Trying to Survive (The Kiser #1) (21 page)

    
Losing all thought, I couldn’t do anything but feel!
 
With his mouth on my breast, I was so close
to
cuming
.
 
Oh
God!
 
I wanted him lower, I wanted his
tongue everywhere.
 
I may have only been
with one man before, but I was never shy.
 
Taking his mouth from my nipple, I heard a
pop
.
 
I looked down to see
him unfastening my pants.
 
Raising my
hips slightly, I was giving him permission as he slid my pants over my hips and
down my legs only to toss them in the floor with his shirt.
 
He stared at my lacy black panties before
hooking his thumbs underneath them and sliding them down until they ended up
beside my pants.
 
I sat up and threw my
shirt and bra next to the rest of my clothes.
 
“You’re beautiful.”
 
He said with
awl in his voice.

    
Colin couldn’t stop staring at the gorgeous woman in front of him.
 
She was nothing like the women he had known
before.
 
She had curves where a woman
should have curves, and she was toned and soft.
 
Leaning down, he spread her legs to expose her sex, wanting nothing more
than to taste her.
 
With each hand on the
inside of her thighs keeping her spread, he dipped his head and his tongue made
one swipe of her pussy.
 
When he plunged
his tongue into her, she screamed as her hips bucked and her orgasm overtook
her.
 
Colin couldn’t take it
anymore.
 
Never had a woman been so
responsive to him.
 
He needed her
NOW!
 

    
Light exploded behind my eyes as my orgasm blasted through me at
lightning speed.
 
Never had I felt like
this!
 
As I rode it out, I felt his dick
at my entrance.
 
He pushed in and a moan
slipped from my lips.
 
I wasn’t even
participating, I was just feeling as another orgasm shot through me as he fully
sheathe himself inside me.
 
My legs
automatically wrapped around him as he set a slow hard pace.
 
It didn’t last long until I felt him stiffen,
groan and then pulse inside me.

    
Colin couldn’t believe how tight she felt.
 
He wanted to take it slow, but when another
orgasm overtook her, he couldn’t hold back any longer.
 
Her pussy contracted around him, demanding he
cum with her.
 
With one last thrust, he
felt his balls tighten and the tingle at the base of his spine as she ripped
his orgasm from his body.
 
It was hard
and felt like it lasted forever as he pulsed and emptied himself inside of
her.
 
Never had his orgasms lasted this
long or felt this good.
 
He moaned, and
then grunted out, “Oh God Lana!”
 
When
the last of his seed left him, he rolled them both to their side while taking
her mouth in a gentle kiss.
 
Looking into
her eyes, he smiled, “Well that went a little faster than I wanted.”
 
She laughed, the sound soothing to his soul.

    
“Sorry about that, I think it was my fault.”
 

    
“I think it was mine as well.”
 
She snuggled into his shoulder, and it felt good.
 

    
Lying in bed with her, he felt wonderful having a woman in his
arms.
 
Not a woman, only this woman.
 
Then a horrifying thought wormed it’s way
into his happiness.
 
He forgot to use protection!
 
Oh no!
 
He never forgot to wear a condom!
 
His heart started beating double time and sweat lined his brow.

    
Noticing the change, I looked at him.
 
“What’s wrong?”
 
He almost looked
panicked and it worried me.

    
“I’m sorry
Carlana
, I forgot to use a
condom.”
 
I laid there in silence trying
to process his words.
 
I knew the chances
of me getting pregnant were slim to none, but what about disease?
 
I could almost laugh at the situation.
 
I’ve spent a lot of time teasing Austin about
wearing a condom, and now I find myself in the same situation.

    
“I can’t get pregnant.”
 
I told
him and saw relief flood his face.
 
“Have
you been checked by a doctor?”
 
I hated
to ask, but I needed to know.
 
We should
have talked about this first and maybe we would have, it either of us could
have held a thought long enough.

    
“I have.
 
I haven’t been with
anyone since I started talking to you and I got tested a month ago.”
 

    
“Okay then.”
 
I smiled and made a
mental note to get on birth control.
 
Even though I was fairly certain I couldn’t have any more kids, I wasn’t
taking the chance.
 
I didn’t have the energy
to take care of a baby 24/7.

    
“Sorry if I panicked.
 
It’s just
that I never wanted to have kids, not after the way I was raised.”
 

    
“It’s okay, I understand.
 
I don’t
want any more kids either, however I think we should use a condom until I get
on birth control.
 
I don’t want to take
any chances.
 
I was always told I would
probably never be able to have kids, and I’ve never used birth control, but I
did get pregnant one time.”

    
“Good idea.”

    
Looking over at the clock, I saw it was midnight.
 
“Oh God, we have to get up!”

    
“Why, what’s wrong?”
 
He watched
me jump up and grab my clothes.

    
“What’s wrong?
 
Austin will be
home soon and the last thing I want is for him to find us in bed
together!”
 
I was panicking.
 
“He is trying to adjust, and I don’t think he
can handle this yet.
 
I’m going to wash
off in the shower, I’ll be right back.”

    
He laughed as he climbed out of bed and started dressing.
 

    
Thirty minutes later, we were both dressed and sitting on the couch
having a glass of wine when the front door opened and Austin walked in.
 
He walked over and kissed me on the cheek
before getting a bottle of water and sitting in the recliner.
 

    
“Did you have a good time tonight?”
 
I asked him.

    
“Yes, I did.
 
Thanks for the party
mom.”

    
“You’re welcome, but I meant did you have a good time at Steve’s
house?”
 
He blushed and I laughed.

    
“I did.”

    
“Was Kaitlyn there?”
 
He blushed
again, but with a quirked smile.

    
“She was.”
 
He chugged his water.

    
“Did you have sex?”

    
“Mom, stop!
 
We have
company!”
 
I turned to see laughter in
Colin’s eyes as he watched the exchange.

    
“I know.
 
Did you?”
 
He bit his lip.

    
“Did you?”
 
He asked me and I was
speechless.
 
I never once thought he’d
turn our little game around on me.
 
“Never mind, I don’t want to know.
 
I’m going to bed.
 
It was nice to
meet you Colin.
 
Thanks for the help with
the party.”
 
He left smiling.

    
“Well that was interesting.”
 
Colin said, trying not to laugh. “You two have a very unusual
relationship.”
 
He leaned over and took
my lips again.
 
After a few gentle kisses
he said, “I need to get going.”

    
“Are you coming back tomorrow?”

    
“I would like to if it’s okay.”
 
He kissed me again.

    
“Good, maybe I could show you around?”

    
“I’d like that.”

    
The next day, he showed up and we headed out to see the sights.
 
There really wasn’t much to see around
here.
 
We had the Barter Theater, the
Bristol Caverns and the Creeper Trail but that was really it. “Sorry, that’s
about all I have to show you.
 
Exciting
huh?”
 
I said laughing.

    
“That’s okay.
 
When I’ve talked to
you, and you’re out shopping, where do you go?
 
I haven’t seen much here.”

    
“Sometimes we’ll go to the mall, but I like to go to Boone and
shop.
 
We can go there tomorrow if you
would like.”

    
“And that’s your favorite place?”
 
He asked curiously.

    
“Yeah, I love it there.”

    
Smiling, he said, “Okay, it’s a date.”

****

    
The next day while walking the streets of Boone, I enjoyed watching
Carlana
.
 
I could
tell that she really did love this place.
 
It was quaint and unassuming, and nobody seemed to recognize me
here.
 
Maybe reading those tabloids was
more of a city thing.
 
Hand and hand, we
explored one shop after another.
 
“Let’s
ride down to blowing rock.”

    
“Okay, what’s down there?”
 
I
asked as I led her to the car.

    
“More shops,” she smiled.

    
“I thought you didn’t like to shop?
 
Didn’t you tell me that once?”

    
“No, I said I didn’t go often.”
 
She chuckled.
 

    
Parking on the street, she led me to a row of shops.
 
Noticing that she was staring at one, I
asked, “Would you like to go in there?”

    
She stared at it a moment longer then said, “No. I love everything in
there, but it’s too expensive.”
 
Now I
was really curious.

    
“Let’s go have a look.”
 
Taking
her hand, I led her inside.
 
The clothes
were nice and as I looked at the price tag, I almost laughed aloud.
 
Most of the items were $80 - $150.
 
The women I dated wanted shoes that cost
around $2500, and that didn’t count the outfit.
 
I made a mental note of what she liked and disliked.

    
Arriving back at her place, there was a note on the kitchen table.
 
I read it and then handed it to her.
                    
Mom,

                                        
Went
to practice with the guys.
 
I’ll be home
late, around 11 or 12.

                                        
Have
fun.

    
Looking up at me she said, “It looks like it’s just you and me
tonight.”
 
She had purposely started
using her nebulizer as late as possible in the mornings, knowing that she would
have to use it later at night sometimes, in case something liked this happened.
 
She knew she should just tell him, but right
now, she didn’t want to think about her disease, or waste time talking about
it.

    
I pulled her in to my arms as my lips crashed down onto hers.
 
It was only 6:00 so I had hours to ravish her
body.
 
She wrapped her legs around my
waist as I lifted her up and started toward her bedroom.
 
As I laid her down, I noticed she almost had
my shirt unbuttoned.
 
I grabbed hers and
pulled, sending the buttons flying as I exposed her breast.
 
I needed her!
 
I needed to fuck her, to make love to her, to just make her a part of
myself.

    
As she lay underneath me, I rained kisses down her neck.
 
As I was about to move further down, I heard
her breathy words.
 
“I want to taste
you.”