Stanton Adore (13 page)

“Josh no,” I try to move up the bed to escape, it’s too much, I’m way too sensitive. He grabs my legs and pulls me back down the bed. He parts my legs with force and once again his tongue is on me, I shudder. Holy fuck. Any chance I had of escaping is out the window and I know he has crossed the line and is running on pure instinct, race to orgasm. I lie back and try to calm myself, he runs his teeth over my clitoris I jump again.

“Shshh presh let me have my way, I don’t want to hurt you later, and I need you soft and open from orgasm. I’m well, not small and you’re too tight and I’m way too turned on to be gentle.” He reaches up and grabs my hand again, my other hand rubs over his head and shoulders. He’s right I need to lie back and relax. I try to calm my breathing. Within seconds my hips are swaying again and he adds a finger, then another as he twists his hand on entry, his dilated eyes boring into me. He slowly fucks me with his strong fingers and I fall apart just watching him, he’s so turned on, so frigging hot. He adds a third finger and I wince.

“Baby,” I whisper as my spine involuntarily lurches me off the bed. “Josh I need to”…… I whimper again. “Oh god………Josh please” I beg, as I run my both hands over his head. “Natasha I have you for one night, don’t fucking rush me.” I nod once again, unable to speak, his fingers now working me with such force the bed is rocking. It feels so good. I’ve needed this for so long, needed him to do this to me. I can’t wait to take him inside of me. He bites my clitoris and I moan and he sits up to watch me. I can see the muscles in his arm and shoulder flex as he rides me hard with his hand, the veins in his forearm pumping with blood. A thick sheen of perspiration covers his body. He smiles a sly smile at me as his thumb swipes over my clitoris and with three more pumps of his finger he mouths the words. “Come for me.” I explode into a violent shudder as I scream and spiral into the most intense orgasm I’ve ever had. Before I even move he’s on me and with one hard lunge he’s in to the hilt. Oh fuck, he’s big.

“I had to go fast baby so I didn’t hurt you,” he whispers, I nod trying to catch my breath. He stays deep and still allowing me to adjust to the overwhelming sensation that has my heart beat sounding in my ears. His breathing is heavy, his eyes closed as he rests his forehead onto mine, he’s trying to calm himself. Holy fuck, I am so out of my depth here. This isn’t sex. This is a life changing event. He opens his eyes and I see a depth of arousal I have never seen before in any man, in life or porn and it’s somewhat unsettling, this is going to hurt.

“I’m going to move now presh, are you ok?” I nod and he circles his hips as if trying to stretch me, god I can’t stretch any more. I’ve reached my physical limits. He slowly pulls out, his eyes shutting as he does and gently pushes back in. Ok that felt good, no pain. I will myself to relax. He pushes forward again and circles his hips repeating the addictive movement of before. I grab his behind, my lust taking over and the next time he pulls out I pull him back into me.

“Again,” I whisper. “Faster.” He bites my neck painfully and slams back into me, his physical limits reached and he starts to move against me so hard the bed sounds like it’s going to break when it hits the wall. I groan as I run my hands over his perspiration covered muscly body. His kisses turn aggressive and I am so overwhelmed at what this man is doing to me I can’t even kiss him back, I lie there with my mouth open groaning into his mouth.

“Fucking hell Natasha, you fuck me so good.” I moan a deep sound that I don’t even recognize as he slams repeatedly into me, I can feel it coming, shit it might kill me. One, two, three hard lunges and that’s it I scream out again the sound bouncing off my bedroom walls as I orgasm hard, my body contracting around his.

“Fuck yes,” he yells as he slams into me, his grip on my behind so hard I think I might bruise. He groans as I feel his hot seed seep into the marrow of my bones, taking with it any reservation I ever had about him. We are both breathless and panting as he drops his head to my shoulder in silence. Tears fill my eyes again as I am overcome with emotion.

“Fucking hell Natasha, what was that?” he pants. I’m too breathless to answer, I giggle and he pulls me into an embrace and kisses me again. A slow beautiful heartfelt kiss, one that is tenderly equal with the sex we just had. I don’t remember anything more, fatigue setting in. But as I drift into an exhausted sleep it is the words he whispered to me that replay in my head. I only have one night with you. I only have one night with you, I only have one night with you. No I’m sorry Josh, I can’t let that happen. I’m keeping you this time.

Chapter 10

I awake to
the glow of the lights in the downtown city beaming through my window. Its dark, how long have we slept? I look to the beautiful man sleeping beside me, out cold and sleeping like a baby. I roll onto my side and smile as I watch him. He’s like an Adonis, every muscle in his body on show. Pure male perfection. His dark lashes fan his face and his large red lips are gently open, his chest rises and falls slowly. I smile again as I note that he has a hairy chest, one of my hot triggers. If I had a magic wand and designed my perfect male specimen, this is what it would look like. His arm is under my head and he is facing me, my gaze drops to his tattoo, my name down the length of his torso. My twenty first birthday present. That is some serious heavy shit going on there. My mind retraces the day we have spent together, the love we have made. It’s been perfect, everything I could have wished for and then some. However one thing is marring my afterglow. The, we only have one night together statement. Does he really only want one night? Why in the hell would he have my name on his body if he didn’t care? Is it the cousin thing? Surely not if I don’t care, why would he? My mind goes back to the restaurant, I want a woman who loves to fuck as much as I do. A mousy woman who I have to beg for sex won’t cut it with me. Think Natasha, Think. What’s my plan of attack? I know one thing, I am so not done with him. I want more, much more. I need time, time where he is forced to think about us, time without other females. I watch him sleep for another half an hour with my brain in overdrive. This is where I want to be, naked in bed with him. Even the thought of going to the bathroom is unappealing, as busting as I am. Unable to hold it any longer I slowly sit up and head to the bathroom, I decide to take a quick shower. If I want to be irresistible, I need to smell good. After drying I don’t dress and head back to my bedroom to see him stretching as he gives me a sleepy smile.

“Hi,” I beam.

“Where did you go?” He huskily whispers as he wraps me in an embrace.

“I had a shower,” I reply as I bend to kiss him. He returns my kiss by pulling me down on top of him.

“Why didn’t you wait for me?”

Hmm I wish I did. “I didn’t know how long you would sleep, did you sleep last night?” He rubs his eyes as he shakes his head.

“Why didn’t you sleep baby?” I nuzzle into his ear as I gently nip it. He eyes close as he shrugs his shoulders as he once again smiles sleepily. God, he’s adorable when he’s sleepy. I could just eat him up.

“Some raving hot bitch got me so worked up. I was too angry to sleep,” he smiles into my neck as he starts to kiss it with an open mouth.

“Raving hot bitch?” I repeat, feigning shock.

He nods again. “I think she needs to be punished for her misdemeanours.”

“Mmm, maybe she does,” I reply. “I need a cup of tea first.”

“Good idea.” He jumps up, flicks my side lamp on and strolls to the kitchen completely naked, obviously to make my tea. That was unexpectedly easy. Maybe this won’t be so hard after all, he is being very agreeable. Ten minutes later he arrives back in the bedroom with two cups of tea, still gloriously naked. I sit up against my high backed plush studded bed head.

“Why are you dressed?” he raises his eyebrow at me.

“Because I’m cold,” I answer.

He bends and lifts my shirt off over my head. “No clothes tonight,” he smiles.

“Because you only have me for one night?” I test the waters.

“Exactly,” he answers. “So tonight you, my dear beautiful Natasha will do everything I ask and take your punishment like a good girl. Naked”. He sits beside me with his back resting against the bedhead and takes a sip of his tea.

No way, no way in hell am I letting him dominate tonight’s activities. Time for action, he wants an assertive woman in bed, well he is damn well is going to get one. I put my tea down on my nightstand and turn to straddle his lap.

“That’s more like it,” he whispers as I start to run my mouth up and down his neck. I stand up onto my knees and circle my hips as I swipe my tongue through his open mouth. His hands fall to my breasts, I kiss him deeply again. With hooded eyes he looks up at me. I lower myself and rub my wet centre along the length of his shaft, he exhales in a long slow breath. I raise onto my knees again, his hands drop to my hips. I circle them slowly as I push my breasts into his face. He groans as he tries to kiss me but I duck away and bite his neck instead. His hands tighten their grip as his cock doubles in size. Oh god, I’m playing with weapons of mass destruction here, do I really know what I am doing? Once again I start to rub myself on his hard length that I can now see every vein on. The head large and pulsing. With one sharp movement he cracks his neck hard. He leans his head back against the board his dark eyes filled with want. I bend and take his nipple into my mouth and gently bite it as I pull back, he hisses and closes his eyes. So he likes a little pain to his pleasure, hmm interesting.

I circle my hips again. “Can you feel me, baby? Feel my need for your cock.” He breathes in on a sharp intake, aahh he likes dirty talk. I grab his hand and lift it to my mouth and suck his two middle digits, he stays silent, watching the private show made just for him. I simulate a head job on his fingers diving them in and out of my mouth, closing my eyes and moaning for effect. I once again slide my now dripping sex along his pulsing cock. “It’s going to feel so good baby,” I whisper into his ear. He closes his eyes and I know I’m getting to him, his breathing has become laboured. I rub my hands down from my neck over my two breasts and down to my sex while I rotate my hips.

“Do you see something you like Joshua?” I whisper. I bend in and he opens his mouth for a kiss but I pull away. I slowly lower my fingers and gently swipe them through my throbbing sex.

“I can feel my pulse here Josh, it’s screaming for you.” He grabs me by the hair and drags me in for a kiss, one I can’t refuse. This is hot. Who knew acting slutty could be so fun?

“Do I have something you want baby?” I whisper I gently start to finger myself as I stand on my knees above him, his mouth drops open and he swallows. His eyes fixated on my sex, he’s losing it.

“Almost there baby, what do you want? I whisper as I withdraw my fingers and put them in my mouth, eeww what the hell am I doing? He nods unable to speak and shocked to his core I think, he’s never seen me like this. Actually nobody has, including myself. I go in for another passionate kiss, it gives me goose bumps. He’s not the only one who is losing it, I could come just by doing this. “Joshua you have something I want,” I whisper. I kiss my way down his chest, he grabs my hair again. “If you give me what I want baby, I’ll make you very happy,” I whisper into his stomach. I bend and put his cock into my mouth and moan as I suck it as hard as I can on the upstroke, he hisses.

“What do you want Precious girl?” He tenderly cups my face in his hand. “What do you want?” he groans as I once again take him in my mouth hard. I run my hands down his face and across his chest and look into his eyes. I slowly sink onto his waiting erection and we both groan in pleasure. He grabs my hips to still me, obviously closer than I thought.

“I want monogamy.”

He frowns. “What?”

“While you’re in this country, I don’t want you with anyone else.”

“Natasha that’s ridiculous,” he spits.

“No Joshua, if you want private access to me, I demand equality. Agree to it and then I want you to pump my tight cunt so full of come that I’ll over flow.”

He grabs me by the hair. “Natasha stop talking or I’m going to come.”

I give him a wicked smile. “Does my man like dirty talk, does he?” He stills my hips again and nods, he’s trying his hardest not to come. I’ve found his weakness. “Say the words Josh and I’m yours.” He closes his eyes as he tries to block me out. “Do you want to blow in my mouth baby? I can’t wait to taste you.”

“Fuck. Natasha. Stop talking,” he grabs my hips and grinds me forward, we both groan. “Say the words Josh, do you want this body to yourself or not?” He closes his eyes as if pained and nods. “Say it out loud,” I shout as my orgasm comes dangerously close. He lifts me up and slams me back down on him.

“Yes monogamy. I’ll give you monogamy,” he screams.

“For the whole nine weeks,” I scream as he pounds into me.

“Yes,” he yells and that’s it he loses control. He grabs me by the shoulders and throws me on the bed and starts to fuck me like there’s no tomorrow. Fast and furious. And I love it, never has he taken me like this, so wild with untamed passion. In just a few short moments he roars as he comes and in turn that sets off my own mind blowing orgasm. We lie scrambling for air, panting. We are both covered in sweat.

“You’re trying to kill me,” he pants.

I laugh as I pant coming off the high. “Yeah you and me both,” I smile as I roll onto my side to face him. I place my hand on his cheek and lean in gently for a chaste kiss, he cuddles into me. “I’ve missed you baby” I whisper, he gives me a sad smile and whispers.

“Me too.”

Trying to save the moment from the sadness in his eyes, I sit up. “So is this a full service date?”

He laughs. “Uumm, looks like it.”

“Good you can take me out to dinner,” I smile.

He suddenly looks uncomfortable. “Tash that’s not a good idea.”

“Why not?” I snap.

“What if someone sees us?”

“I don’t care,” I frown.

“I do,” he answers.

“Are you ashamed of me?” I’m horrified.

“No Natasha, I told you it can’t be that way between us anymore.”

I get up and whip him with my t-shirt. “It’s a shame you talk, you’re so pretty when you don’t open your mouth.” His mouth drops open and he bites his lip as he tries to stifle his smile, he reaches out and smacks me hard on the backside. I silently high five myself and smile as I saunter out of the room, we haven’t bantered for years and I must say it feels good, it feels familiar. Moments later I am in the shower when I feel him get in and kiss my neck from behind.

“Where do you want to go for dinner?” He smiles into my neck as he wraps his arms around my waist. Argument over, I won.