Authors: Leslie Caine
Burke and Darren were turning red. Burke kept fidgeting with his glasses, and I half expected him to rip them
off his face and chuck them at his neighbor's face.
"To top it all off, I've decided to get more with the
times, so I'm going to be using an iPod from now on
when I garden. That's going to become a necessity, because I'm taking up a second hobby. Along with raising
carp, I'll be collecting these!" She brought out a ghastly
violet-colored wind chime. "Since both of you have such
an interest in wind, I know how much you'll appreciate
being able to monitor the wind just by listening. I'm
thinking a hundred chimes should do the trick."
"Asia," Burke moaned, "this is a ridiculous overreaction."
"Oh, and I'm installing colored lights along our fence
line, Darren. It'll look just like Mardi Gras, year-round.
Won't that be nice? And, with all those wind chimes going at once, it'll sound like one, too." She turned to glare
at Burke. "And smell like one, thanks to your stinky
shrimp hatchery. Unless my carp do the trick."
"I'm merely trying to develop personal food sources
from the pond."
"You make enough money to buy groceries!"
"That's not the point. It's about sustainability. About
not taking more than we put in."
She looked him over from head to toe. "You're a doctor. If you're that obsessive about maintaining our resources, why don't you reduce the earth's population by
letting your patients die?"
"I don't expect people like you to understand," he
growled.
"No, Dr. Stratton. Because people like me are sane!
Whereas you and that dead judge of yours are both
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loony." She forced a smile. "You've got one week from today to take your windmills down, or my exterior decorating goes up. Good day, gentlemen. And Erin." She
gathered up her bag of goodies and left, leaving Burke
and Darren staring in stunned silence.
"Would carp really eat shrimp larvae?" I asked Burke.
"Probably." He sighed. "Maybe she's bluffing."
"She isn't," Darren replied. "She hates conservationists. Told me so herself. I spotted her lugging an orange
cooler toward the pond this morning. I asked what was in
it, and all she said was, 'You'll find out soon enough.'
Damn it, we have a right to put up windmills! We have to
stop her! Or at last retaliate!"
"How? She hates everything and everyone. It makes
her unflappable." Burke paused and added thoughtfully,
"Except . . . she does love flowers."
"Yeah, of course she does," Darren grumbled. "But
that's only because they're the only life form that doesn't
actively shrink from her presence."
Burke chuckled, and as the two men smiled at each
other, they seemed to share a moment of friendship.
Darren was the first one who looked away.
"There's another possible course of action," I said.
"Acknowledge her point and take down your windmills."
"I can't allow someone to bully me into giving up on
my plans," Burke retorted. "The windmill's already been
paid for."
"Mine, too. Plus mine's already fully installed. The
thing cost me a fortune. I'll get reimbursed twofold when
I win the contest, though."
"Unless I win," Burke said.
"That's never going to happen."
Burke snorted.
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Darren shot him a furious glare, then opened the
door. "Never!" He slammed the door.
Burke shook his head and sighed, his shoulders sagging. I didn't know what to say. Both of Burke's neighbors
struck me as being borderline emotionally disturbed.
Asia could have felt that poisoning a conservationist was
mere poetic justice. Darren had so much emotional investment in this contest that if he'd had an encounter
with Richard, he might have killed Richard over a disparaging remark about his house.
And for that matter, Asia or Darren might be so malicious that one of them had taken the paint from Burke's
garage and swapped it with Richard's--just to frame
Burke Stratton for the crime.
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he next morning, Sullivan, looking a little out of
Tsorts, entered our office carrying a stack of notebooks, which he shuffled from arm to arm as he hung up
his coat. I was on the tail end of a phone conversation
and nodded to him in greeting, but he paid me no attention. As I hung up, he dropped a stack of nine obviously
well-used spiral notebooks onto his desk. He eased into
his leather desk chair, eyeing the stack all the while.
"Okay, I'll go first. What's up with the notebooks?"
He glanced at me. "Turns out, they're my inheritance.
From Richard's estate. He left specific instructions in his
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will that I was to get the contents of the top drawer in his
file cabinet." He gestured at the notebooks. "That's what
was in there. Richard's lawyer had to call the police, and
they just now called me and said I could come in and
claim them."
"That's . . . surprising. You and Richard hadn't been in
touch in years."
"I know. He must have changed his will in the week or
two before he died."
"Are they notes from his classes?"
"A couple of them are. Mostly they're just . . . ideas that
he's had. For environmental projects and things. I've
only had the chance to skim through them so far."
"He didn't leave you any instructions about them, did
he? Telling you what he wanted you to do with his
notes?"
"No. I wasn't expecting to get anything at all, of
course. And it just feels strange . . . reading Richard's
words, now that he's dead."
"Have the police examined them yet?"
He nodded, paging through the notebook on top of
the stack. "That's where I got them, just now. From
Detective O'Reilly. Your favorite," he said sarcastically.
I shuddered and made a comical grimace, and he
grinned and said, "He asked about you."
"He did?"
"Of course. The guy's obviously got a big crush on
you."
"Oh, please! He does not! He treats me with nothing
short of contempt!"
"Just calling 'em like I see 'em."
"Have you had your vision checked lately?"
Sullivan ignored my remark and sighed as he flipped
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through a notebook. "When O'Reilly handed the notebooks over to me, he said, 'Most of this stuff is better than
sleeping pills.' A lot of the notes do seem to be pretty random. But there could be a clue in here someplace, and if
so, I'm going to find it."
As the day wore on, Sullivan was only halfway present.
He made a reasonable showing when we visited with
clients, but he spent every other moment with his nose in
one of Richard's notebooks. I tried hard not to get annoyed, but my patience had worn thin when he told me
to drive--even though he'd insisted we take his van--to
all our joint appointments just so he could continue to
read Richard's notebooks.
"Huh. This is interesting," he muttered as I swung into
the left lane. We were navigating heavy traffic on our return trip from a client who lived halfway between
Crestview and Denver.
"What?"
"Richard wrote down Margot Troy's address and
phone number and circled it."
"In what context?"
"Can't tell. There are a couple of businesses on the
same page. They sound like investment firms."
"Maybe her name's just there because he was going to
judge her house for the Earth Love contest."
"No, these notes are from long before then. Five years
ago." He flipped back and forth through a couple of
pages as he scanned Richard's angular handwriting.
"Yeah. Looks like Margot might have been an investor in
some business venture of Richard's. That was right
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ucts." He paused. "I noticed she called him Richard in
class. Her fellow classmates were all calling him
Professor Thayers. He paused. "Would Margot be home
this time of day?"
"I have no idea."
He glanced at his watch. "Let's give it a shot, just in
case."
Far be it from me to object to investigating a surprising
link to a murder victim. Truth be told, because Margot
worked out of her home--she had a computerconsulting business--I knew she was quite likely to be
home. "This whole thing keeps getting more and more
strange," I remarked.
"Yeah."
"Richard had prior relationships with two of the three
finalists chosen by the committee. It's odd that he
dropped out as judge for Burke, when he must have already known Margot Troy was also a finalist."
"Which implies he knew he could be impartial toward
her," Sullivan replied defensively. "In any case, he
wouldn't need a second reason, so why mention it as he
was stepping down?"
"Margot skirted the question when I asked if she knew
him personally."
"Maybe she just didn't want to gossip about their relationship."
"It's not gossip when you're talking about yourself." I
glanced at him when we stopped at a red light. His brow
was creased, and he tilted the page at an angle. When he
continued to stare at one spot, I asked, "What?"
"Looks like the two of them might have dated or something."
"He writes about his romances?"
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"He doodles."
"You mean things like Margot plus Richard enclosed
in a heart?"
"Not exactly, no."
As he flipped the page, I caught a glance of what
looked like a drawing of a naked woman. It hit me then
how little I knew about Richard's personal history. "Was
Richard ever married?"
"For thirty years. His wife died several years ago. Heart
disease." He switched notebooks. Even from the briefest
of glances, it was obvious that this particular notebook
was the most recent; the paper edges were much cleaner,
and a sizable portion appeared to have been unused.
Sullivan thumbed through the pages to find the last journal entry.
"Not to be unduly pessimistic, but I don't know how
forthcoming Margot's going to be. Like I said, she's already dodged my questions about Richard. And when the
police examined the notebooks, they must have picked
up on Margot and Richard's relationship, too."
"True. But we might have an easier time getting information out of her than the police could."
"How so? The police have a legitimate reason to ask.
Whereas, if you're planning on questioning her about obscene doodles in Richard's notebook, I can guarantee
Margot's going to throw us out on our ears."
He looked up from his reading material. For the moment, I'd captured his full attention. "Good point. Now
that you mention it, you'd be better off solo. You can . . .
make girl talk with her. You know. Get her chatting about
former lovers and stuff."
"Oh, sure, Steve," I said with a sarcastic laugh. "That'll
be a snap. I do that with all my clients. Especially the
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ones who are as friendly and low-key as Margot. We like
to have giggle-fests and pillow fights in our underwear."
Sullivan grinned. "Sounds great to me. Tell you what.
I'll be a good soldier and keep an eye on you through the
window."
I had to smile. It was nice that he was teasing me, at
least. We pulled into the driveway, and he ducked into
the backseat, quickly reabsorbed by his reading. I went to
Margot's door, half hoping she wasn't home, while trying
to think of a viable excuse to draw us into this girly conversation that Sullivan was expecting of us. She opened
the door, sporting her usual frosty expression. "Erin. This
is a surprise."
I could only think: For you and me both. Wanna have
a pillow fight and talk about boys? "I was in the neighborhood and, well, I just wanted to stop by to see if you'd already handled that quick design job you mentioned last
week."
"I mentioned a design job?"
"Yes, you did." I could feel my cheeks warming. It
sounded as if I was desperate for work and had come begging. I wished a better excuse had come to mind. "That
time you called but I put you on hold, you'd mentioned
having reconsidered hiring me."
"Oh, heavens, Erin." She arched an eyebrow. "I'd forgotten all about that. You know how I am."
"I see. Well, since I'm here, maybe we could chat for a
few minutes."
She eyed me suspiciously, but then stepped aside.
"Come on in."
This felt awkward and downright embarrassing. At
least I'd been granted entry. Sullivan owed me, big time.
She led me to what was, hands down, the nicest room in
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the house, if I did say so myself: her kitchen. Margot held
fast to the rule that everything must be secondhand or salvaged, and so even her modern, energy-efficient appliances had been purchased either at scratch-and-dent
sales or from homes in forfeiture. I sat down on one of her
cognac leather barstools. I'd found them at an ill-fated