Rockstar Daddy (Decoy Series) (38 page)

      "This is for Kendal and Max."

I hear the music start to Nicklebacks song Rockstar and I get a tap on my shoulder. I know who it is and when I turn to face Max his already singing along. I laugh and join in with him, he wraps his arms around my waist and lifts me off my feet. He carry's me to the main dancing area but were singing to each other all the way. If we were into each other in that way this would be quite romantic. He sets me down just as the chorus starts and we get into it like the good old days. Screaming in each others face and doing all the hand actions. Before I know it the song has ended and on the last line he lifts me again so our faces are level as we shout.

      "Hey hey I wana be a rockstar!"

We hug and before he lets me go his talks right into my ear.

      "Welcome back babe."

He nearly brings tears to my eyes but then I hear cheers and turn to see our friends clapping. Sophie, Jessica, Sam, Mark, James, Tanya, Maisy, Leo, Rhys and Jax with big smiles on there faces. Max leads me back to them near the bar and Sophie grabs me.

      "Kendal that was awesome!"

I laugh a bit nervously from her compliment, having them all watching shocked me a bit. I get a hug of Leo too.

      "Just like the good old days."

I can hear Rhys telling Sophie all about mine and Max's little tradition. I get handed a drink from Mark and we all stand and talk. It's nice everyone getting along. The band and my guys laughing and joking together, I love the sight. I always wanted them all to get along. Mark has his arm wrapped around my shoulders and I chance a quick glace over at Jax and I'm shocked to see he doesn't look very happy, his glaring at Mark. It couldn't be because I'm in Marks arms could it? He knows about our friendship, he shouldn't be angry. Everyone cheers when Sweedish House Mafia- Don't You Worry Child starts and we all dance together. I see Jax is now enjoying himself like the rest of us. It's amazing being back with everyone, it's like I've gone back four years, only it's better because the band and the guys are actually having fun together. Doing the manly pat on the back thing they do, you know what I mean. Four years ago my two sets of guys never used to get along and an argument would always start, sometimes a fight. The thing is the Decoy boys never really had a problem with Sam, James and Mark. It was the guys who had a problem with Jax, Rhys, Leo and Max because they didn't approve of Jax and his after party's. People often did drugs but the band never took them and I certainly didn't but try telling my adoptive big brothers that. The thing is they didn't see how much Decoy looked after me. Not only the band but there roadies, it was like a family. So seeing them getting drunk together makes me feel warm inside, or it could be the alcohol because I'm pretty drunk right now. It could very possibly be the Vodka.

   We're on the dance floor together for a long time, were the main crowd dancing now. It could be because there are twelve of us but we are pretty loud and dancing a bit crazy. Sophie joined in on our lesbian dance and the guys obviously loved it. Leo took a picture actually and Rhys told the photographer they hired to make sure he got some good pictures of us all. Even little Milly had a few dances with us before she went home. When the song, I'm Sexy And I No It comes on were all dancing like crazy people. They guys are all over us and I can't stop laughing. Everything changes though when the song ends and Neyo's song Let Me Love You comes on. I'm dancing with the girls and I feel strong arms hold onto my hips, even in my drunken state my body reacts and I know it's Jax. He looks down at me with an intense look in his eyes I can't help but melt inside. He leans down and talks directly into my ear so I can hear him over the music. That voice sends chills along my body.

      "Please dance with me."

His voice sounds a bit pained which is odd. I'm unable to answer because my body is going crazy and my throat is dry even though I've had more than enough to drink tonight. Instead of talking, I answer him by dancing against him and I hear him groan. That low groan sends my body alight and I let my body melt into his hard one. It feels so good to be so close to his warm, hard body. We're swaying together and I'm in my own little world, it's just me and Jax. My bottom is very conveniently placed on his groin and I know for a fact his enjoying this dance and it makes me very excited. My body is tingling all over. His big arms wrap around my waist and pull me closer so theres no space between us. His totally in control and he won't let me move away, not that I want to and I love it. His always been an alpha male when it came to sex and I always loved it. Just thinking of it now has my thongs getting damp. He moves his head from my shoulder and kisses the back of my neck over and over. I'm covered in goosebumps and my body is full of need. A couple of slower songs start to play as it's getting late into the night and the family's and young children have gone home leaving just the adults. I see Sophie and Rhys dancing and staring into each others eyes to the left of us and I know Jessica will be grinding up on Sam somewhere. Jax turns me around so I face him. I wrap my arms around his neck and he has his arms tightly around my waist, hands on the dip above my bottom. I totally loose myself to Jax.

~Jax~

       "Dude, you gonna stare at Kendal all night?"

I sigh, ever since she walked away from me after her phonecall to her son I can't seem to take my eyes off her. When I saw Kendal walk into the house I followed her to speak to her alone. I heard all her side of the conversation and I knew she had a great relationship with Finley. The thought of asking her to be friends came out of nowhere but she seemed happy. I have no intention of just staying friends though.

      "I spoke with her, we agreed to be friends."

She looked so beautiful when she was speaking with her son. Her face was all lit up, she looked so happy.

      "You sure you can be just friends?"

I look to Rhys and shake my head.

      "No but I don't know what else to do. I want her to be relaxed with me again."

Max and Leo walk up to us and hand us our drinks.

     "So, don't you think it's weird that her sons name is Finley and thats your middle name Jax?"

Rhys and Max both look at Leo in shock. I'm
surprised too that he picked that up but what I'm shocked at more is I didn't even think of that! How did I not realize that?

      "Well shit, I didn't think that."

Rhys frowns at me and shakes his head.

      "Me either, she might not remember its your middle name."

I know that's not true. Even though Kendal's had a child with another man I feel kinda smug that he shares my middle name. I decide to not to tell the guys that sometimes me and Kendal had talked about the kids subject a few times and she thought the idea was cute that if we had a boy she wanted to call him Finley. She told me she's always loved the name but the fact it's my middle name makes it better. It's a bit odd that she would name him Finley but I suppose she did always like the name.

   Max and Leo still think tonight's a good night to make the moves on Kendal. I'm 50/50 on what to do. Maybe I could sneak a dance or two but I don't know how Kendal would react. I turn my attention back to the dance floor where Kendal is dancing with the girls, it's good to see her having a good time. I watch her sexy little body sway to the music. Sophie and Kendal are holding hands and singing the words to each other, they look cute. I hear Rhys chuckle.

      "I love that those two get along so well."

I quickly look at him and nod, his watching the girls dancing too. When I look back I can't help but laugh because Sophie and Kendal have there arms wrapped around each other, still dancing and singing the lyrics to one another.

      "Yea, they seem close."

I'm happy there so close, I always thought Sophie would have liked Kendal. The morning after I had found out Sophie's new friend was Kendal I wanted to know everything they had done. I knew a little from what I heard her talk abut before but because I now knew it was Kendal I wanted to know more.

   Leo and Max seem eager to be the ones to get us our drinks. There's probably some girls they keep running back  to. They  have been gone longer this time though and I can't see them at the bar. 

      "Have you no idea who Finley's dad is?"

   "No, Sophie not said anything?"

     "She said it's a touchy subject."

I stay quiet, I don't like talking about the fucker. He left my girl to deal with being pregnant alone. It's gets me so pissed of thinking about it. I see Max and Leo heading back in our direction and Max has a smug look on his face. What has he done now? Rhys also sees the look Max is wearing when he hands him his drink.

      "What have you been doing?"

   "Nothing."

      "Why grinning like that?"

Max laughs at us all. I decide to ask Leo but he doesn't know either.

      "I duno, I was buying the drinks, I turn around and his gone. After standing on my own with four drinks for ten minutes he came back with that stupid look on his face."

Rhys groans and rubs his face with his free hand.

      "Please tell me you haven't done anything stupid Max."

   "Wow you have little trust in me guys."

Max is a good guy but trust, not so much. If I had to trust someone it would be Rhys. All Max and Leo seem to care about is who to have sex next with.

      "Relax, I just made a song request thats all."

Weird but we all drop it but I can't help that my eyes off Kendal. She's now stood at the bar getting another drink. About five minutes later I hear the DJ.

      "This next song is from Max to Kendal."

I nearly choke on my beer, Max has a massive grin on his face.

      "Step one in getting our Kenny back."

Chapter 29

   I watch Max walk over to Kendal, Nicklebacks Rockstar starts and I smile at the memories. I remember this as Max and Kendal's song, whenever it would come on they would dance together. Whenever Kendal looked down this song would always cheer her up, it was there stupid little thing together when they were drunk. I was never jealous of them, I knew they were just close friends. I watch as he taps her on her shoulder, when she turns around she's laughing. Max lifts up and carries her into the middle of the dancing area, both singing in each others faces. Watching them having fun, just how it used to be. Rhys motions with his head for me and Leo to follow him and we go and stand with Sophie who is standing with the rest of Kendal's friends, watching Max and Kendal. I'm shocked a little when Sam greets me, we didn't all get along that great four years ago but I suppose a lot has changed since then. When the song ends Max lifts Kendal in the air again and they shout the last line over the music.

   Everyone's at the bar chatting, it's a little weird seeing as Mark, James and Sam didn't used to like us. I take sneaky looks across at Kendal, I see she has another drink in her hand. Mark get close and puts his arm around Kendal's bare shoulders. I watch as he talks while his touching my woman, I'm more angry than jealous. I've let this creep have Kendal for four years, I bet he does everything he can to help Kendal out. I know there just friends but I've always thought Mark had a secret crush on her. Leo stands close beside me and bumps my shoulder.

      "I see his still a creeper."

That was our old nickname for Mark. Back then I wasn't the only one who noticed Mark would seem to touch Kendal whenever he could. We had a fight about it one night after I took Kendal home and as far as I know she knows nothing about it. I didn't want to tell her how I felt because I knew it would piss her off and I guess creeper there didn't want to risk his chances.

   Later in the night, there's less people here now and we're all pretty drunk. Mark tries to dance very close to Kendal but she laughs him away like his her joker of a friend and that makes me very happy. I give the little fucker a sly grin. I manage to get closer to Kendal as the songs continue and Max gives me a little wink. They want me to get with Kendal as much as I do. Watching her dance I can't fight it anymore I have to get closer. I get right up close to Kendal's back, the back of her neck bare because it's swept to the left. I reach my hands around her small waist and I feel her tense. Before she can tell me to go away I lean down to the naked side of her neck and ask he to dance. She doesn't answer me but instead dances against me so sweetly I think I let slip a groan of approval. Her sweet little keeps arse sweeping across my dick, I feel myself getting hard but I don't care. I just press against her harder, I want her to know what she's doing to me. I rain kisses on her neck and lick her skin from her shoulder to under her ear, I can feel her shivering under me. I turn her around to face me so I can see her face, I want to see those bright blue eyes. She wraps her shaky little arms around my neck, my hands are still around her waist but I want to grab on tight to her tight arse. She bites her lip and I think fuck it, I pull her closer so I can feel her tits squashed against me and reach down to grab that delicious little arse of hers. I've always loves her arse, it's not huge but it pokes out enough that you notice it. Tempting you to smack it and watch it shake.