Passion By Control (Passion Series Book 2) (9 page)

He hadn’t been forced to take himself in hand since Allegra. She had teased him and worked him up; only to fuck Dominick in front of him when she’d first become vampire. She had appeared to get off on driving him crazy with desire, then denying him entrance to her body. He wasn’t going to have that happen again. He would fuck Sirene, and then he would find out, what exactly was going on with her.

Bloody women were going to drive him crazy. Why was it that the first two women in several centuries that he was genuinely attracted to, had to be ones that were more complicated, and hell bent on driving him slowly out of his mind?

When he finally got outside he walked quickly to his car, an old Rolls Royce and climbed into the back where he lowered his zip and carefully pulled his painfully hard cock out of his jeans.

He plucked a towel off the rear parcel shelf of the car and laid it over himself to protect his clothing. He might be jerking off and feeling like a loser but he didn’t want to come on himself and smell like a loser too.

With his hand fisted around his long, thick, red and angry looking cock, he began to work it in and out of his firm grip. His mind playing out the time he’d spent with Sirene tonight, hearing the beauty of that sultry voice, watching her body as she performed in that glittering dress, those stunning eyes when she met his. Each image of her played like a movie in his head, pushing him closer to his release.

Faster he worked, his fingers tightening as they moved up and down. He could feel the pressure building, his balls tightening, and with a grunt, he thrust up into his hand, his fangs descending, as he exploded.

Frustrated growls squeezed past his lips as he came all over the towel and his hand. The release was intense, but he needed blood, he needed to feel the warm sweetness flowing into his mouth as he came; but he was sitting alone, in the back of his car, jacking off.

Hastily he cleaned up once he had worked the last drops of cum to the end of his cock, watching it ooze out, before he wiped it away with the towel. It had taken the edge off his desire, left him feeling more in control, but he still wanted her, he wished that it had been her warm, wet cunt that he’d filled up and not wasted it over a towel like some desperate and dateless loser.

She would pay for that. He would fuck her until she couldn’t walk. He would fuck her until he couldn’t walk, if he so desired. As he balled up the towel and stepped out of the car to toss it into a garbage bin nearby, he grinned to himself. Dammit, he couldn’t wait until he could take her. The thought of finally getting to lie between those slim thighs of hers, was all he’d thought of since he first laid eyes on her. He needed to fuck her, he needed to get her out of his system so he could move on and forget her. So why did he get the strong feeling that she wasn’t going to be so easy to forget?

Sirene

I’d watched Fabian walk out of the room where I was performing, but I had no idea if he was still in the club, or outside it waiting for me. If I was honest with myself, I did feel a little disappointed that he’d chosen not to wait inside for me, that he hadn’t watched the rest of my time on stage.

Still, he was vampire and a grumpy one at that. Thinking of someone who was as sexy as Fabian, as grumpy made me smile. He’d probably give me one of those lengthy, ‘I’m not impressed’ looks if I called him that.

When I finally finished my gig and smiled at all the enthusiastic calls and cheers from the audience, I left the stage.  As I walked through the room, heading for the main bar, I had to settle for glaring at the few men who thought it was acceptable to grope at me or pat my ass. What I really wanted was to put the curse of a rotting penis on some, or perhaps turn them into slugs, but that probably wouldn’t go down too well with Tony, if I lost him customers. It might be a little hard to explain to him for that matter too, so I tried to ignore the hands that touched me and pressed on through the crowd.

Tony suddenly showed up in front of me and thankfully took my arm, leading me through the crowds to the gaming room where I could catch my breath and get my emotions back under control.

“You were amazing Sirene. Damn girl, where did you learn to sing like that? You know I’m almost glad the band called in sick; otherwise I’d never have known what a talented young woman you are. You were right; there is no way you should be wasting your time on bar work or waitressing.” He beamed at me and I grinned back, delighted with his words.

“I’m serious about making a regular slot here for you but we’ll talk tomorrow. I have things to do now and you’re probably eager to get out of here. I saw that big tall fellow you were talking to earlier.”

“Thanks Tony and I’ll be back tomorrow to see you for sure. Fabian, the man I was talking to earlier? I’m not even sure he’s here anymore.” I said.

“Well you go change and get yourself out of here or go find him and have a drink together, something girl, ok?” Tony waved his hand to dismiss me and I did just that, turning and heading for the staff door so I could go and change out of the dress Tony had found for me to wear. I would need to buy more clothing suitable for wearing on stage, that’s for sure. My clients had paid me a cash advance for the work I had been sent to do, so I had no excuse not to go shopping.

Once I’d changed, I headed back to the bar and saw Chloe. She was busy serving, but managed to talk to me while she worked, congratulating me on my performance.

“You haven’t seen Fabian have you?” I asked her and she shook her head.

“I saw him leave earlier. Fabian’s not one for crowds like this. He’s kind of funny. He comes here and picks up girls sometimes but he always seems like he hates every moment of it. I can’t figure that man out at all. Why, do you and he have something going on?” She asked.

“I wouldn’t say that exactly.” I said. “I kind of like him, although he’s a bit of an arrogant ass.” I mused as I stared out at the crowds of people, my eyes scanning them looking for one very sexy vampire.

Chloe laughed. “So he’s managed to get to you too? He has that affect a lot. Fabian’s so damn sexy. Yeah, he’s an ass at times, and I don’t think he treats women very well. I wouldn’t be thinking marriage with the man. I get the impression one night’s his limit. I’ve never seen him with the same woman twice. He uses that gorgeous face and body to get him whoever or whatever he wants.”

I grinned at her. “So he’s a bit of a man whore then?”

Chloe burst out laughing. “He sure is, but damn the man is fine. I’d go there, you know what I mean?”

It was my turn to laugh. “Oh yeah, I know exactly what you mean.”

I sighed. I’d thought I was going there tonight, but it looked like Fabian hadn’t stuck around. Perhaps my admission I knew what he was had freaked him out and he’d run? Maybe he’d found someone else he wanted more. I had no idea.

What I hadn’t counted on, was the flood of disappointment I felt, when I realised he hadn’t been interested enough to stick around.

            
Chapter Five

Sirene

I’d just stood up to leave, saying goodbye to Chloe, when I spotted Fabian. He was making his way through the crowds, and they all seemed to part for him like the Red Sea, letting him through. God he was gorgeous, too good looking really, but then it was probably the fact he was vampire that he looked as incredible as he did.

I could see a flash of irritation in his pale eyes, as he made his way over to where I stood, and I tried to ignore the burst of happiness I felt, knowing he’d stayed after all. His eyes met mine and my heart fluttered erratically in my chest at the heat I could see in them. He still wanted me, it was obvious.

“Are you ready to leave my beauty?” He asked, his voice seeming even deeper and huskier. His desire for me was coming off him in waves, and when he held his large hand with the long lean fingers out to me, I placed mine in his and felt the coolness of it as he tightened his grip on me, leading me out of the club.

“Bye Sirene.” Chloe called and I turned to wave to her, ignoring the smirk on her face at the sight of myself and Fabian together. If Chloe was interested in him, I wondered what she would say or do, if she ever learned that he’d fucked her many times already.

When we finally stepped outside into the mild summer evening, I looked up at Fabian, my mouth opening to ask him what next, but before the words could even leave my lips, his slammed down on mine, taking me by surprise. I gasped against his mouth as I felt his arms close around me, dragging me closer, crushing my body into his.

Damn, the man didn’t just kiss, he owned me, possessed me and immediately aroused me, as his tongue pushed into my mouth and began to do lazy sweeps over mine. I felt like he was exploring every single millimetre of my mouth, as if trying to commit it all to memory. I groaned, feeling myself losing control and not wanting to. I had to stop this. I wasn’t going to be treated like a quick fuck. I had to stop him before it got to the point where I wouldn’t have the strength to.

I had to get Fabian to take me somewhere; I had a job to do. No matter how much I wanted him. No matter how much I wanted to fuck him, I couldn’t lose sight of the fact, at some point; I had to put a spell on him. I had to do the first thing in the slow, torturous destruction of this vampire.

Using every bit of my self-control, I pulled away from that amazing mouth, pressing my fingers against my lips that were tingling with the remembered pressure of his.

“No Fabian, not here. I will not allow you to treat me like nothing more than a casual fuck, an opportunity for you to get your rocks off. Take me somewhere private.” I ordered him. “I told you before, that I know what you are, so there is no need to try and hide it from me or to try and alter my mind, although I’d be curious to see if it would work.”

I watched the shocked expression come over his face. “How do you know what I am? Very few humans know that we even exist so how do you know?”  

I tilted my head to one side as I studied his beautiful features. “Do you seriously want to have this conversation here? Take me somewhere, or don’t you desire me anymore, now that I have revealed I know what you are?”

I watched the heat flare in his eyes before he grabbed my hand and pressed it hard against his groin. “Does this feel like I don’t desire you anymore? Trust me I wish to fuck you, I wish to fuck you over and over again. I am in pain; I want to fuck you so badly. I want to lay you out, spread you like the petals on a flower, dip my fingers into your warm, wet cunt and then.” He bent towards me, lowering his voice, the depth and huskiness of it making me soak my panties with my need for him. “I want to bury my cock in you and fuck you, and I wish to do that over and over again. Am I making myself clear enough now?” He asked and I swallowed noisily.

‘Holy hell’ yep, I’d just been handed the memo. I got it, he wanted me. I could tell just how much too, by the rigid length of him beneath my hand. As I stared into his pale eyes, I couldn’t control it when my fingers curled around him through the denim of his jeans; my eyes widening when I realised just how big he was too. Damn, the man was huge.

“Well what are you waiting for?” I whispered and my softly spoken words were all it took to galvanise him into action.

He grabbed my hand in his and started walking towards a big old Rolls Royce that was parked a little away from the rest of the cars in the car park. With his long strides, I was forced to run a few steps to keep up with him, in his haste to get me to the car.

He pulled open the passenger door and waited while I lowered myself into my seat, before walking around to the driver’s side and climbing in. He turned to look at me one time before starting the car and pulling out of the car park.

I realised as we drove that I had no idea where we were going, and I hadn’t even thought about how dangerous that could be for me. I had to be sure I didn’t let the sexual attraction override everything. I couldn’t afford to forget that Fabian was dangerous or he had the potential to be dangerous at least. He had tried to have Dominick and Allegra killed after all.

            
Fabian

Fabian drove towards his home as quickly as he could without breaking the speed limit. Being pulled over was something he had no desire to have happen. His mind was reeling. He had her, his raven haired beauty was with him, she had agreed to come with him. In fact she was the one who had insisted he take her somewhere. Probably just as well given he wanted to know more about her, and how the hell she had already known he was vampire.

As he drove he couldn’t help but glance over at her on occasion. Everything about her was perfect to him, but he had to try and not to let her beautiful profile distract him from his driving.

“How do you know I’m vampire?” He asked, not having enough patience to wait until they arrived at his house before he started questioning her.

“I’ve been around vampires before, and although it’s probably not obvious to most, it’s very obvious to me.” She said.

Her words roused his curiosity. “What makes us obvious to you? We look human; it’s only if you look more closely that those with a more discerning eye may notice that we have no heart beat or that we don’t breathe.”

“It’s more than that Fabian. You have a look about you.” She smirked at him, her lips twisted up in something that almost resembled a sneer. “You vampires are just way to pretty.”