Longing
Authors: Karen Kingsbury
Longing
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BOOK THREE
EDICATION
To Donald, my Prince Charming …
Tyler is gone to Liberty University and Kelsey is more than half finished with college, but here’s what’s amazing: God continues to take us on one adventure after another! A move to Nashville? Who could’ve seen that coming? So many exciting transitions ahead. It hit me the other day just how much I really love you. We’ve been busy with kids, but at the end of a trip or a day or an afternoon … I look across the room and see you and I know that God has given us the greatest gift of all in each other. You constantly tell me I’m beautiful or that you wish we were together more. In every way you make me feel like a princess living out a fairytale that is more wonderful with every year. Thank you for that, Donald. Thank you for being so steady and strong and good and kind. Hold my hand and walk with me through the coming seasons … the graduations and growing up and getting older. All of it’s possible with you by my side. Let’s play and laugh and sing and dance. And together we’ll watch our children take wing. The ride is breathtakingly wondrous. I pray it lasts far into our twilight years. Until then, I’ll enjoy not always knowing where I end and you begin. I love you always and forever.
To Kelsey, my precious daughter …
Only one year left of college, and I am amazed at how far you’ve come, Kelsey … how much you’ve grown. Your time in California — though some of the most painful days in your life and mine for reasons we both understand — was a time God used to raise you into the strikingly beautiful young woman you are today, inside and out. Your commitment to living for Him even in your loneliest days stands as an example for teenage girls and young women everywhere. I have watched you learn to love serving and listening and helping others — more than you care for yourself. I remember one day not long ago when you were still in California — alone and heartbroken — and you called. “Listen to this!” Hope filled your voice. “Some great Bible verses I found today. They’re perfect for where God has me.” You didn’t know this, but your dad and I were in our room, and you were on speakerphone. The two of us exchanged a look — the sort of look that could only be shared between two parents who have prayed a lifetime for a child, only to see God’s answer in a single moment. I’m so glad that hard year is over … and that God has brought friends into your life who know your heart. Really know it. Friends who make you laugh and dream and believe what only yesterday felt impossible. Like I told you, sweetheart, God cleared away the old and wrong to make way for the new and right. Whoever he is, honey, God is preparing him for that time when the two of you will be together forever. Until then, you keep being the light of our family, the laughter in our hearts … and that one-in-a-million girl who inspired an entire series. My precious Bailey Flanigan, I pray that God will bless you mightily in the years to come, and that you will always know how He used this time in your life to draw you close to Him, and to prepare you for what’s ahead. In the meantime, you’ll be in my heart every moment. And wherever you sing and dance and act for Him, we’ll be in the front row! I love you, sweetheart.
To Tyler, my lasting song …
You’re gone to college and the house is quieter for the change. But even so I can’t begin to express how proud I am, how happy my heart is that you are at Liberty University singing for Jesus. I guess I knew deep down you’d end up at LU ever since we toured it a year ago. “If heaven had a university,” I said that day. And right now it feels that right for this season of your life. You’re not too far away now that we’re in Nashville, and very soon you’ll wind up back in our new home. I believe that. Still, I thank God for Skype and school breaks, when we’ll see you in person again. In the meantime I believe with all my heart that God has you right where He wants you. Learning so much — about performing for Him and becoming the man He wants you to be. I feel a little like I did when you left for kindergarten. Like I want to line up your professors and mentors and friends and let them know that you’re not just any freshman. You’re that rare guy with a most beautiful heart for God and others. Your dad and I are so proud of you, Ty. We’re proud of your talent and your compassion for people and your place in our family. And we’re proud you earned a scholarship to Liberty University. However your dreams unfold, we’ll be cheering loudest as we watch them happen. Hold on to Jesus, son. I love you.
To Sean, my happy sunshine …
How wonderful to see you running and dribbling and dunking on the basketball court again, last year’s injury behind you finally and fully. This past summer was a crazy one, picking up and moving to Nashville in little more than a few weeks’ time. But God was calling us, and we wanted nothing more than to follow Him. Already I can say I’m so glad we did. Especially as you have started working out with the basketball team at your new school. Basketball is at an entirely different level here, and I know you’re having to work harder than ever. But that’s been good for you, and along the way you’ve kept the most amazing attitude. That’s the one thing that sets you apart, Sean. Besides your athleticism and concern for people, you have this happiness that defines the joy God must be talking about when He commands it for all of us. Be joyful, He tells us. And so in our family you give us a little better picture of how that looks. On top of that, I love how you’ve gotten more comfortable talking with me and Dad and Kelsey about your life. Stay that close to us, Sean. Remember, home is always the place where your heart is safe. Your dream of playing college basketball is alive and real. Keep working … keep pushing … keep believing. Go to bed every night knowing you did all you could to prepare yourself for the doors God will open in the days ahead. I pray that as you soar for the Lord, He will allow you to be a very bright light indeed. You’re a precious gift, son. Keep smiling and keep seeking God’s best.
To Josh, my tenderhearted perfectionist …
Can it be you’re starting your junior year? Our move to Nashville was intended to benefit you and Sean most of all. Because having just two more years of high school left, there was no time like this year to get involved with a school whose bar is exceptionally high at every level. The way we want that bar set for you. I feel this is the beginning of so many exciting times for you, Josh. College coaches looking at your football and soccer skills and the very real possibility that you’ll play competitive sports at the next level. But even with all your athleticism, I’m most proud of your growth this past year. You’ve grown in heart, maturity, kindness, quiet strength, and the realization that time at home is short. God is going to use you for great things, and I believe He’ll put you on a public platform to do it. Stay strong in Him; listen to His quiet whispers so you’ll know which direction to turn. I’m so proud of you, son … I’ll forever be cheering on the sidelines. Keep God first in your life. I love you always.
To EJ, my chosen one …
EJ, my jokester, this move to Tennessee has been hardest for you, for sure. And yet, even so, from the beginning you have said, “Whatever you and Dad think is right, that’s what we’ll all do, and God will lead us.” You are starting your sophomore year in a new place, and already I can see that with a good attitude comes growth and more opportunity for you. School seems to be your thing, and for that I’m so proud of you. I see you sitting at the counter or at the computer working hard as you can for those A’s and
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’s and I wonder if you know that your effort really will go somewhere. One day not too far off from here, you’ll be applying to colleges, thinking about the career choices ahead of you, the path God might be leading you down. Wherever that path takes you, keep your eyes on Jesus and you’ll always be as full of possibility as you are today. I expect great things from you, EJ, and I know the Lord expects that, too. So glad you’re a part of our family … always and forever. I love you more than you know. I’m praying you’ll have a strong passion to use your gifts for God as you move through your sophomore year. Thanks for your giving heart, EJ. I love you so.
To Austin, my miracle boy …
As you enter your last year of middle school in a brand new place, I see you becoming such a godly leader, determined to succeed for Him, standing taller — and not just because you’ve grown so much this past year. I love the fact that before we moved you stopped in at one of the baseball games from last year’s team and the dads didn’t recognize you. They wondered who that man was in the dugout. Not for a minute did they believe it was Austin, eight inches taller than when they saw you last. In the past season I’ve seen your competitive drive like never before. Some days you come home from training with tears and some days you come home with frustrated silence. Austin, I love that you care enough to be and do your best. It shows in your straight A’s and it shows in the way you treat your classmates. Of course it absolutely shows when you’re playing basketball. But always remember what I’ve told you about that determination. Let it push you to be better, but never, ever let it discourage you. You’re so good at life, Austin. Keep the passion and keep that beautiful faith of yours. Every single one of your dreams are within reach. Keep your eyes on Him … and we’ll keep our eyes on you … our youngest son. With you come a host of lasts, but I hold on a little longer to every one. I refuse to focus on tomorrow when you’re giving us so much to smile about today. There is nothing more sweet than cheering you on — from the time you were born, through your heart surgery until now. I thank God for you, for the miracle of your life. I love you, Austin.
And to God Almighty, the Author of Life, who has — for now — blessed me with these.
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Longing,
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