Twisted Rose: Motorcycle Dark Romance 3 (The Darkness Trilogy) (12 page)

She could tell from his breathing that he was asleep and she wasn’t surprised. He’d been through so much, he’d had to kill, and that took a lot out of a guy. He was also wounded. Sleeping would make him stronger, it would prepare him for the day that was to come, but she wouldn’t have minded if he woke up and took advantage of her at some point too.

She felt ready to have sex with Josh. She hadn’t been ready before but she was sure she was now. She was more certain of that than anything else in her life. She wanted Josh Carter inside her.

Her butt was pressed against his pelvis and she moved it ever so slightly. She was certain that his penis was erect, even while he slept. She could feel it pressing against the crack of her ass, almost as if it was trying to find its way by itself toward her pussy. She moved her butt again and felt a throb from Josh. He might be asleep but his cock was wide-awake. She moved again just to make sure she wasn’t imagining it and there was no doubting that his cock pulsed again.

She wanted to wake him up and have sex with him but she knew she shouldn’t. They were in a dangerous situation and he needed his rest. She had to stay focused on the goal of escaping the DRMC. She promised herself that she wouldn’t wake him. Besides, she didn’t want to go through the humiliation of him rejecting her because she wasn’t ready. She would just enjoy the pleasure of lying naked next to him while he held her in his strong arms.

She thought back to when she’d first seen him walking along the side of the highway. She hadn’t known it at the time but he was on his way to rescue her. He didn’t even know her but she was the daughter of his friend and that was enough for him to risk everything. She admired that.

The more she thought about Josh the more she saw things worth admiring. He didn’t speak much, he was quiet and thoughtful most of the time, but whenever he did say something it was always something important. It was always something worth saying. He wasn’t a big joker or anything but being with him was fun. He was easygoing and relaxed and calm, even in the tensest of situations. He seemed to be completely fearless too. He went right into the most dangerous situations with hardly a thought to the consequences. But he wasn’t reckless. He was fearless while also being cautious and mindful.

And the thing she respected most was the fact that he wasn’t violent. She’d known bikers all her life and she knew that sometimes they needed to get violent. But they didn’t all get violent in the same way. Some men scared her. They seemed to thrive on violence, on chaos and disorder. They relished it. They embraced it. Josh wasn’t like that. He wasn’t like that at all. He seemed to regret every violent thing he did. Even when it had to be done, like killing the man who’d killed his father, he didn’t take any pleasure in it. He did it because it needed to be done, like a man who killed a horse he loved because it had broken its leg. She almost felt as if he killed these men not for revenge but to put them out of their own misery. They were men who’d gone bad, they were men who’d lost sight of the path that all men were supposed to tread in this world, and he rectified that for them. He stopped them short on the bad paths they were intent on treading. He prevented them from going any farther astray. It was like he was bringing them back to the right path by killing them.

It wasn’t like her to think like that, she didn’t usually see things in such black and white terms, but she definitely thought that Josh was doing these DRMC men a favor by killing them. They weren’t happy men. Their lives had gone awry. Someone needed to do something about men like that.

Thinking like that made her feel so hot for Josh. She was attracted to him and afraid of him at the same time. She breathed out and pressed back into him and felt the firmness of his body right there, like a solid wall supporting her. She moved her hand to her vagina and very gently touched her clit. She was moist, she was ripe, she was quivering with desire.

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OSE CLOSED HER EYES AND
touched herself. Josh was asleep and she’d promised she wouldn’t wake him, but that didn’t mean she couldn’t pleasure herself. She touched her clit again with the palm of her hand and pressed it against the soft flesh. She sighed in pleasure. She was so ready for Josh, and he was so close, but she couldn’t have him.

Very slowly, and as quietly as she could, she brought her hand to her mouth and sucked her finger to wet it. Then she reached down and slid it all the way into her pussy. It felt good. It felt smooth and silky and she wanted more. She wanted so much more than a finger in there. She wanted something that only Josh could give her. She let her finger slide in and out for a few moments and tried to imagine that it was Josh entering her. She wanted him to have her so badly and she tried to picture his face, imagine how it would be if he was making love to her right then and there.

She recalled the night they’d already spent together at Jac’s cabin in Chazel. She brought to her mind all the memories of that night. It had been magical, it had been ecstasy, until she’d lost her nerve and ruined it.

She still didn’t fully understand what had happened to her that night. One minute everything was perfect, she was with Josh, the man she loved more than she’d ever loved a man in her life, the man she was so attracted to she could hardly find words when she was talking to him, and the next minute she was smacking her face against his cock like a whore. She shuddered at the memory. She was so embarrassed. If she could go back and erase that event from her life she would.

She knew it affected the way Josh saw her. He hadn’t stopped caring about her, but he hadn’t tried to get physical with her either. He’d decided that she needed time to heal. He’d decided that she was damaged, that she was injured, and that if he tried to force her he would make it worse. She understood that, and she knew that to a certain extent it was true, but she felt that she wasn’t as damaged as she’d made him think. She was ready for affection. She was ready for intimacy. She just needed to take things slow.

And she appreciated that he’d personally made it his mission to bring justice to the men who’d hurt her. She knew it was a grim job for any man to take on but if Josh didn’t do it, no one else ever would. If Josh hadn’t done what he’d done, Serge and Deuce and Fat Boy would have gone completely unpunished, and worse, they’d have continued hurting other girls just like they’d hurt her. There was no telling how many more girls Josh had saved by doing what he’d done.

She felt her pussy getting hotter and wetter as she continued to finger it, her finger stretching deep inside while her palm gently touched against her clit. If she kept going like this she wouldn’t be able to stop.

She wanted Josh. She was hungry for him. She was dying to feel him inside her. She carefully maneuvered herself so that she could turn around without waking him. She was face to face with him then, her finger still toying with her pussy like a horny teenager.

She wondered if it would be possible to seduce Josh while he was still asleep. Would she be able to have sex with him without waking him? She knew that men could orgasm in their sleep. The thought aroused her so much that she almost came right then and there.

She looked into Josh’s handsome, sleeping face. She wondered if he would be mad at her for starting something. If he woke up would he continue whatever she’d started or would he stop her? She would die of embarrassment if he rejected her. But she wanted to risk it. She was sure he wouldn’t turn her down. He loved her. He’d said he did.

She took her wet finger out of her pussy and brought her hand out from under the covers. She put it in front of Josh’s face, just an inch from his nose. It was a weird thing to do and she wasn’t sure where the impulse had come from but for some reason she thought that if Josh smelled her pussy while he was asleep it would awaken some primal urge in him and he wouldn’t be able to resist her. She kept her finger in front of his nose for a few seconds and let him breathe in the musky scent of her pussy. Then she did something even bolder. She touched his lips with her finger. It was still wet from being inside her cunt and she touched it gently on his lips and then inserted it into his mouth. Now he was smelling and tasting her in his sleep.

And to her amazement she noticed that his cock was hardening. It was growing and stiffening as his body pumped blood and life into it. It was readying for action. She reached down with her other hand and touched it. She didn’t take a hold of it, she just touched it with her fingers and saw how big it was getting.

Josh must have been dying for her because it was as firm and hard as a plank of wood and when she touched it it seemed to throb in response.

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ERY QUIETLY, BEING CAREFUL NOT
to wake or disturb Josh at all, Rose lowered herself down under the covers until she was facing his penis. It was dark under there and she couldn’t see much but she knew his cock was right in front of her. She reached out and touched it again with her hand. It was so firm and ready that she almost felt guilty for seducing Josh like this. He would orgasm before he even realized what was happening. He’d have no chance to make up his own mind about it.

She knew that strictly speaking it wasn’t right to do this to Josh. But there was more at stake for Rose than simple sexual pleasure. She was also afraid that she might still be too traumatized to have sex. She was afraid that she would revert back to the state of panic she’d gotten into the last time she’d tried to have sex with Josh. She couldn’t risk that. Not a second time. He’d think she was a basket case.

She had to find out if she was ready and this was the perfect chance.

She moved her lips to the very tip of Josh’s firm cock and kissed it. He moved a little but he was still asleep so Rose got even bolder. She ran her tongue over the tip and then stopped to see how he would react. She thought she heard him moan quietly somewhere up above the covers but he didn’t move.

It was exciting to play with him while he was asleep. She’d never done anything like that before and it was like having a living toy to do with as she pleased. She opened her mouth and took the tip of Josh’s cock into it and began licking him.

Josh definitely reacted. His cock pulsed and throbbed in her mouth like a living thing and he moaned a little in his sleep. She continued to suck on him and then let him slide deep into her mouth, all the way to the back of her throat.

She could feel his heartbeat pulsing through his cock. She could feel how much he wanted to come. But she wouldn’t bring him to the edge. She would have felt too guilty if she made him orgasm while he was asleep. It was too much of a liberty to take with him. She stopped sucking him and moved back up to the surface so that she was facing him again.

“Rose,” he moaned.

“Yes, honey.”

He was waking up. He was beginning to come back to consciousness and he was as horny as it was possible to be. He reached up and took her face in his hands and began to kiss her passionately on the mouth. She thought she would die from the pleasure of that kiss. She wanted more. His lips were so firm and muscular, pressed against her mouth. His tongue was wet and lush and she let her tongue touch it and play with it in a delicious dance.

She felt his cock pressing against her and she knew what he was looking for. She opened her legs and let him find his way to her vagina. It didn’t take more than a second and then she was gasping in excitement as Josh slid into her. He felt so perfect. He felt like he’d been made for her. She’d never felt just how powerful a connection sex could be until that moment, right there, with Josh deep inside her.

And then, as suddenly as it had begun, Josh pulled his cock out of her pussy.

“Wait,” he said.

Rose was worried. What was it? Was he turning her down? Was he mad at her for seducing him while he was asleep?

“What is it?”

“Get out of the bed.”

“What? Why?”

“Just do it,” he said.

He wasn’t kidding. What was happening? Was he kicking her out of the bed? She didn’t know. She supposed she deserved whatever happened but she hadn’t seen this coming. Maybe she’d angered him more than she thought.

She got out of the bed and stood there beside it, stark naked in the cool streetlight that came in through the window.

“I want to get a good look at you before I come inside you,” he said.

Relief flooded through her. He wasn’t kicking her out of the bed. He wanted to admire her. She stood there awkwardly for a moment while Josh looked her over. Then he got out of the bed and embraced her. She felt so good being in his arms again.

He led her to the bed and she climbed up on it.

“What do you want me to do?” she said.

“I just want to look at you for a minute. I swear I’ve never seen anything so beautiful in all my life. You’re like a vision, Rose.”

Rose smiled. She was sitting on the bed and he was standing above her, looking down at her.

“Would you get on your hands and knees?” he said.

She did as he said and got on her hands and knees, facing away from him. She was giving him a perfect view of her ass and when she looked over her shoulder the look on his face was one of pure pleasure. She tried to make her pose as alluring as possible, stretching her arms out in front of her and arching her back. Her butt was firm and pert and Josh’s eyes were glued to it.

“You’re beautiful,” he said.

She was encouraged by his admiration and moved her butt from side to side a little.

“Now lie on your back,” he said.

She looked up at him and smiled as she lay back and spread her arms and legs. She felt vulnerable and beautiful. Josh was standing there, naked, his cock pointing out from his body like a rod. She knew he wanted her. He was starving for her. Any minute he was going to pounce on her.

His eyes travelled slowly from her feet, over her ankles, up over her thighs to her pussy. Then he admired her stomach and breasts before finally resting his gaze on her face. He seemed mesmerized.

“You are the most beautiful creature I have ever seen,” he said.