Sexy Love (7 page)

“
I suppose so,”
she agrees.

“
I promise I
won’t try and have sex with you until you say you’re ready,” I tell
her. “I don’t wanna make you feel pressured into it.”

“
Thanks,” she
snuggles up to me. “I was scared that you wouldn’t want to
wait…”

“
Star, I’m not
that kinda guy,” I reassure her. “I’m not just with you for that. I
care about you and I’m okay with waiting.”

“
I’m happy you
will,” she kisses me. “We’ve only been together six weeks
anyway…it’s just too soon for me yet. Maybe once we’ve been
together a bit longer I’ll see if I feel it’s the right
time.”

“
Okay,” I
agree. “So I guess we can still have our make out sessions until
then?”

She grins at my
sexy smirk, “yeah we can.”

I lean close
and kiss her again and we spend the rest of the night making out
while watching TV and talking.

“
I’ve never
felt this close to anyone else before,” she tells me, happily
snuggled up in my arms. “It’s cool how we can talk about anything.
When I’m in your arms it just feels so perfect.”

I smile, loving
how she seems to fit in my arms as if she’s always meant to be
there. I stroke her hair while she’s resting her head on my
chest.

“
Yeah, it’s the
same for me too,” I reply. “I didn’t know what love really was
until I met you. I thought just having a girlfriend you felt
attracted to and cared about was love, but what I feel for you is
way more than that.”

“
I’ve never
been in love until now either,” she says. “We’re really lucky to
have something this special, aren’t we?”

“
Yeah, we are.
I never want to lose you, Star. You’re the best thing that’s ever
happened to me.”

She strokes my
face and stares into my eyes, “you’re the best thing that’s
happened to me too. I’m so lucky you chose me to be your
girl.”

We share a long
kiss and then I hold her in my arms for a long time, feeling her
close to me. When I finally look down at her she’s drifted off to
sleep with a cute smile on her face. I smile too and rest back on
my pillow, eventually shutting my eyes and drifting off to
sleep.

Chapter
13

“
Rickie?” I
hear Starlet say, shaking me gently.

I open my eyes
a little, waking up from my sleep, “Hey,” I greet her, still tired
and half asleep.

“
I’m sorry I
fell asleep,” she apologises, looking guiltily and
embarrassed.

I suddenly
remember what happened last night and smile, “It’s cool. I didn’t
want to wake you up ‘cause you looked so sweet.”

I feel so
amazing waking up next to her. I can’t help getting more excited at
how hot she looks with messed-up hair and creased
clothes.

“
You don’t mind
that I slept with you?” I ask. “I was gonna sleep on the sofa but I
guess I passed out.”

“
No, it’s
okay,” she replies, her cheeks flushing at the thought of lying in
bed with me all night. “I should be getting back to my
place.”

“
Are you sure
you don’t wanna stay for breakfast?” I ask, not wanting her to
go.

We both think
of seeing Carl at the dining table and what he’ll think. It’s
embarrassing enough when he caught us making out; so what will he
think if he knows she stayed the night?

Starlet looks
panicked at the thought.

“
What if he
thinks we were doing it while he was sleeping in the next room?”
she asks, a little horrified.

“
I guess you
could sneak out before he sees you?” I suggest with a
grin.

“
Yeah,” she
agrees quickly. “I’ll just have breakfast once I get back to my
place.”

“
Okay,” I get
up and run my fingers through my hair, trying to tidy it. “I’ll let
you out.”

She seems
embarrassed and shy as we walk through the flat to the front door.
Luckily Carl is nowhere in sight, so we don’t have to worry about
him.

I unlock the
front door quietly and let her out, “I’ll text you so we can meet
up later,” I say, leaning against the door frame.

“
Okay,” she
smiles. “Bye Rickie. Thanks for letting me stay.”

“
No probs,” I
reply and we share a goodbye kiss. “Later babe.”

* *
*

“
Hey, I see
you’ve been getting some,” Mick says and goes to give me a high
five.

I smile in
amusement, “what?”

“
I saw Star
leaving your flat this morning,” he grins.

I can’t help
but smile, laughing a little, “dude, it’s not what you think. We
didn’t have sex.”

“
Yeah sure,” he
says like he doesn’t believe me.

“
No seriously,
she just slept over at mine.”

“
Really?” he
looks puzzled. “Why did you let a hot girlfriend sleep over and not
have sex with her?”

“
She wants to
wait,” I answer quietly. “It’s her first time.”

“
Oh,” he
smiles. “I bet you were so teased last night. Did she sleep in your
bed?”

“
Yeah, we both
did.”

He laughs,
“man, that is weird. I don’t know how you did it.”

“
It was kinda
cool sleeping next to her,” I admit, “and it wasn’t like we planned
a sleepover. She just fell asleep and I didn’t want to wake her up
and make her leave.”

“
So you’re okay
with waiting? What if she takes ages, like six months?”

I can’t help
dying a little inside wondering if she does want to wait that long.
I don’t think I could stand it. It’s hard enough to resist her
already.

“
I guess I’d do
it for her,” I say. “She’s really special to me and our
relationship means more to me than just sex.”

“
Well good luck
with that,” he says smirking.

Starlet is on
emergency call all day, so we have to meet up at her flat later
that evening. She tells me excitedly about her day and how she and
Sarah saved a family from getting captured by corrupt police
officers. I’m impressed and can’t help picturing it all.

“
It’s so hot
that you’re a freedom fighter,” I say.

I kiss along
her neck, starting from behind her ear and working my way down, and
she moans again just like last time. I kiss all along her neck and
then slide off the straps of her vest top and bra so I can kiss
along her shoulder. She enjoys this too, but I feel her body tense
up.

“
Rickie, we’re
not going too far are we?” she asks anxiously.

“
Don’t worry, I
promised you I wouldn’t,” I say in her ear.

I go back to
kissing her shoulders and she’s more relaxed now she doesn’t have
to feel nervous about sex.

She breathes
harder as I start to kiss along her chest, although her vest top
restricts me from getting too low. She kisses me passionately on
the lips, and then I move her onto her back and go on top of her as
we start to French kiss.

Once we’re back
to kissing on the lips again, she entwines her body closer and I
feel her legs brush against mine. It’s so sexy lying like this with
her and I feel her move her body a little against mine. It feels so
good that I can’t stop myself from doing the same.

We’re both
feeling really excited by now and she gives me a kiss.

“
I think you
should go before we get too carried away,” she says
gently.

“
Do I have to?”
I ask, feeling sad and disappointed. “I feel like I could stay with
you all night.”

“
I do too, but
there’s no way you can sleep over,” she replies. “I don’t want
people thinking we’re having sex. There are already rumours going
around that we did it last night.”

“
I know, I’m
really sorry,” I apologise. “I hate that they’re all saying stuff
about us. I didn’t want those rumours to start either. I know how
you feel about us waiting.”

“
It’s okay,
it’s not your fault,” she says.

“
I guess I’d
better go,” I say, feeling awkward because I really want to have
sex with her right now and I don’t know how long I can trust myself
not to. “I’ll miss you.”

“
I’ll miss you
too.”

We share
another long passionate kiss at her doorway before I leave and go
back to my flat.

Chapter
14

Its mega busy
at work the next week and I hardly see Starlet with so much going
on. Luckily we manage to see each other on Thursday night, since
we’re both free from any shifts or emergency calls.

I’m playing on
my Xbox when I hear her knock on the front door earlier than
planned and pause the game to let her in.

“
Cool! Is that
the new Need For Speed?” Starlet asks me as she enters the living
room.

I look at her
in surprise.

“
Yeah, it is,”
I grin. “How did you know?”

“’
Cause I like
video games,” she shrugs and hops onto the sofa beside me. “Can we
play?”

“
Erm…sure,” I
answer, feeling surprised and get her an Xbox
controller.

“
He’s been
playing that since he got back from work,” Carl tells her. “Anyway,
I gotta go. I’ll ring if I need either of you.”

“
Bye,” Starlet
says as he goes out the door.

“
Laters,” I
call after him and set the game to two players.

We play for an
hour and it’s just like playing with a friend. Starlet’s funny and
playful and I laugh even though she hits into my car and wins at
some of the races.

“
I’m gonna get
you for that,” I tease her while she giggles.

“
It’s so cool
that you play,” I say as we continue the game. “Girls aren’t
usually into video games.”

Starlet grins,
“this stuff wasn’t just made for boys y’know.”

“
None of my
other girlfriends liked ‘em at all.”

“
At least back
then you didn’t have to worry about your girlfriend beating you,”
she teases.

I grin, “we’ll
see about that.”

We have another
drag race and she passes the finish line three seconds before my
sports car does.

Starlet laughs,
enjoying beating me.

“
No! How can I
live this down, being beaten by a girl?” I joke, pretending to be
devastated.

Usually I like
to win, but playing with Starlet is more about fun than serious
competition. I don’t even mind that much about her winning against
me.

“
That’s for
saying I shouldn’t be playing video games,” she says and we start
to wrestle playfully on the floor.

We’ve forgotten
all about the game now and the Xbox remotes lay abandoned. I know
we’re just messing around, play fighting, but she’s so hot that it
starts to feel sexy.

I let her pin
me to the floor and then kiss her passionately while she’s close to
me. Her grip loosens on my wrists and I slip free and use my hands
to pull her waist even closer to my body.

We kiss for
about an hour with occasional sexy wrestling to keep it
interesting. She breathes hard as I run my fingers over the top of
her legs, and I feel excited even though I stop myself going too
far.

We French kiss
on and off when we’ve settled down with the wrestling, and I’m so
full of passionate feelings for her that my hand ends up working
towards her chest.

I feel a little
anxious as I touch her, in case she rejects me or gets angry that
I’ve gone too far. Her body stiffens with nerves for a second when
she first feels me doing it, but she carries on kissing me and lets
me continue.

I feel so
turned on that I’m getting to second base with her, even though she
still has her bra and top on. I really want to take them off and
feel her properly, but I’m not sure whether she’ll be okay with it
or if I’m already pushing it.

I don’t want
her to think I’m after sex again and get upset about it, but I
can’t seem to stop myself. I’m a guy, so obviously I want to have
sex with her right now, so badly, and it’s taking a lot of energy
to stop myself. I’m not sure I can fight it any longer.

I put my hands
under her t-shirt, running my fingers up her back and deepening my
kiss. I love hearing her breath hard as she enjoys it and I find
the back of her bra and unclip it, using my one second technique to
get it undone.

“
That was
fast,” she says, impressed. “I thought most guys take forever to
work it out.”

I smile, “I
guess I’m used to it.”

She lets out a
sigh of pleasure as my hands work back towards her chest and I’m
finally feeling them properly. I couldn’t wait to get a feel of her
C cups and they feel amazing. We continue to kiss passionately and
I feel so hard as I continue gently, trying not to squeeze too hard
and hurt her. I start to massage with my fingertips as I feel them,
the way girls seem to like, and she starts moaning
softly.