Rockstar Daddy (Decoy Series) (40 page)

   They all give me there opinions and advice but there's nothing they can really say. All day today I've looked at Jax and I see my little boy in him so much. I knew he looked liked Jax but actually spending the most of the day with Jax today I saw Finley so much in what he does and it made me feel like shit. Jax is a great guy and Finley is an amazing little boy and they both deserve to know each other. I can't keep them apart any longer.

   Sophie decides to leave and make her wedding night official. Leaving with a big smile on her face, I feel horrible I have caused drama on her big day but she assures me I haven't. We all share the pink room again tonight. When Jessica returns from saying goodbye to Sam she has two bottles of wine tucked in her arms and some plastic cups. We're all drinking our wine and gossiping about Sophie and Rhys. Wondering if she's had the dancing pole fitted for tonight. Our laughing is interrupted when we hear a deep male laugh outside the door. I know that laugh, it sounds like Max. Tanya runs up to the door and listens for a few seconds and mouths Jax's name while pointing to the door. I jump up and so does Maisy and Jessica, we all press our ears against the door. Me and Tanya are standing and have our ears on the top half of the door while Maisy and Jessica are kneeling down on the floor and are listening in from the bottom half of the door. Yep, it definitely sounds like Max is laughing.

      "Rhys is definitely in for a goo night."

   "I can't believe the girls got Sophie a stripper pole, Rhys is a lucky bastard."

Typical Max and Leo, sex on the brain. It is good to know Sophie is putting the pole to good use tonight though. The kinky bitch. Then I hear Jax who sounds really close to the door

      "Right the girls are in there, my rooms there so you two can choose from those."

   "The girls are in the room behind you?"

      "Yep, that's the pink room. Why?"

   "I was thinking of reuniting with Tanya. God she is so dam sexy."

We all look at Tanya who is now blushing. No way! Tanya and Leo? Tanya is blushing! Jax takes my question from me.

      "Reunite? You and Tanya? When?"

Were all still looking at Tanya who is now very red and biting on her bottom lip. She hasn't looked at me yet.

      "It was about a month before Kendal left. After one our shows at the party. I don't get it though because after she was gone and whenever I saw her again she would act like she hated me."

I raise an eyebrow at Tanya who has finally looked at me and she just shrugs her shoulders. I can hear Max laughing, he would be finding this hilarious.

      "Aww too bad."

   "Fuck you Max. Jax you need to get her number from Kendal for me."

      "Whatever, I'm going to bed."

A door close by slams shut and we all creep away to sit on the bed again. Nobody speaks because we're all silent looking at Tanya.

      "Fucking hell guys, stop looking at me like that."

   "You and Leo? I knew something happened."

I whisper and Tanya rolls her eyes at me.

      "It was ages ago. I really liked him and he was always flirting and one night after one of there gigs I finally gave in and it was fucking unbelievable. I mean wow, his dick is like"

Tanya's looking up the ceiling with a smile on her face.

      "Woh woh woh! Stop right there I do not need to know about Leo and his dick."

Tanya laughs and we all stay silent waiting for more details, hopefully not on Leo's dick.

   "So it was amazing, the best and when we come out of his room and back into the party some girls approach him and his flirting with them right in front of me. He drops my hand like I'm a pile of shit and smiles at the girls like I'm not there. I mean, I know we weren't together but we had just had sex for fuck sake! Show me some fucking respect. I didn't bother with him again after that. He tried to talk to me and hook up again but I said no what he did hurt and I wasn't giving into him. He seems a little different now, he is his usual flirty self but when he looks at me, it feels like he only has eyes for me. Before his eyes would wonder to other girls but not tonight."

Tanya still has a slight blush to her cheeks and it suddenly clicked. OMG! Tanya likes Leo! I'm a little worried because there both my friends and I love them both to bits but fucking Leo, the male whore. Don't get me wrong I love him to pieces. I'm worried if this goes any further Tanya might get hurt and as much as I love Leo to death, if he hurts one of my best friends I will kill him.

The bed starts bouncing and I see that beside me Jessica is on her knees bouncing looking all excited.

      "Come on Tan! Details."

We all laugh at Jessica looking like an excited kid on Christmas. Maisy jumps un and down with her and suddenly stops and points at Tanya.

     "Wait! Is he the reason you wanted a dildo? You said after 'this guy' you could never get off with anyone else. Was that Leo?"

Holy shit Tanya's ducked her head. Tanya is never embarrassed about this stuff, she must really like him.

      "Woh, he must be good."

   "Ugh I don't want to think of Leo like that."

      "Ignore her, now get with the details."

Chapter 31

~Jax~

   If I didn't know that the girls were in the next room, then I would definitely know now. I can hear them all laughing, at least I know Kendal is OK. I was worrying I had really upset her. I'm trying my hardest to try to go to sleep but I can't stop thinking about Kendal. I start to hear a
thump, thump, thump
noise, then laughing again.

      "Go Kendal! Go Maisy! Go Kendal! Go Maisy!"

I can hear there chanting through the walls. What the hell are they doing in there?

After another half an hour it's gone quiet next door. They must be finally asleep but unfortunately for me I still cant sleep so I grab my phone from the bedside table. I look through old pictures of me and Kendal I never could delete. I haven't looked at them for almost two years. It would always hurt to look through them and leave me in a shitty mood for days after. I would try and have a random hook up to shake it of, it would take the edge off but would never totally satisfy me. I stop at one of my old favorites of me and Kendal, it's the one I had printed out for her. I have a pretty ridiculous big smile on my face and Kendal is laughing. I close down the photo and start to write a text message. She's probably fast asleep right now but I can't help myself.

ME:  Hey its Jax. I cant sleep. I didnt mean to upset u,

I'm sorry I couldnt help myself. U looked amazing today

xxx

I hover over the send button, should I send it?

      "Fuck it"

I hit send. I don't expect a reply from her. I just wanted her to know I'm sorry. If she was going to reply I didn't expect it until the morning so I was
surprised when my phone vibrated five minutes later.

KENDAL:  Hey, I cant sleep either. Im squashed between

Jess + Tan. U didnt upset me  Jax, that was all me.

I loved u singing 2 me again. I was just scared,

I'm sorry I ran xxx

She loved hearing me sing? I'm fucking happy to hear I didn't upset her. It's still upsetting that she ran away from me.

ME:  Well I have my big bed all 2 myself. I'm glad I

didnt upset u. I love all our old memories, I

think about them alot. R u staying 4 breakfast?

xxx

After twenty minutes of no reply I drop my phone back onto the bedside table and try my best to get some sleep. Just as I'm finally drifting off I hear the loud sound of my phone vibrating on the table. I quickly grab it and see Kendal's name appear, I swipe across the screen. It looks like a long text.

KENDAL:  Im jealous of all that empty space in ur bed :p

  I love our memories 2, just being in ur arms again bought

bk feelings and they scared me. I didnt no what 2 do

with them. I always think about u 2 Jax, I hope we can

have new memories together cuz seeing u 2day made me

Realize how much I have missed u. We were good friends 2

+ Ive missed that. Yes Im staying 4 some breakfast

but Im leaving at 12. U still on for that chat

tomorrow? Seeing as I'm leaving in 6 hours I better

try + get some sleep. Wish me luck with these bed

hogging whores haha. I'll see u in the morning,

if u can get up on time LOL xxx

I read her text again. I don't know what I should text back. I know what I want to text back.

ME:  I look forward to making new memories Kendal.

I have missed u alot. I want u bk in my life. Yes

I still want to come by tomorrow. Just let me no

when + I will b there. Ive set my alarm so I can

c u b4 u go. Night Kendal xxx

Almost straight away I get her short reply.

KENDAL:  Great, C u tomorrow. Hope Im not feeling

2 rough. Night Jax xxx

I roll over and close my eyes and then I hear my phone vibrate. Is that Kendal again? When I look at my screen it's Max. What does he want?

MAX: Sorry if I woke u up. U want me to send

u a pic?

I frown and type back.

ME: It depends what pic it is

MAX: u will like it

I wait, I hope its not one of him. Theres been a few times he has sent me pictures of a girl sucking his dick or once one of Leo
receiving a blow job and giving a thumbs up. I receive a picture message so I click it open and definitely like this picture. Its a picture of Kendal and Max from today. Kendal looks very happy, Max has his arm around her. My phone vibrates again and its another picture this one is of Kendal. Shes standing with Sophie and there both looking towards the camera. I remember Max taking this one, they were both talking and Max shouted them to look. Kendal has a great smile on her face, her soft curls resting over her shoulder. I thank Max for the pictures and then open the one of her standing with Sophie again and crop around Sophie so its just a picture of Kendal smiling. Full body shot picture looking gorgeous in her bridesmaid dress and fuck me heels. I keep the original picture but I save the one of Kendal on her own and set it as her contact picture. I set my alarm for 10:00am so I can get up to see Kendal before she goes home then wish I can finally get some sleep.

~Kendal~

   I hear a scream in my dream.

      "Tan wake up now!"

That wasn't in my dream. I squint open my eyes enough to see Maisy standing at the side of the bed. She has her hands on her hips and she's scowling down at Tanya who's lying on the bed laughing at Maisy.

     "
I'm sorry Maisy. I was stretching."

   "You kicked me on the floor!"

Tanya carries on laughing and that's when Jessica rolls over and slings her arm and one leg over my body. I take a look at her, she's still sleeping.

      "Erm Jess?"

Tanya stops laughing and turns to look at me.