Owning Regina: Diary of my unxpected passion for another woman (26 page)

Next thing I knew, my phone blasted me awake. It was in the kitchen and my ankles were still cuffed. So I let it go to voicemail instead of making a heroic effort to make it to the phone
in time.

After
uncuffing myself, I walked to the kitchen, still in my thigh highs.  Even though I am so accustomed to the sound, it always sounds sexy to me when my boots walk on a hard surface. Heels are hot. They have always been hot!

Sure enough, it was Regina who had tried in vain to reach me.  She left no message. Rather than immediately jumping to return her call, I took time to pour myself a sparkling water and make a plate of ch
eese and assorted green olives.

Once my brain had joined the real world after having been in such a deep sleep, I called her back.  As she answered, I felt a rush of warmth in hearing her lovely and familiar voice. It was like connecting with an old friend I had known and loved forever. The conversation proceeded:

REGINA

Hey.
Whatcha doin’?

ME

Nothing. Just woke u
p from a nap after masturbating about you.

REGINA

(Laughs)

ME

It’s not funny.

(Pause)

What are you doing?

REGINA

I want to wash yo
ur dishes. Can I come over with Tucker and his friend, Jason? There is a new Blaze Man movie they want to see.  They can watch the movie while I do your dishes.

ME

Regina!

REGINA

Sorry. That was pretty presumptuous of me to invite myself over.

ME

It’s not that. We can’t
be playing the game when Tucker is around. Duh!

REGINA

No. I didn’t mean within the game.  I would never do that!!

ME

Seriously. We can never do that.

REGINA

I just want to feel close to you and would love to clean your kitchen.

ME

Are you saying I’m a slob? What if it’s already spotless?

REGINA

Then I’ll vacuum for you.

ME

Too loud if the kids are watching a movie. Besides, what’s wrong with just hanging out and talking over popcorn.

REGINA

You don’t want me to clean your kitchen?

ME

I’m not saying that. But you don’t need to.

REGINA

Yes. I need to. I want to be of service to you.

ME

Regina, We’re not in the game. You don’t have to serve me.

REGINA

Whatever. Can we come over? I’ll order pizza for the boys so there is no hassle for you.

ME

Sure.  C’mon over.

REGINA

The boys are going to be so psyched to watch Blaze Man 3 on your huge TV! 

ME

And I will be excited to have clean dishes!  Just kidding. I just want to hang out with you both and get to know Tucker more. 

REGINA

See you soon.

ME

Do me a favor, Regina.

REGINA

Anything.

ME

Can you please wear something simple that won’t trigger my crazy lust for you?

REGINA

Don’t worry.  See you soon.

ME

See you soon.

I did a once-over on my place to make sure it was kid friendly and kink-free. A little while later, they all showed up.  Regina, ever the lovely and fashionable one, had followed my request and wore a basic A-line dress in a muted plum.  And for shoes, she wore some Keds; only a teacher would own those.

Tucker came right in and gave me a full-blown hug…  like he meant it.  Either he had attached to me somehow or Regina had been singing my praises… or a combination of both.  At first I was a little surprised and didn’t know how firmly to reciprocate the hug. But I quickly yielded and startled myself by giving him a kiss right on his mouth! I surely didn’t plan that. It just kind of came out of me… as if I was his dear aunt.

Right after that, bouncing Jason (Tucker’s acrobatic friend) comes in with full boy energy.  He said “hi” and then immediately went into, “Watch this!”  Then he dove into a handstand, which morphed into a roll.  My banister heading upstairs caught his eye, “Cool!”   He proceeded to climb the stairs from the outside of the banister to the alarm of Regina. “Jason,” she quickly intervened in her teacher voice, “that’s not the best idea. C’mon down please.”  He quickly obeyed.  As he was coming down, he picked something off the floor and exclaimed, “Hey look! The world’s tiniest key!”

Taking a look in his hand, I was mortified and instantly blushed as I realized he was holding my handcuff key!! Shit. I grabbed it from his hand with, “Great. Thanks for finding that key to my jewelry box! It’s pretty small alright.”

They had only been in my place a few seconds and I was already feeling both stupefied and eager to please. Two full-on boys and my beautiful lesbian lover.  Nice combo. I didn’t know whom to give my attention.  So I started with some introductory small talk with the boys about school and their interests.

I asked Jason about his family and was confused when he told me he has no idea how many brothers and sisters he has because some move out to go to college or their own place and others move in.  Regina, sensing my confusion, chimed in with “Jason’s parents run a foster home. He has a lot of brothers and sisters.” If that was the case, Jason sure seemed well-adjusted and outgoing. He and Tucker seemed really close and would finish each other’s sentences.

I started the popcorn and set the boys up with their movie in the living room.  They were delighted by the size of my screen and the sound of the stereo quality as the trailers played. I turned to Regina:

ME

Can I pour you a drink?

REGINA

No thanks. I’m fine.  Do you want to watch Blaze Man?

ME

No.  I’d rather sit on the veranda and chat with you?

REGINA

I’ll clean your dishes. You can sit and talk to me.

ME

(
After a chuckle)

Boy, you really want to do the dishes don’t you?

REGINA

Yes, Mistress.

ME

What!!!!!!
Shhhhhhh!!

(
Whispering)

We’re not playing that!

REGINA

Sorry. It kind of slipped out.

ME

(
Pointing to the pile of dishes)

Help yourself.

Regina flashed a warm smile and hopped to washing the dishes.

REGINA

Have you ever seen Blaze Man?

ME

(
Taking seat on the counter)

Of course.
Who hasn’t.

Last year we did a commercial tie-in for Blaze Man 2
.

REGINA

How cool. Did you get to meet the actors?

ME

No. They just gave us movie footage to work with.

(
Pause)

What did you do today?

REGINA

Mostly just graded papers while Jason and Tucker played Legos and made parachutes out of plastic baggies.

ME

You missed washing off some of the soap on that plate. See the bubbles?

REGINA

You’re right. Sorry.

She appeared to have instantly and unexpectedly shifted into her slave personality and seemed ashamed and embarrassed by her mistake.  We hadn’t enacted the game, but somehow… we seemed to have slipped into it.

ME

I don’t want to be em
barrassed if a guest comes over and discovers that my dishes haven’t been rinsed properly.

REGINA

Please forgive me.

Realizing that things could quickly get out of hand with us, I hoped off the counter and approached her from behind, firmly pulling her by the throat so that her ear was close to my mouth as I whispered: “That was some kind of crazy day I had.”   It worked.  Her eyes changed personalities and I could see Regina again. I continued,
“I’m going to go watch Blaze Man with the boys. Come join me.”  Continuing with the dishes, she responded, “I’ll be right out.”  Just then, the popcorn was done. I took it with me to join the boys on the sofa as Regina kept at the dishes.

The boys seemed happy to see me joining them. I think there is no easier fit than young boys with cute women in their mid-20’s. (Of course, that is assuming they would find me cute.)

We watched the movie for quite a while, maybe twenty minutes, before I started to wonder what happened to Regina. Wasn’t she coming? I excused myself to go check on her.

When I arrived at the kitchen, I spied on her quietly for a moment. She was scrubbing a dish in her rubber gloves.  But hear head was clearly somewhere else, some kind of daydream. She had that look that I had only seen on her when she was completely aroused.  Was washing the dishes that hot for her? Was she really digging it that much? There was a deeper thought going on.

Stealthily, I crept up on her, then softly surprised her with a gentle hug from the back. She recoiled as if caught red-handed doing something naughty.  “Hey,” I said, “ why don’t you come join me on the couch?”  She looked at me, mildly ashamed and responded, “Sorry, I’m about done.”  But when I looked in her eyes, I could see she was still in some kind of fantasy.  I gently slid my hand down her hips and slowly went under her skirt where I pushed up against her vulva.  Her panties were dripping wet! She was on fire. 

Completely surprised by how turned on she was (by merely washing the dishes), I figured I needed to take charge right away.  “Can you believe how blue the sky is today?” I wondered out loud. She snapped into slave mode, “Yes, Mistress.”

I continued to spell out my demands by whispering coldly in her ear,” Listen, I’m very disappointed in you.  I’m going to give you one order. Then I am going to go away. Do you understand?” “Yes, Mistress,” she answered in near ecstasy.  I continued my dark whisper, “You need to go upstairs to my room, put on my boots, and get yourself off.   Then I need you to put yourself together and go away.  I’m expecting my friend Regina to join me in the living room to watch a movie.  Are we clear?”  “Yes, Mistress,” she whispered back. “Fine,” I said, “Good bye.” I kissed her ear and whispered, “That was some kind of crazy day I had.”

Regina, still the slave, understood that the game was over for me but not for her.  She took off her gloves and headed upstairs, completely ignoring me as Meg.

There we were, trying to have a platonic afternoon together and she has to go get herself all worked up washing the dishes. It had the effect of getting my head in the same space, especially since I knew she would be upstairs wearing boots and masturbating. Suddenly, I wanted to go upstairs and join her, instead of going back to the boys.

But acting as the big girl I am, I took a deep breath and let out a sigh to expel my sexual energy. I poured a couple glasses of sparkling water to take to the movie for Regina and I to enjoy once she would finally show up. 

The thought crossed my mind that the boundaries of the game were getting blurred and misused.  This could lead to trouble. It was the first time that I had given orders within the game and then exited the game while one of us was still playing. I wondered if that was okay or if we would start getting messed up. It could certainly lead to big complications, especially when we are out in public or with friends and family.  I think it would be best to keep the game completely separate and go back to the rigid border rules.