Authors: Gillian Slovo
âI'm wet.'
âFor me, I hope.' Another pat. âCome on. Come here.'
She took her time, walking slowly towards the bed, smiling as he followed her every step. He was practically drooling when she slid in beside him.
If only, he thought. He laid a hand on her stomach and with the other pulled the sheet over her. âCome closer.' He felt the brush of her breasts against his chest. He wanted her. So much. If only he could stop the clock and stay, here, in this room.
But . . . he lifted himself up, reaching for his watch.
âOh no you don't.' She wrenched the watch out of his grasp and threw it across the room.
He winced as it hit the wall. âDo you mind? That's a Hublot.'
âShould be strong enough to survive, then, shouldn't it?'
He made to go and fetch it back, but before he could she straddled him, pinning him down by his hands, kneeling on all fours and grinning.
She's so pretty, he thought, and so damn irreverent. At least in bed.
She lowered her head close enough for him to feel her hair brush against his neck. She whispered one word, âStay,' in his ear.
How he would have liked to stay. But one couldn't run away from time, especially when it was blinking in neon green from the bedside table. âI can't.'
When he thought he felt her stiffen, he prayed that she wasn't going to make a fuss. But being with Frances, the mistress of the sudden freeze, had made him oversensitive. Instead of sinking into the sullen silence that was Frances's intimate, Patricia laughed out loud. âBig talker.' She kissed him, passionately, on the lips. âUntil the next time.' She shifted off him so he could get out of bed.
A shower to get rid, not of her but of the smell of her (so light and flowery, he thought, which he loved).
When he was with her and naked, his only thoughts were of her. Now, as the water flowed, what dominated was the memory of the lie he'd told his wife. Not something he was proud of. But her question had come so out of the blue he'd panicked, and once his denial had been released, it created its own momentum. To undo it now would be tricky.
Because her father had betrayed her mother in such an appallingly public manner, Frances was particularly touchy. She'd never understand that what he had with Patricia in no way affected his feelings for her. She was his wife, his counsel and the mother of his child: he wasn't going to leave her. So why would he cause her pain for something that fulfilled a need but which was otherwise unimportant?
What was it that had even made her ask, he wondered. Had someone talked? It couldn't be. If she had been sure of her facts, she would have pressed him harder.
âWhy are you taking so long?'
Patricia. He must go to her. He rubbed himself briskly with a towel. Despite his exertions, his sleep and a fairly hot shower, he was still feeling cool. A place that got the temperature right was a rarity; pity the need to protect himself from prying eyes meant that the next time they'd have to use a different hotel.
He came out of the bathroom to find her still in bed. She was lying on her back, sheet discarded, arms behind her head, stark naked and looking straight at him.
âWhat a wanton child you are.'
âChild?' She wrinkled her nose.
âTemptress, then.' She was that as well, and irresistible. He went over to the bed and kissed her. âI wish I could stay.'
âI know.' The arms that had gone round his neck gave a quick squeeze before letting go.
He collected his clothes from the various points on the carpet where he had shed them. âIf you don't mind, I'll go first.'
She nodded.
Strange the transition between the intimacy of bed and the clothes that called up the outside world. Her eyes stayed fixed on him as he dressed. It made him feel a little awkward, so he averted his gaze until he had finished and was putting on his tie.
He looked around him. Something missing.
âYour watch.'
He fetched it from the place where it had fallen onto the thick pile carpet. He held it to his ear. Foolish. It was a Hublot. He wasn't ever going to hear it ticking. He strapped it on.
She was still watching him and it was still unnerving. Something he had done? âI'm sorry,' he said.
âWhat for?' Her tone was light.
âThe way I spoke to you when you called.'
She shrugged.
âI was with my wife.'
He caught an involuntary narrowing of her hazel eyes. Understandable. If he put himself in her shoes, he could see it was difficult for her as well.
I'll make it up to her, he thought. Buy her something. Fully dressed now, and conscious that his driver would be waiting in the lobby, he went over to the bed.
She smiled up at him.
Let the driver wait. He leant over to kiss her. Showing her, without words, how much he thought of her. He felt her melting in his arms.
How he wanted to stay.
âThey'll be waiting for you downstairs,' she said. âYou'd better go.'
Such a sweet girl. And so considerate. He sighed and straightened up. âBy the way,' he said. âDid you really uncover something between the PM and Commissioner Yares or was that just your excuse for ringing?'
âBoth,' she said. âDid you know that Yares is Teddy's godfather?'
He nodded. âHe has some long-standing connection to the PM's wife â I think their parents may have known each other â which he declared in his application in tedious detail. The man's such a stickler, he's a bore.' He pulled the knot of his tie tight. âPeculiar decision to choose a godfather who's a Jew, but I suppose there's less of the God about most of us these days, and that includes the PM. The public doesn't seem to care. Anything else?'
âI'm working on it.' She had on her serious assistant's expression. âI've got some leads. That's what I was doing in that pub.'
âYou're a marvel. Do your best, will you?'
âYes, Peter.' She so rarely used his Christian name. âI'll do my best.'
4.40 p.m.
The demonstrators had set up camp on the pavement opposite the police station and a few hundred yards down from it. The police had closed Rockham train station and the road leading to it, and diverted southward-bound traffic through a one-way system and away from the police station, which was therefore isolated and easier to guard with a small number of officers. Normally they would have set up this diversion at the large junction at Rockhill Park, but this time, for some reason that no one could understand, they let traffic pass the park, only afterwards diverting it via the smaller Blackrod Road. As a result, the High Street to the north of the police station was soon crammed with cars trying to U-turn their way back to the diversion. To deal with the logjam, a patrol car parked nearby to disgorge two uniformed officers who proceeded to direct the traffic back.
For their part, the demonstrators did as they always did: they spilt out into the road to stop traffic from the south passing by. The police's answer to this â again as per usual â was to create a makeshift roadblock in the south so that the demonstrators now had full possession of the area a few hundred yards from the police station in what was a kind of informal, if unpoliced, kettle.
So far so routine. An hour and a half after they had first arrived, everything was still calm. The day continued ferociously hot. A whipround raised money for a stack of collective water, which they stored in a couple of polystyrene boxes packed with ice. An enterprising ice-cream seller parked near the southernmost perimeter of the demonstration, from which position he did a roaring trade. Ice creams passed amongst the crowd, some of it gifted good-naturedly to the officers who were working valiantly in that heat to turn away traffic from the northern boundary of the enclosure. With the sun beating down, it felt more like a summer party than a protest, especially when someone used a beach umbrella to create a shaded sanctuary for babies and those who could least tolerate the heat.
They stood chatting and holding up their placards, waiting to see whether anybody would come out and talk to them. At 3.30 p.m., when no officer appeared, Ruben's parents, accompanied by the Reverend Pius, had made their way into the police station. Their intention was to ask the police for their version of what had happened, something that had not so far been shared with the parents.
When the three did not return, the assumption was that they were talking to the powers that be. And so the demonstrators waited for them to reappear, and as they waited, the demonstration grew.
And then at last: âThere they are.' Marcus, who stood shoulders above most people, was pointing over the heads of the crowd and towards the police station. The crowd turned, almost as one, to see Pius and Ruben's parents coming out.
Marcus pushed his way to the front. âDoesn't look good,' he muttered to Cathy, who had also noticed the downward cast of Ruben's mother's head and the negative shaking of Pius's. The three were in fact walking slowly, as if reluctant to rejoin the demonstration, or, Cathy suddenly realised, as if they wanted a conversation in private, something that must also have struck Marcus, who whispered, âLet's meet them by the roadblock,' in her ear.
PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL FOR INQUIRY USE ONLY
Submission to the internal inquiry of the Metropolitan Police into Operation Bedrock
Submission 573/A/1: photographic evidence gathered by ASU 27AWZ between 16:43 and 16:51 on
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location: the area immediately adjacent to Rockham police station
subject: demonstration
At 16:43 hours, Air Support Unit 27AWZ, call sign India 95, passed over Rockham High Street, where a crowd had gathered. On instructions from the rear police officer, the pilot circled the area while the police observer operated video camera facilities and recorded still images. The attached images, date and time stamped, were captured during the period of surveillance and selected at the request of the Chairman of the internal inquiry. The complete series of surveillance pictures are attached as an appendix.
Camera still 0578/19413
time stamp: 16:49:10
A crowd estimated at approximately one hundred stands two hundred yards to the south of Rockham police station. They have filled the pavement and spilt into the road. A young man, IC3, with long dreadlocks, who with others has climbed the wall behind the pavement, points in a northerly direction towards a police roadblock manned by two uniformed officers. A patrol car is visible, parked in a side street to the south of this roadblock.
Camera stills 0578/19414â9
time stamp: 16:49:15 â 16:50:55 inclusive
Just north of Rockham police station, officers direct southward-bound traffic, which had gone beyond the diversion, back towards Blackrod Road. A line of traffic has built up. Several vehicles are in the process of turning round, with the result that both sides of the north-leading road are blocked.
Camera still 0578/19421
time stamp: 16:51:10
Five adults, three IC3 males, one IC1 female and one IC3 female, stand on the verge by the northern roadblock. They appear to be locked in conversation.
4.51 p.m.
âAll this time?' Despite her effort to appear calm, Cathy couldn't keep the disbelief from her voice.
âFor most of it,' Pius said. âAt first they asked us to wait outside, but when we pointed out that this would enrage the crowd they told us we could take a seat.'
â“Pull up a pew, Reverend,” is what the policeman said' â this from Ruben's father â âAs if this was some kind of a joke.'
âWe sat for gone an hour,' Pius continued, âuntil at last a sergeant came out â not one any of us have met before. He said there was nothing more they could do because the matter was now in the hands of the IPCC. We asked them how we could contact the IPCC on a Saturday, and they said it was not their business.'
âThey were rude.' Again from Ruben's father. âThey kill our son and then they are rude.'
âWe told them that wasn't good enough,' Pius said. âWe asked to speak to Chief Superintendent Wright. They said she wasn't there. So we asked for her second-in-command.'
âHe also wasn't there.'
âThey told us they would request a visit to the family home by a senior officer, after consultation with the IPCC. We said we needed one now and here. We waited some more, and then a moment ago they came to tell us that they had just sent a car for a superintendent who is acting up as a chief superintendent. They reckoned it will take an hour to fetch him.'
âBut we've been here since three and it's nearly five,' Marcus said. âThe crowd from the football will soon be coming down the High Street. Are they trying to provoke us?'
âTruth is,' Pius said, âand it pains me to say this â I don't think they know what they're doing. We told them we needed to be gone by dusk â that we had children with us â and that we didn't want anything to go awry. All they would say was that they'd do their best.'
âRude. And they the ones killed our son.' Ruben's father's raised voice attracted the attention of several members of the crowd.
Ruben's mother went to stand in front of her husband. âWhosoever shall compel thee to go a mile, go with him twain.' Although her voice was soft, she held him with a hard gaze. âOur son was never violent. We don't want trouble.'
âAnd we won't have it.' Stepping in between them, Pius put one arm around each of Ruben's parents. âCome. Let us go and tell the others, and then we will wait, calmly and patiently, for an officer to be brought to us.'
PRIVATE AND CONFIDENTIAL FOR INQUIRY USE ONLY
Submission to the internal inquiry of the Metropolitan Police into Operation Bedrock
Submission 573/A/2: photographic evidence gathered by ASU 27AWZ, India 95, at 17:03 hours on
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Camera still 0578/194139
time stamp: 17:03:07
location: 200 yards south of Rockham police station
subject: demonstration
A man, IC3, stands in front of the crowd, speaking into a bullhorn. Several members of the crowd have their hands up, perhaps remonstrating against what is being said.
Camera stills 0578/194140â19507 appended in annex/4 show build-up of numbers in the demonstration.