Authors: Leslie Caine
downtown restaurant. I ran my hands appreciatively over
the counter--a lovely green made from recycled glass.
The backsplash, too, was a light green, also produced
from recycled glass.
"Would you like a cup of tea?"
"I'd love some. Thank you."
She already had water steaming in her kettle. As she
prepared two cups of peppermint tea, I said lightly, "I
suppose Richard's going to have lots of friends and loved
ones at the service tomorrow."
"Probably so."
"You're going, aren't you?"
"Yes."
I waited a beat in the hopes that she'd mention that
they'd once been friends, but she merely pursed her lips
and started bobbing the tea bags in the cups with so
much energy that the hot water almost sloshed over the
rims. I sighed. "Did you and Richard know each other
before you first took a class from him?"
She drained the last drops from a tea bag by squeezing
it, then cursed and dropped the teabag, shoved the cup at
me, and ran cold water over her burned hand. "Why do
you ask? Did Richard say something to you about me?"
"No."
She gingerly dried her hand, flung the second tea bag
into the sink, and sat down beside me with her own cup,
her lips pursed all the while. Knowing what a recycling
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queen Margot was, I felt honored to have been granted
my own unused tea bag, but she was so on edge, I elected
to keep that thought to myself.
"Burke said something, then?" She fixed a piercing
glare on me as she studied my features. "Because I know
I didn't say anything."
Now I was stuck, and my tea was so hot I could only
take the smallest of sips as a means for stalling. "Steve
found your name and address in one of Richard's old
notebooks, which Richard left to him in his will."
"I see." She frowned and took a sip of tea. "The police
gave the notes to Steve. And he told you. So much for my
privacy."
"We won't share that information with anyone else."
She rolled her eyes. "Well, I suppose I might as well
tell you the truth. Let's just say that my financial dealings
with Mr. Thayers provided me with an unexpected, and
substantial, tax write-off. His heart was in the right place,
but idea men like Richard Thayers tend to dismiss marketing as part of the equation for successfully launching a
business."
"Do you mean that Richard's products didn't sell?"
She snorted. "It was a disaster. I basically lost every
dime of my investment . . . in air purifiers." I waited
through some lengthy sips of tea for her to continue. "He
learned his lesson, though. That's why he started teaching continuing-ed classes at CU. That way, he could sell
his zero-off-gassing products to his students."
"He had his own private, captive audience."
"Not unlike professors who teach exclusively from
textbooks they write themselves." She took one more sip
of tea and made a face, then glanced at her watch. "I hate
to be rude, Erin, but I have a conference call."
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"Oh. Okay." I took a couple of quick sips of tea, realizing I'd be deserting most of it. "I'll let myself out, then."
"Thanks for dropping by. Don't worry. There will always be the wannabes, like Richard Thayers, who can't
quite figure out the inside joke."
She swept out of the room, and I let myself out her
front door, utterly perplexed by her parting words. I got
back into the driver's seat of Sullivan's van and shut the
door.
"That was quick," he said.
"And strange. You were right. She was an investor in
Richard's air purifiers and lost her entire investment. But
I couldn't find a graceful way to ask if they were once a
couple, as well."
"Did she seem resentful toward Richard?" Sullivan
asked.
"Not at all. Although . . . she was very reluctant to tell
me about it. Maybe they'd had a secret agreement that
he'd compensate for her lost revenue by judging this contest and selecting her home."
"No way! Richard wouldn't have done anything so underhanded."
I kept my expression placid and said nothing. Sullivan
appeared determined to believe that Richard Thayers
hadn't changed in more than a decade since they'd
known each other well. Yet I was sorely tempted to ask if,
back then, Richard would have swallowed paint in front
of his students or accused Steve of "teaming up with an
enemy" merely because he'd been hired for a design job.
I dearly wanted to be there for Steve in his time of need,
but it was difficult when the Richard Thayers whom
Sullivan admired greatly and defended vehemently was
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so strikingly different from the odd and unimpressive
man Thayers seemed to me to have become.
Sullivan returned to the passenger seat after we'd
pulled away from the curb and promptly resumed reading. "Are you learning any brilliant ideas from Richard?"
I asked.
"Sure. Always."
We were silent for several minutes. Sullivan seemed to
be stewing about something. At length he said, "I can't
help but wonder about these notes. Why he gave them to
me."
"It is a little strange. I guess it must be because you
were his favorite student, and he wanted you to carry on
in his footsteps."
"Maybe."
We'd joined a long string of cars at an intersection, all
of us waiting to turn left in heavy traffic. His brow remained deeply creased, and I battled the urge to reach
over and smooth it. Finally, I asked, "What's wrong?"
"There's a disturbing passage in here. It might explain
why the police aren't working full-steam on the case."
"Read it to me."
Just as I was finally able to make the left turn, he
cleared his throat and read, " 'I can't help but wonder if
there's truth in what they're quietly saying about me . . .
that I'm a fraud, just in it for the money. Sometimes it all
seems so pointless. Even if I never drive or fly anywhere
again for the rest of my life, I still wouldn't spare the
ozone as much damage as one burning oil well in the
Middle East causes. The world would be better off without me.' "
He stopped.
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I asked softly, driving on, "You don't think he was talking about suicide, do you?"
He started flipping pages. "Not until you consider
what he also wrote a few days later."
"Go on."
" 'I get a thrill from shocking my students when I drink
the gilt. The way the girls shriek! Just for that moment, I
imagine what it'd be like to actually poison myself in
front of a full classroom. I should just do that and get it all
over with. Let's face it. That's precisely what I deserve."
There was a long, awkward pause. "I don't know what
to say," I finally stammered. "But it seems strange that the
police would release something like that to you, if they'd
read it and considered it solid evidence."
"You're forgetting, Erin," he said dejectedly. "It's not
evidence of a murder, but rather a motive for suicide. So
they probably don't need to keep it in their possession.
I'm sure they just made a photocopy."
We had reached our lot. I pulled into his parking
space and turned toward him. He'd shut the notebook
and was now staring straight ahead, his expression glum.
I put my hand on his shoulder, hoping some words of
wisdom or reassurance would occur to me, but he pulled
away from me and got out of the van.
At least he waited for me between our vans, though, as
opposed to storming off someplace by himself. "It wasn't
suicide, Gilbert."
"Okay," I murmured.
"No, I'm positive. He was just having a weak moment
when he wrote that stuff. He would never have invited
me to that particular class, or seemed so surprised by the
consistency of the paint, if he was planning on killing
himself."
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"So we'll solve this thing ourselves, if we have to."
He gave me a grateful smile, which I struggled to return. I didn't know Richard enough to say one way or the
other, but I was inwardly panic-stricken by my own suspicions.
What if Richard had asked Sullivan to the lecture as
part of his plan for framing Burke Stratton to take the murder rap for his suicide?
I started to head toward our office, but Sullivan hesitated, staring at the asphalt near my van. He headed
toward the front tire. "What's wrong?" I asked. "I don't
have a flat, do I?"
"Not yet. But you'd better be careful as you leave.
There's some broken glass."
With a sinking feeling, I quickly rounded the front of
my van. "Jeez! One of my headlights is smashed!"
Sullivan joined me, cursing. We both knew this
couldn't have been an accident; my space was at a right
angle to the side of a building, which made front-end
fender benders impossible.
Something was protruding from the ring of jagged
glass that rimmed the cavity of my headlight. It looked
like a business card. "Uh-oh."
"Another anonymous message?" Sullivan asked me,
while I extracted it with my gloved fingers.
Indeed, it was a second red-splattered Sullivan and
Gilbert card. I flipped it over quickly, expecting to see a
second death threat. This time, there was only a crude
drawing of a smiley face.
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It was strange how ominous a childish little sketch
could seem. Sullivan wanted to go with me to the
police, but that seemed like a waste of his time, so he reluctantly agreed to let me go alone, provided I made
good on my promise to keep him informed.
Linda Delgardio took my statement. After I'd given
her what little information I could, I asked how the investigation was going. With a slight shrug, she replied, "It's
still considered an open case, at least."
The phrase "at least" clearly spelled doom. My heart
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sank, for Sullivan's sake. "You're ready to conclude it was
suicide, aren't you?"
She peered at me, weighing her words. "There is some
talk that it'll eventually get ruled a suicide."
"Were Burke's fingerprints found on the can of gold
paint?"
"I'm not at liberty to say, Erin." She touched my hand,
her demeanor both gentle and sad at once. "You know
that."
"That's okay. I already know the answer. Burke told me
himself that a paint can that had gone missing from his
garage had to be the one that Richard drank from, so
Burke's fingerprints would have been all over the can itself . . . just not on Richard's company's label. The killer
would have stuck the label itself onto the can later. And
Sullivan read the section of Richard's notes to me where
he was speculating about drinking a toxic product. So I'm
sure Detective O'Reilly and lots of your colleagues have
concluded this was Richard's last act of vengeance . . . trying to make Burke take the fall for an act of suicide."
Linda pursed her lips.
"I know how much you hate it when I play amateur
sleuth, but for what it's worth, Sullivan swears Richard
would never commit suicide."
"How well did Steve really know his former teacher,
though?" Linda asked rhetorically. "Plus, we located several people who toured Burke's place at that open house
the Sunday before Mr. Thayers's death. One middleaged couple picked out Richard Thayers's photograph
from a number of random pictures and said that he was
there that day."
"Uh-oh. So it is looking like Richard could have
taken that can himself." Something was bugging me,
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though, and an instant later, I made the connection.
"Richard told us he'd only found out last Tuesday that
Burke's home was in the contest, let alone a finalist.
Those were his exact words. But if he'd really been
there the previous Sunday, he must have known Burke
was a finalist. Which either means he was lying to
Sullivan, or that the couple who picked out Richard's
photograph was mistaken."
Linda held my gaze for a long moment before replying. "Sometimes witnesses see photographs of victims
or suspects, and their minds can play tricks on them
and give them a false memory. You were there that
weekend. Did you ever see Thayers? Or any of the suspects?"
I shook my head. "Hundreds of people came through
Burke's house that weekend. I hadn't met Richard, yet, so
we could have crossed paths without my noticing."
She nodded. She was chewing on her lip, which she
sometimes did when she was lost in thought. After another lengthy pause, she said, "You mentioned the name
Asia McClure to me. Have you had any more dealings
with her recently?"
"Yes. And not pleasant ones. It's an understatement to
say that she is not a conservationist. She says she spotted
me at the open house, so she certainly could have swiped
the paint can. But she's not really a suspect, is she? Did