplets steamed off their warming skin. The cold on Alex’s outside and the fire burning inside set her completely ablaze. She quickened her pace and threw her head back, looking through the tree to the sun above as she erupted. Caleb buried his face in her breasts and together they exploded in a flash of heat and rain and pleasure. Alex’s screams of ecstasy flowed freely through the secluded spot and it took a little while before she was calm and back in control.

“Wow,” she exclaimed, out of breath. Caleb just nodded.

“No kidding,” he sighed.

The next morning, Caleb woke first. He looked over at Alex sleeping and couldn’t help but watch her for a few minutes. He saw something so vulnerable about her when she slept. All of her walls were down and she looked peaceful, like the problems she carried all the time were a distant thought. He wished he could make her feel that safe and comfortable when she was awake. It was a tough balance, trying to break down her walls without scaring her off in the process. It made him feel like he had purpose again now that he’d decided it was his job to do just that.

As if sensing his staring, Alex stirred in her sleep and smiled as she opened her eyes. She saw the look of passion in Caleb’s eyes and hers grew wide as a panicked look came over her. She put a hand over her mouth.

“Just let me freshen up,” she mumbled under her hand and turned to get out of bed, but Caleb grabbed her shoulders and pulled her back in.

“Don’t run away from me. I just woke up too. I think you’re beautiful when you wake up. I like your bed head and lack of make-up. It’s sexy to see you without your ‘pretty’ on. It’s just… you.” He smiled innocently.

Alex tried really hard not to roll her eyes, escape his grip, and roll away anyway, but the sincerity in his eyes held her in her spot.
What is it about him that makes me feel so sexy no matter what?
she wondered.

So instead of rolling away, she turned and backed into his arms, putting them in a spooning position. She snuggled into him and sighed. He smelled so good in the morning. Okay, all the time.

Caleb smiled at her actions and tightened his arms around her. He might have just fallen back asleep like that, if it weren’t for his…

Alex could feel that the morning breath of fresh air that Caleb’s manhood had taken was lasting a bit longer than usual. Just in case that was in part due to her, she wriggled her butt against it. Maybe he just needed a bit of encouragement.

Caleb’s groan proved her suspicions were right. It didn’t look like they’d be going back to sleep after all.

After both of them showered, Alex stood in the bathroom drying her hair. She was feeling content and secure for the first time in as long as she could remember. There were no more unanswered questions to stress about, so now she could just relax and enjoy spending time with her deep-voiced Earl.

She put on a pair of tights and an oversized sweater, both of which she had brought over the last time she went home to check on Bear and get a few things. She was spending more and more nights here and less time at home. She felt bad for leaving Bear alone, but Rachael often went there to study since her roommate was viciously loud, so at least the bi-polar cat had company. Plus, something about Caleb’s apartment made her feel more at home, even with the sparse décor.

She padded, barefoot, out to the kitchen where she heard Caleb putzing around. He eagerly handed her a big mug of coffee as if he’d been waiting for her. She put the mug to her lips and enthusiastically took a big whiff.

“Mmmm,” she sighed. “It’s not that I don’t want shoes and all things sparkly, but the way to this girl’s heart is definitely coffee.”

“If I had known it was that easy, I would have been brewing you a cup on our first date.” Caleb winked.

Alex giggled.

Both of them had work to do. Alex had some major cramming to do and Caleb had a few dozen papers to grade, so the rest of the morning was a quiet one. The two settled in quickly and got to work.

When the afternoon rolled around, Alex looked up from her books, which were scattered all over Caleb’s coffee table, and stretched her back and neck. She looked out the window and squinted in the light. She felt like a vampire coming out from the grave. She loudly sighed and stretched some more. She looked over at Caleb and asked him how his work was going, but all he did was grunt at her. She had seen him work before and knew that once he was focused on something, it was hard to pull him out. She didn’t mind it though. Rachael said the exact same thing about her.

She got up to go look for something to eat in the kitchen only to find his cupboards bare. Feeling antsy from having studied all morning, she decided a walk would be nice, and then she could pick up lunch.

Pulling her boots on, she called over to Caleb to tell him she was going out to get lunch, but if he heard her he didn’t answer. She just shook her head and grabbed her jacket.

Even in her sweater and jacket, it was a cold walk. Alex had originally thought she would take the long way and end up at the sushi place a few blocks down, but decided it was too cold for that. What a difference a day could make in the weather. Just yesterday it had been beautiful at their little picnic. Well, the rain wasn’t warm, but they’d improvised. Alex smiled at the thought of their lovemaking under the willow tree. It had been such an enchanting moment. She wouldn’t be forgetting that any time soon.

As she turned the corner, the wind hit her face with a blast. She pulled her warm scarf out of her jacket and wrapped it around her neck, thankful she hadn’t put it away yet. Suddenly she felt the hair on the back of her neck stand up and she got the eerie feeling she was being watched. She looked up and down the street trying to find the source of her wariness, but it was empty except an old woman sweeping the sidewalk a few houses back who wasn’t looking in her direction.

All of a sudden the world felt quiet, and the sound of her feet on the sidewalk seemed louder and more pronounced. She kept looking back and couldn’t see anything, but the feeling would not go away. She remembered that Caleb might not even know she had left. If something happened to her, it could be a while before he noticed she was gone. The thought made her more freaked out. She reached for her phone to call him but her pocket was empty. She must have left it back at the apartment. She walked faster and faster, the feeling of danger getting stronger. By the time she got to the sushi place, she was almost running.

Hurriedly, she pushed through the door and rushed into the little shop. It was quiet and empty inside. The commotion of her entrance made the two people behind the counter stop and look at her with question on their faces. She turned and looked out the window to see if anyone was behind her. There were a few people walking about, but nothing seemed out of place. Maybe she was just imagining it. She sighed in relief, feeling silly.

Turning around, a little embarrassed now at her over-reaction, she bought a light lunch and headed out the door. When she got back outside again she felt a little better, but still had the nagging feeling someone was watching her. She walked quickly back to the apartment and felt much better after she was safely inside.

Once she had lunch all set up, she walked over to Caleb to tell him it was ready. She hesitated, watching him work. He was so engrossed in the papers in front of him that she hated to interrupt him. Instead of speaking, she just laid a hand on his shoulder. He looked up at her and blinked, as if waking up. When he focused on her face, he smiled such a genuine smile it made her heart flutter.

“Time to eat,” she smiled back at him.

Surprised he had been working for so long, he got up and yawned. The small table had been set up with little plates of sushi and some green tea, cold for Alex and hot for him.

“I’m famished,” he realized aloud.

Together they sat, feeding each other pieces of raw fish and laughing as drops of soy sauce ran down their chins. Finally, Caleb could stand it no longer and got up to lean over the table. Taking her chin in his hand, he went in for a kiss but instead slowly licked a stream of sauce just below her lip. Then he ran his tongue across her mouth, tasting her. Alex’s cheeks flamed as a vibrating sound came from the back of her throat. Suddenly, she thrust her hands in his hair and pulled him closer. Taking his lips into hers, she took his bottom lip into her mouth and bit him. Caleb growled, surprised and turned on beyond reason. Lunch forgotten, the two tumbled to the ground where Caleb quickly and zealously took her.

As they lay there shattered and catching their breath, Caleb looked over at her and smirked. “I think I’m quite full now.”

Lunch was clearly over, so Alex insisted Caleb get back to work while she cleaned up. Afterwards, she did more studying until she couldn’t possibly take in any more information and she finally put it all away. She felt good about finals. Somehow she had managed to study just as much as she usually did and she was looking forward to school being done.

She grabbed a book she had been wanting to read called
Private Message
and settled down in the corner of the couch to lose herself in it.

“If I had a fireplace, I’d be using it every day,” she quietly commented. Caleb was so engrossed in his papers, it didn’t look like he’d even heard her. She didn’t mind. She liked watching him concentrate. With his geek glasses on and his pencil behind his ear, he looked so damn brilliant, and so damn sexy. Alex was always attracted to intelligence, but with Caleb it was so much more. He really didn’t seem to get how good looking he was, like he had better things to worry about. Anyone with eyes could see he was steaming hot. He had such a quiet assuredness about him and yet there was not an ounce of arrogance. Alex thought that was probably the sexiest thing about him.

She turned back and started reading. Soon she was so immersed in her book that she also lost track of time.

Caleb looked up from his lesson and rubbed his eyes. He looked at his watch. It was after five o’clock already.
How did that happen?
He looked over at Alex cuddled on the couch, wrapped in a blanket and reading. He marveled at how easy it was having her around all the time. He had gotten so used to the bachelor life he might have thought it would seem like an invasion having her there. Quite the opposite. Having her around made his cold, boring apartment feel like home.

Something nagged at him and he vaguely remembered her saying something about the fireplace.
Oops.
He realized he hadn’t answered and felt bad. Wanting to make it up to her, he got an idea. Without saying anything and not wanting to disturb her, he quietly grabbed his keys and slipped out the door.