Ten Days (9 page)

There: the end of tiptoeing around him in case something she did made him leave her. Let him go if he wanted to. It would be better if he did. She looked at him, straight, waiting for his bite-back.

He threw his head back and laughed. Long and hard, and he kept his balance while he was doing it. He isn't drunk, she thought.

A memory of that previous night: Banji held down and unable to get the police to hear what he was telling them – that they were killing Ruben. It must have been unbearable. ‘I'm sorry,' she said. ‘I shouldn't have spoken to you like that.'

He took her by surprise again. He reached out and touched a gentle finger against her lips. ‘Don't be sorry. Be feisty. It suits you, Cathy Mason.'

So many lightning changes of mood: a dance she couldn't follow.

But then Banji was a man who never would be followed. ‘Catch you later,' he said. ‘Something I have to do,' and he walked away.

10 p.m.

‘It's late,' the Reverend Pius said. ‘And we've had a productive meeting. We are agreed. We'll set off from the Lovelace tomorrow at three, and others will join us outside the police station. We'll support the family while they seek an explanation from the police about their actions in relation to Ruben. Once they've been given that, we will disperse. Thanks, everybody, for attending and to Cathy for opening her home to us.' He stretched and tried to conceal a yawn that anyway sounded out.

No wonder he was tired: he'd had to work hard to contain the rage that had at moments threatened to burst out.

‘That was well chaired,' Marcus said.

Cathy nodded her agreement, although she was distracted. One final look around the room as the crowd that had packed her living room thinned confirmed it. ‘Banji wasn't here,' she said.

‘Were you expecting him?'

‘After last night? Yes, of course.'

‘Well, you know what Banji's like.' Marcus got to his feet and also yawned. ‘They seek him here, they seek him there, the Lovelace seeks him everywhere.'

He said it so sweetly it made her laugh, but still: ‘You've never liked him, have you?'

‘I don't like him.' Marcus shrugged. ‘I don't dislike him. I don't know him. Does anybody?'

Yes, she nearly said. I do. But then she thought back to the way Banji had behaved that afternoon, and then to their more distant past, and she realised that she never had been able to predict what he would do.

‘You better come.' Pius, who had left the room, suddenly reappeared.

‘Why?'

‘It's your daughter.' Before she had time to press him, he was gone.

She went after him as fast as she could, weaving her way past knots of people still picking over what had been discussed. She had to stop herself from knocking some of them to the ground. It was a short distance to the hall, but it seemed to take an age to get there. Then she found her progress even more impeded. People were moving forward but so slowly. She could not understand it. She stood on her tiptoes and looked over their heads to see that the crowd, instead of dispersing, was standing just outside the door.

What had this to do with Lyndall? She'd been in and out during the meeting – bored, Cathy had assumed.

‘Excuse me.' One last push and she was over the threshold.

‘Look.'

Pius was smiling, and when she looked to the place he was pointing at, she understood why.

The night was aglow. Not with a fire that burnt – that had been her first thought – but with a soft, shimmering light. It was like looking at a cluster of stars, except this light came not from the sky but from down below.

‘Your daughter and her friend did this.'

So that's why Lyndall and Jayden had been out so early. They must have gone to the wholesalers to buy tealights, which, in their glass containers, they had placed at regular intervals across the Lovelace. Down one of the gangways the river of light went and up another, as if following a route. And, yes, that's what they were doing. The kids had marked out Ruben's last walk with light and, yes again, her eyes confirmed it because there, in front of the community centre, was a great cluster, so many of them that it was from here that the impression of burning had come. A great flowing mass of light.

She looked and she looked. Her vision seemed to blur.

‘Magnificent.' Pius's voice in her ear. ‘And to think they keep lecturing us that we have a problem with our youth.'

She nodded but could not speak.

Lyndall must be here somewhere. She had to find her. She scanned the crowd and sure enough there was her daughter standing next to Jayden.

She could not speak, but she could do something better. She clasped her hands together and she put them over her heart and lowered her head and held it there, not in prayer but in appreciation of the great gift that they had been given.

Saturday

8 a.m.

With his wife and daughters away for the weekend, Chief Inspector Billy Ridgerton, cadre-trained in public order critical incidents, had done a fellow officer a favour by agreeing to take his place on call.

Last time he'd volunteered, there'd been major and almost simultaneous ructions in four different locations. He couldn't be that unlucky again. To reinforce this conviction he'd got up late – late for him, that is – and made himself a cup of instant coffee that he drank standing up.

The sun had yet to round the building, and for one glorious moment, as clouds swept across the sky, it looked as if the heatwave might be about to break. An illusion: the clouds soon dissolved, leaving a sky so blue it was clear they were in for another scorcher. He'd promised Angie he'd have a go at the unruly hedge that was strangely flourishing in the heat. Better start before it got too hot. But first he should check the available intel, just in case his services were going to be required.

There were the usual football fixtures, all of which looked to be, in policing terms, well under control. There were also a couple of fairs in London's parks which, barring the spontaneous immolation of a bouncy castle, shouldn't cause much trouble, and a vintage car race that might at worst lead to a bit of a traffic build-up. The only item of concern was the vigil that was due in Rockham.

Billy already knew of the death – an awful misfortune and one every copper dreaded – and he was familiar enough with Rockham to know that when things got hairy there, they really got hairy. Before he set to on the hedge, he decided to check if there were any issues by phoning the station and asking to speak to Rockham's Commander, CS Gaby Wright.

‘She's up north at a conference,' he was told. ‘Policing for change or some such bollocks.'

‘Okay, so are there any issues?'

‘Issues?' The sergeant sounded clueless: he must have been an acting, and a new one at that.

‘Any likelihood of things going pear-shaped?' How much more clearly did Billy need to put it? ‘Any reason for me to get my kit? Come over? Lend a hand?'

‘Hold on a mo.' Maybe he was a pretender rather than an acting, because he now covered the phone rather than putting Billy on hold, so that Billy could hear a muffled conversation, the bozo who'd answered consulting one of his colleagues and then at last coming back to say, ‘We've done a risk assessment and there's no reason to be concerned.'

There was always a reason in Rockham, but it wasn't Billy's job to point this out. He'd asked and they'd answered, and they'd ring if things started to go wrong. Shoving his mobile into a pocket, he went to the shed to fetch the clippers and a spade – he needed also to pull out all those bastard shoots which were coming up through the dried-up lawn – and then he set to dealing with the hedge.

11 a.m.

‘Excellent choice.' Peter made his way to the back of the garden to where Frances was sitting in the shade of the oak. ‘It's far too stuffy inside.' He leant over to kiss Frances. The dog, who had been lying under her chair, barked and would have nipped his leg had he not jumped smartly back. ‘What's got into her?'

‘She's hot like the rest of us.' Frances laid the stack of Saturday papers she'd been leafing through onto the table. ‘How was Cabinet?'

‘Bloody.' He sat down heavily in one of the wrought-iron chairs, nodding his thanks as Frances poured him a tumbler of iced tea. ‘Coventry wouldn't be nearly far enough for them; they'd have sent me to Timbuktu if they could.' He drank the tea in one and stretched out his glass for a refill. ‘The full Cabinet and not a single person as much as glanced my way. And when it was over, they evaporated faster than the clouds.'

‘I wouldn't worry.' Frances dropped ice from an ice bucket into his glass: ‘They're only trying to figure out when to jump.'

‘Perhaps that's it.' He put his glass back on the table, and in doing so displaced one of the newspapers. ‘Oh. There's my mobile. I wondered where it had got to.' Despite the cooling effect of Frances's iced tea, he was still desperately hot. He undid his laces and removed his shoes, checking that Patsy was out of biting distance before peeling off his socks. Such a relief. He stretched out his legs, feeling the dry grass prickle the soles of his feet. ‘The PM was off to the summit as soon as it was over. He made a point of saying that. Three times in fact. I guess he thinks that the sight of him grinning in a sea of world leaders will give him a boost.'

‘Too late for that. He's already haemorrhaged too much support.'

‘I expect you're right. I couldn't help feeling sorry for him, though. At one point when he passed a note to the Foreign Secretary, his hands were visibly trembling.'

When Frances did not reply, he looked across at her. Her gaze, he saw, was focused on his feet, or more accurately on his white socks, yellowed by perspiration, that he had taken off. Although her face was partly shaded by the oak, he wondered whether that was distaste in her expression. But, no, he must have been mistaken. When she raised her head, her blue eyes were clear and calm, and she was smiling as she said, ‘The PM's lost it.'

‘So it seems.' Politics was such a cruel game. ‘And so quickly. I can't help wondering why.'

‘Who knows. Maybe it's his bitch of a wife' – the two women never had much liked each other – ‘or his errant son. But it doesn't matter why. The truth is that he is simply not up to the job. His spell in Number 10 has finished him.'

As it could finish me, he thought, and not for the first time.

‘Without someone new at the helm,' Frances said, ‘the election is as good as lost.'

Right again. The PM knew it, the pollsters knew it, and the Party knew it. Most important of all, the hacks had started to say it out loud.

But it was one thing to accept that change was due and another to be the one to wield the knife. The PM, as ineffective as he was, was also liked by the Party; the person who deposed him could end up bearing the brunt of any backlash.

All very well for Frances to urge him on: she didn't have to put up with the side glances when they thought you weren't looking and, worse, vicious stage whispers they meant you to overhear. And what made her so sure he was going to win?

They'd been married so long she read his thoughts. ‘You won't fail,' she said. ‘They won't let you. They can't. You're the only viable candidate.'

‘But people hate disloyalty. Now I've fired the starting gun, I could be trampled in the stampede.'

‘What people really hate, Peter, and here I am talking about MPs, is losing their seats.' Her raised voice woke the dog, who looked up, accusingly, at Peter. ‘But this isn't just about our MPs. It's about the whole Party. It's about the whole Country.'

The way she capitalised the Country – and made it sound right – made him think, as he often did, that she should have been the politician. She would have made a good enforcer: a fabulous whip.

‘If the opposition win the election,' she was saying, ‘they'll wreck everything you and the Party, and yes, let's give him credit where it's due, the PM, have worked so hard to achieve. Someone has to stop the rot. We can.'

He noted her use of the collective noun – another of her habits that could annoy. Yes, he'd be the first to admit that they were a team, and a good one. But he was Home Secretary and potential new Leader of her precious Country, and she was just his wife.

He was overcome, suddenly, by the most terrible fatigue.

It's the humidity, he thought, which had climbed even higher since the episode of the phantom clouds. The air was now so thick he was almost tempted to try to grab hold of it and squeeze it out. Water, that's what he craved. Not to drink but to immerse himself in. If only there had been a nearby stretch of water into which he could throw himself and for one glorious moment expunge the memory of the PM's trembling hands and the prospect of the fight to come. He let the imaginary water wash over him, and soon it was almost as if he really was floating down a river in a different country where life moves at a slower pace, with the sound of the cicadas' rubbing feet creating a reassuring background thrum . . .

‘Third time this morning; you'd better answer it.'

He snapped his eyes open. The sound he had taken for cicadas was his phone vibrating on the metal table. When he reached for it, he registered the caller's name. ‘Yes?'

A reply so indistinct he had to strain to hear it.

‘This is a terrible line.'

Another soft sentence.

‘I still can't hear you.'

Some more words, just as soft but also blurred, as if her mouth was latched on to her phone. He gave her a moment, straining to make sense of what she was saying, before cutting her short: ‘You're still inaudible. Later.' He hung up and tossed the phone onto the table. ‘Silly girl.'

‘What did she want?'

‘She's looking into Yares's connection to the PM. There's something between the two, I am convinced of it. Patricia seems to think she's found that something, but I could make neither head nor tail of what she was saying. Turns out she was in a pub surrounded by police officers. Doesn't she know how leaky they are?'

‘She's young.' Frances's tone was even and even disinterested. Must have got over her uncharacteristic fit of jealousy. ‘But at least she's keen.'

‘Keen, yes. A little too much so at times.' He yawned, stretched up his arms and yawned again. ‘The Cabinet took it out of me. And if you don't mind, darling, I've still got some catching up to do before I can take a well-earned snooze.' He got to his feet. He really was exhausted.

Such an effort even to make it to the house in this heat.

He was halfway there when she called him. ‘You forgot this.'

She was holding up his mobile.

He shook his head. ‘Don't need it,' and turned away. But almost immediately he turned back again. ‘Oh,' a long sigh, ‘I guess I had better take it. There's a meeting I have to go to later this afternoon; they said they'll text me when they've fixed the venue.'

3 p.m.

A handful of Lovelace residents had gathered outside Ruben's parents' flat. Not enough people so far for the many posters Lyndall and her troupe had made. Cathy was holding a clump by their sticks, so as not to damage the photos of Ruben mounted on their tops, and hoping the demonstration wouldn't stay this small.

Lyndall was a few feet away with more posters. Jayden was by her side. The two were chattering madly as they had been since early morning.

The last few days seemed to have brought them closer, Cathy thought, seeing how carefree Jayden, who usually wore a worried frown, looked. He had been dealt such a difficult hand yet show him the smallest kindness and he changed. The kind shopkeeper who kept him in work always said so, and there was more proof in the way that in Lyndall's company he seemed to act like a normal kid. A pity that their friendship was unlikely to outlast the closing of the Lovelace. Not because they didn't like each other – which they clearly did – but because their different financial circumstances meant they would end up living miles apart.

‘Here they are.'

Reverend Pius led the way out of the flat, closely followed by Ruben's parents. As the two walked hand in hand, heads held high, nodding in acknowledgement of each member of the waiting group, Cathy was once more struck by their grace, especially when, coming abreast of Lyndall and Jayden, they stopped. No words were spoken, but Ruben's mother reached out to touch each of the youngsters gently on the forehead: an acknowledgement and a blessing for the river of light they had created.

‘Shall we?' Pius led the way down the gangway.

They followed, mostly in single file, tracing the route of the previous night's candle path. Doors kept opening as they progressed down the different levels, more residents coming out to join them, so that by the time they reached ground level a handful had turned into a respectable bunch, with all the posters now held aloft, and when they came abreast of the community centre, they numbered, by Cathy's reckoning, about sixty. And this was only the beginning. She needn't have worried: more would join them once they were outside the police station.

The community centre was closed, as it had been since Ruben's death. Police tape barred an entrance that was now banked by flowers. There were no police guarding the flowers, which, given the ill feeling towards the force, was probably wise. And there would have been no need: the flowers were untouched.

The crowd stood silent as Ruben's parents stooped down to read the cards that people had left. They walked slowly along the line, picking up each in turn, giving them equal attention. That done, Ruben's mother laid her own tribute – a single poppy – on top.

She stayed like that for a moment, her head bent, her hand resting on the poppy. ‘He loves red poppies,' she said to the air.

‘Come.' Pius helped her up and then, linking his arm to hers and to her husband's, led the way out of the Lovelace and into a market that was already packing up. As the now sizeable crowd walked between the stalls, traders stood by: an honour guard paying tribute to a man who had once been their familiar.

4 p.m.

Peter came to with a start.

The room was dark, curtains drawn, and it took him a moment to work out where he was. Hearing movement in the bathroom, he realised that he must have dozed off. He felt the air wonderfully cool. How long had he been asleep?

‘How long have I been sleeping?' he called.

The bathroom door opened, light framing the glorious vision of Patricia, whose skin, still wet from her shower, glistened a golden brown in the light. ‘Not long.' She stretched up her arms and yawned.

She was so lovely. Desire rose up in him. Again. He patted the bed. ‘Come here.'