Needing You #2 - Wanting Him (24 page)

I say bye to everyone and head h
ome for hopefully a good night’s sleep.

By the time I park and head up my stairs it’s already going on 2:15 a.m.  I head inside
, grab a shower and throw on my tank top and shorts and head to bed.

I lie in bed for about five minutes before I hear knocking on my front door.

Looking out the peephole I’m surprised to see Parker standing there. I open the door to let him in.

“Come in.”

“Hey, sorry I know I shouldn’t have come this late, but I thought you might still be up.”

“
I am, actually just laid down,” I admit.

“Do you mind if we talk?”

“That’s fine,” I tell him as I take a seat on the couch, grabbing a blanket because it’s a little chilly.

“I’m sorry I left like that last night.  I wanted to talk to you and make sure you were okay, but I was so pissed,
I couldn’t stay there.”

“Don’t worry about it.  You had every right to leave.”

“How did I get us into this shit?”

“I don’t know,” I say looking at the ground.

“Can I spend the night with you?  I promise I won’t try anything, I just miss you.”

“Yeah,” I tell him
, sounding more excited than I probably should be.

He stands up first taking my hand to help me up and we make the short walk back to my bedroom.

I turn on the nightstand lamp, so we have some light before crawling under my covers.  Parker takes his jeans and shirt off, leaving him in nothing but his boxer briefs and holy shit, I think I may be drooling.

I try to look away but I’m pretty sure he catches me staring, though he doesn’t say anything.  He crawls in beside me pulling close to his body and turning off the lamp.

It feels so good to be here in his arms.

“Nat, do you think we can fix us?” he asks quietly.

“I hope so,” I whisper back.

“So they didn’t ruin us?” he asks hopeful.

“No, they didn’t ruin us,” I say as I turn to face him.

He stares at me for a few seconds before saying anything, “I’m really sorry I messed up.  If I didn’t
, we wouldn’t have gone throw this hell for so long.”

“Stop,” I say moving to place my fingers over his lips, “
You were manipulated.  You didn’t know.”

“I know
, but I…shit…I love you and I should have fought to keep you.”

I can’t help the stupid smile that’s plastered on my face, “I didn’t g
ive you the option to keep me.”

“
Can we try again?”

“I’d love that,” I say with a huge smile, “I love you Park, I never stopped.”

“I love you too babe,” he says as he leans in and kisses me slowly.  I can’t help the fireworks that engulf my body.  I want him and after all this time, he’s mine again.

“Parker?”

“Hmm,” he says through kisses.

“Make love to me.”

He pulls back and stares at me, “Are you sure?”

“Positive,” I say as I lean in and kiss him.

Our kisses are slow and passionate.  It’s like we’re both trying to make sure the other one knows how we really feel.

Parker moves so he’s between my thighs and I can feel his erection at my heat.  He pulls my tank top off and continues to kiss me slowly. He starts at my lips works down my jaw, down my throat to my taut nipple.

He teases my nipples making sure to pay equal attention to both.  I can’t help when my back arches off the bed, wanting him, needing him.

“Damn I’ve missed you,” he says as he trails kisses down my stomach to my shorts.  I lift my hips so he can remove my shorts and underwear, which
he removes quickly.

“Come here,” I plead.

He complies and I mend my lips to his.  I continue to explore his mouth savoring every second.

“I want you now,” I plead.

“Not until I taste you,” he says, as he slowly starts his decent down my chest to my aching core.

“Oh God,” I whimper when
I feel his tongue touch my clit.

“Damn babe you’re so wet,” he says as he slowly pushes two fingers inside of me, moving them in and out.

“I can’t wait, please Park,” I beg wanting him inside of me.

“Just wait babe,” he says through a laugh as he picks up his pace.  It doesn’t take long for me to cry out in exhilaration.

Parker removes his boxer briefs swiftly and starts pulling at things on the floor.

“What are you doing?” I ask confused.

“Looking for a condom.”

“No, I don’t want anything between us,” I tell him.  He stops and stares at me.

“Are you sure?”’

“Yeah, unless you want one, than that’s fine.”

“Nope, I’m good,” he says as he settles back between my legs.

“I’m still on the pill,” I remind him.

“Even if you weren’t, you are the only person I wouldn’t mind making babies with,” he says as he slowly thrusts inside of me.

I let out a soft moan, enjoying this moment of pure bliss.  Parker slows to let me adjust to his size.  It doesn’t take long before I start
moving; wanting him to take me harder.

“Fuck babe,” he says as he continues his assault on my body.

“Don’t stop,” I tell him as I continue to match his movements, taking him as deep as my body will allow.

It doesn’t take long before he has me going over the edge again wi
th him following right behind.

Once he pulls out
, he lays down beside me pulling me to him so we are chest to chest.  His arms wrapped around me, mine around him.

“I fucking love you so much,” he says as he leans in and kisses me again.

“I love you too.”

Chapter Twenty-
Two

I wake up the next morning still wrapped in Parker’s arms.  I can’t believe how much has happened over the past year, yet here we are, back together.

“Morning beautiful,” he says as he leans down to kiss me good morning.

“Morning,” I tell him through kisses.

“What time is it?”

I glance at the clock, “Its 10:43 a.m.”

“Damn.”

“Why? What’s wrong?” I ask confused.

“Our tour isn’t over. We have to head back later today to finish the last few weeks,” he says with sad green eyes.

“Oh, well it’s only a few weeks,” I say trying to lighten the mood.

“Yeah, but I don’t want to leave this bed,” he says as he pulls me tighter to his body, allowing me to feel his erection and all the contours of his body.

“
Mmm, that sounds like a great idea.  Stay here instead.”

He starts to laugh, “You are so damn sexy.”

“You’re pretty sexy yourself,” I tell him as I lean up to kiss him again.

We continue to make out like high school teenagers when I hear the front door open.

“Shit, Nora’s home,” I whisper trying to jump out of bed and grab my clothes.

He just starts to laugh.

“Shh, stop laughing.  She doesn’t even know you’re here yet.  She can’t walk in on us like this.  Throw some pants on,” I whisper, throwing his jeans at him.

“Alright, alright.
  I’m pretty sure she’s gonna know what happened when we both walk out of here.”

“So, she doesn’t need to actually see it,” I snap.

“Okay,” he says still laughing.  I throw my clothes on and race out to the living room to stop her from coming to my room while Parker gets dressed.

“Hey, how was Avery’s this weekend?” I ask quickly.

“Good.  Her dad is so funny.”

“Oh yeah, well good I’m glad you had fun.”

“Yeah.  Do you work today?”

“Nope, I have today off.”

“Okay, what do you want to do today?” she says as she plops down on the couch, throwing her leg over the arm of the couch.

“We
ll I wanted to talk to you about something,” I start to say nervously.

“What’s up?” she says eyeing me with confusion.

“Hey pretty girl,” Parker says from the hall.

I’ve never seen Nora move so fast. She jumps off the couch to greet him.

“Hi, what are you doing here?” she asks, as she gives him a hug then eyes us suspiciously.

“That’s what I wanted to talk to you about,” I say
, nodding in his direction.

“What’s going on?”

“Let’s sit,” he says.  We all head to the living room and sit. Parker’s beside me and Nora’s on my other side.

“You guys are starting to scare me, what’s going on?” she asks a little annoyed.

“Parker and I are back together,” I get tell her excitedly.

“Seriously?” she practically yells.

“Yep,” he says.

“So what about the baby?”

“It’s not mine,” he says first.

“What?” she
shrieks.

“It’s a long story, but the truth is he never cheated on me, that was a lie and so was the baby,” I tell her.

“I knew you weren’t the asshole people made you out to be,” she says smiling at him.

“Thanks pretty girl,” he says with a chuckle.

“So does that mean you’re going to be staying with us?” she asks excitedly.

“Actually, I leave later today to finish up the tour I’m on.”

“Oh.”

“Hey, you have me here,” I
say bumping her leg.

“Yeah, but I see you every
day.  I want to hear about the tour and life on the road.”

“So sorry I can’t compete with that,” I say with an eye roll.

“No worries, I only have about three weeks left.  Then I’ll fill you in on everything,” he says smiling, showing that perfectly dimpled smile with bright sexy green eyes.

I can’t help but fall in love with this
sexy man more than I already am.

“Do you promise?” Nora asks.

“Sure do pretty girl.  I’ll tell you everything you want to know.”

“Okay.  What time do you leave today?” she asks.

“I actually need to meet the guys at noon to head out,” he says with a solemn look.

“Oh, that stinks,” Nora says with a sad look.

“It’s only three weeks.  We can survive three more weeks without you,” I say, trying to sound positive.

Just then Parker’s phone starts ringing.

“I better get that,” he says, as he stands up to go grab his phone.

It’s a short conversation, but once he hangs up he looks at me with a grave face.

“What’s wrong?” I ask nervously.

“That was
Dec, apparently we need to leave now.”

“Oh.  Alright, well you better get ready.”

“Yeah.”

Parker gets a shower and heads out the door to meet the guys to head back to finish out their last leg of the tour.

Nora and I follow to see him off.  We first drop his car off and then we take him to the airport.

“Hey beautiful,” Declan says as he comes up to give me a hug.

“Hey yourself,” I say with a smile and wave to Luke and Nate who are sitting in the airport seats, “So Rowan huh?”

“Shit, she told you?” he asks nervously.

“Not really, it was pretty obvious with the two of you.  So, you plan on hooking up with her again?”

“Fuck.  That can’t get out Nat,” he says all serious.

“What can’t get out?  The fact that you, Declan Marcus, are a member of a BDSM club?” I say with a chuckle.

“Nat, I’m serious.  You can’t repeat that shit.  No one knows,” he says nervously
, as he looks around.

“No worries, I won’t tell,” I promise.

“I’m serious, you can’t tell anyone.”

“Don’t worry, your secret is
safe with me,” I say with a smile.

“Fuck, how
did I get into this mess?” he says as he runs his hands through his shaggy hair, looking more nervous now.

“You like what you like.  There’s nothing wrong with that.  Rowan’s pretty awesome though.  I think you’d really like her
, if you actually took the time to get to know her.”

“Oh
trust me, I know her and there’s not a damn thing I don’t like about her.”

“So then why have you ignored her every time we’ve hung out with you?” I ask confused.

“She could ruin my entire reputation.  She has me by the balls and doesn’t even know it.”

“She wouldn’t do anything like that to you, she’s not like that,” I say defending her.

“We come back in three weeks, so I’ll see how things go then.”

“Alright.
  If you need my help just let me know,” I say with a smile.

I look over and see that
Nora is hugging Parker. 

“I’ll see in you three weeks Declan,” I say giving him a hug and saying goodbye.

Just then, their flight is called.

“Hey babe, that’s us,”
Parker says as he comes up and wraps his arms around me.

“I know.”

“Three weeks.”

“Three weeks,” I repeat.

“I love you and I’ll see you in three weeks,” he says as he leans down and kisses me softly.

“Sorry to interrupt, but we
gotta go,” Declan says.

Parker nods his head, never taking his eyes off of me.

“I love you and I’ll be waiting for you. Three weeks.”

With that
, I get another kiss before I watch my boyfriend walk to his awaiting flight.

Three weeks, I can totally wait three weeks for my sexy green eyed, tattooed man.