Loving My SECRET (Corrigan & Co. Book 10) (20 page)

Fuuuckk! I know she can
dirty talk, but damn if it’s not hot to see her doing it while
she’s swiping a finger through her folds for me. She moves the
camera down so I can see that finger coated with her cum, and I start
to feel my orgasm starting in the base of my spine. When her camera
follows that finger into her mouth, I go off like a rocket. Stars
shoot behind my eyelids, and yeah, I think I may have just seen an
angel or three.

I open my eyes to see
my own personal angel spread out on her bad. Her calf muscles are
straining against her tights, but her legs are open far enough for me
to see her glistening and ready. My semi hard cock is filling back up
pretty fast, and it takes me a moment to register that I’m seeing
more of her than her phone would allow.

“Laptop?”

“Yes,” she says as
she cups her tits, which are still covered in lace.

“Are you wishing
those were my hands?”

“They are
your
hands, aren’t they?”

“Fuck yeah. I’m
pinching your nipples. You know I fucking love your nipples.”

“I love when you fuck
them.”

I start to stroke
myself again. I wasn’t lying about once not being enough. Fifty
times with my hand won’t be enough, but I’ll take them if that’s
all I can have for the moment. “One of my hands is pushing down
your bra so I can feel your soft skin, while my other one needs to
play with that little button of yours.”

She does exactly as I
say, and I see her slide a finger into her folds as her back arches
off the bed. “Your fingers feel so good, Matteo. So good. How does
my mouth feel on your cock?”

Matteo. She called me
Matteo, and that name alone out of her mouth almost sets me off
again. She hasn’t called me that since the day I left her to go to
war. I re-focus on the task at hand, because I need to make my girl
come and come hard.

“I love your mouth,
Reina. It sucks me so good. How does my tongue feel inside of you?”

She sucks her fingers
into her mouth, and then slides them into her pussy. Her thumb is
still playing with her clit, and her other hand is twisting her
nipple hard. I see the moment that she snaps. Watching Reina come for
me is my favorite thing in the world. I’m so into watching her that
I don’t even feel my own orgasm hit me until I’m jerking in my
hand.

We’re both breathing
hard and it takes a few minutes before I can speak. “You called me
Matteo.”

“I know.”

* * *

Reina

What have I just done?
I’m supposed to be angry at Matt, and I am. I’m supposed to spend
time alone deciding what I want, and I am. So why did I just have
Skype sex with him, and call him by my old name for him? Because he’s
the hottest man I’ve ever met in my life, and he sent me flowers.
That’s why.

“Rei, are you okay?”

“Yes. No. Maybe,” I
tell him honestly.

“You didn’t intend
to seduce me when you called, did you?” he asks, looking intense,
and a little nervous.

“No. I wanted to see
why you did it? Why you arranged for all the gifts, and cake, and
most importantly, flowers. You don’t send any woman flowers.”

“I wanted you to feel
loved and pampered. I can’t do that in person right now, and I know
you need your space, but I can’t have you thinking that I’m not
thinking about you, or that I’m giving up. I don’t believe the
war is over, Rei. It won’t be over until I capture the queen.”

“What if she doesn’t
want to be caught.”

“If she truly means
it, I’ll walk away.”

“She doesn’t. She’s
not sure if she’s ready to be caught, but she doesn’t want to
take that option off the table. Yet.”

“Good,” he tells
me, and his smile is back. I love his smile. When he turns it on me
for real, I feel like I’ve stepped into my own little piece of the
sun. “I have a question, though. What did you mean when you said I
don’t buy flowers for any woman?”

“You don’t.”

“I send flowers to my
Gram and Jessica.”

“But no one else.”

“How do you know?”

I knew it would come to
this when I opened my big mouth. Those flowers scrambled my brain a
little, and now I have to embarrass myself yet again. “I asked your
secretary.”

“What?”

“You never gave me
flowers, even when we were together for real. When you were flaunting
all those women in front of me, I was not only jealous of them having
your attention. I was jealous that they might be getting flowers from
you. So I asked Kimber. She told me you just send them a gift card
for the mall. That’s very nice, by the way.”

“It was the least I
could do since I was using them to make you jealous, and the majority
of them never even got an orgasm out of it.”

“You really never
slept with them? I read that, but I couldn’t quite believe it. You
looked so into them.”

“I really didn’t,
Rei. I only slept with women if you seemed you were getting serious
with a guy. I didn’t even want to then, not really, but I couldn’t
have you when you were with someone else. I wouldn’t do that.”

“I was never really
serious with any of them. I tried to be, but they weren’t you.”

“Rick.”

“Was an ass. You need
to stop bringing him up. I chose you.”

“Even when I wouldn’t
let myself choose you back.”

“I wish you
would’ve.”

“Me too. Can I keep
surprising you?”

“I guess,” I tell
him, not being able to resist the chance to tease him. “But
frankly, it’s going to make it hard for me to kiss random guys when
you’re being sweet.”

“You want to kiss
random guys? Really?” he sounds hurt, and I force myself to not
give in to him. He hurt me for a long time, and while I don’t
believe one hurt deserves another, I also know I have to do what’s
right for me.

“Yes. I never did
that, you know. Kissed random guys, or made out with them. I was
always the good girl, even with you.”

“Okay. I mean, it’s
obviously not okay with me, but I want you to do whatever you need to
so you’ll be sure when you come back to me.”

I will go back to him.
I was afraid of it before. Afraid that it would make me seem weak.
Now I see that things really have changed for both of us. Going back
is going to be harder than hiding, and when I’m strong enough, I’ll
do just that. I’m not quite ready, but I will be.

“Thank you for
everything. I love it all.”

“I love
you
,
Reina.”

“I love you, too.”

Reina,

My mind is pretty
much blown right now. You’re a spy? And Gram is the head of the
whole spy ring? I just don’t even know what to think or say. I wish
it hadn’t taken an emergency for you to tell me. I mean, I guess
you had no reason to tell me. Gram, though, that hurts. Especially
since I’m in charge of C&C. I fund the stuff you do. I should
know that the Foundation is more. I do now, but that’s not the way
I should’ve been told. Would you have told me if I’d never broken
up with you? Would you have trusted me then? I want to believe you
would have, but I don’t know. Maybe I’ll get the answer tomorrow
when the “big meeting” happens. I just don’t know what I’m
going to say to Gram, or to you. I don’t know if I’ll ever be
able to look at you the same way again, even though I still love you.
That will never change, even if everything else between us ends up
changing.

Matt

* * *

Four and a half years ago…

I
walk into a large circular room at the Corrigan & Co. Foundation
with Aiden and Nate. Yesterday, we helped save Darcy, one of the
Foundation employees. That’s when we found out that this place is
more than just a charitable foundation. It’s also some kind of
secret society run by my grandmother. All of the women, including
Reina, are some kind of spies. It was Reina who asked me for help,
even though I know it killed her to do it. She didn’t want her
friend killed, so now my friends and I are being told their secrets.
Maybe not all of them, but I’m not leaving without getting enough
of an explanation to satisfy me.

“
Welcome,
gentlemen. Matt, come sit with me. Nate and Aiden, you can pick any
seat along the wall.”

I
walk over and take the seat Gram motions me into. Reina, Ainsley, and
my ex step-mom, Jessica, are also sitting here with her. The other
women who are on the board of the Foundation all have their own
little groupings as well. Reina is staring down at her hands, and I
want to place mine over them, and hold her. She looks so defeated,
and I’m pretty sure she got in trouble for telling us their secret.

“
Thank
you for coming here today. While I don’t like that Reina needed to
ask you all for help, I need to thank you for helping.”

“
Yes,
thank you,” Darcy says. She looks much better than she did
yesterday. Then again, she doesn’t have any guns being pointed at
her right now.

“
You’re
welcome. We’re glad we could help,” I tell them. Aiden and Nate
echo my sentiment.

“
I
know this is all a shock to you. I was actually going to tell you
about us, Matt. Although I never told your grandfather, you are
ushering in a new generation here at Corrigan, and I want you to be
involved with what we really do. I didn’t plan on your friends
knowing, but I’m not sorry they do.”

“
You’re
not?” Reina asks, finally raising her head.

“
No,
Reina. There is no way you could’ve known that Darcy would be
exposed. I still don’t understand how it happened, but I’m glad
you had the presence of mind to get the help you needed.”

I
think back to the call I got yesterday. The guys and I were in L.A.
checking out some equipment we wanted now that they’re running
security for me. I was surprised to get any call from Reina. When she
told me that Darcy was in danger, and there wasn’t time for her to
get to L.A. herself, I didn’t hesitate to help. None of us did.

“
Can
you tell us what it is you do, exactly?” Nate asks.

“
In
a nutshell, we’re spies, secret agents, or operatives. We just
don’t work for a specific government. We help out wherever we’re
needed, although we mostly focus on trafficking, and other issues
women and children face. Sometimes we take on private referral jobs,”
Reina says.

“
You
have training, I assume?” Aiden asks.

“
Of
course. The ten women in this room who are active in missions have
all been through extensive training. They have mastered every type of
weapon, hand to hand combat, languages, etiquette, fashion, and
acting,” Gram tells him.

“
Wow.
We could help with some of that, too, if you need it,” Nate says.

“
I’m
going to take you up on that.”

“
You
said you would tell me. Does anyone else from the families know?”

“
Scott
knows. He developed our computer systems,” Maggie Griffin says.
“And all of my daughter-in-laws know.”

“
My
granddaughter knows,” Cyndi adds.

“
No
other family members know right now. Our charter allows us to tell
every female in our families, but only one male. The women can tell
one family member, or significant other.”

“
We
can’t tell Miles?”

“
No.”

“
Okay.
We were Special Forces. You can count on us to keep this to
ourselves.”

“
I
know.”

“
So
are we honorary members now, or something?” Nate asks.

“
Is
there a special handshake or something?” Aiden wants to know.

“
Yes,
Nate, I suppose you are now part of the Society. And Aiden, no, we
don’t have a handshake. Ainsley will give you a special phone where
you can hear the communication between the women when they are on
missions.”

“
Can
we help on missions?” I ask, thinking that I want to be there for
Reina. The other women, too, but mostly Reina. The thought of her
getting hurt makes me want to throw up.

“
I
don’t have a problem with that. Do you, Reina?”

“
No.
We could use help with hand to hand combat continued training, and
mission help would be great, too. I also heard that you’re good
with computers and electronics, Aiden. Ainsley and Scott can always
use help with those things. We keep them pretty busy.”

“
Cool.
You do computers, Ainsley?” my friend asks.

“
Yes,”
she says quietly.

“
Everyone
has a talent they bring to the table. We’ll tell you about it
another time, or you’re welcome to visit with each of us
individually,” Reina tells us. “We have to get back to work now.”

The
women all get up to leave, but I turn to Reina, putting a hand on her
arm to stop her progress. “I thought my gram was in charge.”

“
She
is.”

“
Then
why are you giving orders?”

“
I’m
her Second, and I run a lot of the day to day Society tasks.”

“
Would
you have told me? Would I have been your person?”

“
Does
it matter?”

“
Yes,
it does.”

“
You
are the only person I ever wanted to tell.”

“
When
did you join?”

“
Right
after you left. I was in training when you decided you could do
better.”

“
I
know there’s no one better. I’ve always known that.”

“
Matt,”
she whispers as my heart beats even faster.

“
Hey
man, Darcy says she has the new Call of Duty game. We’re going to
go play with her. You in?” Nate asks, coming up to us and breaking
the spell we were under.