Indulgence (285 page)

There were three steps separating us. I closed the distance
and curled my hand around her waist. Leaning in to bring our faces closer, I
said, “No, it’s not something you do. It’s got nothing to do with you at all.”

“But - ”

I pressed my finger to her lips. “I’m sorry it happens. I’ve
got shit going on with the club at the moment and as much as I try to keep that
from interfering with us, I can’t always manage to do that.”

Her face softened and I sensed her relenting. “I get it. But
you do need to explain to me about my father and what you’re doing to help
him.”

“We’ll get to that, baby, but fuck, I haven’t been able to
stop thinking about you all night, so can we deal with that first?”

Heat flashed in her eyes. She didn’t say anything, just
nodded her agreement.

I moved my free hand down to the bottom of her t-shirt and
trailed my fingers up her thigh towards her panties. When her eyes fluttered
and she bit her lip, I knew this was what she wanted, too. I pressed my mouth
to her ear and murmured, “Let me inside, Evie. I need to fuck you like I’ve
never needed to fuck you.” I found the edge of her panties and pushed past them
to run my finger along her pussy.

So goddamn wet.

She whimpered, and unable to control myself any longer, I
moved quickly and scooped her up. I entered the house, kicked the door shut
behind me and strode towards her bedroom.

Her hands came around my neck and she held on tight. “I’ve
been thinking about you, too,” she breathed into my ear, causing my already
hard dick to nearly lose his shit.

I deposited her on the bed and then reached down to undo my
belt and jeans as I kicked my boots off. She moved off the bed and came to me,
lifting her t-shirt over her head as she did so. Her hands went to my tee and
she had it off in a matter of seconds. My jeans and boxers followed close
behind.

Her eyes travelled every inch of my body before coming back
to meet my gaze. “God, Kick, how much do you work out these days?”

I pulled her to me, fucking loving the feel of our skin
together again. “It’s called working my frustrations out. I haven’t had you to
work out with for too fuckin’ long so I had to find another outlet.”

She raised her brows. “You can’t tell me you haven’t been
working out with someone else.”

“Every now and then, but babe, none of them come close to
you.”

“Yeah, yeah…”

She tried to blow me off but I corrected her. “No, Evie. You
know I don’t say shit for the sake of saying it.”

Her body stilled in my arms and I knew I’d gotten through.
Her hand came to my face and she caressed my cheek. “I know,” she whispered.

My cock throbbed for her, it fucking ached to get inside
her, so I hurried this along. “I’m gonna fuck you hard and fast to start with
and then long and slow. You good with that?”

A sexy smile spread across her face. “So long as I get your
tongue on my pussy later, I’m good with anything.”

Christ, I loved her dirty mouth. Had missed that mouth. “I
see your mouth is still as filthy as it’s always been,” I said as I let her go
and pushed her back onto the bed.

“Kick, you taught me everything I know, so of course my
mouth is filthy as fuck.”

“Fuck, Evie,” I growled as I positioned myself over her.
“I’m gonna fuck your mouth with my cock later and show you just what filthy
is.”

She reached for my dick and began stroking it. “I don’t want
you to use a condom. Are you clean?”

“Yeah. You?”

She nodded and then caught my lips in a kiss while she
continued to pump my cock. I knew I was dangerously close to coming and that I
should slow this down, but I couldn’t bring myself to do it. She made me feel
so damn good and I hadn’t felt good in a long fucking time.

Her touch was magic.

Her words were healing.

And I knew her love was everything I needed in this shitty
world.

I pulled out of our kiss and grunted, “Babe, either you need
to stop what you’re doing or I need to get inside you because I’m just about to
blow if you keep it up.”

She let me go but said, “You did say this was gonna be hard
and fast and I’m good with that.”

“I don’t want it to be
that
fast. I don’t think you
realise what you do to me. These days I just need to look at you and I’m almost
coming in my pants.”

“Baby, you sure know how to sweet-talk a girl,” she
whispered in my ear.

I groaned. Even the feel of her warm breath on me almost did
me in. Fuck, I was so far gone it wasn’t fucking funny.

It was time to take control.

I grabbed both her wrists and positioned them above her
head. Holding them there with one hand, I held her gaze and said, “Don’t move
your hands.”

“Why?”

“Because if you touch me, I’m gonna come all over you
instead of inside of you.”

“That wouldn’t be so bad,” she teased.

“Christ, woman, don’t fucking tempt me.”

“Okay, I’ll just lie here and let you do whatever you want.”

“Thank fuck,” I muttered and let her hands go, half
expecting her to move them, but she didn’t.

Now that I had her whole body to devour, I began with her
neck and then trailed my tongue down to her breasts. Evie had the best tits I’d
ever had the pleasure of touching. Even after all her weight loss, they were a
good handful, and I wasn’t in the minority in my devotion to them. I’d had the
displeasure of watching men ogle them for too many years now. As I sucked and
licked them, she arched her back and moaned. I paused for a moment to look up
at her face and almost lost control when I saw the bliss written across her
face. Her eyes were shut, and her teeth were biting her lip. My woman was sexy
as fuck.

Her eyes fluttered open and she found my gaze. Smiling
lazily at me, she murmured, “You should keep going, baby. I want you to lick
all the way down to my pussy and then I want you to fuck me with your tongue.”

I leant on my elbows, my face resting in between her tits.
“That right?”

“Yeah. You think you can manage that?”

I moved quick and a second later, I’d straddled her and had
dipped my face to hers. My dick sat at her entrance and I teased her with it,
pushing slightly into her and then pulling out. “I can manage
any-fuckin’-thing, darlin’. The question is, can you?”

She licked her lips and asked, “Like what, Kick?”

I pushed my dick inside again. Not all the way, just enough
to get her going, and then I pulled back out. “Like that,” I growled in her
ear, “can you manage that?”

She smiled that fucking sexy smile that made my dick even harder
than it already was if that was even fucking possible. “I don’t think you want
to push me, Kick, cause we both know I can take a lot more than you can. I’d
only have to reach down, take your cock in my hand and give you a few tugs and
you’d be coming before you could say fuck.”

Fuck.

I was done.

Between her sexy body, her wet pussy, and her filthy mouth,
my senses were in overdrive to the point where I could hardly function.

I thrust inside her, all the fucking way, and then pulled
back out and slammed back in again. Stilling with my dick still deep in her, I
rasped, “Feel good, baby?”

Her arms reached around me, and she dug her nails into my
back. And then she squeezed her cunt around my dick and said, “Feels real good.
Keep going.”

Fuck me.

I’d missed this woman.

I pulled out and thrust back in.

Over and over.

She clung to me, her nails clawing my back, and her mouth
chanting filthy words that turned me way the fuck on.

And as my orgasm built, I knew she was it for me. In that
moment, I knew I never wanted to fuck another woman in my life. All I needed to
be happy was Evie’s beautiful pussy wrapped around my cock, and her heart to
belong only to me.

“Fuck, Kick, I’m gonna come!” she screamed, and I thrust
harder and faster.

“Wait for me, baby,” I grunted as I chased it.

She held on tight and together we came. I pumped my cum into
her as her pussy pulsed around my dick and took everything I had to give.

I nestled my face into her neck and rested there while we
both recovered from our orgasms. Eventually, I lifted my head and kissed her
before saying, “Fuck, that was good.”

“Yeah, it was,” she agreed. Then she smacked my ass and
said, “I’m gonna go clean up and then you can start that all over again.”

I grinned and moved off her. “You do that. We’ve got a lot
of time to make up for.”

“We do,” she agreed, and then left me to go to the bathroom.

I shifted onto my back and placed my arm behind my neck
while I waited for her.

Shit, how the hell did I get so lucky?

To have Evie back in my life made me the happiest fucker on
the planet.

I wasn’t going to fuck this up again.

And it was clear to me now what my next move was.

And where my loyalty now lay.

*****

The next morning, I sat on the edge of Evie’s bed and did my
boots up, getting ready to tackle the shit I had to take care of during the
day.

She rolled over and the bed shifted as she sat up. I turned
to look at her and found disappointment in her eyes. “What?” I asked, confused.

“Are you leaving now?”

“Yeah.”

She sat up straighter and moved the sheet to cover herself
which only confused me more. I moved my hand to the sheet to pull it back down.
“Don’t,” she murmured, holding the sheet tight.

I shifted so I was facing her with one leg up on the bed.
“What’s going on? Why the fuck are you covering yourself up after last night?”

“What is this, Kick?”

Now I was really fucking confused. “What do you mean? I
thought we knew what this is.”

She motioned toward me with her hand and said, “Why are you
dressed and leaving so early? It’s like you’re running out on me.”

I flicked my hand out to catch hers. “This,” I pointed to
myself with my other hand, “is me fighting for you, Evie. Fighting for us. This
is me bringing you into my world.”

She sucked in a breath but didn’t say anything, just waited
for me to go on.

I struggled with where to begin. “I’ve done a lot of shit in
my life I’m not proud of.” I let go of her hand but she reached for it and
grabbed hold of me. My gaze dropped to our hands and then shifted back to her.
The fierce look of love on her face gave me what I needed to continue. “I’ve
hurt people, for fuck’s sake.” She needed to know this, but it fucking sucked
to have to lay it all out, because I knew she’d probably want to walk away from
me once she knew it all.

“Okay.” She said nothing else, just sat quietly waiting for
me. Like that wasn’t enough for her to make up her mind.

“How can you love a man who does that?” I demanded, needing
more of a reaction from her. I couldn’t gauge her thoughts from a simple
‘okay’.

She shifted closer to me on the bed when she should have
been shifting further away. “Kick, you forget I’ve known you for almost your
whole life.” She placed her hand on my chest. Over my heart. “I know you
here
.
I know the good you carry in you, and I know you feel like you have no good
left in you, but I see it. I see
you
. So when you tell me you’ve hurt
people, I know you would have had your reasons. I don’t judge you.” Her gaze
never left mine as she gave me those words and I saw no judgement there, only
acceptance.

I stared at her, stunned into silence for a moment. “Storm
is involved in a lot of shit and I’m buried deep in that shit, baby. I’m not
gonna spell it out for you, but it’s not fuckin’ legal shit. Can you handle
that?”

She blinked a few times, giving away her hesitation, and I
waited for the blow to come. “I’m not an idiot. I’ve always figured the club
was into that kind of stuff.”

“And you don’t care?”

“I wouldn’t say that. I’ll admit it concerns me, but I put
it out of my mind.”

I scrubbed my face. “Shit, Evie, if we’re together and I
bring you into this world, there are gonna be things you won’t be able to put
out of your mind.”

“Like what?”

“Like the shit that’s about to go down with your father.”

She sucked in a breath. “What’s about to go down with my
father?”

“He owes all that money to a fuckin’ dangerous man who
wouldn’t hesitate to kill for an unpaid debt. I’m gonna blackmail the guy into
letting your dad out of his debt. And that shit will probably blow back onto
the club, and fuck knows where that will end up.”

Worry took over her face, and I hated that I’d put it there,
but she wanted the truth. And then she gave me something - my first glimpse of
hope that we might have a future together. “So Storm is into shit and some of
it I won’t be able to put out of my mind, but I know that you’re the kind of
man who protects what is his. And if I’m yours, I know deep in my soul that
you’ll do anything to make sure I’m safe. That’s how I know I’ll be able to
handle this shit.”

Her words took my breath away.

She accepted this.

Me.

She accepts me.

I roughly pulled her to me and wrapped her in my arms.
“Fuck, you amaze me,” I murmured as I held her close, never wanting to let her
go.

When I did eventually release her, she smiled and said,
“Together, Kick. We’ll get through anything if we just stick together. We
always have.”

I stood. It was time to go and save her father.

Bending, I kissed the top of her head and said, “Happy
Valentine’s Day, baby.”

I ignored the look of surprise on her face at my words.

Yeah, I never used to celebrate Valentine’s Day.

I could change, though.

I could change for Evie.

*****

“Mr Gambarro isn’t taking visitors today.”